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featuring @xternalz
prod. @struck0

𝔞𝔨𝔞𝔰𝔲𝔨𝔦:
i hope
i know 

so here i am, left with a shattered heart
in the depths of despair, where the sadness starts
though our love may be a thing of the past
i'll pour my pain into u so it lasts

𝔵𝔱𝔢𝔯𝔫𝔞𝔩𝔷:
im losing my head
i cant talk to you anymore
i just cant seem to feel like before
ive been feeling frozen laying on the floor
too weak to get up

no time to mend
i cant try again
i dont think it would even matter in the end
now our time is lost
i can feel the frost
was it all love or was it pretend

𝔞𝔨𝔞𝔰𝔲𝔨𝔦:
i'll pour my pain into u so it lasts
i'll pour my pain into u so it lasts

so here i am, left with a shattered heart
in the depths of despair, where the sadness starts
though our love may be a thing of the past
i'll pour my pain into u so it lasts

𝔵𝔱𝔢𝔯𝔫𝔞𝔩𝔷:
im losing my head
i cant talk to you anymore
i just cant seem to feel like before
ive been feeling frozen laying on the floor
too weak to get up

emo shadow wizard money azumanga daioh gang w/xternalz [struck]

prod @prodse7en x @prodjoshbae

< hey ik u dont wanna talk rn
but i rlly miss u 
do u think u can like... 
come over or smth?
if not it's no big deal i just wanted to know or wtvr >

love me, love me, uh
hit me up at night like uh
i promise myself i wouldn't 
return ur calls but i couldn't 
resist the urge 
i need u here it hurts
i'm sorry for being a jerk 
and i'm sorry for being worse
worse than u deserved
i'll never get over the fact that i hurt u 

i know i know i know i know
u don't u don't u don't u don't 
love me the same but it's okay
i'll stay at home and deal with the pain 
love me like how u used to
and i promise i'll change just for u 
i cant hold on a single day 
without u here next to me

♡ 𝕤𝕡𝕠𝕥𝕚𝕗𝕪

i wish u loved me the same [se7en x joshbae]

prod. @johnnyfriend

what if we nvr said goodbye 
what if i nvr left that night 
would u still hold me tight? 
u would still love me, right?

i still miss u 
i still think abt what we went thru 
do u still miss me too? 
ik u don't 
but i like to imagine 
that i'm still in ur head
now i'm stuck laying in bed
waiting for u to love me back

why wont u love me back?
gonna give me a heart attack </3
tell me what i lack
will u let me come back?? 
after everything we went thru !!
will u still see my pov ??? 
cuz i still love u 
and i still 
and i still 

i still miss u >.<
i still think abt what we went thru 
do u still miss me too? 
ik u don't 
but i like to imagine 
that i'm still in ur head
now i'm stuck laying in bed
waiting for u to love me back..

imagine [johnnyfriend]

featuring @glitter_throat
prod. @angelonmyshoulder x @nightigerxo

𝔞𝔨𝔞𝔰𝔲𝔨𝔦:
i hate myself like how u hate me too 
i never thought i would think this through 
u put that in my brain
am i clincally insane? 
the way u got into my head
and got away with it -
it's not fair how i got put into this position
when i didnt do anything wrong
now i have to play along 
it's like an addiciton 
like a cigarette i cant get rid of it 
i cant get over u 
and u tried over and over
just to prove u were the nice guy 
it's alrighttt i fell for it too many times

it's not fair how i got put into this position
when i didnt do anything wrong
now i have to play along 
it's like an addiciton 

𝔤𝔩𝔦𝔱𝔱𝔢𝔯𝔱𝔥𝔯𝔬𝔞𝔱:
this heart fills out your name
with scars that burn into the same
drown into the sky 
burning i cant cry
but i need it
and i live for every moment
In a dream where i cant scream
ur face looks down
i come undone at the seams
mouth is strapped
falling into the ground
i dont know why
and i don't think that i will try

too many times w/glitterthroat [attachxd x nightiger]

prod. @haunt3rdigital x @aishitee x @frikkeswedden

her wings were made of purest white
her smile could light up the darkest night
but i stumbled and fell from grace
and in her eyes, i saw a trace

i broke an angels heart
tore her wings apart
with every word, with every tear
i filled her soul with doubt and fear

she trusted me with her fragile love
but i was blinded by shadows from above
i let her down, i let her fall,
and now i hear her lonely call
now im left here in the cold
regretting every lie i told

her tears fell like rain from the sky
her broken heart asking me why

but i couldn't give her what she needed
and now her love for me has receded
she hates me so much for leaving 
but i was tired of beliveing 

i broke an angels heart
tore her wings apart
with every word, with every tear
i filled her soul with doubt and fear

she trusted me with her fragile love
but i was blinded by shadows from above
i let her down, i let her fall,
and now i hear her lonely call
now im left here in the cold
regretting every lie i told
but now she's gone, lost in the sky
a broken angel, no longer mine

luvangel [haunt3r x aishite x frikke]

prod. @aishitee x @haunt3rdigital

lyrics: 
i fall apart
when i see ur face
i miss your taste 

though you're gone, u'll always stay
i won't let u fade away
i'll hold onto the love we knew
even though i'm lost without u

every breath i take feels like a sigh
without u here, it's hard to try
i'm tired of waiting for a sign 
that everything will be alright 
i just wish u could read my mind

oh i, my mind, oh i 
will we be alright?? 

maybe it's time to let it go
to find ourselves and let our love grow

i'm losing hope, can't mend the break
in this heartache that we cannot shake
we're holding on to what's long gone
but i'm losing hope, i can't go on
i'm tired of being strong

every breath i take feels like a sigh
without you here, it's hard to try
im tired of waiting for a sign 
that everything will be alright 

i just wish u could read my mind

hope [aishite x haunt3r]

prod. @m2monroe

lyrics:
every word unspoken weighs heavy on my mind
wishing i could break the silence leave the past behind
but time slips through my fingers slipping out of reach
and though im calling out the distance, the distance seems to preach

so here i am still reaching out to u
hoping that somehow youre reaching too
oh dont tell me that we're through 

tell me was it worth everything we went through? 
tell me do u still love me too 
tell me its not true !!
that i wasted all my time on u </3
oh on u 
is it soon... to say theres no hope left for us 
and i miss your touch and i need u

wasted all my time on u 
u were never there u never cared
tell me was it fair, to u 
to put me through all of that abuse
what did it even do to u 
can i get some closure
how did u even know her
was it even worth all the effort
that i put into us 
yeah man thats fucked up 
like there was even no us 
to you, to you, to youuuu
ahhhh

worth [monroe]

soundcloud.com/akasukii x soundcloud.com/clay0127
soundcloud.com/xternalz

meant

prod. @kingtheta

we went from something to nothing 
we went from from strangers to lovers to strangers, strangers
oh, if i could stop time 
i would give you all of mine 
just so i could savor you 
i wish you loved me too 
it was out of nowhere
you shocked us all 
now life isnt fair 
i knew you felt small 
and i wish i could've helped you more
then maybe you would be at my front door

smiling and laughing like we always used to 
we were stuck together like super glue 
and i would do anything to have that back 
i would sell all my organs for that 

no, dont tell me it's true 
that you actually left for someone new 
tell me it was all just a bad dream 
and we'll still be cuddling in these sheets 

we went from something to nothing 
from strangers to lovers to strangers
something to nothing 
strangers to lovers to strangers, strangers
something to nothing 
strangers to lovers to strangers
something to nothing 
strangers to lovers to strangers, strangers

strangers (prod. king theta)

featuring @ilyporo 
prod. @askenemy x @ywua

𝔞𝔨𝔞𝔰𝔲𝔨𝔦:
oh, this pain, it cuts me deep
like a wound that never heals, it's hard to sleep
u were my light my guiding star
now u're gone, and im left with this scar
tell me will it ever end 
tell me will our love mend

but i'll keep holding on though the pain may never fade
i guess i'm stuck in this dark shade
and maybe one day, i'll learn to live without you near
But until then, i'll carry this pain, my dearr

𝔦𝔩𝔶𝔭𝔬𝔯𝔬:
i cant take all this pain 
i dont wanna hear ur name
everyday it feels the same

𝔞𝔨𝔞𝔰𝔲𝔨𝔦:
oh, this pain, it cuts me deep
like a wound that never heals, it's hard to sleep
ohhh oh ohhhhh
u were my light my guiding star
now u're gone, and im left with this scar
tell me will it ever end ??? 
tell me will our love mendddd <3

but i'll keep holding on though the pain may never fade
i guess i'm stuck in this dark shade
and maybe one day, i'll learn to live without you near
But until then, i'll carry this pain, my dearr

freakasuki +akasuki (wintress)

- 𝘪 𝘸𝘪𝘴𝘩 𝘪 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘴𝘦𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘨𝘢𝘪𝘯 -
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imagine [johnnyfriend]

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