drop feb 9th

prod @rpsu 
i also added a little lead to hook XD

again again again
youre stuck up in my head
idk where you went my friend
but i know i wont see you again

you played your cards right
i never got to say good bye
before i met my bro
i didnt care if i would die

oh well
i guess im here again
i guess ill try to pretend
pretend i dont even care
ill never forget you 
i solemnly swear
i lose you again
cause lifes never fair
and its never the same

cause nothing can change me like you did
you taught me how good real friendship is
thats something i do still miss

to you, friend (adrien)

prod. @luvorion

happy valentines day 

♡ ♡ ♡ 

i fall in love when i think of u 
i just want u in my room 
dont tell me this is all we have
i cant be left broken 

i love u so dearly
i'll hold u close if u let me 
i only have u on my mind 
this is the perfect life
i'll never complain again 
if this is how my life ends
and i love u so dearly 
i'll be here as long as u let me 

i love u so dearly 
i love u more than anything 
be mine for centuries 
i want u more than anything 

i love u so dearly 
i want u for centuries
i just want u here with me 
so u can hold me so closely
i fall in love when i think of u 
i just want u in my room 
i only have u on my mind 
this is the perfect life

i love u (luvorion)

https://open.spotify.com/track/1ppYWK8EXp1NqcCz5IBg4q?si=449ef85e152844f0
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can u catch me when i'm falling down
i'm gonna drown inside all this pain
you left and there's nowhere to go
gonna keep my feelings inside
can u catch me when i'm falling down
i'm gonna drown inside all this pain
you left and there's nowhere to go
gonna keep my feelings inside

wake up new day but i feel the same pain
your memories still stuck up in my brain
and its okay now i won't cry
and its okay now i won't cry because
wasted so many tears I don't care about you anymore
you left my heart shattered on the mafuckin floor
and it hurt so bad I thought you was the one
i don't look back and I hate you to the core
i'm on the grind with my bros we stacking them bands
JAL bitch i take a flight i'm in japan
catch me out in tokyo shopping animate
bro i spent like hundred racks on the brand new rem

feelings inside (tores + wasterr)

im tryna get you tonight 
don't say goodbye 
open your heart and open your mind
i hope you're right 
things come to light 
demons inside 
thats why i'm tryna (x2)

i know you're not right for me 
if you don't want me to go then don't lie to me 
if you dont want to be on your own then thats fine with me 
i know you're not right for me 
why won't you say hi to me 

won't even say bye to me 
girl you're making my heart bleed
throw a party won't invite me 
i think that i should just leave
no one there will bother me 
i wear louie prada jeans 
i'm done with ur apologies
please don't say sorry to me

don't say goodbye (prod malloy)

hi
prod @makemeapromise and @kyoakyo
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lyrics:

its the same thing
i cant stop why wont this end
no matter how hard i try to pretend
im so sick i cant do this again
now my scars show where i have been
looks like i cant do this anymore
im shaking down further to my core
it feels like i cant ever look ahead
now everything starts to get to my head

its all in my head
i cant ever look ahead
and its starting to catch up with me
i just hope that ill make it

think ill fall
yeah im losing it
lose it all
i dont care what happens now
i watch as the sky blackens out
my vision blurs and i start to pass out

theres been too much weight on me
and i cant find the key
ill fall like debris
ive been feeling so trapped and i cant ever flee
can you just let me be
you cant ever save me

its the same thing
i cant stop why wont this end
no matter how hard i try to pretend
im so sick i cant do this again
now my scars show where i have been
looks like i cant do this anymore
im shaking down further to my core
it feels like i cant ever look ahead
now everything starts to get to my head

look at my scars
look at my scars
look at my scars

scars

scars (kyoa + surgeon)

https://open.spotify.com/track/6dT0a5McywD5bNFpJDaS0I?si=8ed7201a58324df5

@h3artch3rades prod me

lyrics:

[victxrw]

oh my god how have we got here?
i cnt sleep sound, when ur not near
so hold me tight like how u hold her
or every night feels a little colder...

cuz u can be my remedy with everything u say
nd maybe u can make me feel tht everythings okay
i did everything i could 2 make everything stay in place
then i think abt ur face nd then my stomach starts to ache
yea my stomach starts to turn and flip
yea my life is like a sinking ship
we align just like a full ecplise
nd ur words break my bones just like with stones and sticks

[h3artch3rades]

that's the perfect exit
trying not to exist
you still feel my presence
feel it with no pretense
you still want my essence
love for you is different
your love's not equivalent
so we should keep our distance

i cant stand the dissonance
inner thoughts keep listening
you're far away from innocent
that's not a good precedent
so i can feel it pressing in
cuff my hands and take me in
feel it like my loose lips
the same ones that can sink ships

[victxrw]

oh my god how have we got here?
i cnt sleep sound, when ur not near
so hold me tight like how u hold her
or every night feels a little colder...

cuz u can be my remedy with everything u say
nd maybe u can make me feel tht everythings okay
i did everything i could 2 make everything stay in place
then i think abt ur face nd then my stomach starts to ache
yea my stomach starts to turn and flip
yea my life is like a sinking ship
we align just like a full ecplise
nd ur words break my bones just like with stones and sticks

Stomach Ache ft h3artch3rades

@1akura @prod_dxvi
I guess you called it, just say you told me so 
You can’t be honest, keep hitting newer lows
I’m still falling, I just wanted you to know
that you can call me, you can call me
I guess you called it, I can’t leave the thought alone 
don’t know if I want this, these feelings I don’t even know 
there’s no resolving, I’m losing all my fucking hope
You ran right past me, you ran right past me 
I gave my all and you shunned me 
I-I fall don’t call you don’t love me
I used to think your words were touching 
now I know they mean nothing

i keep on falling faster to no point in return
u know its all a disaster
no feelings left me hurt
i have no light to guide me when the world turns dark
i shoulda knew from the beginning that you had no heart
no i dont wanna hear ur voice ever again
u cant ever take back the words that u said
they're cutting through my heart like a blade so deep
cutting through my heart with the words u speak

just so u know w/ akura (dxvi)

prod me
recorded november last year
probably my favorite emoplugg beat i made
hope you guys will enjoy it

https://open.spotify.com/track/0QYxDASCxqKf6BxdjwAPVb?si=e9f1ca6365484702

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lyrics
are you doing okay? are you doing fine?
hope you stil alive hope you still alive
never give up you'll touch the sky
never give up this shit gon work out
work out work out
never give up this shit gon work out
work out work out work out

i have so many regrets i can't count them
and the list going on
and if i one day disappeared nobody would even know
pls just fucking for yourself becasue
nobody would do it for you
and i hope you'll find someone you love and
who treats you the best in the world
all the hard work pays off
but you gotta sacrifice your heart
do your best and never look back
and all these bad memories will fade away

fade away fade away fade away fade away
all these memories will fade away

are you doing okay? are you doing fine?
hope you stil alive hope youu still alive
never give up you'll touch the sky
never give up this shit gon work out
work out work out
never give up this shit gon work out
work out work out work out

work out (me)

@victxrw
@ogpichu
@bazington
@sensuku

[arid]
i dont even think that we were done
i dont wanna feel it in my lungs
u dont even care im like "so what"
every word every note that u sung

i know u do it all for me
i dont wanna look at u hear ur apology
yea every other time it was hard for me to know
i dont wanna see u on this road
i swear i seen u a thousand times
left me in the cold i wonder why
all of this decay inside our lives
i dont wanna push it to the side

[victxrw]
i think i jus fall in love 2 fast
i just wnna feel what we used 2 have
i dnt think i have what it takes 2 last
so maybe u can show me different

ill listen... (ill listen, listen, listen, listen...)
cuz the distance doesnt change a thing ill fix it
i still think that the love is existing
does that make me crazy for wishing

(i dont care if u think tht im crazy, i only long for u.
i hope u dont forget abt me as long i sing all of these songs for u.)

[pichu]
if we go on like this
i dont think i wanna be with u anymore
noway im gonna fight this
theyll come back to me when i score
i was on the floor bleeding my eyes out everybody watching me
i pray to a lord i dont believe in yes im pleading for my saviour

apology w/ victxrw + pichu [baz + sensuku]

ty @jonsve @victxrw <3
finally new music yayyy
also thank you guys sm for 1k ❤️

me:
you know js what u mean to me
n when ur not around i cannot fall asleep
i cant function when ur not around
m- me and u 2gethr swear our souls are bound
yea i flatline 
for the last time
time and time again i would give u my all
time and time again swear im taking the fall
(me n u 2gether swear our souls are bound)
swear our souls are bound
swear our souls are bound
fall into 
fall in my arms
fall into 
fall in my arms

@jonsve
this can't resolve anymore
you just walk out of the door, the door, the door
and after turns to before
and i keep coming back for more, for more

baby can you hear my heartbeat, so fast?
i can feel our hearts meet, again
i've been hurting from a heartbleed, so bad
don't you give up on me, again and again
do you think you'll ever call me, right back
relapse into my arms please, so sad
play right into the cards please, i can't 
cause i never draw the hearts i need, again and again

@victxrw
ill do it over again
everything you said is going straight to my head
can we still be friends
tell me that well never end
well never end
just feel alive thats what they always say
and ill be fine aslong as ur okay
i dont feel safe i wanna run away
i dont feel safe can u hold me in ur arms
its all surreal
i need more than medicine js to heal
i need u to love me how u did
like way back when
like way back then
never never thought i'd be
never thought i'd be
so weak so
so weakkk
and im begging 
begging you please
leave me beee

me again
swear our souls are bound
swear our souls are bound
fall into 
fall in my arms
fall into 
fall in my arms

ty for listening!!

need u +jons & victxrw (yandere)

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