Scatty

J - Wom Genie

Waking up to shadows creeping
Throwing punches but I'm reeling
Sippin' poison now I'm healing
Demons whisper you're not dealing

Pop a pill to clear my mind
Battle cries I'm hard to find
In the dark they're intertwined
I escape then hit rewind

Demons in the shadows rise
Swallow pain with every vice
I'm lost within this paradise
Burning up beneath these skies

Mirror's cracked reflection fades
Feel the cuts like razor blades
In this war where truth cascades
I’ll get lost til daylight fades

In the bottle I confide
From their claws I’ll try to hide
They won't get my soul inside
But in this haze my pain resides

Demons in the shadows rise
Swallow pain with every vice
I'm lost within this paradise
Burning up beneath these skies

the ghosts in my head

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demons in the shadows

my mind is holdin me hostage 
every time i think, i’m nauseas 
dead inside, dead when i’m talkin
listen to my thoughts, they haunt me 
think it’s getting bad again 
i wanna talk, where to begin
lonely alone and with others 
withdraw, hide under the covers

while my hands are shakin
i know i can’t do this anymore 
i’m shit talkin myself
hate myself to my core 
i’m just waitin to feel how i did before 
i just cannot deal
i’m so fuckin torn

and i’m sorry, yea i’m sorry
i can’t be
(the old me, before this started)
i’m sorry, that i can’t breathe
when my body 
(can’t keep up i’m strugglin)
i wanna drink n smoke the night away
but my fuckin body
can’t be, what you want me
i’m sorry 
(if i could i would, trust me)

tryin to keep my composure 
dreading doing this all over 
this cannot really be living
think i’m just fuckin' existing 
every time i try to breathe
it hurts and brings me to my knees
this cannot be a thing daily
thinking is becoming scary

while my hands are shakin
my hands are shakin
my hands are shakin
my hands are shakin, my
my hands are shakin, my

and i’m sorry, yea i’m sorry
i can’t be
(the old me, before this started)
i’m sorry, that i can’t breathe
when my body 
(can’t keep up, i’m strugglin)
i wanna drink n smoke the night away
but my fuckin body
can’t be, what you want me
i’m sorry 
(if i could i would, trust me)

(i think i'm gonna die tonight)
(i think i just lost my mind)
(i'm hella burnt out)
i'm sorry

while my hands are shakin 
i know i can’t do this anymore (i’m sorry)

i'm not living, i'm existing

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Angel

ring, ring 
the sun’s risin again 
know i gotta get up 
but i’m stuck in my bed 
are my thoughts flings
or will they jus blend in 
guess no one gives a fuck
gotta grind until i’m dead

oh sleep, 
she calls to me 
when i close my eyes
my mind is set free 
i overthink
then i wanna flee 
i tell myself lies
indefinitely

i dream
of a life where i’m paid
to live my life the way i escape
it seems
i’m not really made for
serving the man til i’m in my grave
i sleep
(yeah i sleep)
to meet
(to meet)
a version of me
that lives his life passionately
sleep

hit snooze, hit snooze again
hit snooze, hit snooze again 
this world is not ya friend 
can’t help myself so spin 
white lies when i’m daydreamin
it’s like i can’t defend 
myself so i keep bendin 
my face so ya see a grin 
guess it’s good you never check in 

oh sleep, 
just let me be 
temptation takes over me 
oh, i need to tread carefully 
am i fine? oh, partially 

if i dream
of a life where i’m paid
to live my life the way i escape
it seems
i’m not really made for
serving the man til i’m in my grave
i sleep
(yeah i sleep)
to meet
(to meet)
a version of me
that lives his life passionately
sleep

am i in a dream or nightmare 
(sleep)
is it obscene i fuckin went there 
i jus know this doesn’t feel fair 

i dream 
of a life where i’m paid 
to live my life the way i escape 
it seems 
i’m not really made for
serving the man til i’m in my grave 
i sleep
(yeah i sleep) 
to meet
(to meet)
a version of me
that lives his life passionately
sleep

am i in a dream
oh what ya need
sleep the pain away
life’s not the same anyway
so sleep 
(a dream)


snooze

Can’t decide 

Oh x13

Baby I messed it all up 
Yeah yeah 
Its on me 
Yeah yeah 
Its on me 
Yeah yeah 

( Its on me )

I’m tryna do better 
Matter fact I’m doing better 
My head just gets stuck under the weather 

I’m an honest to God man 
I made this song for you
Never meant for you to get hurt 
I never meant to
I know you want to see me 
I can’t lie these signs make me feel 
Butter Files 

So I got to shed 
No ones perfect 
I got learn to fly 
I can’t stay 
I got to do this thing 
I can’t stay 
I got to do this one thing 
Got to Spread my wings take off 

Spread my wings take off 
Spread my wings take off 
Spread them out 
Spread them out 

Spread my wings take off 
Spread my wings take off 
Spread them out 
Spread them out 

Spread my wings take off

Can’t decide

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