Ｍｅｓｓｙｈｅａｒｔｓ

guitar by: ryini beats

dedicated to everyone i love ❤️

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(casperrr)
stop with the lies
n tell me the truth 
when ur body lies
next to mine at noon
is it because u love me 
or am i a solution to u 
for what somebody else did
stop with the lies
n tell me the truth 
when ur body lies
next to mine at noon
is it because u love me 
or am i a replacement to u 
tell me who did u lose

(heylog)
she just burn right thru the past
like we were never a thing
baby how could u do that
and throw me against the wave
i just need someone to talk to
and have a soul to stay
i wonder if ppl are leaving me
and parting their own ways
morning always passes by
when i see u it's never right
right right right
when i see you it's always night
our insides exchange heat
when ur body lies w me
i don't want u to leave now
how bout we both just shut down

(casperrr + heylog)
stop with the lies
n tell me the truth 
when ur body lies
next to mine at noon
is it because u love me 
or am i a solution to u 
for what somebody else did
stop with the lies
n tell me the truth 
when ur body lies
next to mine at noon
is it because u love me 
or am i a replacement to u 
tell me who did u lose

casperrr x heylog - when ur body lies next to mine (nevrfrvr)

i want you to see me like i'm nothing more than flesh 

w/ @heylog

prod: https://soundcloud.com/eric-godlow
master: https://soundcloud.com/ezraspandora 

looking back baby,
i already was hollow
toss it back 
way too fast 
till i get through the bottle
i don't wanna leave this club
i just wanna drink 
until i throw it all up
(lock me up)
want you to squeeze until i'm leaking out blood
i wanna see just how it feels to go numb
i wanna feel it on the tip of my tongue
let's fuck it up until we're going out bad 
let's break it all apart until there's nothing fucking left
cause i want you to see me like i'm nothing more than flesh 
and i want you to tell me i'm a waste of fucking breath
oh i'm terrible 
i'm the reason you're falling 
unbearable 
i'm the bones in your closet
i still just wanna see you get out 
there's nothing left for me to be now

damn it all 
pray for what 
there's nobody there
(i'm too far gone)
tell me why 
i wanted you then 
i want you now

heylog:
i'm chillin at a party, why'd i decide to go out
wish i just stayed home but i been stuck inside my house
i don't even care, i'd much rather be sober
she hung around the bottles and i could tell it broke her
i'm glad i can't relate cause i've never had that problem
you told me i'm rude for that but hey, i'm being honest
i would never lie to you, just want you to stop it
i could up and go, i've got plenty of options
quit talking, ur just holding me back
it's safe to say, tonight ur getting trashed
take a second to breathe, ik ur sad
you don't have to drink it away, could you relax
she phones her girls for a ride at 3am
can't even walk to her room, she needs a hand
throwing up all the time, she's used to it
friday night rolls around and repeat it

tip of my tongue (w/ heylog) (prod. eric godlow)

and these seconds go by like they’re nothing 
and precious is time but means nothing to me 
and these minutes rain down and cause flooding 
my waterproof coat hides the heart on my sleeve 

and i met her last year through her cousin 
it was april or may i don’t know honestly
i was away with the fairies all morning 
and we texted all day and it felt like a dream

now this time i once spent with my darling 
means nothing to her or to me 
oh my god 
how embarrassing for me was blubbing
in front of her mom and like 3 of her friends

and i guess ill be there if you need me 
you don’t have to fake to please me
you can talk to me so sweetly
or pretend that this is easy
it’s a daily rock bottom
so i drown my pain in weed leaves
10KG weights, and tea leaves
and when you hurt me kill discretely, please 

(greenwood)
try to parse through the things that you said
crossed over Madison, i loved you to death
stayed in the winter despite what i need
but we never made it to august heat
eyes on the valley, you asked me to wait
ask of the baggage, it's as is you care
still keep the coat that i got you in spring
i still keep the pictures i'm not even in

i still keep the pictures i’m not even in w/ greenwood (pekarot)

lyrics
look at how you all change
looking at me all strange
run your mouth some more and imma show you how my grip range
such a fucking damn shame
none your friends don't know your name
used to light the blunts inside the coupe but now you all lame
pussy on some damn games
memories you don't claim
hope y'all find my body laying cold beneath the doorframe
imma do it my way
beamer on the highway
smokey tint and velvet seats be swerving through the workday

ecstasy switchblades
all of this built rage
autumn on Tuesday
winter on Thursday
drinking the worst days
smoking the good days
thinking the worst ways
sleeping gone get paid

40 oz bottles in the backset
we don't need a taxi
residential. tatted on her ass cheek
fucking on a nasty
oxy on a backstreet
you aint fucking with me unless I got you in the bed sheets

spread sheet 
dead sheets
phasing through the floor
haven't heard a word from that fucker since 4
if you didn't wanna show then learn how to hit ignore
guess I'll pour 2 cups for myself and your whore

bitch made
bitch made you aint winning
this my
this my new beginning
my blood
my blood I've been thinning
2 days
2 night I've been spinning

lame (santana)

99th Floor ft. kennedyxoxo (sailor x jolst)

prod. caves x hero

Lyrics:

[hero]

ah
and i cannot lose what we've got
i'm clinging to threads weaning off
my body and mind start to rot
guess i'll claw out the ground through the rocks
9 years i don't know what we are
i just know i liked what we were
i'm racing you there to the top
in search of all reason there was

[NAVYXOWER]

i cried
while leaving
and now 
im leaking 
my blood out the needle that you left
im so tired of lying to myself and my friends
floating on a cloud
it felt like i was dying when you walked out the house
i made it my mission to keep you 
but i lost it
my anxiety is running like a faucet

hold
my hand
as we walk 
through the open end
of the world
i hope to see you again
when its over ill dream of you my friend
cutting it close
really dont know what to think about it
my body and heart
were going out i feel it happening
what is it worth
continuing life
without you here next to me
ill meet you there 
in the end of it all i cant believe this is happening

[hero]

ah
and i cannot lose what we've got
i'm clinging to threads weaning off
my body and mind start to rot
guess i'll claw out the ground through the rocks
9 years i don't know what we are
i just know i liked what we were
i'm racing you there to the top
in search of all reason there was

and maybe i never will find it
and maybe i never should want to
maybe i miss all the writing
but maybe i'm just missing you

~

AND I CANNOT LOSE WHAT WE'VE GOT
I'M CLINGING TO THREADS WEANING OFF
MY BODY AND MIND START TO ROT
IN SEARCH OF ALL THE REASON THERE WAS

irreplaceable (ft. navyxower)

www.anxietyattacksmusic.com
prod/mix/master: Anxiety Attacks!

i don't wanna control myself
just wanna take, take, take the things that make me feel good
i don't wanna take care of myself
just wanna bang, bang, bang my head against the wall
i just need to distract myself from all the bullshit 
don't wanna rely on anybody else
so i've been turning to substances,
i know it's not the best, but it's better than nothing at all
there's nothing better than wasting my time,
but now i'm over all the waiting in line along with everybody else
i just wanna get away, away

i think that i'm done with this whole place
i don't really care about anything
trying to fit in just got me feeling like shit
i don't understand how it happened like this
i don't really know what i'm here for
but i don't really care about it anymore
i'm kinda sick of trying now cuz nothing makes sense
i don't understand why i'm feeling like...

been tryna let it go, but i'm clenching my fists
cuz ain't no way i'm going down without a fight
keep bending till i grow, i ain't throwing no fits
cuz don't nobody care what you're feeling like
i'm counting on myself, not on anybody else
i don't really know why, it's not like i don't need the help
it's starting to feel like this is just a waste of time
fuck it 1, 2, 3, 4

i think that i'm done with this whole place
i don't really care about anything
trying to fit in just got me feeling like shit
i don't understand how it happened like this
i don't really know what i'm here for
but i don't really care about it anymore
i'm kinda sick of trying now cuz nothing makes sense
i don't understand why i'm feeling like...

Spotify <3

Self Control

superstar (noahmadethiss+jolst)

Vocals & Production By Lund.
Art: @apelure_art on Instagram

Lyrics:

I can’t stay with you
don’t know who it is 
that I’m talking to
I tried
held it all together like glue
don’t know who this is 
but it just ain’t you

bye bye 

can’t hide the truth 
always play the victim
know its what you do 
I cried 
to many times it’s true
but you don’t ever hear 
what I say to you

look me In the eyes
tell me you don’t love me anymore
something missing girl its different 
every day we drift apart 
felt the distance tried to ask you 
all the questions of my heart
ain’t the same inside your arms 
now I’m walking through the 
darkest place I’ve been
was reaching out to you
heart shattered within 
nothing left to do

I can’t stay with you
don’t know who it is 
that I’m talking to
I tried
held it all together like glue
don’t know who this is 
but it just ain’t you

bye bye 

can’t hide the truth 
always play the victim
know its what you do 
I cried 
to many times it’s true
but you don’t ever hear 
what I say to you

box full of letters 
filled with promises broke
baby you’re the one that changed
no more x’s & o’s
hard to find a way
when your shoulders so cold
heart to fragile gotta let you go

I’m done 
playing all these games with you
It’s all lies same shit different day no use
I’m gone you were a piece of me 
something to lose so easily

I can’t stay with you
don’t know who it is 
that I’m talking to
I tried
held it all together like glue
don’t know who this is 
but it just ain’t you

bye bye 

can’t hide the truth 
always play the victim
know its what you do 
I cried 
to many times it’s true
but you don’t ever hear 
what I say to you

Torn

MUSIC VIDEO: https://youtu.be/oi7Zz4BQzjE?si=9OlulE9wfAJCfYvT
Website: https://www.anxietyattacksmusic.com/
prod: cig x Anxiety Attacks!
mix/master: Anxiety Attacks!

LYRICS:
I don't wanna talk no more
I don't wanna think about you
I hear everything you say
"Yeah I'd be better off without you"
Yeah I said I was missing you
But I just wanna let you know
That I see everything you do
Think I just need to let you go, let you
I don't wanna think no more
I don't wanna talk about you
And I don't wanna hear your name
And I don't wanna be around you
Yeah I said I was missing you
But I'm not really missing nothing
So I just need to let you know
That I'm just gonna let you go, let you go

There's nothing more that I can say to you
There's really only one thing left to do
This story just goes on and on
There's something wrong
I'm seeing all the things you felt but you would never say
I know I'm not everything you thought that I could be
I'd try to fix it all, but I know it's too late
It's time to cut it off, just end it all
We'll think about what could've been
And wait till all the stars align again
Fall into the sun when everything comes to an end
Starting over with someone else, I guess we'll play pretend
I did it all to myself, yeah maybe I need help
Maybe I need

I don't wanna talk no more
I don't wanna think about you
I hear everything you say
"Yeah I'd be better off without you"
Yeah I said I was missing you
But I just wanna let you know
That I see everything you do
Think I just need to let you go, let you
I don't wanna think no more
I don't wanna talk about you
And I don't wanna hear your name
And I don't wanna be around you
Yeah I said I was missing you
But I'm not really missing nothing
So I just need to let you know
That I'm just gonna let you go, let you go

Spotify

missing u

bite marks

with @solderis prod @heyzeph. mutt county out sep 27th luv

stray w/ solderis (zephyr + ghostsocial)

prod: never forever 
master: https://soundcloud.com/vito2300

put aside my emotion
i wasn't important 
he touched someone else
that night my body was forfeit
i like it when he record it 
watch it back and feel gorgeous 
i think i need help 
but i'm so good at ignoring,
ignoring it 

ima pour this bottle all out
till i feel my life breaking down 
and i hate myself even now 
don't know what that's all about
and i hate my songs 
won't show my face 
took a couple steps back 
went m.i.a
insane 
didn't learn my lesson 
nothing ever mattered when i try my best and
most days i just feel like a reject 
friends fake n then ask for my preset
hands up, 
asked god for a reason 
blood soaked and i beg for the meaning
most days wake up and i'm screaming 
and my body just shake like im fiending
painful, i remember the feeling 
stitch myself cause i dream i'm in pieces

important

staring at the sky pt.2 ft sendflowrs (caves)

Beast in the Temple is a raw parable about inner war and spiritual hijack. The story paints the human body as a sacred temple, invaded and corrupted by forces that slip in through fear, deception, and control. The lyrics unravel how these forces rewire thought, speak through leaders, and mask truth with illusions, leaving people chained to cycles of rage, amnesia, and false salvation. But at its heart, the track isn’t just warning, it’s a call to arms. The voice in the song remembers divinity, tears off the masks, and reclaims the temple by fire and truth. The ‘beast’ is the parasite in the mind, the glitch in the sacred path, and when exposed, it cracks like glass. The message is clear: you’re more than flesh, you’re flame. And once you remember, the beast can’t hold its ground.

Beast In The Temple

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no label
artist, producer, 2x platinum mix engineer 

*** <3 ***

mixing/mastering/prod./features: alecneversad@anxietyattacksmusic.com

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Anxiety Attacks!

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