mixed/mastered by me and kinshii
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feat. https://soundcloud.com/kinshii
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prod by https://soundcloud.com/hellahaunted & https://soundcloud.com/sainttomorrow
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//LYRICS//
its been a long time I swear that I do miss you its been 3 months and i swear that i am trying I'm still used to this and I'm so sick of this I'm stuck at home all alone i am sick today

in my room and I'm feeling so faded don't know what to grabbing my knife I'm gonna stab myself and you don't love me like before oh before 

its been a long time I swear that I do miss you its been 3 months and I swear that I am trying I'm still used to this and I'm so sick of this I'm stuck at home all alone i am sick today every time I wake up feeling wasted times moving really fucking fast and I don't like that why you talk to me I don't talk to you every time I wake up wanna sleep some more

(Kinshii)
now my beds the place i spend my days i can’t get up staring at a screen i do this every night and i don’t want to talk about it appreciate the thought but i’ve been trying to push away what makes me feel alive that’s growing up guess i can’t take it life used to be fun, now i live sedated don’t know why im smoking but still getting faded maybe the clouds free my brain from its cages sike no it’s not, causing a block life’s getting harder and harder than cock prosthetic leg maybe hard as rock kick to the face and it don’t ever stop and my family keeps calling me crazy probably cause i ain’t speak to them lately i been showing the signs someone save me and the reaper just said he’s done waiting truthfully not sure what im supposed do and the voice in my head, who im talking to is convincing enough, i might follow through or maybe i won’t just to stay with you

used to it w/ kinshii (prod. caspr & saint tomorrow)

baby don’t break me
god i’m really feeling fine please don’t burn me now

please don’t let me bleed
am i everything you wanted baby tell me now 

god i know i got some issues but i’m really fucking trying 
i can’t even love myself and i don’t wanna see you crying  

cause i can’t save myself 

down bad when i’m blowing up your snapchat 

bite my nails till i get a fucking snap back

god you’re such a pretty face won’t get out of my head 
i’m so fucking toxic think i’m better off dead 

hold my hand baby kiss my head

tell me how you love me see your face turn red 

i know that we could make it healthy 
but i don’t think you could fucking save me

i’m a mess i’m a mess now

expectations on my chest and it weighs down 

i just wanna runaway and find a new town

i can’t breathe god it’s really getting bad now

i'm so scared

produced by killedmyself

completely non profit

lyrics

smoking on a fat stack
think i had a heart attack
tryna make my mind blank
all my blunts are fully packed
she just made my back snap
she just made my soul black
i just spent a fat rack
its okay ill make it back

in a week maybe two
look at my face i gone blue
im smoking on hazy now
bitch im smoking u
what u gonna do
i put u in a mood
im just fucking rude
aint nun to do with u

smoking on a fat stack
think i had a heart attack
tryna make my mind blank
all my blunts are fully packed
she just made my back snap
she just made my soul black
i just blew a fat rack
its okay ill make it back

its an all black fit with the silver chains on top of it
metal in my face i feel this jewelry pierce my fucking skin
i dont get what the hell the fucking problem is
i cant love myself despite when im hearing all these compliments

im just doing what i do
wanna see what i can do before im 22
maybe have a house with a pool and a view
i can just kick back smoking bongs on the roof
i can just kick back getting plays getting views
see my name not my face in the news
i dont need no girl on my waist or a boo
and i like being alone i dont need u too

smoking on a fat stack
think i had a heart attack
tryna make my mind blank
all my blunts are fully packed
she just made my back snap
she just made my soul black
i just blew a fat rack
its okay ill make it back


heart attack 110 (killedmyself)

prod. @branwenmusic @happytears
@sleepywater

boring w/ sleepwater

actress 🌟

what they want prod. acey

prod. @03reiko
LYRICS<><><><>
Scratch the drywall, but i'm heading to the surface
When im at home the only time im not nervous
I could do a thousand things all without purpose
Just another block of coal toss it in the furnace

Round n round i go on the train tracks
Tryna work forward, but always find my way back
Life is life and i mean when it say that
Dont take for granted what u got, fade to all black

Woke up, my eyes open, vision blurry
I got work in 30 minutes i better hurry
Im sick in the head some1 come cure me
After work i'm finna go to the mcdonalds drive thru and get a mcflurry

Like damn, i just a had crazy dream and idek who i am
Took me thru a couple lives that i could never live 
i wake up in the morning n im still a piece of shit

Scratch the drywall, but i'm heading to the surface
When im at home the only time im not nervous
I could do a thousand things all without purpose
Just another block of coal toss it in the furnace

Round n round i go on the train tracks
Tryna work forward, but always find my way back
Life is life and i mean when it say that
Dont take for granted what u got, fade to all black

drywall [prod. 03reiko]

Mend ft. Sewerperson

prod @yunnygoldz

LYRICS
Chunky rick owens big steppa
If u wanna msg ima pen u up a letter
Bitch im from the ice cold coast, northern weather
True religions jeans with the motorcycle leather
On my jacket, 
boy who is you aint nothing but a has been
And your life is oh so tragic, 
ima fit you up to fashion
Ima swag wizard spitting magic
Blospar bible in my hand ima preach it to masses

Defiance up to law gon end you up in penitentiary
If science is a flaw, why the formula gon mention me 
Cry up ina ball, but im still stopping all amenities 
Lie straight to us all, and now ur dead with no integrity 

I just ordered the whole restaurant just to pick off half my plate
Ima throw it to peasants they gon think that im a saint
i just go for gold, never 2nd always first
Even if the system old, we all turn to fossil under earth

Chunky rick owens big steppa
If u wanna msg ima pen u up a letter
Bitch im from the ice cold coast, northern weather
True religions jeans with the motorcycle leather
On my jacket, 
boy who is you aint nothing but a has been
And your life is oh so tragic, 
ima fit you up to fashion
Ima swag wizard spitting magic
Blospar bible in my hand ima preach it to masses

there goes blospar on his grind
But the difference between me and you
Is i could never spy
I dont give a fuck whether im ahead or im behind
Cause ima make it to the top and beat you in the climb

Flip the page up on my book, but got an ear out for surroundings
I'm the reincarnation of the saint aint that astounding
Double up the interest now watch the stock compounding
Blospar bible watch this is how they crown kings

swag wizard [prod. yunny goldz]

NONE

I CRIED AS IM SCREAMING YOUR NAME (prod. me)

20 Year Old

i will no longer be uploading on this account it was a fun ride people till next time <3

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angelsofsorrows

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