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how it feels to be a complete loser

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𝙲𝚘𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛𝚜𝚎𝚕𝚏 𝚒𝚗 𝚘𝚒𝚕 𝚖𝚢 𝚍𝚞𝚍𝚎. (𝙿𝚛𝚘𝚍. 𝚂𝚢𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚖𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚔)

split my head in two
i like you more than i want to
fallen victim to human error
think i'd be better off dead
make my body glitch
maybe that's 'cause you're a bitch
all these questions never answered
running rampant in my head

i hate everything about you
why are you still on my mind?
i think about you all the time
day and night
i can't lie

you feel closer than you are
i see your face up in the stars
where i watch my mind go
i'm losing all of my hope
it feels so good to die though
i love to lie though
i'm dying inside
oh no
i should just tell you how i feel
but i can't explain
it's so surreal
don't want you to think any less of me
it's kinda sad really
i'm getting mad at myself

you've become an obsession
fuelling depression
i know you're no good for me
but i love to bleed
i want you out of my head
like someone better instead
i'm losing it
i'm going sped
didn't choose this shit
fill me with lead

i like you more than i want to

i hate my life (ft. dethtech)

Did you know there's only a limited amount
of happiness on earth to even go around
and it would be nice to get my hands on some
other people always turn out to be
the problem

if you don't mind could you please stop
you're always smiling at me
if i was you
id be gloating too
i hate it when you're happy

ill max out all my credit cards and never worry again
cause im a rich greedy banker winning this zero sum game
and fuck having friends they just get in the way
im a crab in a bucket pulling you down
the drain

if you don't mind could you please stop
you're always smiling at me
if i was you
id be gloating too
i hate it when you're happy

Emotional Autarky

feels like forever
since i've been together
can't take the pressure
so fuck it, whatever

dead bodies all around me
they're pilling up, i'm drowning
i'd care but i'm too drowsy
no one gives a fuck about me
so i do not think
and i do not dream
i lie down and rot
i tear at the seams
it's too late, forgot what everything means
i don't care about anything

lying face down
nobody around
another hole in the ground
lost and never found

feels like forever
since i've been together
can't take the pressure
so fuck it, whatever

whatever

bioMACHiNA [prod. billy martin & shini]

OOOOOooOOOO

"If you dont put in more effort, you may as well kill your self"
well I started pulling the trigger, as soon as you opened your mouth
I'll end my life forever just to hope I'll ruin your day
I hope you choke and gag on my grey
matter cause by now its not gonna matter to me
i shot myself in the head i was never gonna be happy
but at least I can die laughing with a smile on my face
hoping fragments of my skull
impale into your eyeballs
and that the last thing that you see
is the end of my suffering

now that its all over theres a lesson to be learned
to anybody who cared you got what you fucking deserved
and i can't start having second thoughts about what happens next
because suicide is the only thing you can't regret

Spite!

RAMPAGE [prod. billy martin & shini]

XO: ay dope fiends lining up got the cases in the back 

yeah pints full of mud got the wocky in the sack 
and you know that you be lying tryna say that you all that and you know we lay him down in the toxic waste vat i been feeling dead in my own in skin peel his eyes back leave him dead in a fucking ditch 
you were my friend how tf we end up like this this is my end 
watch me cut my fucking own wrist ay all i ever wanted big 
teccy big gun and they thinking that they hard looking stoopid when they run ima beat the beat deead genocide with a knife fight lose 
yo life night catch a body with my stick blind

//PROBY
YU DONT KNOW WHO YU FUCKING WIT YA COBY GOT A BODY
WE AINT REACHIN CHECK THE BOOKIE
DROPPIN 4s IN THE LOBBY
I AINT NOTHING TURNED TO SOMETHING THAT JUS GO BEYOND MY KNOWLEDGE
THEY DONT WANT ME IN THE CLUB BECAUSE ILL END UP PICKIN POCKETS
ON MY LIFE IDK HOW BITCHES LIE
FAKIN ALL THIS FUCKIN LOVE TILL THEY MAKE YU WANNA DIE
YEAH I REALLY GOT A SCRIPT 
OFF MY DICK
FUCKIN HATE THIS DAMN BEAT THO
ROB THE PHARMACY N KILL THE PRICKS RUNNING CASINOS
I CANT FOCUS STRAIGHT WHEN EVERYTHING I DO IS TOO SLOW
GOT MY GIRLLLL ACTING LIKE A SLUT SHE THINK IS CUTE DOE!
BANDS BANDZ FUCKIN THROW EM AT HER HEAD
SHOVE A PERC DOWN HIS THROAT
KILL STREAK
GUT HER MANS
AY AY!
KNOW YO BITCH GON DIE TODAY
IF YU LOVE ME FUCKIN SPRAY 
PIPE DOWN OUTTA WAY
//ffffffffffffffff

PURGATORY EP

STUCKINPURGATORY ft PROBLEMCHILD (zeerox)

Scabzone cover https://soundcloud.com/scabzone

Hi-Point

LDAR demo

featuring @kaneda_7

cutting up your skin
blood runs down your thighs
growing ever thin
can't look in your eyes
we won't get out of here alive
not this time
i love tearing out your guts
it will never be enough
we fell into decay
we'll never be okay

give me your flesh
pound for pound
baby, tonight it's going down
stay quiet, don't make a sound
severed flesh
no one's around
please stop screaming
i do not like this
emo lil shawty with her wrists slit
i just wanna gouge your eyes
keep them in my closet as a prize
stuck having dreams of gore
i wanna pin you on the floor
cut your stomach, i need more
you're the one that i adore

cutting up your skin
blood runs down your thighs
growing ever thin
can't look in your eyes
we won't get out of here alive
not this time
i love tearing out your guts
it will never be enough
we fell into decay
we'll never be okay

hide your wounds inside your room
the night consumes what's left of you

we'll both be hollow before u know it ft. Kaneda7

cool video
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pNqDD_OuhlA

hey dad I made new friends 
follow me on instagram
do you have some cash to spend
check out my onlyfans
getting good at sucking dick
selling off some feet pics
in an open ended relationship
when youre simping way too much
addicted to being in love
and youre sad and youve had enough
you gotta stop and chad up
or pretend youre something youre not 
its something that you do alot
spend all your money on ethots

im one of those stupid girls
infiltrating your subculture
i dont have any self esteem
you can shut up and pay attention to me

when you dont have anything to loose
dont ever try to think it through
she finally wants you
like she was supposed to
this is how you deal with it 
even though you feel like shit
a self delusional pay pig

Resist Succubi

coming second place in a one v one
logging off, i'm fucking done
you're all better than me
and i can't believe it goes on and on
nothing ever seems to go my way
still forever i'm forced to play
fucking failure

i feel like a loser without any future
cut open my head and rip out the tumour
you make me wanna fucking end it sooner
let me respawn like a first person shooter

this everlasting dread
engraved into my head
you don't get it, you never will get it
i'm so fucking dead
fuck this
you don't get it, you never will get it
i'm so fucking dead

death by screen time
another wasted life
keep your head in a vice

i feel like a loser without any future
cut open my head and rip out the tumour
you make me wanna fucking end it sooner
let me respawn like a first person shooter

featuring @izumirawr

getting tired of paying for your mistakes
i can't keep the pieces from falling out of place
so much time and effort has gone to waste
someday i'll learn, someday we'll return

my head is fucking empty
no thoughts ever cross my mind
it always ends up hurting
so why should i even try?

so sick of asking for your help
you never listen so why should i even stay
so lost in your own thoughts with nothing to say
someday you'll realise, someday you'll fucking die

no matter what i say
no matter what i do
it always ends the same
with no hope for you
no matter what i say
no matter what i do
it always ends the same
with no hope for you

my head is fucking empty
no thoughts ever cross my mind
it always ends up hurting
so why should i even try?
at least you taught me one thing
it isn't worth it to fight
always end up with nothing
this is the last time

symptoms of severe brainrot ft. izumi is dead

Lyrics:

Its GX, motherfucker

Why am i like this?
Why am i like this?
I’m a ghost
Theres a hole
And i’m bleeding out

Why am i like this?
Why am i like this?
Down to the bone
I have always been nothing 

Shove it down your throat
Abandon every hope x2

Still i could never be one of you
Most of us never had an option to choose

Frustration 
Impatience 

Eviscerate the souls of the broken
Swallow your words and leave your thoughts unspoken

Nobody’s listening
Nobody’s listening
Nobody’s listening when you scream

Why am i like this?
I’m a ghost
Theres a hole
And i’m bleeding out

Why am i like this?
Why am i like this?
Down to the bone
I have always been nothing 

Nobody’s listening
Nobody’s listening
Nobody’s listening when you scream

Poison coursing thru my veins
This world’s nothing but a stage
My heart is filled with so much hate for all of you 

Poison coursing thru my veins
This world’s nothing but a stage
I will never change
But i will never be like you

turmoil

music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=80NZju4uuI8

lyrics:

You don't know all the stress you put me through
I'm running from every piece of the truth
The fact that I came from the ruins of the used
You could never walk a mile in my shoes

I can't pick this battle
Cause I'll go out swinging
Just a fool with no reason to live (no reason to live)
Like why did I start this
My life has no purpose
I'm caught in this cycle again (all over again)

You stay in my head
I stay up until my eyes turn red
Carve into my flesh (carve into my chest)
Until I can't feel a thing
Why'd you get so close to me
Guess you got a fetish for seeing me bleed
I was standing tall now you got me on my knees
With nowhere to go
Your evil spell you got me in a hold
Put the blade up to my throat
I don't wanna do this no this isn't what I chose

I can't pick this battle
Cause I'll go out swinging
Just a fool with no reason to live (no reason to live)
Like why did I start this
My life has no purpose
I'm caught in this cycle again (all over again)

No
Oh my God

prod. dead yami

late night slasher films

featuring @dethtech

i won't see angels when i die
let it happen, let me lie here
i'm done trying to be like you
keep pretending like you didn't steal my heart
you'll take all i have and take all my memories

these blood stained eyes can't see your face
i can't stop the blood

when i'm dead ill write to you in dreams
roses dying, light the cigarette, i'm a bloody mess
i should've known our love would end in tragedy
i watch the tears fall from your eyes, i'm so heartless

buried deep beneath your skin
lies the hurt that broke you
clawing from within
god knows the height i've left to fall
all i can see is you've gone cold

when i'm dead ill write to you in dreams
roses dying, light the cigarette, i'm a bloody mess
i should've known our love would end in tragedy
i watch the tears fall from your eyes, i'm so heartless

i can't sleep when im with you
she had the wings of an angel
but that girl was a devil in disguise
i saw her wings were broken
so she just stood there as i died

i wont see angels when i die, they'll laugh as i fall

i wont see angels when i die, they'll laugh as i fall ft. DethTech

CRXP187 PROD:
https://on.soundcloud.com/Zovvb

TEXT:

Ya ya watafuk 
My life,
Like manhunt.
Ya ya watafuk
U die,
In ur blood.
Ya ya watafuk.
Just cry,
On my glock 
Ya ya watafuk.

Ill pack you in my bag.
I just say u bro wasup.
I don't know how make a rap.
But im never give a fuk. 
All dat murders its my drag.
Ima make a fucking snuff.
In dat shit im really stuck.
Ill shoot u all my mag

Ill pack you in my bag.
I just say u bro wasup.
I don't know how make a rap.
But im never give a fuk. 
All dat murders its my drag.
Ima make a fucking snuff.
In dat shit im really stuck.
Ill shoot u all my mag

Разборки в стиле репа,
Это вовсе не по мне.
Бич я выслежу тебя,
И просто сделаю киднеп.
Я посажу блять твою суку,
Здесь на ёбаную цепь.
Да мой хуй в ее глазнице,
Блять как ёбаная дрель.
Бич я сделаю алтарь,
Из твоих ёбаных костей.
Я являюсь только ночью,
Я взломаю твою дверь.
Заливаю сука кровью,
Твою чертову постель.
Да я слышу голоса,
Что исходят от теней. 

Разборки в стиле репа,
Это вовсе не по мне.
Бич я выслежу тебя,
И просто сделаю киднеп.
Я посажу блять твою суку,
Здесь на ёбаную цепь.
Да мой хуй в ее глазнице,
Блять как ёбаная дрель.
Бич я сделаю алтарь,
Из твоих ёбаных костей.
Я являюсь только ночью,
Я взломаю твою дверь.
Заливаю сука кровью,
Твою чертову постель.
Да я слышу голоса,
Что исходят от теней.

NEVERGIVEAFVCK (CRXP187 PROD.)

My Chemical Romance - Thank You For The Venom (Cover By Jiinzo)

the poison runs deep

it'll be my demise

every scar etched in flesh (feat. shawty scissorhands)

my wrists look quite appealing today

Listen on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5cCJKhoGzG3dSahjNi285n?si=h2KMLTEkSKC3JYe7qBpgPg&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A0y6elYHw6gag8A5iye0xjS

Lyrics:

Build yourself the strongest castle 
just to watch it crumble in a day
I'm so sick of picking up the pieces 
Let me breathe 

This perpetual decline will do far worse than just end you 
It will make sure you're buried and gone 
This perpetual decline will do far worse than just end you 
It will make sure you're buried and gone 

Just give me another day of rest 
I'll pick myself up, I swear 
Just give me another day of rest 
I'll pick myself up, I swear 
(This is why I stick to my guns)

I care for none 
Not for myself 
I care for none 
Not for myself 

This perpetual decline will do far worse than just end you 
It will make sure you're buried and gone 
This perpetual decline will do far worse than just end you 
It will make sure you're buried and gone 

This Perpetual Decline Will Do Far Worse Than Just End You

WORLD WAR III [MISCHA45K]

Bullet For My Valentine - Her Voice Resides (Instrumental Cover)

Angel Dust

straight edgy

drinking by myself in the dark
its easy to see, im pretty fucked
wishing i could be happy but i guess i forgot
to snort up the good times and blow out the snot

idontdodrugs at least not that much
i'd rather be doing you instead
im fucking ugly, nobody loves me, 
at least i can still get fucked in the head

relationships always come down to simple economics
when you figure out why youre not wanted
nothing will even matter cause reality is fake 
a 2d projection on a 3d holographic display

idontdodrugs at least not that much
i'd rather be doing you instead
im fucking ugly, nobody loves me, 
at least i can still get fucked in the head

my wrists look quite appealing today

anomic333