ignored (prod. arey x johnny friend)

blacked out in the end,

and now i'm falling back to hell again,
blacked out in the end,
and now you savin' me from
all of my sins,

tapped out for a minute in the backseat,

laid down because all
my problems catch me,
this is the final goodbye,

i said that a minute might be too long,
but you said that my thinking was
just dead wrong,
i guess this calls for goodbye,

(and now i'm tapped out,
in the backseat)
(started thinking that
everybody just hates me,)

(and now i'm tapped out,
in the backseat)
(started thinking that
everybody just hates me,)

blacked out in the end,

and now you savin' me
from hell again,
blacked out in the end,
and now you savin' me from
all of my sins,

[distant]

okay i know that i'm not perfect,
(not perfect)
need somebody tellin' me
that i'm worth it,
(you're worth it)
sayin' life is good and that
i really deserve it,
otherwise i know i'm worthless,

now i'm sittin' here
sippin' on my root beer,
(root beer!)
i'm failing all my classes
better luck next year,
now my mom's mad,
and my dad's ticked,
what did i do,
to get myself caught up in this,
i see the light and now
you wanna call me,
now it's blacked out,
i really need my mommy,

i know
i know
i know, ooohhhh

blacked out in the end,

(blacked out in the end)
and now you savin' me
from hell again,
(you're savin' me again)
blacked out in the end,
(i'm blacked out in the end)
and now you savin' me from
all of my sins,
(from all of my sins)

i'm telling you bro,

and it's just like
(5am)

BLACKED OUT (W/ A DISTANT VOICE) (IOF)

go back inside
lately i've been like a whole different guy
i wanna go another ride
put ten down, with my hopes up high

oh, put me down
i'll be on the ground
surfing on a cloud
i've been lost and found

oh
i've been the road
said this line before
then i wasn't really bored
stopped to look at the things that i lost
but the road ahead never makes me wanna stop

like oh
i've been looking for the place called home
skipped the skin so i could feel you in my bones
seasons changed and took me away from you
falling down i wanna go with you

know i wanna go with you
let me down
let me rest in my tomb
fall took me right away from you
winter's coming next hope i see you soon

guess i was missing something
that just was killing me
i hope that you think of me
cuz you're my everything

oh i know i can be so wrong
when i speak to you
i hope that you think of me
cuz you're my everything

everything you do is so perfect
stay with me lay down on my chest
even tho i know i'm imperfect
it's all for you,
it's all for you

even tho the sun finally went down
and when the rain starts pouring down
i still hear echoes all around

know i wanna go with you
lie me down
let me rest in my tomb
fall took me right away from you
winter's coming next hope i see you soon >:)

guess i was missing something
that just was killing me
i hope that you think of me
cuz you're my everything

oh i know i can be so wrong
when i speak to you
i hope that you think of me
cuz you're my everything <3

EVERYTHING (IMMORTAL)

*thank you to @lxstboymusic for adding a verse to this song! make sure to check out his music

lyrics -‌ ‌written‌ ‌by‌ ‌@backyardbeetle and @lxstboymusic
produced‌ ‌by -‌ @jxsiebeats
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lyrics:
i can feel the bones in my chest 
crumble under the weight
when i say that i got no stress 
you can see me lying through my face
yeah i got this in the bag but i dont though
putting all my feelings all up in my songs bro
i dont even got a check i dont need one though 
all you people are crazy oh

yeah its cold
i dont even know
i cant even feel like the snot in my nose
trippin through this path like you dont even know 
i aint been the same snice i been through the snow
yeah you wanna go back in time 
you cannot fix that 
yeah you know that i will never change 
i know you hate that

[lxst boy]
i know you hate when i get sad
locked in my room, write these tracks
i'll never feel the same
pressured, crushed under this weight

yeah
weight is getting heavy
overflowing and i'm sinking
gotta build myself a levy
to hold the tears back
and my fears back
and im miserable
and i feel that
i'll never feel ok
and i will never change, uh

i can feel the bones in my chest 
crumble under the weight
when i say that i got no stress 
you can see me lying through my face
yeah i got this in the bag but i dont though
putting all my feelings all up in my songs bro
i dont even got a check i dont need one though 
all you people are crazy oh

i can feel the bones in my chest 
crumble under the weight
when i say that i got no stress 
you can see me lying through my face
yeah i got this in the bag but i dont though
putting all my feelings all up in my songs bro
i dont even got a check i dont need one though 
all you people are crazy oh

- backyard beetle and lxst boy 2021

backyard beetle - stress w/ lxst boy (prod. jxsie beats)

BEAT : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rAVrI28NlYU&ab_channel=LyricsBasedOnCost

talk (cover)

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Lyrics:
if you hear this right now im high right now so fuck you
but if you hear this later im drunk an miss you 
im sorry i was nice to you 
cuz your whole family put you down and that's what you were used to 
i guess im just to nice of a guy but i guess
that's why the world revolves around lies
im just struggling to find the divide 
i been up an down this realm and side to side 
lately we gotta astral project just to get high
and my brodie keep a tech just incase they try to slide
since 2016 we just been tryina get by
since 2017 i was fighting my parents i wont lie
since 2018 i couldn't bare it wanna die 
didn't have shit couldn't share wont lie
2019 i was half coherent i wanna die 
didn't have purpose said fuck my appearance i cry
2020 almost killed my spirit and i died
2021 off the grid and no appearance 
2022 on 223s i get the bread cuz my brodies gotta eat
an shits so sick they been calling me diseased
i been in ur bitch hair like fleas 
never go easy they hit me back geez oh my god please
18 i pulled trees 19 i blew trees 20 i blew cheese
Ya ya ya
rolling up loose leaf rolling up long sleeves 
here we all go an im rolling up wit new thieves 
i just blew a pack then i ripped out my own teeth
i just made a sack then i blew it on my whole team
i dont have a home town dont fuck with my city
i came up on sewer an NF an Witty 
never gave me shit i dint ask for ur pity 
getting in the mud deep in the nitty gritty 
girls think im pretty and ur boyfriends think im litty
daddy think im sketchy and ur momma think im lazy 
but i been in this biddy every night im going crazy 
I Beyoncé like Jay-Z Tsunami Bitch im wavy
i pour it up im gravy i drip shit call me navy
that bitch is not my baby ina 40 doin 80
i smoke a bunch call me brady haven't ate much im shaky 
you aint friend much you snaky cap to much you shady 
u wanna beef wit us get steaky he weak he got no techy 
he gone leak an get all messy he gone tweak and get all fleshy 
he only geeking of a Deci if i could guess he getting blessy 
then we whip off ina Chevy an his chest is getting heavy
im just struggling to find the divide 
i been up an down this realm and side to side 
lately we gotta astral project just to get high
and my brodie keep a tech just incase they try to slide
since 2016 we just been tryina get by
since 2017 i was fighting my parents i wont lie
since 2018 i couldn't bare it wanna die 
didn't have shit couldn't share wont lie
2019 i was half coherent i wanna die 
didn't have purpose said fuck my appearance i cry
2020 almost killed my spirit and i died

ALL PLATFORMS

YEARS (Prod. Jabarionthebeat)

Artist:
@shikixo

Produced by Sorrow Bringer
@sorrow_bringer

Lyrics:
tell me why u gotta make this hard for me
i ain’t mean to break your heart baby pardon me
no i’m sorry, i didn’t think u even wanted me
so tell me why u coming back and why u haunting me
tell me why u always come right back to him
yeah u walk away with me you’re looking back at him
and i’m sorry i missed your call i’m off a xan again
i don’t even wanna fuck i’m off the tram again
yeah. i see u in my dreams
i just wanna get some sleep
oh, but u won’t let me bleed
no, u won’t let me

i deleted your picture but i still got the memories
u live inside my head i swear u write all my melodies
i was 17, everyone switched except my enemies
write my elegy and bury me with music and ecstasy
everybody’s telling me to let it go
to let it go
we were 16, u don’t miss me no more

(i feel like i love you now more than i did when i knew you
and that’s the cruelest thing i could ever do.
i’m sorry)

tell me why u gotta make this hard for me
i ain’t mean to break your heart baby pardon me
no i’m sorry, i didn’t think u even wanted me
so tell me why u coming back and why u haunting me
tell me why u always come right back to him
yeah u walk away with me you’re looking back at him
and i’m sorry i missed your call i’m off a xan again
i don’t even wanna fuck i’m off the tram again
yeah. i see u in my dreams
i just wanna get some sleep
oh, but u won’t let me bleed
no, u won’t let me

shiki xo - haunting me (sorrow bringer)

used to be the opposite way

(Chorus) - Gio

Everybody so impatient
I see fake people walkin' round; make 'em anxious
Used to be the opposite way bitch


(Verse 1) - plante

Riding in a hatchback I don't need your snapchat
Know I got a fat ass and my girl slap it
I can make my voice deep, i can make it higher
I said that i got some sleep but I'm just a liar
Famous in the cyberspace, wont see me in a flyer
Look at all my clothes, baby im just looking flyer
Got acetaminophen inside my melatonin bottle
Don't call me baby I don't sip on bottles 
i like the way she walks; she likes waddles
when I'm in the stu' this shit fire need goggles
I'm with Matthias, been bros since fossils
I'm writing midis like this shit a novel