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Poppy Bops

process

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lyrics:

(cyzun)
Everyone dying got me thinking bout death
I’m only 20 and I think that I’m next
Losing everybody is making me upset
I just wanna grab the gun and put it to my head 
All this paranoia makes me wanna feel it
I don’t think that anyone would care if I was dead
Even if I tried a suicide attempt 
I don’t wanna live my life with regrets
I don’t think I’ll ever understand it
Why do we live just to die and that’s it
All that fucking time thats gonna be wasted
Honestly that thought is making me pissed

(unknxwn.)
I don't wanna talk about the things that I did
I just wanna stop breathing, I'm sick of this shit
Everything I've thought I wanted, I got rid of it
Ain't nothing what it seems in life, can't wait till I'm picked

To die, I don't wanna be alive
But I got so much shit to do with my time
I got things to experience, life is an experiment
And I am a mad scientist, I'm tired of the crying shit

So alone, like where should I go now
I don't know, I think I should slow down
Take it step by step, and don't rush it
Everything that I have felt is all rushing in

(cyzun)
Everyone dying got me thinking bout death
I’m only 20 and I think that I’m next
Losing everybody is making me upset
I just wanna grab the gun and put it to my head 
All this paranoia makes me wanna feel it
I don’t think that anyone would care if I was dead
Even if I tried a suicide attempt 
I don’t wanna live my life with regrets

paranoia w/ unknxwn. (lxvesick)

Shout out @prodskellington ive always wanted to work with him. This is my favorite song by far. Enjoy <3

cover by fatih

Lyrics:

Rn now im fucked up
I think she is leaving
And that im doing to much
I dont get love
I brake my own damn heart
Just so i can feel some

She says i need to run 
But i dont give a fuck
Im tired of the waiting
Im tired of the lust
I just want someone
Who i can really love
I think i have had enough 

Rn now im fucked up
I think she is leaving
And that im doing to much
I dont get love
I brake my own damn heart
Just so i can feel some

im doing too much (skellington)

lyric video
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FfxvrtTt3no

Produced by @skinnyatlas 
Mix & Mastered by @skinnyatlas 
engineered by @Adot 
Cover art  by ig@misplacednotlost

forever means nothing (prod. skinny atlas)

stream

The Doors (Prod. Young Orange)

my lifes so fucking shitty - rough

Verse 1

What was he, what was he doing over there?
Why you keep telling me these lies don't care
What it means to believe in a love that's fair
You got, you got, you got

Secrets hiding in your head and I know that's true
Doesn't matter what I said 'cause you always knew
That I never would've left I'd just lose my cool
A lot, a lot, a lot


Pre-Chorus

Why were you there on that day when you said
That you'd be somewhere else, I don't know
What to believe anymore and I'm feeling lost (woah)


Chorus

I got all these questions but never seem to find an answer
Thought I learned my lesson, but that was just so wrong for damn sure
You hid the truth and all, kept it so long
I had all these questions, but never seemed to find an answer


Verse 2

What would happen if I was still in the dark?
Turn a habit to a life, that can't go far
Know it's tragic but it's just the way things are
You got, you got, you got

Tendencies that'll never be in the past
Throwing stones but your house was made of glass
Enemy, what I didn't wanna be that's sad
It's sad, it's sad, it's sad


Pre-Chorus

Why were you there on that day when you said
That you'd be somewhere else, I don't know
What to believe anymore and I'm feeling lost (woah)


Chorus

I got all these questions but never seem to find an answer
Thought I learned my lesson, but that was just so wrong for damn sure
You hid the truth and all, kept it so long
I had all these questions, but never seemed to find an answer


Bridge

That's the last straw, I can't take it
That's what i tell my self every time

Take my heart then go and break it
I always tell myself that I'm fine, but I know I'm not


Chorus

I got all these questions but never seem to find an answer
Thought I learned my lesson, but that was just so wrong for damn sure
You hid the truth and all, kept it so long
I had all these questions, but never seemed to find an answer

Questions

high school

midnight freestyle (puhf x tennis player)

lyrics:

Even once great men die of broken hearts
And the worst part is im not that great at all
I could take these welts but they’ll chop it off
If its always like this what’s the point in love

I could do it all perfect and they’d still need more
I already quit once I won’t hide no more
Its lonely in ur head and I need the bottle to survive here
There are no fucking breaks I chose the path and ill die here
Oh u miss my pain well here’s the pain now clap
This shit feel the same as on that bridge when I had snapped
Eat ur fucking food u better enjoy it it cost souls
Im sitting in my room at 2am just drunk and stoned
Of course were all a bit fucked up that’s how it goes
But my job relies on being fucked up to go gold
The stress destroys me quickly but they love it so I stomach it
Abusing all this shit inside my body im in love with it
I cant hold relationships cause my body doesn’t work right
She touch me on my chest her hand went numb and she got frostbite
I been broken forever so u can treat me how u deem right
Vomit on my sweater Im throwing up because it feel nice
Its only right I give my wounds time to heal yea yea
I thought 150mg of Zoloft pills might help
I was wrong I was cursed from my birth I swear
This aint shit to fix with cigarettes and dyeing hair
I been out my mind since I got back on my meds
I cant even fuck or feel emotions in my head
I feel so alone inside this home that I built
This shit been my life every day it dont feel real

Even once great men die of broken hearts
And the worst part is im not that great at all
I could take these welts but they’ll chop it off
If its always like this what’s the point in love
Even once great men die of broken hearts
And the worst part is im not that great at all
I could take these welts but they’ll chop it off
If its always like this what’s the point in love

i start to rust (eric godlow)

prod @eric-godlow
I just want give a shout out to Eric for always believing in me from the beginning, i am nowhere close to where i want to be with my sound. Without Eric and my friends i dont think i would have kept making music so thank you <3

p.s. cover art by Fatih

lexapro // brain zaps freestyle (ericgodlow)

BEAT : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rAVrI28NlYU&ab_channel=LyricsBasedOnCost

talk (cover)

prod. @oceanonthebeat

i been tryin' hard, you've been layin' low
i've been movin' mountains pushin' through the snow
i can't feel my fingers, i can't feel my toes
love won't be my savior. i should let it go

shes got these eyes, jaded she's a gem
i might fall in love, i might break my heart again
love it when she laughs fuck i love it when she breaths
i get dizzy when she speaks cause she's exactly what i need

and i don't wanna waste your time
i just wanna give you mine
and i don't wanna waste your time
i just wanna give you mine

i think it might be best for me to let you go
but if you ever love me you should let me know
i know you really want him guess i'm fine with that
be careful with your heart cause i'm not good at that

picking up the pieces, 
does he hold you while you're sleepin?
heard he loves you does he mean it?
does he care about your dreams and
all your goals and how you'll meet em
does he call you ever evening
is he making sure you're eating
do you love him how he loves you is it even fucking even

i won't wait around for him to break your heart
i can't mend your soul i don't know where i'd start
i don't wanna fight again i know it gets hard
i don't wanna fight again i know it gets hard

i been tryin' hard, you've been layin' low
i've been movin' mountains pushin' through the snow
i can't feel my fingers, i can't feel my toes
love won't be my savior, i should let it go

shes got these eyes, jaded she's a gem
i might fall in love, i might break my heart again
love it when she laughs fuck i love it when she breaths
i get dizzy when she speaks cause she's exactly what i need

and i don't wanna waste your time
i just wanna give you mine
and i don't wanna waste your time
i just wanna give you mine

jaded (prod. ocean)

Lyrics:

Lovemark, yeah love scars
can't go far with my heart
when you come in my car
all i do is go fast

but how long will it last
i still hang in the past
i still want what you have
am i all? do you care?
(do you care)

Hiding my pain
there's poison in my veins
going insane
the lack of You is driving me crazy

don't know what i'm saying
there's nothing there that you're saving
and you know that i'm praying 
i can't feel the rain

Pop another "X" pill
always aim for the kill
i don't know what i feel
am i dreaming or real?

Up for you to decide
am i dead or alive?
wanna come for the ride?
i little pain on the side

Lovemark, yeah love scars
can't go far with my heart
when you come in my car
all i do is go fast

but how long will it last
i still hang in the past
i still want what you have
am i all? do you care?

I still really want what we both had
writing all our stories in my note pad
had you in my sights but i missed it
i'm an odd number i'm a misfit

I wan't some real friends that don't stab my back
getting sick of fakes and the heart attacks
my life, always filled with hurt
why do i always get what i don't deserve

i've been acting up on my mood swings
aint feeling shit no toothaches
you're my weakness like fruitcake
i might dip this place to a new state

keep on eating fast food it feels like i'm starving
lately i've been messed up, I don't feel my heart beat
you said i don't try but try, my heart
left an indent like a sharkbite mark

when you coming back? 
'cause i need you
slowly i'm desolving
like i'm see through

Lovemark, yeah love scars
can't go far with my heart
when you come in my car
all i do is go fast

but how long will it last
i still hang in the past
i still want what you have
am i all? do you care?

Lovemark (feat. Powfu)

way too drunk to think way too high to care,,

stream on spotify and watch the music video : http://hyperurl.co/qpm7w0

lyrics
Bury me in diamonds 
Top me off in gold
The world will know that I'm royalty when they steal my soul cuz

I killed art with my skinny jeans it's a good thing I gained LBS babe 
Or maybe I got better taste aye
I made girls start seeing race

I gotta problem a lotta people they don't wanna talk about 
If I was a fish in the river then maybe I could see a sound 
 
Decisions I would keep I know would swing you around 
Never my talks of spirits and sounds

Yeah

I've got drugs to plan and you've got things to do 
And I don't wanna stop getting high cuz I'm feeling you 

I got things to plan I got drugs to do with you 

Girl you know that I'm on the way 
I'll have you know that I'm so afraid
Was I born 20 years too soon or 40 years too late
Cuz I would have owned the world 
Before the stocks collapsed
And probably have less panic attacks 
I might have been friends with my dad

Cuz we all have dead friends
And some still walk the earth
But we do what we can do to make everything hurt less

Yeah 

Well I guess that I'm blessed because all of my friends know we’re equally dead well at least in the head 

It's unusual 
But usually

We’re way too drunk to think
And way too high to care
We’re way too drunk to think
And way too high to care
Care
About you
About you

I don't care if you don't mind if you died right now but I would be dead inside 

Just close your eyes 
Pray to God that my baby's alright she was in the hospital last night my baby my baby girl 
Just close your eyes 
Pray to God that my baby's alright she was 
in the hospital last night my baby my baby 

Girl you know that I'm on the way 
I'll have you know that we’re so afraid
Were we born 20 years too soon or 40 years too late
Cuz I would have owned the world 
Before the stocks collapsed
And probably have less panic attacks 
I might have been friends with your dad

Cuz we all have dead friends
And some still walk the earth
But we do what we can do to make everything hurt less

Yeah

Well I guess that I'm blessed because all of my friends know we’re equally dead well at least in the head 

It's unusual but usually

We’re way too drunk to think
And way too high to care
We’re way too drunk to think
And way too high to care
Care
About you
About you,

Usual

production and art by me
photo by @cozyhighdemand

this body means nothing to me

Stream this on Spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/track/7BdlyzVvOqmwPH9dYtZfsx?si=LZrEShAqSpmw0Z2TehbxfQ

Play this on YouTube:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n78Gg6_zEQg

Dead Eyes

Powfu & Promoting Sounds - dead eyes (ft. Ouse)

prod. by NiNETY8 but the melody in the end was made by me :)

Lyrics:

I've been feeling let down
Hating myself
Now you see my playing
So why help?
I try to keep my head out
of this hell
I can hear what you saying
Just not well

'cause in my head
It's all just words 
they dont make sense
But they still hurt
Im playin dead now
How does it work
I need you to go
'cause you make it worse

I dont ever wanna fall in love again
'cause it hurts too much
And i can't forget
Sometimes getting high
Makes it better
But in the end 
It doesn't really matter

Break hearts, break bones
I love to hate you when i'm alone
Hate it's my fault
But how could i have ever known

I hate myself
The way I am right now
You made me feel
Like i was changing
Im still waiting

(CHORUS)

Guess i'm cruising
On my own for now
I’ll find my way back home
And out
Again, again.

And to be honest
I'm better off like this
My pain’s in vein
'cause i cant resist
Like magic pulling
me into this

(PRE-CHORUS)

(CHORUS)

(OUTRO)

You Make It Worse (Prod. NiNETY8)

@pposture <3

Lyrics:
[verse]
I'm getting bad to tell to someone I love you
'Cause every time I do so they leave
I'm getting insecure about what I will do
'Cause every time I try the world seems
To stop me to hate me to make it worse
To fool me, suffocate me, make me fall
I remember the good times me and you
I remember we calling in the afternoon 

[Bridge]
Now everything is gone
Now everything is gone 
Now everything is gone
And I know that you won't come back

[Chorus]
Pick up the phone I miss your voice
One more time I can't live without you
Tired of being the second choice
Nothing can keep me away from you
Pick up the phone I miss your voice
One more time I can't live without you
Tired of being the second choice
Nothing can keep me away from you

[Verse]
I tried to move on but that's not easy at all
I tried to go ahead but nothing seems to work
I think I've tried everything that I could
But seems like I'll never come back to you
You told me that you loved me
What's the point?
Did you just try to fuck me up?
Life has never been easy and you made it even worse

[Bridge]
Now everything is gone
Now everything is gone
Now everything is gone
And I know that you won't come back

[Chorus]
Pick up the phone I miss your voice
One more time I can't live without you
Tired of being the second choice
Nothing can keep me away from you
Pick up the phone I miss your voice
One more time I can't live without you
Tired of being the second choice
Nothing can keep me away from you

STREAM

Pick Up The Phone [prod. gothurted x pposture]

Jake Hill - Ellie!

@1tuxx - get high (prod. @rioleyva, @thecxdy, @nickmira_)

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lyrics -
you said 'don't fall in love again'
'it wouldn't be the same' you said
but i'll just move along i guess
'cos nothing really changed
you're still the reason that i left
oh i'd give up every ounce of my capacity
to see the world
with someone that i barely know
oh my fear of new beginnings yeah i've overgrown
and i wanna fucking love again
instead of this incompetence

and all the memories drove me to insanity
got me thinking is existence all just make believe
'cos nobody really cares about the way i'm feeling
and i
just wanna fucking die in your arms

and i'll wait
all this time wasted for another day
no blood left to bleed, but i'll find a way
bridge view, kim wilde, 1982
top down, el camino, i could be there soon
no heart for the faint
best believe it now
cloud 9 on the cards
i ain't coming down
oh i always fade away when i'm wanting you
oh i always fade away when i'm wanting you

and all the memories drove me to insanity
got me thinking is existence all just make believe
'cos nobody really cares about the way i'm feeling
and i
just wanna fucking die in your arms

talk (cover)

addy