Soulz

--sadboi--

Unknxwn (uncut)

unknxwn

Lyrics

I've got a leak in my soul
I don't think nobody knows
What I think bout when I'm all alone
I never know where to go
But I never let anyone in
How could I let someone in
When I believe that the reason I'm hurt
Is because I started to let anyone in?

Oh why do I feel like this a lot?
God I just want it stop
No lie, I might just make it all stop
And there ain't no one to stop me

I don't think nobody got me
All of these bad thoughts got me
Inside a hole, where do I go?
I'll never know

I'm so cold, I don't think I feel a thing
I just wanna get a pole, put a bullet in my brain
I know you ain't wanna know about the shit that I can say
When I'm in my room alone, letting out all of this pain

But I gotta let it out, yeah I gotta let it fly
I don't wanna see you pout, I don't wanna see you cry
When you see I'm out of time in the moment that I die
Cause when I was still alive you ain't pull me to to the side

I've got a leak in my soul
I don't think nobody knows
What I think bout when I'm all alone
I never know where to go
But I never let anyone in
How could I let someone in
When I believe that the reason I'm hurt
Is because I started to let anyone in?

Oh why do I feel like this a lot?
God I just want it stop
No lie, I might just make it all stop
And there ain't no one to stop me

I don't think nobody got me
All of these bad thoughts got me
Inside a hole, where do I go?
I'll never know

alone. | Produced by sketchmyname

@kado.wav
Why can’t I see that I’m the one needs change
Everyone I love find a way to run away 
Leaving me alone like why you not stay 
I know that it’s me how I handle my pain

& I’m sorry for hurt that
I caused you to make you never wanna come back 
You told jokes that I never could’ve laugh at 
I was dealing with the trauma but you saw that

You tried to make change 
But I stayed in my place  
So I’m sorry for my ways
And the mistakes 
I don’t wanna stay same
But it’s too safe 
Everything Id say 
To make you stay 

Now you gone and I’m stuck here so alone 
I loved you but I’m sorry that I couldn’t show 
We realize what we had when we we let it go
But it’s too late now and you’ll never know 


Chorus

I just gotta float
Don’t u try to catch me
Please just don’t think less of me

My hearts broke
How’d this get so messy
Why be life so depressing

Act like a monster
Feel like an imposter
In my own life all the time
Wonder how i lost her

That’s not my problem
I don’t needa solve em
I don’t fucking got the time
To climb up from the bottom


Verse 2
All the time I been stuck in my mind
Thinking bout how I just lost the love of my life 
Now I’m stuck in the state want a end of my life 
I’m Too scared to say that so I tell her I’m fine

Say I’m okay 
But I’m not 
Really miss you 
All the pain 
Coming back 
And I cannot call you 

You the only to ever to make the problems away 
You the only thing that’s ever really made me wanna stay 

but I did it to myself 
So I don’t deserve your help 
I’m in love with all the pain I don’t know if you can tell 
I’m too caught up in my mind 
I kept telling you these lies 
How I wish I never did now you out of my life 

alone I’m here today like I’ll be inside my grave 
 never make a change so nobody ever stay
Go and let me be cause I know this is my fate 
that I finally have to float for mistakes that I have made

Chorus

I just gotta float
Don’t u try to catch me
Please just don’t think less of me

My hearts broke
How’d this get so messy
Why be life so depressing

Act like a monster
Feel like an imposter
In my own life all the time
Wonder how i lost her

That’s not my problem
I don’t needa solve em
I don’t fucking got the time
To climb up from the bottom

Float (ft. Kado)

Zooted Pt. 2 - Single

Zooted Pt. 2

Produced by Yago

Lyrics

Everyday I wake up it's a bad time
Nic it up my heart rate, I won't flat line
If I do don't even matter, fuck my life I'll trash mine
I am not a good guy, you just haven't seen my bad side

Wanna grab a gun, cock it, put it at my brain
I know that ain't right but I am tired of the pain
Every time I meet a bitch they make me insane
Fuck all this shit, I been stuck in the rain

I don't want no friends but I do
I am just so fucked up don't know what to do
All I do is smoke nicotine in my room
Making all these songs over beats, making tunes

I just wanna love, I don't think I can
Even if I told you, you won't understand
That bitch had me fucked up, left me in a trance
I'ma get my bucks up, watch me do my dance

Tried to give you my heart, you wanna give me hate
Lil bitch I'm on my grind, you gonna watch me skate
I'ma get cash, I'ma get bands, lil bitch I broke that bank
Promise you the day I can, hop on a plane get out of state

fkdupfreestyle! | Produced by Yago

Lyrics

I'm sick of how I felt
I'm done with hurting myself
I looked into others for it
But I needed my help

A different link in my belt
A different story I'll tell
I belong in Heaven
With my demons we don't like Hell

Broken thoughts, that's not the goal, I sold my soul, I'm trashing it
"Listen bro, your flow is cold but I don't think I'm grasping it"
That's okay it's not for you to know what I have happening
You wanna get to where I am but reason for you lack in it

I'm on the path, you tracking it, so you just past in tense
You can't hit as hard as now just cause you had the past intense
F on all my test in school, this test of life? I'm passing it
I dropped the weight that held me back, just cut the rope, you dragging it

You trippin' up on all yo shit, no you ain't slipped up
Why the fuck won't you let go of what you shouldn't pick up?
She just kept on nagging me, I had to shut that bitch up
Why these people so entranced in me just cause I got my chips up?

I'll burn a benji to see you fill up with envy
The money mean nothing to me, what's a blue strip to a penny?

4GOT10!

Back to the shit that I won't be missin'
Had advice to get out but I wouldnt listen
Guess that just wasn't ready
The point of it all was the piece that I was missin'
Now I get checks off shit I've written
Turned to the dark cause I was bitten
Wasnt on drugs but my head was flipping
Way out of line going through the distance
Used to look back on the shit I missed
But I turned to my back and the shit made sense
All I ever needed was right behind me
I ain't never need no one to find me
It's all right there just go and grab it
If you can believe, then you a have it
I became great when I ain't have shit
But the shit that I didn't wasnt what I was lackin'

What I was lackin' was better tactics
You don't really want me stop the cappin'
Don't even bark if you ain't bout the action
I'm about to spark and you gone think It's magic
It's all me, always was
Don't think about below cause what's above
Most people fold come push to shove
I'm here to grow, not here for love
Not here for cash, not here for chicks
Most chicks most use suckin' dick
Most like a sun seed, chew and spit
Don't think about it, you'll start to flip
Realization is a bitch
All you knew was total shit
What I know now is opening
All the doors I thought were closin' in

Closed in, I'm closed in
Stop all that shit you posing
Why try so hard to be what's not
Try your own skin and notice
Everyone you ever thought would be there never was
And you start feelin' like it don't matter to care
I promise that point in your life is the first where you truly can feel what it is to be scared

vampire.

Lyrics

This might be the fall of all
I feel it in my head tonight
Girl why don't you ever call?
You make me feel so dead inside

All those things I never saw
You said that you were not the type
See your face inside the wall
I guess that's why there's blood on mine

Blood on mine, I see no sign
You don't understand so never mind
I'm not okay, I'm not alright
But you won't understand so never mind

I let you in, that was the wrong move
You did me wrong but I was wrong too
Why should I stay if I don't want to?
Know I shouldn't but I want you

Fell so fast, fell so hard
We got so close, how'd we get so far
Apart from each other? 
You lit my flame then left me smothered
I don't wanna change, I don't wanna find another
She's so fake, how could I trust her?

I don't like it when you lie, how could I?
When I saw you wasn't looking through my good eye
Cause you had so many red flags, left my heart black
I won't get back

All the love I put into your black hole of a heart
You ain't change, not a chance, was a hoe from the start
When I'm paid counting bands, don't you step from the dark
I'ma leave yo fucked up ass where you are

This might be the fall of all
I feel it in my head tonight
Girl why don't you ever call?
You make me feel so dead inside

All those things I never saw
You said that you were not the type
See your face inside the wall
I guess that's why there's blood on mine

the fall. (prod. kubsy)

Lyrics
You're not what I want, I'm sorry I told you were when I knew that you weren't
I thought I could care just enough then maybe it'd work but it just took a turn
But love isn't easy, you can't make it happen, said it before but I still haven't learned
There's a lot I could say, if it's not through a song I don't know how to put all these thoughts into words

That's why I cave, that's why I break, that's why I feel like I'll never escape
I can't get it out, it's stuck like a splinter
I'm keeping it down but my patience is thinner
I'm breaking, this voice in my head I can't take it, echos though my body I'm shaking
And everyone says I'm amazing

But I know that's a lie cause if I was I wouldn't make these fucking songs
Maybe their amazed at just the fact I make these fucking songs
I'm only on this path I think is right cause life so fucking wrong
Chest is feeling tight, I might just snap and then I'm fucking gone

Hold on, come close, don't let me go
So dumb, can't cope, wrote my own name in a death note

Told that girl she was my last hope, said "okay" and she still lied so
I won't trust no bitch, they gone switch
I'ma deal with it making myself so rich
I won't help anyone that hasn't stayed around when I was crashing
I'ma do wrong cause it feel right
Make my ego reach unseen heights
Fuck if I'll regret it, I'm making you regret it
I'm leaving a scar make sure you won't forget it
I'm fucked, I know
You won't stay, just go
I lost all my hope
Can't trust no fucking hoe
Even if, they'll say it ain't so
I'ma make this whole damn house blow
Try to fuck with me, you fucked up
You don't think I'll leave you fucked up
"That ain't right" don't care, shut the fuck up
I been told my whole life I'm stuck up
I'ma stick in this pain right in you
Make you feel everything I went through
You gone know what the fuck I been through
I don't really give a fuck, I been through

death note, last hope. (prod. capsctrl)

HEART BREAK

HEART BREAK(FT.AXG KARMAH)

lyrics:
i don’t wanna die got no friends im
in a fight with my mind slit my wrists ten times
fight fire with fire i’ll burn my eyes out
drowning in the lies who the turned the lights out
hearts been broke, now i’m all alone
i could never trust again, no i hate that hoe
leave me lost in the dark, but her eyes they glow
if you ever want me back just let me know

stab me in the back you let me down
turn my smile upside down
the voice inside my head don’t bother me
but its so fucking loud
brain so numb put a bullet in it i know
leave me in the rain, while i bleed, it’s a cycle
break me down now i’m nothing, suicidal
i ain’t never felt the same since i wrote the suicide note

i don’t see the point of going on in a life
that i don’t even like
i don’t even wanna fight
i don’t see why i still try
when i know that i’ll meet demise
ain’t no one cared when i was close to doing what would make me die
doing what would make you cry 
if i went through with thoughts of mine
everyday i wake up in a cycle
i don’t think it spots the trigger i pull
i can see the bitch with my eyes closed
i don’t wanna talk anymore just let me go
you made me sick of myself
made me hate me cause what i felt
girl you played me for the last time
this the last time

i don’t wanna die got no friends im
in a fight with my mind slit my wrists ten times
fight fire with fire i’ll burn my eyes out
drowning in the lies who the turned the lights out
hearts been broke, now i’m all alone
i could never trust again, no i hate that hoe
leave me lost in the dark, but her eyes they glow
if you ever want me back just let me know

suicide note II w/ unknxwn (TXNSHI)

Lyrics

Why don't I feel alive?
No life in my eyes
I've died many times
Why do I still try?

Why do I try? 
When I know it's all a lie
In the end you'll say goodbye
No one ever by my side

Will I end in suicide?
These are things inside my mind
That I always try to hide
But it's hard to always fight

So I'll let it all be known
Show some things I've never shown
Learn some things you've never known about me
Evil in me

I've done things I'll never cope with
Might be bad to show this
I take back what I said
I'm keeping it all in my head

I won't love again
Stuck in the pain, I been smothering
Nothing to hope for in life except for the end
Don't think that my pain is a trend
I been so lost in the thoughts of my mental
How in the fuck did I get so far away from myself? It don't make sense
I'm in love with the fact that I hate shit
Took shit so long ain't no wonder I take shit
Hood on my head, don't you look at my face, I'm not confident, I cannot take it
I'll never be fine because you wasted my time
You played with my mind, thought you were a dime but that's a lie
You left me alone and I wanna know, bitch why?

Why don't I feel alive?
No life in my eyes
I've died many times
Why do I still try?

Why do I try? 
I know it's all a lie
In the end you'll say goodbye
No one ever by my side

why don't i feel alive? | Produced by Raspo

beat wizard @forfucksayk

instagram.com/ifeelohsolow/

automatic (prod. sayk_)

Boy it ain't a mosh if you ain't leavin in a neckbrace,
Shawty give me top until she say she feel neck break
I don't care about no flexing, I Don't got no rest day
Fuck around and start a riot where your mom and stay

You at my show how come i always see you whining
Told you there would be some moshes I ain't lying
I don't care if she don't like it end up crying
pull up at your momma's crib and start a riot

Ooh ahh I don't fuck with being sober
pull up at your momma crib I'm knocking that shit over
I'll be knockin up her daughter
She don't really like that
Ooh got the whole squad laughing asking wife that. 

Runnin out of fucks, to give,
Like I’m celibate I got no fucks to give,

Running out of fucks, to give,
Like I’m celibate I got no fucks to give,

You not my bro, bro,
You don’t want me you just want my soul, hoe,
Servin boomers steak and soco,
Petty shit I deal with  got me loco,

I don’t give a fuck about your mother fucking problems, get into the pit and let it all be forgotten, politicians like zombies cuz they all be rotten, start a riot, stand up for the fallen

Bitch Ima come up,
Heres my addy I want you to try and pull up
Where you from, Oh Europe 
That's far sike bitch I'm on the roof hoe look up

Riot (Feat, Vincesmoke)

Lyrics

I might swing fist at all of this
I'm stuck, it's fuck my monument
I'm sick as shit of all of it
I wanna make you feel just how I get

When I'm stuck in the back of my mind
Where no one even looks just to see if it's fine
I feel like a book that ain't got any spine
So when I turn a page, I don't know if it's mine

Love is a drug and I'm fiending
I fucking mean it
Thought she was who I should be with
But that ain't even close to attaining
I don't like this shit, wanna be faded

The fuck is this shit?
I'm not amazing
So fucking pissed
It's fucking amazing
How I could hold all this pain
Until I find the words that can take it away

I'm not a goat, I'm not a legend
I'm nothing special, I'm not eleven
I'm just a ghost, sending a message
This where my head go when I get stressin'

I'm on a road headed to nowhere
Stay out my head, ain't nobody should go there
My body soaked with all the toxic shit
I don't get how anyone could like this

Numbers don't help, I'm stuck in hell
I don't like the shit that I felt
I'm a lost cause, blow my top off
I'm on the edge, think I'ma walk off

I made an album to let go but it ain't work out
I can still feel all the hurt now
I know that I am a mess so no need to point out
All expectations I won't mount

Tell me please, am I really helping?
By talking bout all the pain that I dealt with
I can't see, who I'm affecting
So I appreciate when I get messaged

I'm just a human going through it
I got some thoughts I don't know what to do with
Other than turning it all into music
I don't what I would do if I lose it

This ain't a song, this an attempt
To show myself that I can get a grip if I really try
Because sometimes I feel like
Life ain't worth the time

Thoughts in my mind
That I don't like
I feel like I'm
Running out of time
I can't take another night

endeavor. | Produced by killedmyself

Tears Falling Down Her Face

thanku for listening.
i love you.
my pain is your music, enjoy!

LYRICS

the xanax don’t kill me then you surely will
the xanax won’t cure me then tell me what will
tell me what’s real
tell me the deal
tell me you feel baby just like i feel

the xanax don’t kill me then you surely will
the xanax won’t cure me then tell me what will
tell me what’s real
tell me you feel
tell me you feel baby just like i feel

cus i feel like i’m drowning
all this liquor that i’m downing
cus I feel like I’m drowning
in this liquor that i’m downing

i just wanna talk to you, but don’t got lots to offer you
i just wanna talk to you, that’s all i can offer you
i know that i might not be enough girl 
but i still think about your touch and it sucks girl

the xanax don’t kill me then you surely will
the xanax won’t cure me then tell me what will
tell me what’s real
tell me you feel
tell me you feel baby just like i feel

the xanax don’t kill me then surely you will
the xanax won’t cure me then tell me what will
tell me what’s real
tell me you feel
tell me you feel baby just like i feel
tonight

tonight.

Dealing With The Pain

Dealing With The Pain (DEMO)

￼LYRICS

who the fuck am i?
how the fuck do i?
show you where i hide
i hide

who the fuck am i?
why the fuck am i?
why the fuck am i,
alive?

who the fuck am i?
how the fuck do i?
show you where i hide
i hide

who the fuck am i?
why the fuck am i?
why the fuck am i,
alive?

i say i’m okay when i know that i’m not
yea i do it a lot
but please don’t brew the pot
cus you’re all that i got
girl you’re all that i got
i got

i say i’m okay when i know that i’m not
yea i do it a lot
but please don’t brew the pot
cus you’re all that i got
girl you’re all that i got
i got

who the fuck am i?
how the fuck do i?
show you where i hide
i hide

who the fuck am i?
why the fuck am i?
why the fuck am i,
alive?

4GOT10!

Archive: unknxwn.