this song has always meant something super special to me, I'm glad it means the same to others, great cover!

an unfinished song to an unfinished painting

painting made by https://www.instagram.com/_laurawinterc/

been very busy lately, i promise real music will come soon enough :^)

Loom

a cover of @alaskasargent 's song "Faux," released on her EP "To Drown" which you should totally stream and buy and listen to oh my god it's really good.

listen to it here right now: https://soundcloud.com/alaskasargent/faux?utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

we devised this really cool plan to have her release the original single and me cover it and also release it. however repost wasn't a fan of that so we had to take a rain-check on that original plan.

BUT NOW HERE WE ARE !!!
_______________________

lyrics:

numb the pain, i've let my teeth decay
i guess i'll wash my mouth out with some tanqeuray
i look at postcards of memories i can't afford to make
silhouettes upon a lonesome bridge
i open up the door, there's nothing in the fridge
besides a box of lies in which i can't afford to fucking reminisce

what is this
faux emotion
threw my phone out into the ocean
kept it folded and sealed the garden
withered flowers locked inside my closet
dishonest

shed a tear and get me out of here
i guess it's not as simple as it may appear
i look at songs i wrote when i was too young to know fear
daydream of a point in time i've lost
the miracle i wished for, never knew the cost
i throw my faults over the lines i know i've crossed upon

what is this
faux emotion
threw my phone out into the ocean
kept it folded and sealed the garden
withered flowers locked inside my closet
dishonest
faux emotion
threw my phone out into the ocean
kept it folded and sealed the garden
withered flowers locked inside my closet
dishonest

i just wanna feel alive no matter what it costs
i just wanna live life no matter how it breaks me down
i just wanna feel alive no matter what they say
i just wanna live life no matter how it breaks me down

faux

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a note from ae:
this song is an expansion off of an old piano piece that i wrote. it was laying in the dust for a while until both of us finally decided it would be good to release again.  it's an older release but i'm very glad that even thru a lot of things i won't get into, it can finally shine. pls check out alaska's work as well, i wouldn't be where i am today without her :)

Follow aephyn:
soundcloud.com/heyaephyn
https://twitter.com/heyaephyn
https://linktr.ee/heyaephyn

Follow Alaska Sargent:
soundcloud.com/alaskasargent
https://twitter.com/alaskasargent
https://instagram.com/alaskasargent
https://alaskasargent.com

GO WITH THE SEASONS, WRITTEN BY A. SARGENT, PRODUCED BY ALASKA SARGENT, AEPHYN.

Lyrics:
If you're the only thing I get right, then so be it
I'll hold you close and go with the seasons
If you're the only thing I get right, then so be it
I'll hold you close and go with the seasons

(If you're the only thing I get right, then so be it)
(I'll hold you close and go with the seasons)

Alaska Sargent - Go With The Seasons (feat. aephyn)

this is a very old tune off of a scrapped project that i still had to bring to light since i'm super proud of it.

please follow https://soundcloud.com/fearozzles , song wouldn't be the same without 'em!

~
why won't you just listen
to everything that i'm saying?
if it's so hard for you to take it into heart, i guess i'll hesitate

don't you love confrontation it's exciting!
it's such a shame that it can be so dividing
did you give up or are you still deciding?
it's such a shame that the words just led to fighting

(fearozzles)

set fire to the one you love and I
wont bite you'll have me paranoid
heart fire cause you want us burnt alive
white lies and  your cracks shine through.

is this good for you?
watch it fall through
missing all of you

(ae)

but did it hurt?
don't overthink, was it worth all the pain
the reaction, emotion compaction
(but did it hurt?)
that'll teach you a lesson
biding my time till you watch your complexion (yuh)
listen to you, you're professional!
laugh at your words, i can't get enough
spit out the phrases that don't mean-
(don't mean nothing, don't mean nothing)

i've always been wishing for other paths to be taken
no go ahead and interrupt me, i guess my thoughts will have to wait

why won't you just listen
to everything that i'm saying?
if it's so hard for you to take it into heart, i guess i'll hesitate

stream !!!

hesitate + fearozzles

buy on bandcamp: https://otrapic.bandcamp.com/track/222-confide

stream on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/7AkiwfHiSxAxU7AtAsloII?si=C2m3F-DpR7-8wOTUVFeFXA&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A0taEiwYEg4gWjOcNNzj02L

listen on apple music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/222-confide/1665450831?i=1665450832

~~~

to confide in this feeling
her sapling: overgrown
to sing into the bleeding heavens

im waiting
or am i sinking?

got some mud in my blood, let it rot
got some crud in my brain, let it clot up
and will i miss this sound when it’s not around?
will i miss the sound?

222_confide

Blank Space

down along the creek
i remember something
her, the heron hurried away
when first i breeched that last sunday

low moon don the yellow road
i remember something
that leaving wasn't easing all that heaving in my vines
and as certain it is evening 'at is now is not the time

toiling with your blood
i remember something
in b, un—rationed kissing on a night second to last
finding both your hands as second sun came past the glass
and oh, i know it felt right and i had you in my grasp

oh then, how we gonna cry?
cause it once might not mean something?
and love at second glance, it is not something that we'll need
honey, understand that i have been left here in the reeds
but all i'm trying to do is get my feet out from the crease

and i see you
turn around, you're my a team
turn around, now you're my a team
god damn, turn around now
you're my a team

715 - CRΣΣKS, originally performed by Bon Iver

cover of pressure by the 1975
this was done for vocal practice lol

pressure

shwirl - pixie <3 (aego remix)

with https://soundcloud.com/hanirl :)

then I sit down

put away my cellphone

do it for my health

then I'm gonna tell nobody 

the way I've felt

tell tales

tell everybody that I'm doing well

I'm not

okay, still sitting down

open up my laptop

can't talk now

is what I tell my friends 

because I'm writing about 

everything, every thought,

every scene, every now

and then

I write about how

my thoughts pull me down

why are they so loud?

Why are they so mean?

Fierce and hostile, I fear I've lost sight 

Cause years of my life

I'd feel the gaslights

Kept wasting my time,

my friends would ask why

my tears won't pass now

I block it all out

just shut myself down

It's so much more than what I wrote

what I wrote isn't all empirical at all

I'm gonna get out of my head

soak up the sunlight

and fall in love with life again

it's so much more than what I wrote

So you read what I wrote from

most of the week where I hoped for

nobody to pose if I'm honest about

what's on my mental

I won't pretend to

act like I don't dread 

the palpable potential

that I will only end up

like what I've tried to end but

if I tried and I failed

would you probably feel

like I've fallen to my own virtues

this isn't a goodbye, it's far from that

I don't want you to worry, time won't hurt you

it's so much more than what I wrote

what I wrote isn't all empirical at all

I'm gonna get out of my head

soak up the sunlight

and fall in love with life again

fall in love

and fall in love with life again

fall in love

it's so much more than what I wrote

playwright w/ han.irl<3

fun little track i made with the amazing https://soundcloud.com/shayobono

unmastered

lyrics:


i don’t know i don’t know if i’ve hurt you yet

all i know, all i know is that it must be said

the sound of silence is what keeps them going 

an internal tyrant is the least of my worries 

i don’t know i don’t know if i’ve hurt you yet

if it could settle the dust w/ rsd

my debut album OVER MY DEAD BODY releases on May 16th

the new single AU CONTRAIRE is out now
get2u with @apathrose is out now
https://ffm.to/aucontraire
https://ffm.to/get2u
https://overmydeadbody.xyz

amateur poet
contact@alaskasargent.com

715 - CRΣΣKS, originally performed by Bon Iver

Alaska Sargent

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