Lyrics

I'm sick of how I felt
I'm done with hurting myself
I looked into others for it
But I needed my help

A different link in my belt
A different story I'll tell
I belong in Heaven
With my demons we don't like Hell

Broken thoughts, that's not the goal, I sold my soul, I'm trashing it
"Listen bro, your flow is cold but I don't think I'm grasping it"
That's okay it's not for you to know what I have happening
You wanna get to where I am but reason for you lack in it

I'm on the path, you tracking it, so you just past in tense
You can't hit as hard as now just cause you had the past intense
F on all my test in school, this test of life? I'm passing it
I dropped the weight that held me back, just cut the rope, you dragging it

You trippin' up on all yo shit, no you ain't slipped up
Why the fuck won't you let go of what you shouldn't pick up?
She just kept on nagging me, I had to shut that bitch up
Why these people so entranced in me just cause I got my chips up?

I'll burn a benji to see you fill up with envy
The money mean nothing to me, what's a blue strip to a penny?

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Back to the shit that I won't be missin'
Had advice to get out but I wouldnt listen
Guess that just wasn't ready
The point of it all was the piece that I was missin'
Now I get checks off shit I've written
Turned to the dark cause I was bitten
Wasnt on drugs but my head was flipping
Way out of line going through the distance
Used to look back on the shit I missed
But I turned to my back and the shit made sense
All I ever needed was right behind me
I ain't never need no one to find me
It's all right there just go and grab it
If you can believe, then you a have it
I became great when I ain't have shit
But the shit that I didn't wasnt what I was lackin'

What I was lackin' was better tactics
You don't really want me stop the cappin'
Don't even bark if you ain't bout the action
I'm about to spark and you gone think It's magic
It's all me, always was
Don't think about below cause what's above
Most people fold come push to shove
I'm here to grow, not here for love
Not here for cash, not here for chicks
Most chicks most use suckin' dick
Most like a sun seed, chew and spit
Don't think about it, you'll start to flip
Realization is a bitch
All you knew was total shit
What I know now is opening
All the doors I thought were closin' in

Closed in, I'm closed in
Stop all that shit you posing
Why try so hard to be what's not
Try your own skin and notice
Everyone you ever thought would be there never was
And you start feelin' like it don't matter to care
I promise that point in your life is the first where you truly can feel what it is to be scared

vampire.

Lyrics

75526, I been too sick
Fuck a lifeline, true shit I'ma lose it
I am not fine, clueless what to do with all this fucking pain?
I'ma put it in the music

I am not high but I'm off my rocker
She say "hi" but I might just have to block her
I cannot fallback to the fuck shit
I don't wanna talk, please stfu bitch

I don't like my mind
I get so blind by all of the things that it tells me
I feel not alright but it's alright
Because on and on I'll carry

Nobody knows what I keep on the low
I'ma hide it forever, it never can show
Cause I do not think, you would accept me
If you could see all the things that affect me

Say you would but you cannot be sure
You would not feel the same if the shame all was yours
You don't know and you never will
I had a soul now I never will

I'm a fucked up piece of shit, I'm not decent
I cannot go up, I'ma descend
I am not enough, I know I'm not
I'm gone fuck shit up until I rot

Until I hit that grave I'm always gone fuck up anything in my favor
Fuck it, I just wanna get paper
Fell in love too fast now I hate her

Baby I don't know why you attached
I'm a fucked up excuse of a man
I got feelings that I'll never get back
Get back, I might leave you in the past

Went south and it all went bad
I'm fucked, why am I so sad?
Any game I play, I'ma end up last
I don't wanna stay, skip life like class

75526. | Produced by Fantom

Lyrics

I can do a lot with this microphone and my thoughts
For 5 whole years I only took a couple nights off
And every time I did I met a new demon to fight off
Safe to say I learned my lesson, all I see now is progression

I don't focus on the path ahead
I been making my own sometimes don't know where to step
So sometimes I fall through, don't know where to run to
Relapse or rewind that's what I'm never gone do

You could never fathom what I feel
I'm the only me so only I know what it is
Not saying I'm special but I got a head full
Of memories I only that I went through

Truthfully all of our lives are a lie
We all wake up choose who to be just to survive
The real you is the farthest from who you are
If you take off that mask you won't know who you are

Neither would I, I'm scared of what's inside
Of this head full of thoughts that I always will hide
I barely cry cause I wasted so many tears
With the time that I did could of moved on from it

I'm a wizard, I spell out these words
Spit a verse like it's magic but some are a curse
Turn something tragic to something that's worse
Now I watch what I say cause these vibrations lurk

You could never fathom what I feel
I'm the only me so only I know what it is
Not saying I'm special but I got a head full
Of memories I only that I went through

Truthfully all of our lives are a lie
We all wake up choose who to be just to survive
The real you is the farthest from who you are
If you take off that mask you won't know who you are

Find my mind when I'm losing it, havoc I'm fluent in
Told me don't do it, I'm doing it
This beat is a drug, I'm abusing it
I don't like talking to people, I'm threw with it

I sit in front a screen just screaming
Sat in the back of class just dreaming
'Member you laughin at what I believed in
Don't come to me actin like I was believed in

truthfully.

Produced by fantom

Lyrics

Baby I'm so awful but you should know I care
I don't know where I oughta but I wanna disappear
I'm losing all my hope, I wanna fucking go
I wanna fucking smoke, God I feel so fucking low

If there's really a heaven right now I won't get in
I think I need a medic my chest is caving in
What's the point of living right? I won't make it out alive
I know one day it'll come but right now is not the time

I can't slow down now
It'd be wrong to hold back now
I'm not at that goal right now
But I see the fucking signs on the road right now

Got enough fuel, hit the fucking throttle
I know what to do when I'm at the bottom
Take a fucking bull mix it with bottle
Put me in type of mood I know will get me out of

That mindset where I cannot deal with my stress
In my head, I don't wanna see that text
"I think it's best if we just end this"
All I think about is death, I wanna fucking end it

But I can't and I won't
Say I do but I don't
What to do now? I don't know
I been feeling too down I might let it go

Baby I'm so awful but you should know I care
I don't know where I oughta but I wanna disappear
I'm losing all my hope, I wanna fucking go
I wanna fucking smoke, God I feel so fucking low

passion, obsession.

(unknxwn.) 
Don't know where I went wrong
Been tryna figure it out all night long
What do I do? How do I leave?
What hurts me the most is the fact that it's me

I'm what I hate, I know I'm fake
Been trying my best to learn a new way
Evil is rooted down deep in my core
If I lose it, I'd lose it, don't know what to do when

All is okay when I wake with no pain
I been hurt for so long when I'm not, I'm just grey
Look to the sky, don't know why I'm alive
Spill my heart on my art cause I can't even cry

I just wanna go away, I don't even wanna try now
I don't wanna see a face, think I might just rip my fucking eyes out
I don't wanna hear your words, they won't ever really work
They don't ever fucking heal me, shut the fuck up you don't feel me

Shut the fuck up, you don't know
All the bad stuff that I hold
In a part of my brain I won't show
To another other than me

I wish that I could though
But I know that I can't
Don't tell me that I can

(cuts)

i know im a mess and im far from the best
but i cannot change cos i feel so deranged
i know that you hate when i say im no good
i promise that i try but i wish that i could

be the person that you miss the most
that persons dead, now im just a damn ghost
you want one thats happy, not fucking depressed
but im just a human, mediocre at best

i wish i was perfect you see its impossible 
ive been so broken you cant feel responsible 

i did all of the things you would ask me to
i ask for one thing now it’s all about you
im always the bad guy that’s just how it seems
but you were projecting your mistakes onto me

you say that you hate me and you want me dead
you have no remorse and i don’t think you’ll dread
im crying and pleading while it points at my head
i didnt think it was grave but the guns in your hand

i just wanna go away w/ unknxwn. (itb)

Lyrics

Every breathe I take, I get closer to my last one
Every girl I meet, they just left me like the past one
A lover that will last, I don't think I'll ever have one
You're the one that's telling lies, you're calling me the bad one

I don't ever get why people leave, man I'm such a mess
Honestly, I don't want you to leave but I think it's best
Say you're not the samе, I don't believe, you'rе just like the rest
God, take away the pain please, I don't wanna stress

I don't wanna feel all this fucking pain
I don't wanna deal with what I have inside my brain
I don't think I'm normal, I just think that I'm insane
I should pull the plug, I know life is just a game

Always up too late, working on a song
Tryna get too baked, I wanna feel numb
Tik-tok-tik, feeling like a fucking bomb
Now I'm underwater, ain't no air inside my lungs

Every breathe I take, I get closer to my last one
Every girl I meet, they just left me like the past one
A lover that will last, I don't think I'll ever have one
You're the one that's telling lies, you're calling me the bad one

i think it's best. (2017)

JACK TRACKS(PROD.SKELETOR)

Against my demons

@paineko

Lyrics

I cannot fight the thoughts in my mind
I'm sick of myself, I'm wastin' my time
I left my heart in a state I'm not in
The chief he called me and this is not it

I don't know why I'm scared to change
Maybe I got stuck and I'm snared to pain
Maybe this is my luck and I'm not supposed to escape
Maybe I'm made to love the rush I get when I break
Fuck it, I guess that I'm fucked, I'm a fuck up
This pain that I feel I just can't get enough of
Cause I still ain't changed, I'm stuck in my ways
I'm tired of games, I don't wanna play

I wanna smoke, I wanna drink
I wanna get fucked up till I can't think
About why I got fucked up in the first place
I don't know what I need so I need to escape
My head is a mix of betrayal and hate and some sick love
I feel out of place till I mix drugs
My heart's put away and it's bricked up
I got a list of
All of the things that made this way
Everything that fed into pain
Every card that they gave me to play
Every reason I don't wanna stay

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note 128. | Produced by paineko

Ice in my veins
Knives in my heart
How did I die I dont know where to start

I start to fade
Everything grey
Other than death I dont see any way

You're all controlling and you dont even know
Watch as I freeze as I sleep in the snow

You're all controlling and you dont even know
Watch as I freeze as I sleep in the snow

Bodies everywhere, and I watch em all burn
Thinkin' to myself, "did I take the wrong turn"
I make mistakes and I will never learn
Once I depart I will never return

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Archive: unknxwn.