i've been listening to this all day i cant stop

Role mOdel

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@hiddencontact

rainy weather

zzz

mixed by @lontalius

mastered by @tender_spring

Monochrome

[lyrics]
you know i've been lagging behind a little bit
getting overwhelmed by all the shots i missed
but i keep going through the motions like i'm over it 
just so you can't tell my resentment is laid on thick

cause i'm just the type 
to have too much time on my hands
and spend it all 
thinking that i'm someone else

i don't know what to say
i don't know what to think 
when you get ahead of me
i don't know what to do
i don't know where to shoot 
when you get ahead of me

how come every time you win the world seems to care
it's only when I lose that people stop and stare
like i wouldn't do a thing to get up out of here
escaping all the faces grinning ear to ear

cause i'm just the type 
to have too much time on my hands
and spend it all 
thinking that i'm someone else

i don't know what to say
i don't know what to think 
when you get ahead of me
i don't know what to do
i don't know where to shoot 
when you get ahead of me
x2

(in korean)
hello? 
hey, what's wrong, are you okay? 
yeah, why? did something happen again?
no. hey, by the way, you're doing good

[footnotes]
- made the demo during a songwriting class i took during the summer after leaving college
- hours before releasing, i finished the mix and I layered tons of fx in attempt to make it more immersive. shoutout youtube -> mp3.

ahead of me

left brian

[credits]
- thank you @kevisnot for the feedback and interlude melody. u the man.
- track originally by @ITSBETWEENFRIENDS off "i like when you shine!"

[lyrics]
been thinking bout the times
i tried to get you off my mind but then
you ask if i'll come by and i say yeah, yeah
but now it's been a year or three
and you still tell your friends bout me
is this long lost chemistry baby

i lost your number
just so i won't call again, call again
can't help myself from falling
should we try again, try again

if you know it's over
why do you hold on

but i recall you pushed the distance (a thousand miles away)
been waiting just a little bit for you, now i'm past that
all i wanna get is good sleep (you keep me up so late)
but if i come by can we make up, yeah
keep fucking in the day (i can't catch a break)
keep a little bit of me on the table
incapable of knowing better (i love you all the same)

i lost your number (i lost)
just so i won't call again, call again
can't help myself from falling (can't help)
should we try again, try again

call me when it's late out
find me when it start now
feelings you won't play i'm
drinking in the park now

[footnotes]
- originally in F#maj but transposed to Emaj cause my vocal register can't handle EDEN's baritone :/

poolside++chateau ft. EDEN (cover)

Song Insight

“I’m Missing You” is a tender, whimsical diary set to guitar. It’s not about grand gestures—it’s about the small, messy moments that make love unforgettable: coffee cups steaming, toast popping, eggs cracking, and the quiet ache of wishing someone was there. Awkward, shy, and imperfect by design, the song feels like a private voice memo left for someone special. It’s playful yet heartfelt, capturing the sweetness of young love and the loneliness of missing it.

Lyrics

Intro:
Spoken Word:
"This song is dedicated to my boyfriend Brooks, I love you and I'm missing you"


Verse 1:
I can’t sleep staring at my phone
Wishing it was you looking up at me
Why does it have to be so complicated
Can’t we just skip to that place
Where you are next to me

Chorus:
Coffee cup, dreaming of you
Cheesy things we do, I’m stuck like glue
What do I do with thoughts of you?
Falling hard, I know it’s true
Jelly toast, I’ll make for you

Verse 2:
Making my coffee, dreaming of you
Stirring in the parts that make me laugh
Eggs in the pan cracked, I smile again
Cheesy things we do, it has me like glue
Toast pops up and I’m being jelly
Your friends get to be with you
And I stare into another day feeling blue

Chorus:
Coffee cup, dreaming of you
Cheesy things we do, I’m stuck like glue
What do I do with thoughts of you?
Falling hard, I know it’s true
Jelly toast, I’ll make for you

Verse 3:
The TV’s on but I’m not feeling at home
It’s when you’re gone that I’m all alone
Nothing can take your place
No matter what I do

The juice sweet reminds me kissing your neck
Your lips, your skin and I’m falling further in
I don’t mind this time, take me under just a spell
I’d rather be dreaming, seeing you
Than in this empty hell

Bridge:
Cold chill locked us in under covers
My body warm pressed next to you
Every part of me knew what to do
In darkness we captured our spark
The hotel room was lit up like fire
The crisp air turned to steam
Worries melted into air
Down we arrived there
Tired and gone
Sleep fell
And we were gone

Verse 4:
Like that I was awake back alone
Wishing you were home
But fishes be damned, I ain’t got a thing
It’s just me left in my own mess
The parts that’s left when I’m blue
From not having you

Chorus – Outro:
Coffee cup, dreaming of you
Cheesy things we do, I’m stuck like glue
What do I do with thoughts of you?
Falling hard, I know it’s true
Jelly toast, I’ll make for you




Personal Reflection

“This song is for Brooks. It’s the closest I could get to bottling how love feels when it’s silly, shy, and real—and how empty mornings feel when he’s not there. The coffee, the toast, even the eggs—every small detail carries his presence. Recording it, I didn’t want polish; I wanted truth. Just me, a guitar, and the sound of missing someone who matters.”

4Me2BeFree

For 4ME2BEFREE, “I’m Missing You” shows the softer side of storytelling. Not every track has to scream; sometimes the quietest, quirkiest love songs say the most. This is intimacy captured raw: imperfect strums, shy laughter, and lyrics that let the listener sit at the breakfast table of someone in love. It’s another layer of cinematic honesty—where imperfection is the beauty.

Copyright Notice

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I'm Missing You

I know you're never coming back to me
I know that you're finally gone;
I know it's only you I lack, you see,
And yet, I've never been so alone.

I check my email inbox every single day
I look to see if you just wrote;
My hope is just a waste in every single way,
You know, I've never been so broke.

So I'm moving on ...
There's no-one to talk to on the telephone
And I'm moving on ...
It's time to invite another in this lonely home.

My friends tell me that you've been thinking of me
They say you're wondering whether to say "sorry" ...
If you came back,
how would I react?

And yet I wander around, like a forgotten child,
And you're the reason why each of my loves have failed,
They say hope dies last ...
But, one day, die, it must ...

So I'm moving on ...
There's no-one to talk to on the telephone
And I'm moving on ...
It's time to invite another in this lonely home.

And yet, if you knocked again upon my door,
I'd cry and forget everything that went before;
With open arms, I'd hug you once more.

For you're the only one I really ever loved;
The only one that I have ever really hugged,
But you still ain't here,
Your presence ain't real ...

So I'm moving on ...
There's no-one to talk to on the telephone
And I'm moving on ...
It's time to invite another in this lonely home.

Just not tonight; tonight, there's just one last chance
For you and me to have one more dance.

Just one more dance.

One More Dance (2025 remix)

Fallow

"can't get you out of my head
and i've been standing here all night long
replaying things that you said, in my head
until they all turn into a song
frantically writing down what you are
constellations form, write thru your stars
no such thing as perfection
but these lights tell me otherwise

headstruck by a comet, i think i'm losing my grip

why do you look so blue?
well i guess you can't control it in this point in time
staring down into the twilight reminds you that..
every star is gonna burn out
and every mirrors gonna blur out
what it's supposed to manifest
i guess it's all for the best"

released on: 7 August 2020

ahead of me

Aleks Fogle

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