Niche Indie

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normal playlist name but it's my birthday (nov2025)

this song is all midi guitar

that's one way to make me feel alone
i won't change until i've found my hope
give me a break (break!)
search for my answers, still at the first stage
i won't break unless they make me change

where does pain come from?
is it you or all the deep cuts
you'll forget me soon, so what
is it me or did you move on 
just to leave me in the dust
i've dug myself into this hole
it's in my head out of control
afraid of death but you killed my soul

one day, i'll stop caring about them
if i knew how to stop i would
my mom asked me "look what you've become"
but she's misunderstood
i'm passing by without a goal
no reason to keep my control
this fucking mental takes its toll

where does pain come from?
is it you or all the deep cuts
you'll forget me soon, so what
is it me or did you move on 
just to leave me in the dust
i've dug myself into this hole
it's in my head out of control
afraid of death but you killed my soul

Deep cuts

five hours passed and i'm still here
i think my body's starting to change
sometimes it feels like your still near
hallucinating, see your face
i wasted all my time in bed today
and filled the cup with tears
come and watch me lose my sanity
yell it out and cheer

have you seen me at my lowest yet?
do you wanna watch me fucking flip out
i'm a psychopath, i get it
i'd fix myself but i can't now
seen me at my lowest point?
do you wanna watch me fucking flip out
i'm a psychopath, i get it
and i can't turn around

it's not about love it's about my life
i think i failed twice, last chance, my time
hide away from the dark standing in the light
no i can't even breathe when your in my sight
i'll spell it out for you
i messed it up i usually do
i got so mad hearing the news
but i'll go on to finally choose

do i need you?

have you seen me at my lowest yet?
do you wanna watch me fucking flip out
i'm a psychopath, i get it
i'd fix myself but i can't now
seen me at my lowest point?
do you wanna watch me fucking flip out
i'm a psychopath, i get it
i'd fix myself but i can't now
seen me at my lowest point?
do you wanna watch me fucking flip out
i'm a psychopath, i get it
and i can't turn around

Crown lake

when ur back home
i promise i wont let go again
i wrote a sad song
just for u to never hear it
if i could cut open
with all the pain that comes with it
would that teach u how much i need u

ive been trying to change
but im stuck in my old ways
those things ive been dying to say
i cant say cause your away
cant make it to the end of the day
without feeling a bittersweet taste
dont have time to make that change
clocks ticking im running late

Bittersweet

prod.me

i'm crying
i think therefore i am
i watched them playing live
first i think i'm young
then i've overstayed my time
we're just so different
i think it's circumstance
you're just not like me
but when i think, i am

patience
i keep my
patience
i keep my
patience
oh, yeah

i'll take all i want
cuz i know you'd forgive
love can outlive art
i know thievery is sin
the night my life will change
and i just want my move
it's hard to wait my turn
but you know i learned to

patience
i keep my
patience
i keep my
patience
oh, yeah

patience

demo from october 2024, originally for "drafts"
ib the cabs

she dances in the spotlight, i stay in the dark
i trace all my thoughts just to tear them all apart
i start to talk quietly when they get louder

even if i tried, even if you wanted to change my whole life
i’d always end up running in circles
running in circles
even if i died, even if the whole world had turned from my side
i’d always end up running in circles
running in circles

Running in circles

when i was younger, everybody seemed much older to me
now life is changing and i don’t believe anything i see
farewell, i always knew that you would make it out
i’m still going but as time goes on, the silence gets loud

are you glad that you met me now that we’re friends?
i always pictured myself with you until the end
i put my whole life at risk ‘cause i tried to fit in
family taught me what i know, they taught me everything
i end up starving myself, breaking my fucking hands
they never taught me to stop being codependent

i put down the guitar
sing to myself in my bed as i’m sinking in
i never thought it’d be hard
and when he passed, i had tried to breathe it in
who knew that life would be like this?
my old friends told me i’m psycho, and i didn’t like it
and i try so hard, i’m always trying to fight it

are you glad that you met me now that we’re friends?
i always pictured myself with you until the end
i’d rather kill my best friend than take my fucking meds
family taught me what i know, they taught me everything
if only i would’ve told them i’m a fucking mess
i could’ve learned how to stop being codependent

Codependent

᲼᲼edyn᲼᲼macbook᲼᲼vm elx

higher (´- `*)

Lyrics: 

hook x2
take me back to the 2000s 
I'm wearing baggy pants, they was 2000
I like the emo clothes from 2000
I like the emo hoes from 2000

verse
You cut yourself hoe, I know your suicidal 
Ima do it too, I'm right here beside you
I just got a bag and Ima blow it on you
I hope that's cool, I hope that's cool
Ima take you back to the green room
Scratch that, Ima take you to the scene room
Blow her back out cuz she a scene hoe
I been goin' fast on the road in a range rover 

Hook x4
take me back to the 2000s 
I'm wearing baggy pants, they was 2000
I like the emo clothes from 2000
I like the emo hoes from 2000

2000s prod tainiykick

Wide Eyes

Composed and produced by Noah Praise God
Co-produced by Austin Corona
Mastered by F. James Price

Never Do It Right

@varispeeds

sample @rhinokawara on twitter

rhino pill - (dj varispeeds)

switch it up @talktothepaw

just 4 fun xd

aaa
chopper in my pants
its the end💔
empty out ur pockets 
bitch dont play pretend
im on rblx
i just shot ur manzz
dont ask me 2 vc
we wont make amends

sent u back 2 da lobby
pullup w da AR
talkin shit just watch me
1 hit off the blunt, yea im thrown now
load the fkin drummag,  its abt 2 #GODOWNN

imma air the fkin room out
cleanup like a roomba
we gon make him lose now

posted with the team yea we up watchin
chopper now he knockin
we gon' put him inna coffin

imma keep it a buck
b u fkin suck
sag my pants dey drop
so much gas i gotta stop
bitch im makin all dis guap
yea u missed so now what?

##GODOWNN 2 (prod wuhan)

lyrics
bridge:
i think about you darling, and when i do it scars me.
and we can hit my plug, baby he won’t even charge me.

hook:
scared my heart may break with my hands around your waist.
i’m talking with my face, cause i don’t know what to say.
show me how you taste, plant a kiss upon my face.
i can show you everything you’ve dreamed about today.

s/o lil bro @callme004 on the beat, follow his IG @0tomekk
s/o @unfriendlyuser on the art, follow his IG @extratentacle

Lollipop (Prod. Tomekk)

still banned from following people.. i hate U @soundcloud

patience

Alyx Trick