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CLAY + FINLINCE - NAH WHY? (PROD. KAITO X OKPOOKA)

soundcloud.com/heroz2299 + soundcloud.com/clay0127 + soundcloud.com/f3arme

lyrics : 
[clay]
fell in love, pull up 2 the club
fall back out of love
fuck is up, cant get off the drugs
never was enough, never loved
i j need a hug, i j need the 1
but my time is up
&yea that girl she outa reach n still im reachin up
&yea that girl she out my league n still its batterup
man i cant kick the nicotine the fuck have i become
like am i even worthy of, worthy of ya love
ik that im so hard 2 reach but i still need ya hun
i swear tht its not u its me its why i always run
its why im never done
its why id always rather be some form of high or drunk
i rly hate it but im happy when i feel nun
when i cant feel nun, when the nerves buzzed
when my confidence is peak this shit up in my blood
when that anxiety it leave and i can speak for once
i rly want u talk 2 me cuz i can speak for once
i rly want u here w me bc i need ur luv, luv

[heroz]

know i need u
choppa kick his ass like it’s sifu 
take his top off no lambo
rollin with my brothers know we cant fold
im with clay spend a stack make it back
brodie keep it on em he could never lack
bro you better watch urself, get clapped 
turn em to a hashtag, where he at
made a new love we move past the old ones
shawty hit me up text her back cause i owe her one
call the squad up ion do no 1on1
mega pull the strap out yea we get em gone

outreach.wav [feardorian]

https://instagram.com/bigshmokey

https://genius.com/shmokey-until-the-water-runs-clear-lyrics

@clay0127

until the water runs clear w/ clay [prod milord]

oh yeah yeah yeah run it up yeah

clay, heroz, 4ever, shmokey

i'm a star ✩⭑⭑⭑ [prod. heroz x wayza]

prod (@prod-jhai)

+@clay0127

lyrics 

@1static
got em fucking buried like a sandman
if he talk shit know he gon be dead man
yeah i leave his fucking body on the sofa
yeah they always tryna talk (FALL)
hit em wit a gun promise he gon drop
talking 2 me are you on my side
if ur not then ur gonna fucking die
~~~
~~
got that gun up on my hip
talk shit then u get a facelift


@clay0127
drivin home late @ night see the streetlights
always wonderin why i dont feel right
i seek security upunderneath the moonlight
i see ur purity n recognize tht i am ur blight

fuckin thinkin u ontop then ima show u how 2 fall
act tuff but wont fight ,, cmon bitch play balll
ya me n stat1c bouta show sum interference 
disconnectin brainstems ,, thts how we turn the lights off 
i shut my phone off
leave em all lost
like how they gna copy me if i dont ever post nun
and all these silly bitches wanna hit me i wont focus on
nun of it , dont got time 4 yall
i keep a ring around my money
keep a ring up on my head
get a third one off this song
thats a hat trick
credit where its due, word 2 stat1c
couldnt do this withhout em
fill u up with lead if u think u cld doubt em
pencil in his head guessin that he ran out of luck 🤷

lights +clay (jhai)

soundcloud.com/xternalz / soundcloud.com/staywithmenow

i'm reaching out to you, the furthest star in our sky

Again [xternalz]

soundcloud.com/akasukii x soundcloud.com/clay0127
soundcloud.com/xternalz

meant

@winter

no one see's me the way u do
u can see thru the pain its true
i been living everyday like a loop
i jus wanted 2 b close to u
it got so much colder without u
carrying weight like a boulder its sinking through
told u i would neva fold up its me&u
dont kno how long i can hold up i'll give it all2 u

i jus wana feel feel something new
do u kno how it feels to be cut through
can u tell me whats the deal whats been up w u
u kno we in that field i do it all 4 u
said im too far gone no one saving me
u said i been gone i been moving crazily
take a peek into my heart tell me what u see
take a look up at the stars that's where ima be
bro jus hit my phone lol get back to me
i aint touched a soul thats gone come right after me
i been so alone like who's gna come after me?
i cant give a fuck!! i been moving tactically
ya my pockets full got me saggin on my jeans
not the same one that u knew omg what happened 2 me!??!?!
i cant even see it through its been happening all week
only one that see's me is u now im somewhere underneath..

something new

something new (winter)

@tosleep @c9u

i been on my own
i cant fw that lil boy i kno dat boy a clone
i cant fw that lil ho i told her leave me lone
i jus smoke dat za and now i cannot feel my bones
yea i protect my heart protect my soul
walk around designer kicks i got expensive soles
i just wana kno when will i be whole
i been moving slow if u want me let me kno

all i do is real i cannot fake it
know they bout to fake it for that placement
wit my bro we lifting like a spaceship
try to follow me but u cant trace it
walking from the mud i feel dead now
i cant even feel its my head now
i just wana see how this could pan out
i been walking around im like the man now

im jus tryna stay away from hatred
everyday it feels like they jus fake it
boy yo swag not real that shit is make shift
yea this silver on me this shit stainless
everyday i wake up i feel painless
swerving thru the street while the rain drip
metal on my wrist i let my veins rip
can u tell me its ok and that i'll make it? (ahhhhhhh)

it will b ok

it will b ok (nemui + cure)

@winter

the words i say feels its never enough
i cant tell if its really true love
know im off one i been going dumb
if u want me know im pulling up
yea this life its sucks i been saying this from the jump
crawling from the mud feel my limbs they giving up
reaching for the stars i cant help but looking up
feels like nothings here for me i thought bout giving up

think im giving up bitch im outta luck
fumes inside my lungs i cant help but run
sit inside the sun like a flower from the mud
u would never get it yea that really sucks
searching for the answer and its u
if i lose my one im getting two im in that mood
running everyday yea these feelings brand new
u said that im crazy, okay cool
i been feeling hazy, im on that juice
im ready to lose i dont got shit to prove
take a walk in my shoes u wont make it through
i been thinking bout u i know its overdue

Never Enough

Never Enough (winter)

@winter

i cant help its useless
not the one u knew this
cant help but chase blue strips
les get 2 it
had to hop inside my bag bitch im fluent
hop inside dat lil coupe bitch we flew it
kno im chosen i neva had to prove it
u never dealt w losing i can teach u my student
played u like dat u so stupid
gotta keep moving
she keep on hitting my phone now im jus snoozing

its been so hard 2 breathe feels like i lost something apart of me
get that bag obviously all u ever do is bother me
look at the sky u look down on me
im w my dogs brought the pound w me
oh thats ya bitch y she follow me..
look back on my shadow its calling me
im not the one its not hard 2 see
bby come ball me w me
its been so hard to reach u
cant fold its all on me
i didnt think i would need u
i might pop out jus to see u
keep looking around its all see through
losing urself bby me too

i could try 2 explain but u just wouldnt get it
u always try so hard just to fit in
i might pop out like good riddance
she all on me cause im winning
i like dese pants they good denims
pain hit me i start grinning
me n my bro walk in twinning
i dont understand how u work
u need to go sit back n learn
i threw it all away watch it burn
u think im the worse
i jus think that i am cursed
u jus gotta wait on ur turn
ima get what i deserve

Losing

Losing (winter)

w/ @whyhaze & @gaugemountedthisone
prod me
mix by me, haze, gauge
cover by Graham Curtis

staring at the sky + whyhaze + gauge

@angelicxmei

prod me & @xternalz

lyrics:

me!

you know that it feels right
with you laying by my side
let my tears drop to the ground
let them all out its alright
yeah we'll be fine

yeah my heart is going cold
you dont want me
i gave you my sweater yeah
it was all for nothing
always do my best
just so i can make it right
you don't even love me
u know it was all a lie

i really start to wonder
should i even bother
yeah you broke my heart
and now its in the gutter
you saved me from all of my fears
im dreaming to thoughts of you being here

@angelicxmei

i want u so please just look in my eyes
i told u we both stood under the sky
i wanna laugh with u i wanna find the truth
i wanna make a move dont make my feelings blue

my heart is getting colder,  so come a little closer
i want u by my shoulder dont make me feel like its over!

cold w/ angelicxmei (prod. me + xternalz)

soundcloud.com/xternalz x soundcloud.com/mental

cover art also by me

[soundcloud.com/clay0127]
i dont want it taking over
lately its been getting hard to stay sober
got nobody who can hold me any closer
i fear youll see me ending up on a poster

ive been running after shadows of a dream i had
the silhouette fading doesnt make me feel less bad
i put my faith in somebody who aint had my back
bleeding in the rain, wont even face the past

waited on this for ages and it wasnt that
the future i was so patient for, it didnt last
ive spent some time away from you and im regretting that
it hurts when i open my eyes see you aint at my pad

three thousand miles away from my only one

my words cant do it justice
these pictures aint enough
i really think youll love it
if you stay here a month

[soundcloud.com/mental]
life keeps changing but my feelings never did
i've tripped over shit
i've cried like a bitch
i've dreamt of meeting with a kiss
i keep making these mistakes im just a kid
you know how to twist
my heart into bits
and pieces of love that i still miss
things have changed a lot
last year i was afraid of us
not quite your touch but the state of love
nothing like touching and making up
nothing like running away from stuff
nothing like holding your hand and face til
we saw the sun and the moon switch their places
holes in my heart and you're the explanation
i lost my mind trying to fill up the spaces

Three Thousand Miles w/ Mental [xternalz]

produced by @v2nthan + @vihefoie + @makemeapromise
featuring @so-kuu

lyrics
yea she wanna talk
yea she wanna talk to me
but i don't give no fuck
i don't give no fuck
she can't have my heart
now i'm torn apart (x2)

you don't know nothin about me (x2)
i try to make you happy
i tried to make you happy
fucked up
i know i fucked up
i did it for ur love
keep burning up my lungs

[@v2nthan]
so torn apart
livin a lie
i feel like dying
i'm just so tired
i tried to fight, but i felt so numb
please just tell me that i'm enough

tor-n apart ft. sokuu (me + vihe + surgeon)

prod me

目が覚めてくる
日が下がってくる
僕は何度も何度も泣いたけど
夢をすべて壊したけど
だけど明日を見えるために
暗い道に
僕が
光を作る

弾ける
そっと輝く
朝日が昇る
僕はきっと
君と
僕たちの
道を
探す、いつか見つける

広い世界で
また歩いて
昨日に笑って明日に泣いて
日が下がってく
風が吹いてる
空を見ながら
手をつないでる

きっと青い空が見つける
だから僕が
君に
光を作る

*chorus*

hikari

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i told u let it go now
im better like this, better off now
baby can u tell me how ...
how i cant move how i cant go
and i just wanted u to know
i didn't wanna let u go off
まだ忘れないで
その目で見つめないで

また戻るあの思い出
君と浜辺で座って
手をつないで
君と笑って
目をつぶって
君を描いて
わからないyeah
why is it like that
教えて僕には見えないYea
どこにもいない君はまるで透明
消えてもいいけどいまだにlonely

x2

we're better like this
(i wish i could've told u)

better like this #kiraTV

PROD ME & @1LUVPURP brotherz till the end,, @OURLOVESTORY

MUSIC VIDEO : https://youtu.be/JFDnccojF68

Lyrics :

i would cry for you until there are no tears left
tell me do you hear my voice inside your head
singing melodies knowing that there’s not much time left
sing your last breath
wanna see me drop dead ?

girl i know you wanna feel something 
and when you left you took a part of me
with you
i hate that i even feel this way
feels like I'm sitting in the passenger 
but looking at the rearview

I'm so used to your hand
i feel it holding mine
no it’s not her time
it’s got me out my mind
got my bros by my side @OURLOVESTORY
and we in the spotlight 
i got light in my eyes, can’t believe I'm so blind

dance under the rain do it until the morning 
i got scars all on my body stories that I'm showing 
look back at the past don’t know where I'm going
but I'm going I'm going
this isn’t what i wanted and you know it

Last breath (luvpurp & whyhaze)

featuring @clay0127
prod. @xternalz x @ihateukidu

@akasukii 
i dont wanna let go
i just want someone to hold
u dont say it but i know its true
that you're halfway gone, and im losing u
but if i fall i’d rather fall slow
cause i dont want to let go
i dont want to let go even if it hurts
even if i drown in the weight of ur words
i’d rather feel the pain than the emptiness below
cause baby i dont want to let go

@clay0127
let go
feel forever in my throat
cause i cant break the mold
all you needed was a moment
to be left on your own
and all i wanted was some closure
before i let you go

all your regret, its haunting me
when i remember all our endeavors
i cannot breathe

i dont wanna let go 
i just want u to hold
 
i cant lie baby i miss you
and everydays an issue
without you in my arms
im just wishing i could kiss you
but now its been official
that i cant be there with you
i know its beneficial
whats a poet without issues?
i cant lie, my heart
its bleeding babe and no amount of tissues
are ever gonna fix it
got no one i can vent to
instead im gonna scream it
and make you feel that shit too
you really dont deserve it
all these feelings that i misuse

@akasukii 
i cant lie my heart
its breaking falling apart
without u here my baby 
i need u here so badly 

u dont say it but i know its true
that you're halfway gone, and im losing u
but if i fall i’d rather fall slow
cause i dont want to let go
i dont want to let go even if it hurts
even if i drown in the weight of ur words
i’d rather feel the pain than the emptiness below
cause baby i dont want to let go

i dont want to let go w/clay [xternalz x kidu]

prod.
@reijiroprod
@mis4ortune

notes:
we tried our best w/ @noahsuri
sometimes it doesn't work out
....

//

[suri]
ive tried my best but ive been feeling down 
and i can only think of times when u were still around
my head constantly hurts ima mess i feel bound
when u pushed me away i fell onto the ground
x2

these haunting mistakes
i cant get away
my vision is blurry the sky is gray
just tell me rn what u saw in me
like my hopes that u crushed and enjoyed to see
just thinking one conversation
what could possibly happen
i tried to argue
but u didnt listen
and even knowing how u treat me
i still want u by my side

(i tried to forget u, its hard to breathe when ur around)

[shiro]
yh lately ion wna think bout it
uve been on my mind n i cant forget the times that we had (oh no)
i cant forget the past, yh nowadays i js wna sit down n laugh
but all this traumas comin back to me like a tidal wave
whenever i see a glimpse of u, idk what to say
yh stuck in my brain yh 
force to see the past n the time when i hate to see u bye 
even now i cant say goodbye 
force to lie n u cant decide
whether or not u wna be there by my side yh
yh i tried my best, dont wna be around
n nowadays i cried so much that i cant even count
yh i cant be around u
forced to smile n lie too
am i really living life when my lifes is a lie too
and i noticed
u js expendable n out here tryna mess up my focus

//