@deadcouple

and i wont lie it's pissing me off
that u wont respond to my text
and yeah i cried
yeah so what
sorry that i actually cared
all ur little friends spread gossip about us
and i wont pretend
that it was gonna eventually end
we promised we would be forever
we said thatd wed hold hands under the stars
i guess it meant nothing
when u said forever
cause a month later.
u decided to jump off
I THOUGHT YOU SAID WED DO THAT SHIT TOGETHER
I GUESS IT MEANT NOTHING WHEN U SAID FOREVER
HOLDING OUR HANDS AS WERE FALLING OFF
OF THE ROOF OF THE SCHOOL
AND WE'LL LAND IN THE POOL
AND DROWN

yai - school swim team is gonna have to scrape our bodies from the bottom the of the pool demo

weekends demo

@bloodsekai

im scared at nite
i need sum light
i made new friends
and theyre alright
take my time
dont go ahead
if i do
i'll lose my head (like mami)
whats the point of life
if i dont care?
& what do i get
if ppl dont share?
besides myself
the worlds just fine
i hurt myself
it doesn't matter
nothing matters
blood just splatters
on the pavement
filled with lies
sympathy
im alone
empathy
the world doesn't know

im just an extra
i dont belong
faked my smiles
and face all along
im just an extra
i dont belong
faked my smiles
and face all along

idk anymore
& i tried to make some sense
no one understands
but no one understands
hands behind ur back
theres a gun in ur hands
if i tried to guess which one
i dont think that i can
my heads empty
i dont have no thoughts
maybe one day
we can get along
but until then
i think that im lost
im a burden
a problem to a lot
flowers wilt and my head clears
everything hurts idk how im here
scythe from a reaper
pls come near
take me down ur stairs
i'll wipe my own tears

wipe my own tears
i'll wipe my own tears
pls dont cry
i'll be just fine
idk how long
it will take
but i'll let u know

bloodsekai - lykwhenimfine

hi im back very short song 
prod me
ft. @odihu

im so damn lonely
u call my name
i get ecstatic
only u understand me
when im manic
im just waiting
for the day to end
so i can play pretend
act like im a movie star
then life wont be so hard

im so lonely please hold my hand
im not used to romance
glad that i can be ur man
cause you gave me a chance
i dont know whats wrong
with the thoughts inside my head
but i know that if you left me
there i would end up dead

im so damn lonely
u call my name
i get ecstatic
only u understand me
when im manic
im just waiting
for the day to end
so i can play pretend
act like im a movie star
then life wont be so hard

im so lonely!! (ft. odihu)

prod me

i love the way u smell
i love the way u talk
and the colour of ur nails
i love the way u walk
yea that shit could cast a spell
but i hate ur new boyfriend
i hope ur doing well :/

saw u in class
pulled up ur ig
i kno i never asked
cuz im way too shy to be
talkin to u
my request went right thru
saw the noti on ur phone
but u didnt have a clue
who i was

i know i cant
tell u how im really feeling
cuz ur sometimes so demeaning
and that crushes my being

but i got a crush on u baby
pls love me no maybes
yea the way u flip ur hair
it drives me fucking crazy
kill me and degrade me
i swear i can take it
anything to be with u
i kno that we can make it

(i know i cant
tell u how im really feeling
cuz ur sometimes so demeaning
and that crushes my being)

i love the way u smell
i love the way u talk
and the colour of ur nails
i love the way u walk
yea that shit could cast a spell
but i hate ur new boyfriend
i hope ur doing well :/
x2

hope ur doing well

prod me ofc
if i told you 
i wanna die alone
would you be scared
if my soul would just disspaer 
would you still love me my dear
so hold me close my dear
i just told you dont have no fears
dont lie dont lie to me
i just want you my dear
i dont wanna lie
i dont wanna lie
you be on my mind 2x
you be on my mind
you be on my mind hoe
we have no time no more
what is my resolve
in your heart away from dark everythings seems 
so dark
if i told you 
i wanna die alone
would you be scared
if my soul would just disspaer 
would you still love me my dear
so hold me close my dear
i just told you dont have no fears
dont lie dont lie to me
i just want you my dear
yea yea

if i told you 
i wanna die alone
would you be scared
if my soul would just disspaer 
would you still love me my dear
so hold me close my dear
i just told you dont have no fears
dont lie dont lie to me
i just want you my dear
i dont wanna talk to anyone else girl
i think im in love 
your from outer space im from normal world
your everything wanted so lets go a cross the world 2x
before i meant you i was all alone

if only i was real

odihu - generic shoegaze song

prod, mix, master by @bloodsekai

wrap my body in bandages
im rlly falling to pieces
all my guts r leaking
every time im speaking
x2

i dont even wanna die
but i think that tonights the night
i dont wanna fight it
my body wont deny it
do u gotta be so violent?
im bein so compliant
give me one little moment
need time thought i could buy it

i dont think that i could live another day
my body would expire and slowly decay
u never asked if i was ever okay
but its fine i guess ill never have to say

wrap my body in bandages
im rlly falling to pieces
all my guts r leaking
every time im speaking
x3

u never asked if i was ever okay
u never asked if i was ever okay
u never asked if i was ever okay
but its fine i guess ill never have to say

bandages

(odihu) 
if i had a choice i would steal ur heart
i would break it to pieces and tear it apart
i want you to rot and cluster
my goal is to make you suffer
i know that im the bad guy
i shouldnt be on this side
but i just want you to die
cause you ruined my life

(hxnterbtw)
i fucked up again
and im really fucking sorry
i should just be dead
i only want your love please

i know i shouldnt be like this
im just a useless piece of shit
i always end up ruining it
and baby just give me one kiss

(odihu)
 i dont think that ill get better 
i gotta find something to do
my therapist says that i should leave my wrist alone
but cutting keeps my mind off of you

rot and cluster ft hxnterbtw

@interwebaddiction @yukisasayaki

prod @1zakuro

magician9000 + yuki - haunt u

Himno 470

1-¿Al Cordero͜  Eterno has venido Tú?
¿Te͜ has lavado en Su sangre͜ eficaz?
¿Has confiado en la gracia de Jesús?
¿Te͜ has lavado͜ en Su sangre͜ eficaz?
 
¿Te͜ has lavado en la sangre,
Que tu alma͜ a͡h͡ora puede limpiar?
¿Ya tus ropas blancas como nieve͜ están?
¿Te͜ has lavado͜ en Su sangre͜ eficaz?

2-Andas tú a diario juntó͜ al Salvador?
¿Te͜ has lavado͜ en Su sangre͜ eficaz?
¿Has hallado en Su cruz descanso͜ y paz?
¿Te͜ has lavado͜ en Su sangre͜ eficaz?

3-¿Si͜ el Novio viene, limpio tú͜ estarás?
¿Te͜ has lavado͜ en Su sangre͜ eficaz?
¿Para Su presencia lista tu alma está,
Y lavada͜ en Su sangre͜ eficaz?

4-Quítate las ropas de pecado hoy,
Y sé limpio͜ en Su sangre͜ eficaz;
Una fuente fluye por el alma vil,
Oh, sé limpio͜ en Su sangre͜ eficaz.


🌹🎻🎶🌺🌱🌸🌷🌹🌱🌺🎻🎶

yai - school swim team is gonna have to scrape our bodies from the bottom the of the pool demo

​noesis (@angelremover)

noesis (@angelremover)