i got hella weed
we can go to outer space
my life is a fever dream
you can join me any day
all my friends are here with me
but i cant take a step away
dead obsessed with fantasy
i can't escape
love, guns, and i know what im doing
and all my friends are gone
i made a deal with the devil god said go to hell
i'm really here to piss the world off man i wish you well
i loaded up my magazine the one i want just wandered out
my eyes are open but i fell asleep oh come to hell with me
i was in la filled with love and all my fucking friends
i felt like the fucking shit and i had a couple bands
and i didn't even know that i was
coping why did i destroy my pride and man like
i didn't wanna do it but like uh-oh i did it again
swear to god it didn't click all i do is play pretend
but i didn't even know
that i was holding high for my life
and maybe its time for me to take all my losses
cause i just cant stop thinking bout it all
maybe its time for me to change my life
so baby hold my hand
and i can show you right
and lately ive been dying to see
your face when im walking
around this part of town so explain is what up
you're crazy and i can't seem to change your mind
and i just cant wait to run above in the sky

love and guns

prod.@hassanfilename + me

@alyxtrick
i cant let my mom down 
she knows that i'll make it
making money off a pastime
how i made it
i hope that it works out 
i know i'll be famous
i don't want the long route though
i'm not patient

19, i need it now 
can i have my turn yet?
i just wanna make it out
sorry that i'm upset

IT'S JUST WHEN IM PLAYING SHOWS
I WON'T EVEN GIVE A SHIT
WHEN SHE HAS HER OWN HOUSE
I'LL TELL HER THAT SHE EARNED-
GOD, SHE EARNED IT
MOM I EARNED IT

i can't let my-
cuz i can't let my mom down
i know that i'll make it
cuz i make money off a pastime
how i made it
i know it will work out
i know i'll be famous
i don't want the long route though
cuz i'm not patient 

@hassanfilename
baby don't fool me now yuh just do it right
you can call my phone even in the night
now i'm trippin in my room look through my eyes 
she asked for a ring, yea i just might

i might do it now 
no questions asked yea
MAKE YOUR BEST SOUND
i might do it now 
no questions asked yea
MAKE YOUR BEST SOUND

5 more minutes till i can't 
5 more things till i cant do it no more
this bitch think she can get at me 
don't even try i'm through the floor

i might do it now 
no questions asked yea
MAKE YOUR BEST SOUND
i might do it now 
no questions asked yea
MAKE YOUR BEST SOUND

@alyxtrick
BITCH I FEEL MY BODY CRUSHED UP
crushed up, crushed up 
pressure make me crush up
crush me,  burn me
bitch i'm fucking burnt out
so crush me, crush me
BITCH THERE IS NO PLAN B

CRUSH
this is all i want
one life i spend it
spend it how i want
i just wanna have fun

when i rule the world
TURN THE BASS UP
where's the fucking party??
tryna turn upppppppppppppppp

WHEN IM AT THE PARTY I'M NOT DRUNK
CRUSH
WHEN I'M WITH MY FRIENDS I HAVE FUN
CRUSH
AND BITCH I FEEL THE MUSIC I AIN'T NUMB 
CRUSH

crushed up, bitch i feel my body crushed up
crushed up, bitch i feel my body crush up
crush me, burn me, bitch i'm fucking burnt out
so crush me, burn me
crush me

crushed

prod.me

i'm crying
i think therefore i am
i watched them playing live
first i think i'm young
then i've overstayed my time
we're just so different
i think it's circumstance
you're just not like me
but when i think, i am

patience
i keep my
patience
i keep my
patience
oh, yeah

i'll take all i want
cuz i know you'd forgive
love can outlive art
i know thievery is sin
the night my life will change
and i just want my move
it's hard to wait my turn
but you know i learned to

patience
i keep my
patience
i keep my
patience
oh, yeah

patience

prod.@scorpiioh + me

@alyxtrick
bass, bass
bitch i blow up the speaker
who else doing that but me yeah
tryna turn shit up for the people
what's that
bass, bass
that shit so loud get lethal
shut down the club, illegal
pierce your ears like needles

bass, bass
feelings gone, magic trick
feel it kick, hit that shit
heavy bracelet hold my wrist down
bass, bass
fuck your status you aint shit
live and die inside your clique
i only care about my kin, bitch

@scorpiioh
hunnids i done fuckin stacked em up
i remember when they count me out
i got too high, I saw the sun
i think i'm bound to this shit, i feel like I'm someone
bound to this shit, we dumpin rounds in this bitch
she thought she could shoot in my circle, this ain't fifa, you can't run
i'm moving on, i think i need her gone
lil shawty in a crop top, whats she on?

@alyxtrick
hold your ego down
and i wont say your name
hold your ego down
and i wont say your name
hold your ego down
and i wont say your name
hold your ego down
and i wont say your name

bass, bass
bitch i blow up the speaker
who else doing that but me yeah
tryna turn shit up for the people
what's that
bass, bass
that shit so loud get lethal
shut down the club, illegal
pierce your ears like needles

needles

was supposed to be longer just thought i should get this one out

big thank you to the @sounddesignday guys for hyping me up on this one so much also

produced, mixed, mastered by urs truly
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2 far away 4 comfort
we'd only stand a chance if u let me in
we can run as far as u need 2
id jump off the edge of the world if u asked me 2

the other day i heard ur voice at work
ik its u
or maybe im crazy

i love the smell of ur perfume though ive never smelt it
ik its u, its u
or maybe im crazy

ik its u, its u, its u
far away from here
further, further
further & further
its u

take what u need
save what u have left

hey, u!!
every step i take get closer
so i wont wait up

further&further

prod.@girlsynth + me

the birds outside my old house
wonder if they miss me
the people at my new house
they don't seem to like me

you asked if i'd come over
i said it's not likely
you said that i should talk more
you know that's not like me

can i get a taste of the moment?
i bet that it's sweet
can i just see the life i want?
wait, i don't wanna see

what if friends leave?
what would life be?
what would i be?
i'd be nothing
i'll be nothing

then i see my old house
wonder if it miss me
but i think i like this house
i think that i like me

you asked if i'd come over
i'd stay for the week
you said that i should talk more
you know that i'm trying

can i get a taste of the moment?
i know that it's sweet
i just wanna see the life i want
then i wake up from my sleep

reflection, interlude

featuring @h3artch3rades @555phoenix
circa — July 2024
Spotify, Apple Music & iTunes — https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/elxnce/blush-feat-h3artch3rades--555phoenix
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Stream the rest of Ridgeway Drive — https://newso.ng/rdbs

Meet me where you found me and learn what's around me
And learn that we're right where we should be
A moment of silence if you couldn't find this
And you gotta become a part of me
Devil's in the details, he works in secret
So that way he's often hard to find
You'd call me a liar, I'll do what's required
But you would often think of me as doing some bad things

Bad things thing thing
Doing bad thi-i-i-i-i
Bad things thing thing
You're doing bad things
Bad things thing thing
Doing bad thi-i-i-i-i
Bad things thing thing
You're doing bad things

Oh yeah
Doesn't often treat you well
Mmm nah
I didn't know it hurt you well, oh yeah
No uh
I find it hard to treat you well

Turn on your favorite song, I wanna hear you sing your words
Know you've been waiting long, the patience is the fucking worst
You look at me, and I look back, and you say watch and learn
Extraterrestrial, you make me feel out of this world
I think I'm falling for you, think I'm falling for you
Falling for you, I think I'm falling for you
I think I'm falling for you, think I'm falling for you
Falling for you, I think I'm falling for you

Meet me where you found me and learn what's around me
And learn that we're right where we should be
A moment of silence if you couldn't find this
And you gotta become a part of me
Devil's in the details, he works in secret
So that way, he's often hard to find
You'd call me a liar, I'll do what's required
But you would often think of me as doing some bad things

Bad things thing thing
Doing bad thi-i-i-i-i
Bad things thing thing
You're doing bad things
Bad things thing thing
Doing bad thi-i-i-i-i
Bad things thing thing
You're doing bad things

patience

Alyx Trick