1000

I hate myself

@1yungcrisis
@lo3rd
@cometesh

she goin ride my dick like a fucking fidget spinner

I'm the winner w/ lo3rd & comet (prod.yungcris)

mix : @hateoryx + @1stress
master : @1stress
production : gaxillic
-
oryx : 
every chance i had is gone
and now im singing all these songs
nothing to do its a loss
cut myself just for a girl
they say we havent been feeling like myself [?]
fukk my life everythings changed me ig u can watch me rot
nothing makes me happy anymore
so fukkd upppp
aand u always wud tell me tht things get bettr
but i still luv u u should send me a letter
[?] cold like december forever 
i know that now [?]
[?]
but im in love with u
but im in love with u 
but imm in love with u
but imm in love with uuu

stress : 
now im so broken 
thoughts r chosen
wanna go2 sleep but i feel like CHOKINx_x
lately i been off my pills u cn hit my plug yh 
yh u can hit my plugggggggggg
now i c it like its clear
my minds broken disappear
thought i always needed u 
turns out i only need ur shoes (lol)

oryx : 
every chance i had is gone
and now im singing all these songs
nothing to do its a loss
cut myself just for a girl
they say we havent been feeling like myself [?]
fukk my life everythings changed me ig u can watch me rot

--
EVERY CHANCE >:( +HATEORYX

EVERY CHANCE +HATEORYX

I don't care - vira (SPED UP / NIGHTCORE)

лучший друг

(vol. #​1)「Running Out Of Time」


hihihii, more plans 2 be active now 。thx 2 the ppl who support this n the other ppl who have the patience 2 still be here 2day  <3 。1st song from ep will b soon then i'll release the whole thing when i feel satisfied with it, this song n another extra im working on will b included in it 。(dis is mostly filler 2 start things off, the actual ep songs have all my effort put in2 them. dis jus sumthing i made the other day n thot wuz cool lol)

lyrx:

y cant things jus never change oh
y can't things jus stay the same
i feel more worse like everyday
i can't stop crying, my chest hurts
go outside, it's nice 2day
i wanted it 2 rain tho
i can't seem 2 catch a break
i can't slow down
i'll fall out oh

life's 2 fast 
and i need 2 catch up !!!
all my feelings
r boiling up !!!!
i don't wanna feel 
like i'm left behind
i don't want2 b
lost by time !!!

desmi

lifes2fast4miku⋆｡ﾟ☁︎｡⋆｡ ﾟ

(vol. #​2)「A Burden Off My Chest」

ur lips r so sweet
i hold on to ur hands
then we're falling from the sky, i let go

why can't this last forever
and ever 
and ever

why can't this last forever
and ever 
and ever

right when i met u
the flowers were blooming
and never would i thought
that u would come choose me
i'm on my knees 
and it's just 4 u
and my heart it beats 
when ur in the room
now we're dancing 
in the clouds again
all our memories
just turned to ash

ur lips r so sweet
i hold on to ur hands
then we're falling from the sky, i let go

why can't this last forever
and ever 
and ever

why can't this last forever
and ever 
and ever

that look in ur eyes
sad and bitter
know that it's okay 2 cry
when i wont be here
all good things must end
i know it's sad but ya it's true
till we meet again
i think the world's way too cruel


ur lips r so sweet
i hold on to ur hands
then we're falling from the sky, i let go

why can't this last forever
and ever 
and ever

why can't this last forever
and ever 
and ever

last✫forever!!!!!

new wujek exclusive @weejk
 
i'll be gone soon
dont u worry
sawu leaving in a a hurry
with your news friends 
and your boyfriend 
pissed off u evcer met him

and i dont know why this burning pain 
is still inside 
and i dont know why im doing this tonight 
 
one last kiss is all i ask 
come and meet me after class 
wanna sit alone with u 
talk about what we would do 
reminis about the days 
when everything seemed so ok 
baby this is my last day 
i'll leave you be right while you lay

wujek - one last kiss

(Bonus Volume #​‎2.5)「I Met You Last Night」@weejk

https://open.spotify.com/track/7B5CYfz6s1J0kQxBTlSSe7?si=64576d37a4044aff

produced by me i made the beat (& miku part)

(wujek:)

fell outta place
then i fell in luv
send another pic cant get enough
girl i need more i need ur touch
why is luv always so tuff

(x2)

girl u fake it all
cant take it no
all that shit u said
cant face it no
now im all alone
crying in my home
all the memories
they fading no

fell outta place
then i fell in luv
send another pic cant get enough
girl i need more i need ur touch
why is luv always so tuff

(x2)

(miku:)

i fell in ur arms,
all u want is my heart...
u can't come near it,
who knows what wud happen ?
u say u luv me,
do u rly mean it ?
1 day u'll leave me,
crying, broken, speechless...

(wujek:)

fell outta place
then i fell in luv
send another pic cant get enough
girl i need more i need ur touch
why is luv always so tuff

(x3)

y is luv alwayz so tuff *ft. wujek & miku*

@menthol100s
just an alt version of
https://soundcloud.com/menthol100s/retard

gurl itz confidentiallll

(vol. #​‎3)「I'm A Half-Failed Magical Girl, But That's Okay!!」

I'm out here
Can you hear me?
Out of breathe
I'm so useless
Right after
I hear your "i.l.y."
Then I can cry

Love it when you say my name
I stand afar, feeling like I'm not enough
Are you proud of me?
Always coming back to you, you're noticing
Sometimes I wish that I knew what you think
Open up your arms
And catch me when I fall
I hope that it's not too late
To fix my heart
This time I won't
Let the world fall apart
This time I won't
Let your wishes come undone

I'm out here
Can you hear me?
Out of breathe
I'm so useless
Right after
I hear your "i.l.y."
Then I can cry
You hate me
Just maybe?
Don't blame me
I Just overthink
After all I'm dreaming
In this world
I call "Make Believe"

everytime​‎ :​‎ after 鹿目まどか (vol. #3)

what would u know abt being retarded
i throw my brain straight into the garbage
because im sofucking bad at social interactions
because i have such a strong passion for star wars
and also ww2 and ancestry and history 
and all these other things that normal people dont obsess over
i guess its just over
i guess its just over

im a fucking retarded loser i have no friends
i spend everyday inside on my computer i wanna die
the only girl that gave me valentines every year was my mom
i got bullied viciously i live in misery

oh my god i hate my fucking life dude

im anxious as fuck and im depressed as fuck and im suicidal
and i have been for a while
but its hard to wake up every morning and pretend its alright
but at least i have my favorite video game fortnite

why is my life harder because im autistic

@deadcouple

and i wont lie it's pissing me off
that u wont respond to my text
and yeah i cried
yeah so what
sorry that i actually cared
all ur little friends spread gossip about us
and i wont pretend
that it was gonna eventually end
we promised we would be forever
we said thatd wed hold hands under the stars
i guess it meant nothing
when u said forever
cause a month later.
u decided to jump off
I THOUGHT YOU SAID WED DO THAT SHIT TOGETHER
I GUESS IT MEANT NOTHING WHEN U SAID FOREVER
HOLDING OUR HANDS AS WERE FALLING OFF
OF THE ROOF OF THE SCHOOL
AND WE'LL LAND IN THE POOL
AND DROWN

yai - school swim team is gonna have to scrape our bodies from the bottom the of the pool demo

noesis (@angelremover)

yai - school swim team is gonna have to scrape our bodies from the bottom the of the pool demo

​noesis (@angelremover)

noesis (@angelremover)