i've been struggling to find motivation lately, so i decided to record this acoustic version of "rewrite". i hope you all enjoy it, and i promise that i'll have new music for you all soon 🖤

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Lyrics:

[Verse 1]
I just found your necklace
In the space between my bed
But I wish that I hadn’t
Don’t want you to take it back
‘Cause you know that I feel so lonely without you here by my side
It’s just been so hard to remember not to call you mine
Anymore

[Pre-Chorus 1]
‘Cause my heart just feels so empty
And I’m having trouble connecting
Everything you said when you left me all alone

[Chorus 1]
So I’ll tell you I’m fine
But I’m just terrified of wasting your time
So I’ll rewrite the melodies
And I’ll take back the memories of you

[Verse 2]
Now I'm lying awake here
And I'm trying not to cry
'Cause when I look outside my window I see your name written in the sky

[Pre-Chorus 2]
‘Cause my heart just feels so empty
While I’m having trouble connecting
Everything you said when you left me all alone

[Chorus 2]
So I’ll tell you I’m fine
But I’m just terrified of wasting your time
So I’ll rewrite the melodies
And I’ll take back the memories of you
Got it stuck in my head
Every word that you said
But I'll rewrite the melodies
And I'll take back the memories of you

[Outro]
So I’ll tell you I’m fine
But I’m just terrified of wasting your time
So I’ll rewrite the melodies
And I’ll take back the memories of you

rewrite - acoustic (with Days to Waste)

things with wings

cheap liquor

im a mess

I suck at singing here's what the lyrics were suppose to be :)

[Intro]
I'm mentally scarred
Cuz I gave you my heart
Then you fucked it up and tore it apart

[Verse 1]
I heard that love could last forever
Thought I found it but
Of course you had to throw it away
Oh without you
My mind bent
Please recognize my intent to say
(I knew I shouldn't stay)
I knew I shouldn't stay by your side dear
But despite my stalwartest convictions
Your torrid brown eyes haunt my 

[Pre - Chorus]
Dreams
And well at times it seems
Your poison filled me with disease
Everlasting
You harass me
Don't pull me up
I've got my head between my knees
Would you please
Fuck off and off and off
Your song's a sickening reprise
Can't believe that I wasted all this time
I'm better off by myself than lonely

[Chorus]
Can't believe
That I wasted all this time
Thinking bout the lives
We could have sown
And if I knew
It would all turn out just fine
I'd probably think I'm
Better off alone
Now I'm doing it my way
Some might say
That good things come in threes
Cuz the one I'm missing
Was too much inhibition
By the third she set me free

[Verse 2]
Shattered glass on the bed
Conceded
To lay in my sweet agony
You became the
Stabbing pain inside of my head
Unneeded
To put it oh so subtly
You and me and your
Boisterous expressions,
Affectations self devout
Unrealized apologies
Amassed in your debt
I regret to
Have accrued in your account

Oh oh
Where did the passion go?
I put my heart
In your hand
And you smashed it
My faithful ally
Pursues my pain
Bury my head in shame
I think it's time to wake up from this

[Pre - Chorus]
Dream
And well at times it seems
Your toxic grasp has poisoned me
Everlasting
You harass me
I'll pull me up
And lift my head above your deeds
Would you please
Fuck off and off and off
Your song's a sickening reprise
Still can't believe that I wasted all this time
I'm better off by myself than lonely

[Chorus]
Can't believe
That I wasted all this time
Thinking bout the lives
We could have sown
And if I knew
It would all turn out just fine
I'd probably think I'm
Better off alone
Now I'm doing it my way
Some might say
That good things come in threes
Cuz the one I'm missing
Was too much inhibition
By the third
She
Set
Me
Free
To

[Scream Interlude]
Grow
I'm better off on my own
It's time to say
You're the one that brings me down
So get your ass on the road
I fucking hate you take pride
In turning my strength into weakness
The wicked bitch of the east
Ahhhhhhhhh

[Outro]
I'm kind of glad
That I wasted all this time
Thinking bout 
All the lives we could have sown
It's time to put
All our past behind me now
And focus on the life I get to grow
I'm better off by myself than lonely now

my exes live in ohio i live in the moment

Music written and recorded by Aizen Records
Lyrics written and performed by Alyn Ford
Mix & Master by Aizen Records

Lyrics - 
Was scared of what you might think
So I tried to hide
Said “to be honest”
And may not have lied
But you sensed something suspect 
Spoke nervously
Guess I was deserving
Threw salt in my own wounds
Then blamed you for hurting me
Surprised you didn’t
Want who I was
Pretending to be
Desperately disappointing


Why is it always and only
Me trying?
Hope for rain so you won’t
See me crying
Quick to trip and slip up
Stumble, sliding
Just gave up, quit
You should have stuck by me

Never a knock off
Found around you
You’re as real as it gets
Nothing artificial
You’re as real as they come
But no one believes you
In the town
Where you’re from
You’re as real as they come


Didn’t all add up
Couldn’t shake the feeling
Trusted above all yet
Heart still whispered
There’s something missing
Why’s he calculating
Sure I guess
It makes sense
But it just doesn’t feel right
Was naive to think I could
Shield you
From what I hoped
No one could see
Sad and plain dumb
To think I said
“Hold me down”
To one with nothing to hide
But misfortune on her sleeves
For the first time I find with you
I feel alive
Do I give off a sense of mortality
Used to get mad and I would wonder why
You’d say that I don’t know how to be
That I don’t know how to be


Never a knock off
Found around you
You’re as real as it gets
Nothing artificial
Never a knock off
Found around you
You’re as real as it gets
Nothing artificial
You’re as real as they come
But no one believes you
In the town
Where you’re from


I don’t think she’d say
She got bored of me
Hang on weekdays
We had no where more important to be
Could be forty degrees
Only us on the beach
Said spend forever with me
And I’m not convinced at all
I’m not gonna call it
Mysterious

Artificial

Serenity

Argyle - Brakence Remix (Slowed + Reverb)

first song fully prod me. no loops or samples <3
God is good!!! hope youguys can relate in some way

lyrics:

Mirrors be my enemy
I'm trapped inside what i see

And I'm insecure don't know what to tell you
3am I sit and pace inside my bedroom 
No more space inside my heart wish I left room
Glad you left me, find a new beginning

And I'm really insecure wish it werent true 
Hair is brown and yet my face it always pales blue 
Look into the mirror wish I was a new dude
This the ending tryna find beginnings 

I'm so sorry that I talk back to you
Know you're tryna push me to a better mood
I'm depressed I'm insecure in a new moon 
Everydays the same tryna speak thru you 

Sometimes feel if I'm too open you won't bless me no more
That all I that make should be bout you and feelings should ignore

Desecrate me again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again and again

Lost too many of my friends
Jesus tell me will it end
Not enough once again
Swear I'm always on defense
The way I look is always dead
No emotion in my head
Try to numb it with the sound
That I play twenty 

Four seven 
I'm stuck in hell not heaven 
If you got a cure, send it 
Don't got a soul, can't sell it 

And everybody I'm around
Is so close to God 
I'm so far behind them
I always sit and stop
I'm stuck in limbo 
Where my body drops 
I wish I could be there
There close to God 
But I'm not

And I'm insecure don't know what to tell you
3am I sit and pace inside my bedroom 
No more space inside my heart wish I left room
Glad you left me, find a new beginning

And I'm really insecure wish it werent true 
Hair is brown and yet my face it always pales blue 
Look into the mirror wish I was a new dude
This the ending tryna find beginnings 

insecure

let it go (DEMO)

Demo 2

do u phonk? #XUERAVE

Lyrics are provided for all songs and reading them while listening is a great way to enjoy my music. I float around genres and love hard hitting, edgy music if it’s also emotional and beautifully melodic. Like some of these favourites of mine: brakence, Panic At The Disco, Ellie Goulding, Cosette, Emily Millard.
Original drummer of Canadian metal band "The Afterimage".

I play piano and guitar and love collaborating; pretty much all of my songs were created collaboratively in some way and I am exceedingly grateful for the many talented and kind friends God has given to me through music. As any of them would tell you about me, I value originality and strive to extract, embrace and enhance all that makes me and my music unique while trying to grow my skill in any and all areas of music always. My collaborators have encouraged me and pushed me to be far better than I ever thought I could be and I’m ecstatic over the quality of music I make now which never would have been possible by myself. Thank you so much everyone who has made music with me; I can’t tell you how much your efforts and fellowship do for me.

If you haven’t heard my music before I tend to write passionate songs with deep, poetic lyrics heavily riddled with alliteration and coloured with careful word choice. It’s not so much a place I seek to paint and then immerse the listener in with my music but more like the emotional imprint of your own memories. I feel deeply both pleasant and painful feelings and more so again as they are fed by their contrast with the other. The goal of Alyn Ford music has always been to sting a bit unexpectedly but in the hopes that good may come of it somehow. Much of my music is written about one individual in my life who embodies what I wanted to my music to be long before we ever met. Someone who can’t bear to look but too brave to look away. These songs tell of her story and of mine while some tell stories of my collaborators; these are special to me. Whichever song you listen to I hope above all that it is your own story that you hear. My songs carry a message but I would rather you interpret them yourself and form your own and the one you need to hear. Thanks for listening.
 ~ Alyn Ford

Nicholas Allen Ford McCaslin
alynfordworks@gmail.com
Ottawa, On. Canada

Artificial

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