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featuring @xternalz
prod. @struck0

𝔞𝔨𝔞𝔰𝔲𝔨𝔦:
i hope
i know 

so here i am, left with a shattered heart
in the depths of despair, where the sadness starts
though our love may be a thing of the past
i'll pour my pain into u so it lasts

𝔵𝔱𝔢𝔯𝔫𝔞𝔩𝔷:
im losing my head
i cant talk to you anymore
i just cant seem to feel like before
ive been feeling frozen laying on the floor
too weak to get up

no time to mend
i cant try again
i dont think it would even matter in the end
now our time is lost
i can feel the frost
was it all love or was it pretend

𝔞𝔨𝔞𝔰𝔲𝔨𝔦:
i'll pour my pain into u so it lasts
i'll pour my pain into u so it lasts

so here i am, left with a shattered heart
in the depths of despair, where the sadness starts
though our love may be a thing of the past
i'll pour my pain into u so it lasts

𝔵𝔱𝔢𝔯𝔫𝔞𝔩𝔷:
im losing my head
i cant talk to you anymore
i just cant seem to feel like before
ive been feeling frozen laying on the floor
too weak to get up

emo shadow wizard money azumanga daioh gang w/xternalz (struck)

prod. @johnnyfriend

what if we nvr said goodbye 
what if i nvr left that night 
would u still hold me tight? 
u would still love me, right?

i still miss u 
i still think abt what we went thru 
do u still miss me too? 
ik u don't 
but i like to imagine 
that i'm still in ur head
now i'm stuck laying in bed
waiting for u to love me back

why wont u love me back?
gonna give me a heart attack </3
tell me what i lack
will u let me come back?? 
after everything we went thru !!
will u still see my pov ??? 
cuz i still love u 
and i still 
and i still 

i still miss u >.<
i still think abt what we went thru 
do u still miss me too? 
ik u don't 
but i like to imagine 
that i'm still in ur head
now i'm stuck laying in bed
waiting for u to love me back..

imagine (johnnyfriend)

thank u M for once believing in mee :,)

@akasukii
@thr6x + @rainn_god + @43vaa

notes:
pic by me

sry for lying
but we both know that neither of us hav been trying
i cnt stop crying
weve been doomed 2 fll from the start now were jus dyinn
now were jus dying
tell me wht is wrong i cld nvr stop
i saw u heard my song now im alwys lostt
n if we evr get along then id kno youll want
2 take a step bck 4 a sec and look at wut we lostt

look at what we lost
was it rlly worth what it cost
yeah idk whatchu on
but if thats what u want i'll be gone
i'll be gone </3
im drowning in silence
suffocating in pain
can't break free from this heartache
this never ending strain
i just want one break

(sorry for lyin
i cant deny it
that we shdnt be 2gthr
yeah i knew i wud get hurt
if we continued this
but i like the attention)

im always lost

insta

im always lost +akasuki [thr6x, rainn god, 4evaaxx]

prod. @acidtsb

なん でも かって あげる
あ きみ は それ に あたい する
あなた は わたし の むすめ

わたし は あなた なし で しぬ か も しれない
and i think i just need u by my side
ど したら いい か わからない
あ まける か も しれない
すべて
i'm so down lately
あなた なし で は いき が できない
and i want u to come over to my place tonight 
おんなのこ はな お かう よ
はな が さいてりう
わたし は きもち の よ に
うつくしい あなた の ため にあ
yeah i need u back
ころす あなた お とりもどす ため に
ぼく の じんせい に きみ が ひつよ だ

あなた は おなじ で は ない
で も ここ に いる つもり だ よ
えいえん に

わたし は あなた なし で しぬ か も しれない
and i think i just need u by my side
ど したら いい か わからない
あ まける か も しれない
すべて
i'm so down lately
あなた なし で は いき が できない
and i want u to come over to my place tonight 
おんなのこ はな お かう よ
はな が さいてりう
わたし は きもち の よ に
うつくしい あなた の ため にあ
yeah i need u back
ころす あなた お とりもどす ため に
ぼく の じんせい に きみ が ひつよ だ


おんなのこ はな お かう よ
はな が さいてりう
わたし は きもち の よ に
うつくしい あなた の ため にあ

はな (acidtsb)

featuring @haunted_sad x @ilyporo
prod. @attachxd x @stermm

𝔞𝔨𝔞𝔰𝔲𝔨𝔦:
i need u i want u in my bed
i still remember everything we did 
do u still think abt what i said
and i still miss u in my bed

oh i need u i want u i want u 
i cant stop thinkin abt u 
i want u i want u i want u 
i need u in my bed in my head
yeah i cant get u out my head
yeah this feeling without u im dead
in my head in my head in my head
i need u i need u i want u i need u

𝔥𝔞𝔲𝔫𝔱𝔢𝔡_𝔰𝔞𝔡:
ya i tried to pick up all the pieces
living in my head ik it’s for a reason 
i cant lie and say u didn’t hurt me
i keep spiralling down by myself bby
mon chéri I still rly miss u
i still think of those times when I was with u
je me hais i hate myself for being used 
ya when i die i wanna be wit u 


𝔦𝔩𝔶𝔭𝔬𝔯𝔬:
with u, with u
with u, with u
with u, with u
girl i just wanna be with u

take me back, take me back
just u in my world
everything is gone now
but i still think of u girl

say u want me
i'm fckn crazy
without u here
by my side
i dont deserve u
but i need u daily
u still on my mind
girl i cant forget u 

𝔞𝔨𝔞𝔰𝔲𝔨𝔦:
oh i need u i want u i want u 
i cant stop thinkin abt u 
i want u i want u i want u 
i need u in my bed in my head
yeah i cant get u out my head
yeah this feeling without u im dead
in my head in my head in my head
i need u i need u i want u i need u

need u, want u <3 w/haunted_sad + ilyporo (attachxd x sterm)

prod. @m2monroe

lyrics:
every word unspoken weighs heavy on my mind
wishing i could break the silence leave the past behind
but time slips through my fingers slipping out of reach
and though im calling out the distance, the distance seems to preach

so here i am still reaching out to you
hoping that somehow youre reaching too
oh dont tell me that we're through 

tell me was it worth everything we went through? 
tell me do u still love me too 
tell me its not true !!
that i wasted all my time on u </3
oh on u 
is it soon... to say theres no hope left for us 
and i miss your touch and i need u

wasted all my time on u 
u were never there u never cared
tell me was it fair, to u 
to put me through all of that abuse
what did it even do to u 
can i get some closure
how did u even know her
was it even worth all the effort
that i put into us 
yeah man thats fucked up 
like there was even no us 
to you, to you, to youuuu
ahhhh

worth (monroe)

+ @akasukii
p. @shatter3d @prod_dxvi @bazington


tell me y were falling apart
y i cnt tell who u r
tell me y its been so hard
2 ignore the pain from the scars
i tried so many times
2 make me feel alr
but evrytime i cried
u got me fucked up i cldnt sleep 4 nightz
‎ ‎

@akasukii
i cldnt sleep 4 nightz
yea it feels like i might die
i cldnt even feel alive
if i wanted 2 survive
tell me y were falling apart
tell me y its been so hard
i cannot handle being so far 
u left me with a broken heart </3
i cldnt sleep 4 nights
u left me with tears dried
on my face
wish u cld see it my way
‎ ‎

tell me y were falling apart
y i cnt tell who u r
tell me y its been so hard
2 ignore the pain from the scars
i tried so many times
2 make me feel alr
but evrytime i cried
u got me fucked up i cldnt sleep 4 nightz
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cldnt sleep 4 nightz + akasuki (shatter3d dxvi baz)

@brinnin2k @akasukii thank u for bg vocals <3

prod @1-shrine & @prodepv

lyrics :000

me:

cause you're taking too much from me
but your touch is just oh so holy
and i'm sorry for the things i said
and now i fall where you step

cause you're taking too much from me
but your touch is just oh so holy
and i'm sorry for the things i said
and now i fall where you step

yeah-uh-uh-uh
fall where you step yeah
i don't want you near me, i want you dead
you took my heart and you tore it apart
now i'm left with permanent scars

no i cannot save her, bitch i'm not no savior
case closed bitch yeah, i don't want to hate her
girl you're just a devil, disguised with a halo
get away from me yeah, yeah your love is fake bro

no i cannot save her, bitch i'm not no savior
case closed bitch yeah, i don't want to hate her
you took my heart and you tore it apart
now i'm left with permanent scars

@brinnin2k:

wish i could but i cant back down
u broke my heart and i need love now
and I'm tryna find my words but they wont come out
ye rly rly seems u don't care at all

headed to the top girl ill never ever fall
sent u a text girl u never ever call
wish i could turn back time but i cant
bring it back bring it back all from the past

holy w/ brinnin『 shrine + epv 』

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