emotional resonance

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𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐈𝐈

Haunted melancholy

instas:
@lovefromninewaters
@nathandarza
@prodkkquickbrakes

lyrics:
(ninewaters)
feel like my heart's in a prison but it's not committing crimes
i don't care if you leave me, it happens all the time
and i wanna be in love for the rest of my life <33
but it's meant to screw you over by design

yah, and i just learned that the hard way
i wanna find someone to take my hand and run away
i wanna fall in love again, i hope we'll meet another day
yeah you broke my heart, i doubt it can recover aye

i stay yearning, i stay burning
i went too far past the point of no returning
i wouldn't blame you if you're mad cuz i'm still learning
my world is shattered and my friends are all concerned for me

(darza)
i stay lying, i stay dying
i'm always crying, what's the point in even trying
i know she sees the pain, it's too hard for me to hide it
imprisoned in this brain, i think imma start a riot

runnin up on me, don't even try it >:(
tried to sell my soul but satan wouldn't even buy it
poppin all these percocets, don't know how i ain't dyin
and if you wanna leave then go ahead cuz i don't mind it

i don't care if i'm alone, feelings out of my control
maybe i deserve this
i know no one's perfect, but i feel so worthless
every day i'm yearning, every day i'm burning

in love for the rest of my life

in love for the rest of my life ft. darza (prod. kkquickbrakes)

skele’s cover of soft by YoungJZA, slowed and reverbed

skele - soft (slowed + reverb)

lyrics:

as the days grow short yeah my love grows shorter
can you call the medic, someone's getting slaughtered
i should've let her get away when i caught her
but they will never know the pain that i caused her
rest in peace my ex, i tell myself she dead to me
rest in peace my will to live, there's not much left of me
rest in peace to love, i killed it it's a felony
but i still miss her so i'm writing all these melodies uh

i don't wanna die a hero
and you don't wanna die a hero
i just wanna watch the world burn when my sanity is zero
i wanna end it all, but you don't care shapiro
you're a weirdo, get up out my earlobe
you wanna start an altercation with no fear doe
i have no fear doe, it's been a tough year
i tried to numb the pain by sippin' on this beer
if you see me at the brink of death you have to interfere
my soul's a freezer so why you coming near?
let jesus take the wheel on my life and my career
if i was breaking down and needed help then would you volunteer?
my soul's a freezer
fuck that! it's a threat to humanity!
you're a prat, why you pickin' at my sanity?
the shit you're sayin' got me questioning reality
it's not your fault that we live in mortality
grind to a halt, let me question my morality
i'm rubbing salt in your wounds, it's a casualty
i send my prayers to yourself and all your family uh

dead to me (prod. cush)

@ 9inewaters on insta

lyrics:
designer on my clothes but i'm still broke tho
money over hoes tho, they hate me and it shows
they tried to get inside, i said "i'm sorry but we're closed"
they asked me when i'm opening, i'm sorry i don't know
i'm so lit like a torch tho
give me some time and i'll be posted in a porsche tho
i need some time cuz i'm still hurting in the torso
i'm gonna glow, get your tickets for the show

i'm going up
i'm done with wasting time, i'm going up
i'ma need some new rhymes and a little bit of luck
i still got time, i don't gotta pull the plug
yuh, shoutout lukas, yea you know we goin' krazy (l-l-lukas goin' crazy <3)
she said she love me but deep down i know she hates me
never again i'll find a girl who wanna date me
i don't really care but i'm still open for debating

broke

broke (prod. lukas)

my verse lowkey sucks
shoutout viz n dat

lyrics:
(ninewaters)
S-U-P-P-O-R-T i need it, can you give it to me
she is S-O H-O-T i love it, can you let me see it
let's discuss this over tea how i'm the shit and you can't see it
when i'm older they will love me H-E-R-O i will be it
C-H-E-E-R-L-E-A-D-E-R you love to see it
i buy a bmw then crash it, i don't need it
they never notice me right now but when i'm up they'll stop sleepin
when i am U-P she will R-E-G-R-E-T leaving
wait! i can't fall for that bitch
i can't fall for anybody cuz everybody just be makin me sick
i'm telling you bitches to suck on my dick
i'm telling you bitches get off of my dick
why you sat there? i'm not even rich
get bored so i'm taking a flick of the people that stay by my side when i'm lit

(viizzi)
carry the torch on my back cos im lit
bitch im with 9 and they know we the shit
run in ya house better show me ya shit (not literally)
and ur bitch on my dick boutta blow me and shit 

t r u m p e t you know thats what she blow me like
she ride my dick like a bike
come with a strap hope ur ready 2 die 

g r a v e thats what we put him 
a l i v e is what he coulda been
its a s h a m e that we be rolling him
straing in the p a c k
my choppa spray
no im not dying today little bitch

H-E-R-O

H-E-R-O + viizzi (prod. plxce x paradoxsounds)

a love letter to emo rap <3

lyrics:
your scene is dry and we're all grey
i don't wanna make it seem like i'm dancing on your grave
like i'm dancing on your grave
'cause i'm not dancing on your grave

yeah! your scene is dry and we're all grey
i don't wanna make it seem like i'm dancing on your grave
through the sunshine and the rain, i'm beside you at your wake
and i know that i ditched you a couple times but i'm not fake
we will all be great, catch that shit on tape
we've been down for way too long and we thought there's no escape
we've been clowned for all our songs, now we're laughing in their face
my mind is like a treasure trove, take in what i make

we don't want you to die, i'll single-handedly revive you
i wanna make it right 'cause lately i haven't tried to
if you heard we wouldn't make it together then you've been lied to
it's probably 'cause i'm catching way more feelings than i'd like to
in my mind, in my made up kingdom, yeah i like you
over time, know we gonna make it if i try to
all the time, if we're gonna make it, need to strive to
to the grind, i will see you later if i find you
yeah i hope i can excite you
i'm still emo, i accept that and if i change my ways would you respect that?
'cause all this music stays the same and on the inside i will change and i'll regret that

we have a future, i wish i chased it sooner
but i feel my image being ruined by my humour
i'm nearly 20 years old, late bloomer
i feel like a loser, i'm stuck in your computer
i've got another girl to write about but i never abused her
i'm feeling like i walked into her life but i intrude her
it never felt like it was right, i'll tell the truth yeah
so i'm turning to the mic as a tutor

[hook again]

it's farewell yeah, i don't need no help yeah
this time i'm not feeling i'm trapped inside a cell yeah
not back in hell yeah, no longer i'm a shell
this time i really mean it when i say i wish you well
let me know your secrets 'cause you know i'll never tell
don't worry 'bout my wellbeing, the microphone will help
it's emo rap forever, i know we'll stick together
i'm swerving on you never, on the pain we'll never dwell

life has beat me down, give me motherfucking' stitch (oh fuck!)
you're gonna make me rich
shoutout to my bitches and my bros, yeah we're going for a smoke

dear emo rap, love ninewaters

dear emo rap, love ninewaters (prod. ninewaters)

Part afterlife, Let's turn up till our last breath!

Party After Dark Feat. soap

mixed/mastered by me 
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produced by https://soundcloud.com/l1lbiscuit
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lyrics

ya u said we're not the same
lesson learned u should never talk to fakes
and u said i'm not okay
i been sharing all my feelings while u laugh it off
just turn it off stop it now
can u quit playing pretend and tell me how u feel
cause i don't want no sample i want the real thing

i want the real thing no need to hide 
u got me so surprised ur so mesmerized
and i'm looking at ur crystal eyes
something tells me that ur not even the one
something tells me that ur leaving soon
i don't wanna die here every time alone
and i don't wanna be in this town alone
oh baby no

who's around x4

ya u said we're not the same
lesson learned u should never talk to fakes
and u said i'm not okay

ya u said we're not the same
lesson learned u should never talk to fakes
and u said i'm not okay
i been sharing all my feelings while u laugh it off
just turn it off stop it now
can u quit playing pretend and tell me how u feel
cause i don't want no sample i want the real thing x2

lesson learned (lil biscuit)

produced by heylog

lyrics:
fiending
oh you're always fiending
for something to catch a feeling
no, you don't take it easy
you're grieving
deleting
cause ur not receiving 
the guy who gives you meaning
it just ends up depleting
you need me

my hair is getting longer and mom says i need to cut it off
today i'm gonna pull it back or maybe i should let it fall
or maybe i should let it fall

my hair is getting longer and mom says i need to cut it off
today i'm gonna pull it back or maybe i should let it fall
i'm looking at the pane and see a kid i don't recognize at all
you think i'm in a crisis but this is my life inside a ball
but i am not the one to be crying over some bullsh-
i'm trying to be a man for a girl who is the purist
and i believe that's only achieved through work and purpose
but at the very end of the day it'll be worth it
so what'd you say you come tag along to a journey
i'll be your protector, you won't have to worry
will you believe in me if i focus and try
i'll do what it takes to give you a better life

i assume your brain still has developing to do
no one cares about my feelings and neither do you
only difference i don't post them, you fiend off replies
absorbing it like energy to mentally survive
you're fiending
oh you're always fiending
for something to catch a feeling
no, you don't take it easy
you're grieving
deleting
because you're not receiving
the guy who gives you meaning
it just ends up depleting
you need me
the letters i would write
could form into a book
when turning every page
seem to be overlooked
so when you read the words
imagine you are me
tearing paper
and grinding your teeth

oh i was always there
too bad i ain't here
go cry, well life ain't fair
it's not like i don't care
but oh my, i'm bad at saying no
but i don't wanna be a problem if i'm holding on
oh my, now you wanna complain
baby i'm not gonna put up with that for very long
for long

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teeth II

The Fire Within

Labyrinth

YOUTUBE

Hey it´s a sampled track which is way better than Ufo361 version trust me i put all in this song and it´s the best one i made so far.

Let U Go 2 (with lucidbeatz)

LIFE IS A SIMULATION YOUR FEELINGS ARE ANIMATED FROM THE STIMULATIONS ALL AROUND YOU

Mood Swings (prod. AIRVATA)

Beat by cxld blxxd
https://soundcloud.com/cxldblxxd

I take my pain and I rack it out in a line
I take my brain and I trade it in for a dime
I take my problems and I put them on a pedastal
and if you wanna fuck with me first give me chemicals
But lately i'm better it's been incredible
I'm faded but now I'm just on that medical
and maybe my choices aren't that regrettable
Maybe someday depression will be forgettable

Every time I close my eyes
I see a world where I don't gotta lie
Trapped in my body I slowly die
I'm in the lobby of the afterlife
I don't even sleep at night
I lie awake and I fantasize
About a life where I'm not disguised
I'm paralyzed by paradise

My life could be hell
My life could be heaven
I just can't tell
Which way I've been steppin
and I'm bettin
by 27
I'll either be living my dream or I'll be checkin out
I got all this doubt
Fear in my brain so I'm smokin up a cloud
Music so loud while I speed through town like
am I about to come up or go down

I take my identity and make an enemy
I take my greatest mistakes and call them destiny
I take my jealousy and call it empathy
I take fake love and call it chemistry
But lately I've been coming to my senses
I'm tired of living my life pretending
That I'm satisfied jumping over these fences
and climbing this mountain that's never ending

Every time I close my eyes
I see a world where I don't gotta lie
Trapped in my body I slowly die
I'm in the lobby of the afterlife
I don't even sleep at night
I lie awake and I fantasize
About a life where I'm not disguised
I'm paralyzed by paradise

disguised (prod. cxld blxxd)

good luck charm </33 (prod. discent)

Another amazing song by lil skele and lullabyboy!

Support lil skele:
https://www.soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt
https://www.twitter.com/lilskele
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCJJS...
https://www.instagram.com/ripskele/?h...

Support lullabyboy:
https://www.soundcloud.com/lullabyboy
https://www.instagram.com/lullabyboi/...
https://www.twitter.com/lullabyboi

Produced by Discent:
https://www.soundcloud.com/discent2
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCYqK...

Lyrics:
*lullabyboy*
all black fit
when i walk out
you know shawty want some more
bitch im loved now

you know i'm bad
heart attack
what i cause now
one tear down your face
when i walk out
when i walk out
feelin like i'm talkin to nothin
you only love me when it's dark out

feelin like it's somethin
but nothin
u hate me now 
now it's all gone

*lil skele*
i said I like her nails and her platforms 
she says she wish I was around more
I don’t about that 
she don’t know about that 
Black nails black jean black coat 
passed out from the white in her nose 
eyes dead my my wrist on froze 
faded in the bathroom you know it goes 

we’re like Romeo and Juliet but gothic 
no castle but we got hot topic 
fell in love at my show in the moshpit 
Shawty Cinderella w an all black outfit

She got black painted all on her eyelids
rockstar might join twenty one pilots
I don’t know about you but I’m dumb lit 
whipping 95 got me feeling like I’m sonic

*lullabyboy*
all black fit
when i walk out
you know shawty want some more
bitch im loved now

you know i'm bad
heart attack
what i cause now
one tear down your face
when i walk out
when i walk out
feelin like i'm talkin to nothin
you only love me when it's dark out

feelin like it's somethin
but nothin
u hate me now 
now it's all gone

(Early Release)

lil skele - walk out (ft. lullabyboy)

i'll be ok this time

Song: Red Stars
Album: Walking With Strangers (2007)

Red Stars

lyrics:

xo got me loosened 
baby watchu doin
i got some opps thats viewing
i gotta keep it movin
drop a blue in
and now my vision zoomin
when she going thru it
i gotta keep it movin

im too cold in this bitch
i set the tone in this bitch
i got a 750 special of patrón in this bitch
im poppin percs in this shit
whats going on in this bitch
she started singing 40 minutes going long in this bitch
im blowin bands on my shit
its green and red on the stitch
i got a royal oak piguet with two tones on my wrist
designer boxers tom ford leopard printed silk on my dick
i worked too hard to go ahead with staying humble bout this shit

im in the back of the party baby im barely alive
i know i shouldve of made it but fuck it im loving the vibe
trashin the back of the lamb im takin this shit for a ride
i did u wrong and im sorry but i cant let go of my pride
its tragic
im pullin up and the doors open up when they fly up the side
its magic
ion like photos but she takin these shots of my shit when i drive
its candid
dont try to play my baby i know it the second u lie
its tactics
ill never be gone and my shit gon live on from the second i die

im too cold in this bitch
i set the tone in this bitch
i got a 750 special of patrón in this bitch
im poppin percs in this shit
whats going on in this bitch
she started singing 40 minutes going long in this bitch
im blowin bands on my shit
its green and red on the stitch
i got a royal oak piguet with two tones on my wrist
designer boxers tom ford leopard printed silk on my dick
i worked too hard to go ahead with staying humble bout this shit

humble (vitals x jabarionthebeat)

CYBERSPACE ALBUM FOR MY CYBERSPACE KIDS :3 ++ ☆*:

NEONDREAMS +☆*:+

All Along (prod. Irby)

New track and we are back!

Prod sorrow bringer

Lyrics

Yea I say it’s kinda sweet how you don’t wanna love
Cause it’s been a couple weeks I don’t know what’s up
I been down on my knees trynna pray to a god
But the devil in my ears won’t shut the fuck up

I don’t dream 
I just fall asleep and wonder why 
Im not good enough 
Last night I had a dream
I died 
First time I slept well inna month 

I just close my eyes 
I just break inside 

It’s all fine I’m just fine 
Just let it go
And I’ll move on

These voices in my head
Won’t let me sleep
These people that I know
Don’t even know me
So I guess I’ll try to sleep
Heart broke broke life 
That’s the one I lead

insomnia (Prod. Sorrow Bringer)

lyrics:

let it go
it's eating you alive
like you don't know
i'm dreaming of everything that you could be
ease your mind now
and let it go
let it go
it's okay
ease your mind now
for a day
i'm dreaming of everything that you could be
take your time now
and let it go
let it go

i long to
i want to see forever
where the ground is open
and cracks away at your broken home
maybe i won't know why
i could never see the timeline
help me keep you on the right path
i love you

(chorus)

let it go pt. 1

prod. underwood beats
engineered by @kingtheta

lyrics: 

1080p dreams:
I really fucked things up this time 
no redemption
I probably should have seen it coming
but I don't pay attention
and nothing that I try will make it better
it's time to go outside and face the weather
I can't find my tuque 
where on earth did it go?
I guess I'll just put my hood up while trudging through the snow
feeling the cold air decreasing my blood flow
everything will soon fall apart
that's one thing that I know
but what a nice winter breeze
I'm finding myself at peace
no longer down on my knees 
and begging god help me please
I'm here in minus degrees
cold but my mind is at ease 
liking this nice winter breeze
right before I start to freeze

brexx <3:
man I hate december cause I remember
when everything went timber
when everything had ended
the love that had false feelings 
and the words masked by the real thing
but what I said I meant it
you broke it and you bent it
said we'd be forever 
is 3 months the new forever?
in both cases it was forever
whatever

1080p dreams:
but what a nice winter breeze
what a nice winter breeze
but what a nice winter breeze
I'm finding myself at peace
no longer down on my knees 
and begging god help me please
I'm here in minus degrees
cold but my mind is at ease 
liking this nice winter breeze
right before I start to freeze

Stream on Spotify

winter breeze ft. brexx <3 (prod. underwood beats)

I Feel It All (4lorn Cover)

PHOTON SCOOTER - Single

PHOTON SCOOTER

photon scooter

•ᴥ• 2000
Oakland Show: https://app.fanfly.live/ticket-claim?showId=40&ticketTierId=39

lesson learned (lil biscuit)

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