This is some of Willow’s early bedroom pop stuff. He called himself “Portable Document Format”.

0:00​ stop kissing in the middle of the hallway
2:04​ my girlfriend is a dead zombie popstar
4:12​ lonely boy goes to a rave (cover)
5:26​ I love my computer
7:57​  my favorite aesthetics
9:43​ 最後の曲

XO_willow☆ - stop kissing in the middle of the hallway

you're a worthless piece of shit! you don't have any sense of identity and I'm unsuccessful in life
you're a worthless piece of shit! you don't have any sense of identity and I'm unsuccessful in life
you're a worthless piece of shit! you don't have any sense of identity and I'm unsuccessful in life
you're a worthless piece of shit! you don't have any sense of identity and I'm unsuccessful in life
you're a worthless piece of shit! you don't have any sense of identity and I'm unsuccessful in life
you're a worthless piece of shit! you don't have any sense of identity and I'm unsuccessful in life
you're a worthless piece of shit! you don't have any sense of identity and I'm unsuccessful in life
you're a worthless piece of shit! you don't have any sense of identity and I'm unsuccessful in life
you're a worthless piece of shit! you don't have any sense of identity and I'm unsuccessful in life
you're a worthless piece of shit! you don't have any sense of identity and I'm unsuccessful in life
you're a worthless piece of shit! you don't have any sense of identity and I'm unsuccessful in life
you're a worthless piece of shit! you don't have any sense of identity and I'm unsuccessful in life

you're a worthless piece of shit! you don't have any sense of identity and I'm unsuccessful in life

beta orbiter!

tbh i was just ranting over a beat to let my feelings out, pretty amateur

im so confused i dunno wut 2 do now u say u lov me but u alwayz seem to let me down
we both know its not how it was before n it hurts so much cuz now all u do is ignore
why is it so hard for me to just control my feelings say ull love me forever but u always end up leaving
i just wanna go back but maybe its too late but u dont even care why do i try in the first place
i wanna leave but im so scared of change i wanna let go but im so afraid

i rly just wish all these thoughts would stop 
and i know its not all ur fault but it rly hurts me a lot
i just wanted comfort but all u do is use me use me~
why is everything like this? why is it so toxic?
get out of my mind i dont wanna feel the distance...

i dunno what to do i just wanna stop crying 
maybe i should say goodbye i always feel like im dying 
n i know u dont love me n ik u dont care 
what the fuck did i do? why is everything so unfair?

im sorry its like this im sorry i cant fix it
im sorry i ruined everything im sorry i was toxic
im sorry i loved u too much im sorry i still love u
im sorry i drove you away im sorry that i stayed
im sorry i even loved you in the first place

i should just say goodbye 
but it hurts so much inside
i dont know what to do 
im lost without you..

the devil has the best tuna

praise the lord our god and savior she's the angel i need
she's a whore she's always in the locker room on her knees
i never thought that she'd get locked away
i never thought that she'd get sent away
praise the lord and our faith and our christianity
it's okay it's alright god can take anything
praise the lord and our faith and our christianity
it's okay it's alright god can take anything

Holy Trinity Take Me

I had to rent a car
and drive it round the world two times
u said I always had a itch in my head

we killed a bunny together
i wanna live with u forever
i wanna live with u forever

i dont wanna get out of bed
i dont wanna have to open my eyes
to this
i dont wanna see all the stars
i live in my own hell

In An Oak Tree

--lyrics--
bleed out all the sin
lips of death sing lullabies
enchanting
she's calling

misery
i love you
self loathing
consuming
agony
please don't hurt me

by the tree there's a bird
she eats the worm
feed off of pain
life so worthless
like an idiot
you make me feel stupid
oh oh oh oh oh

misery
i love you
self loathing
consuming
agony
please don't hurt me
filled with rot
make me something i'm not
the sun shines apon me
and it burns
i begged for your help
and you turned

i live in a continuous state of self loathing and insecurity

*lyrics*
and you try
just to be
a good person

god 
bless our souls
and save me
i’m sorry

save me from this hell
save me from this hell
save me from this hell
save 
me

i’m not perfect
but i wish i was
you never notice when i try
you never notice when i cry
i hope you notice when i die

i never asked to be born so why am i paying the price for your mistakes

lul

i’m too tired to think about it
call me an idiot
like you always
do

hallucinations of a savior
brutality is our human nature
why am i anxious when i breathe
don’t wake me up 
i dont wanna see

the stupid world they’ve made for me
i was born and kept in misery
i live in spite i hate my life
and nothing that i ever do ever goes right

i’m too tired to think about it
call me a idiot like you always do
i try my best
to do
my best
but i know
that i will fail
i try my best
to do
what’s best
but i know
i’ll fail

i’m sorry i’m such a letdown

lyrics -
im addictd
x2
ive never seen you b4
x2
touchdown turnaround
i am bleeding now
turn inside out again
bleed  in a casket
please dont bother me
ive never seen u b4
i dont need your
fucking eulogy now

im think addictd now
x4
ive never seen u b4
ur a fuckn zombie
ive never seen u b4

Meow 420

xo_willow - my girlfriend is a dead zombie popstar

unsrs rock project
update: album will b released fully at some point

i live in a continuous state of self loathing and insecurity

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