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@alyxtrick
i write it, then i fucking trash it
i can't stand it, i keep doing damage
to myself and, all those all around me
you don't like me, tell me if you like-

am i a nuisance?
tear my fucking walls down
i can't do this

"you're a problem"
that's all that i hear now
i can't do this

@lynyou
i think i got a problem 
i keep spiraling
i'm losing track of the time
feels like i'm blind to it
burn it up watch it fall
i'll just tear it down
but i don't feel a thing
i just like the sound

wish i could start from scratch
i cant do this
i watched it fall down
but i'm still moving
i got nothing left to love
i wish u knew this
i watched it fall down
but i'm still moving

@alyxtrick
i put my feelings in the backseat
that's where i sleep, that's where i sleep
do you think of me? i don't think you do
it's poison in my dreams and all i see is you
do you still think that i'm pretty? 
can you tell me before i sleep?
i feel bad in the morning, in the night
and in between
i thought i had a life
but i got no memories
and i think i wanna die
i don't know 
i'm just run down
i'm just run down
i'm just run down
i'm just run down
i'm just run down
i'm just run down
i'm just run down
i'm just run down
i'm just-

last week
i'ma pass out in the backseat
i'ma laugh when i'm passing
i'm not healthy for your safety
you don't know me
you just knew me last week

i got no friends, no car
i don't wish on no star
i got no friends, no car
i don't wish on no star

blinded

prod.@scorpiioh + me

@alyxtrick
bass, bass
bitch i blow up the speaker
who else doing that but me yeah
tryna turn shit up for the people
what's that
bass, bass
that shit so loud get lethal
shut down the club, illegal
pierce your ears like needles

bass, bass
feelings gone, magic trick
feel it kick, hit that shit
heavy bracelet hold my wrist down
bass, bass
fuck your status you aint shit
live and die inside your clique
i only care about my kin, bitch

@scorpiioh
hunnids i done fuckin stacked em up
i remember when they count me out
i got too high, I saw the sun
i think i'm bound to this shit, i feel like I'm someone
bound to this shit, we dumpin rounds in this bitch
she thought she could shoot in my circle, this ain't fifa, you can't run
i'm moving on, i think i need her gone
lil shawty in a crop top, whats she on?

@alyxtrick
hold your ego down
and i wont say your name
hold your ego down
and i wont say your name
hold your ego down
and i wont say your name
hold your ego down
and i wont say your name

bass, bass
bitch i blow up the speaker
who else doing that but me yeah
tryna turn shit up for the people
what's that
bass, bass
that shit so loud get lethal
shut down the club, illegal
pierce your ears like needles

needles

prod.me

do you think i'm pretty
tell me before i sleep
we deserve forever
in that time i think ill weep
i kill myself in my dreams 
like every single week
i got shooters here in cali 
i got shooters from the east

please just talk to me
please just talk to me
i spend all the wishes that i get 
on love and inner peace 
please just talk to me
please just talk to me
i don't think i wanna die
i just got some memories 

don't you, see me?
i thought you'd notice all the times that i was hurting
baby, please don't hurt me
i thought you'd notice all the times that i was hurting
don't you, see me?
thought you'd notice all the days that i've been crying 
baby, please don't hurt me
i thought you'd notice all the times that i was hurting

in my bed, rotting in my bed
dreams of your hands
and they wrap around my neck 
when my tears hit the lips
and the lips hit a taste
all i want, you is here
all i want, you to stay 
i got magic in my voice
magic in my eyes
i can see it all the time 
when my magic hits your mind 
i got magic in my voice
magic in my eyes
i can see it all the time 
when my magic hits your mind 

don't you, see me?
i thought you'd notice all the times that i was hurting
baby, please don't hurt me
i thought you'd notice all the times that i was hurting
don't you, see me?
thought you'd notice all the days that i've been crying 
baby, please don't hurt me
i thought you'd notice all the times that i was hurting

hhandss

{updated mix old one was bad}

lofi?? idrk.... i might start dropping consistently ,,, new stuff in the same style as 'u know' soon 

selfprod @3eight9 no samples

i see the real in u
i coulda said anything
but i bit my tongue for u
i coulda been anybody
but i know youd see right through
u said u wanted silence said ur good but thats not true
and i feel it 
please stop making that face (ur making that)
said u wanna talk but u dont show
please stop making that face (ur making that)

yh
said u wanna talk but u dont show (now u act like u dont know) 
yh
said u wanna talk but u dont show (now u act u dont -)


i dont care about those people
u step back and its all uneven 
u said ud stay but u dont mean it (oh-oh)
got ur get back now u tripping
i saw ur waiting, i saw u waiting

and i feel it 
please stop making that face (ur making that)
say u wanna talk but u dont show
please stop making that face 
said u wanna talk

said u wanna talk
y-yh
said u wanna talk

realinYou

was supposed to be longer just thought i should get this one out

big thank you to the @sounddesignday guys for hyping me up on this one so much also

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2 far away 4 comfort
we'd only stand a chance if u let me in
we can run as far as u need 2
id jump off the edge of the world if u asked me 2

the other day i heard ur voice at work
ik its u
or maybe im crazy

i love the smell of ur perfume though ive never smelt it
ik its u, its u
or maybe im crazy

ik its u, its u, its u
far away from here
further, further
further & further
its u

take what u need
save what u have left

hey, u!!
every step i take get closer
so i wont wait up

further&further

prod @lynyou cover art @maeliveson

stream of consciousness

i just wanna sort this out
you dont tell me what you want (was it the last time)
picture perfect's not enough
(if i) had it my way

y-yeah
head down (y-yeah)
out of power can you turn the lights on?
(yeah)
u-you got this right now its up to you to pass it on
(outta my way)

im outta breath but i got lots to say
its some kinesthetic shit
can you feel the fray? (yeah)
(uhh) its in your ears already
i got a feeling its not enough (just keep it slow and steady)

(oo-ooh)
i got some pretty wishes
if you would come and listen
you dont got no other reason
i know some people who'd talk shit about you to your face
just gotta let them know that this shit here is to your name

(can you hear the noise?)
i just wanna sort this out
you dont tell me what you want (was it the last time)
picture perfect's not enough
(if i) had it my way

y-yeah
head down (y-yeah)
out of power can you turn the lights on?
(yeah)
u-you got this right now its up to you to pass it on
(outta my way)

feelThefray {lyn}

prod.@girlsynth + me

the birds outside my old house
wonder if they miss me
the people at my new house
they don't seem to like me

you asked if i'd come over
i said it's not likely
you said that i should talk more
you know that's not like me

can i get a taste of the moment?
i bet that it's sweet
can i just see the life i want?
wait, i don't wanna see

what if friends leave?
what would life be?
what would i be?
i'd be nothing
i'll be nothing

then i see my old house
wonder if it miss me
but i think i like this house
i think that i like me

you asked if i'd come over
i'd stay for the week
you said that i should talk more
you know that i'm trying

can i get a taste of the moment?
i know that it's sweet
i just wanna see the life i want
then i wake up from my sleep

reflection, interlude

featuring @h3artch3rades @555phoenix
circa — July 2024
Spotify, Apple Music & iTunes — https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/elxnce/blush-feat-h3artch3rades--555phoenix
Bandcamp — https://elxnce.bandcamp.com/track/blush-remix
Stream the rest of Ridgeway Drive — https://newso.ng/rdbs

Meet me where you found me and learn what's around me
And learn that we're right where we should be
A moment of silence if you couldn't find this
And you gotta become a part of me
Devil's in the details, he works in secret
So that way he's often hard to find
You'd call me a liar, I'll do what's required
But you would often think of me as doing some bad things

Bad things thing thing
Doing bad thi-i-i-i-i
Bad things thing thing
You're doing bad things
Bad things thing thing
Doing bad thi-i-i-i-i
Bad things thing thing
You're doing bad things

Oh yeah
Doesn't often treat you well
Mmm nah
I didn't know it hurt you well, oh yeah
No uh
I find it hard to treat you well

Turn on your favorite song, I wanna hear you sing your words
Know you've been waiting long, the patience is the fucking worst
You look at me, and I look back, and you say watch and learn
Extraterrestrial, you make me feel out of this world
I think I'm falling for you, think I'm falling for you
Falling for you, I think I'm falling for you
I think I'm falling for you, think I'm falling for you
Falling for you, I think I'm falling for you

Meet me where you found me and learn what's around me
And learn that we're right where we should be
A moment of silence if you couldn't find this
And you gotta become a part of me
Devil's in the details, he works in secret
So that way, he's often hard to find
You'd call me a liar, I'll do what's required
But you would often think of me as doing some bad things

Bad things thing thing
Doing bad thi-i-i-i-i
Bad things thing thing
You're doing bad things
Bad things thing thing
Doing bad thi-i-i-i-i
Bad things thing thing
You're doing bad things

Blush

if i had the life i wanted i would still be throwing up

Dollhouse prod fakejoy

𝑖𝑜𝑛 𝑤𝑛𝑎 𝑐𝑟𝑟𝑖 </3 ; (◞‸◟)
prod. kidsnorlax  ##doeboyz2k17 
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still banned from following people.. i hate U @soundcloud

reflection, interlude

Alyx Trick