Like the musical soup. Mix of heaviness and moody poetry

Rn you make me want to die but I appreciate it

Watch out for my ep coming together soon <3
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Mixed/Mastered: @nospacemichael on ig :)
Prod/beat: @grayskies
Writing/Vocals: @antivst (me)

my own self destruction (prod.grayskies)

THUG IN ME (FREESTYLE) FT DELNYMANE

EVERYBODYCHEEFIN (prod.Mystic)

lots of things in life Im bloomin just a little late for
lost a couple years along the way I cant account for
shiftin up and out the way I never had the mind for
 taking all the power Ive been comfortable in blindfold
all ya mothafuckas yappin like you bringin something new
tryna climb the ladder like you got somethin ya wanna prove
lackin fundamentals back to basics if ya wanna move
take a page out from my book it never hurts to go improve
take it from a ghost trapped on the wayside
locked in ebb and flow its like the moon tide
once upon a time when I was wide eyed
saw the price to pay its when my friends died
cannot tell a lie I sat alone and cried
felt the ego breaking down a landslide
went and took a trip into the darker side
had to follow out the light and learn to love my life yeah 
hate can turn away your opportunity a wise man
turns the back on hate embraces love with the wingspan
take it all upon myself it never was a gods plan
learn to stand up on my legs I know my powers greater than...

The Sky Looks Grayer From Over Here

BladeMaiden

beautiful x

nadiak & @killedmyself - A Night On the Cliff

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A Night On the Cliff (+ killedmyself)

man I hate bitches

don't sleep on https://soundcloud.com/htoot!!!

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no checkin up I ain't carin now
leave a note he isn't there right now
I cannot wonder your wherabouts
outta the picture no paramount
I did my best but no workin out
mention your name its a burden now
used to believe in love now I ain't certain
I'm keepin that wall up I'm hurtin

told that bitch, you should go
I don't want you anymore
I might drown in this blow
fuck I'm mad I can't slow
know you left cause I'm cold
pray for death, I feel close
all the stress, I can't fold
feel the stress, I can't fold, na

come get your shit I just want it out
I think about you I feel nauseous now
I been so lonesome you're not around
Ima take percs till I'm fallin out
I cannot answer no callin now
don't get too close I'm so rotten ow
Ima just go put the drugs in my nose
friends and my family they worried it shows

lost all my guidance you gotta be cautious 
thought that we had it but threw out the progress
truly I hope that you get what you wanted
I wasn't it girl we gotta be honest
quit with the fronting and quit with the kidding
I'm buddy benzo and I'm bout my bidness
she wanna save me I'm sorry you didn't
I see my chance I go hard Ima kill it

no checkin up I ain't carin now
leave a note he isn't there right now
I cannot wonder your wherabouts
outta the picture no paramount
I did my best but no workin out
mention your name its a burden now
used to believe in love now I ain't certain
I'm keepin that wall up I'm hurtin

YOU SHOULD GO [PROD. TOOTH]

HEAVYWEIGHT (PROD. UGLY PERSON)

Interlude

Music Video: https://youtu.be/w6QFJ-CqRls

prod https://soundcloud.com/biv
cover https://www.instagram.com/no_fun_art

Lyrics

I don’t feel so great
Might just binge a day
Or a fucking week
Chase a fucking peak

I don’t feel so great
Might just binge a day
Or a fucking week
Chase a fucking peak

I don’t feel so great
Might just binge a day
Or a fucking week
Chase a fucking peak

Bitch I’m peaking on the mic, I feel lovely yeah
Bitch I’m peaking on the mic, I feel dummy yeah

I feel funny yeah, bitch I’m feeling fuzzy yeah
I feel funny yeah, bitch I’m feeling muddy yeah

Bitch I’m numb from the top to the toes it aint enough
I still got fucking thoughts they’re fucked I had enough

I’ve had enough
I’ve had enough
I’ve had enough

I don’t know if I’ll die tonight
I might have mixed just too much wine
I don’t know if I’ll die tonight
This time I took too much alright

Now I see fire in the light
I feel the heat from gates it might
Just take my soul its calling me
To pits of hell leave my skin white

Binge and Purge

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Binge And Purge (Biv)[Music Video]

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