Produced by me 
Mastered by @43u
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Behave 
That’s what they say yet they ignore your
Decay
Due to a straying to the path you
Paved 
I think there’s a monster but we have to be brave 
Cuz nobody gets bit if they just
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Behave 
That’s what they say but they ignore your
Decay
Due to a straying to the path that you
Paved 
It’s dark and desolate just stay in the cave
Social butterflies left cocoons in ur brain
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Stop taking walks at night in a den of wolves 
A lamb a dozen they’ll enjoy wearing your wool

A ghost of 18 years, can you even see me?
Take a hammer break my feet tie me to the bed like it’s misery

A walk in the cemetery tombstones have no name 
You’ll die as a idiot if you slit your wrists in vain
A family photo but a need to crop the frame 
As you’re being beaten bloodied you should pay your thanks to Cain
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cheering and claps
You’re lying flat on your back 
Tears wiped from purple and black
Cum in your throat and you hack

A porcelain doll
I think whom’s taken it’s toll
Your hands they’re so cold
entrails feasted on by the crows 

sorry I’m weak and frail
pretty in atrophy  
Just run your hand though my hair
Oh so gently

fever dream then your cold 
Hold you till we’re old
Flowers bloom aside mold
As beauty fades in a hole 
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documentary featured in black and white
glimpses of color; skin under flashing lights
Do you see god when you look at the sky
Does he look back when it’s your candy at ‘9 

Will you hit the floor if you're falling back
Crosswords spelling die scribbled out in black
Kissing her hand, a peck to a lepper
Is there proof of a soul in her autopsy letter

DESPOILED PORCELAIN

The ritual won’t wait — it’s the place of becoming. Lines drawn, a transformation beyond undoing, to become herself.

[lyrics]
It's running it's running it's running 
red on the floor
she's coming she's coming  she's coming 
ready for more
it's running It's running It's running 
flooding the gates
little by little by little
it evaporates

for too long been evicted from my own skin
for too long I've carrying  invisible weight
for too long i've been reduced to something
i couldn't love or hate

you know it's not what you need
why are you reaching all the way for it
It's running it's running it's running 
red on the floor
she's coming she's coming  she's coming 
ready for more

won't you hear her out
what is this about

cause i have been living
but i didn't have the evidence
cause I've been broken 
but nobody could see
cause I've been screaming 
but it did not make any sense
now can you see me, can you see me?

it's night again and we know what it means
the ritual won't wait, it's a place of becoming
It's running
red on the floor
she's coming  she's coming  she's coming  she's coming 
silent no more

you will look at the after
but will you ever
ever ever ever see the before
It's coming it's coming it's coming it's coming

my darkest light. my chaos. my underworld.
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Japan-based alt singer songwriter. Finally starting to make music after a decade of severe depression, dissociation and many more struggles I will be uploading rough demos to overcome my fear of exposure and to give myself enough pressure to start learning production. Everything so far is recorded on my phone, with some effects added. Bear with me while I learn to do better.

Also vocalist of the Japanese post-hardcore band REX and a genre-bending band KAMIKA.

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Anrielle

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