Produced by Yago

Lyrics

Everyday I wake up it's a bad time
Nic it up my heart rate, I won't flat line
If I do don't even matter, fuck my life I'll trash mine
I am not a good guy, you just haven't seen my bad side

Wanna grab a gun, cock it, put it at my brain
I know that ain't right but I am tired of the pain
Every time I meet a bitch they make me insane
Fuck all this shit, I been stuck in the rain

I don't want no friends but I do
I am just so fucked up don't know what to do
All I do is smoke nicotine in my room
Making all these songs over beats, making tunes

I just wanna love, I don't think I can
Even if I told you, you won't understand
That bitch had me fucked up, left me in a trance
I'ma get my bucks up, watch me do my dance

Tried to give you my heart, you wanna give me hate
Lil bitch I'm on my grind, you gonna watch me skate
I'ma get cash, I'ma get bands, lil bitch I broke that bank
Promise you the day I can, hop on a plane get out of state

fkdupfreestyle! | Produced by Yago

Lyrics

I can do a lot with this microphone and my thoughts
For 5 whole years I only took a couple nights off
And every time I did I met a new demon to fight off
Safe to say I learned my lesson, all I see now is progression

I don't focus on the path ahead
I been making my own sometimes don't know where to step
So sometimes I fall through, don't know where to run to
Relapse or rewind that's what I'm never gone do

You could never fathom what I feel
I'm the only me so only I know what it is
Not saying I'm special but I got a head full
Of memories I only that I went through

Truthfully all of our lives are a lie
We all wake up choose who to be just to survive
The real you is the farthest from who you are
If you take off that mask you won't know who you are

Neither would I, I'm scared of what's inside
Of this head full of thoughts that I always will hide
I barely cry cause I wasted so many tears
With the time that I did could of moved on from it

I'm a wizard, I spell out these words
Spit a verse like it's magic but some are a curse
Turn something tragic to something that's worse
Now I watch what I say cause these vibrations lurk

You could never fathom what I feel
I'm the only me so only I know what it is
Not saying I'm special but I got a head full
Of memories I only that I went through

Truthfully all of our lives are a lie
We all wake up choose who to be just to survive
The real you is the farthest from who you are
If you take off that mask you won't know who you are

Find my mind when I'm losing it, havoc I'm fluent in
Told me don't do it, I'm doing it
This beat is a drug, I'm abusing it
I don't like talking to people, I'm threw with it

I sit in front a screen just screaming
Sat in the back of class just dreaming
'Member you laughin at what I believed in
Don't come to me actin like I was believed in

truthfully.

Lyrics

I can't get away from all the shit that I'm on
I went farther than where I was, I should of stopped
I let all of the loops in my head to go on
I met death and I think I'm the one that he wants

OD, that's what I tried when I wanted to die
I see everything I believed then was a lie
Where I breathe, you out of breath when I don't even try
What I see, I would see still even if I was blind

God please send me a sign, I been losing my mind
I need something to show me I'm not out of time
My greed sent me down a path where I couldn't survive
So I fleed but I'll never get away from whats inside

I can't tell if I should give in or fight back now
What's this talent I was given? I got all these mask now
detmer, garrett, unknxwn., qayin, ken is of the past now
Too far to reach back now, can't get back what I had now

addiction.

finally was able to access my old laptop and here are some songs i'd like to share

addict.

Produced by sorrow bringer

@cuts

Lyrics

| unknxwn. |

I don't wanna fall in love again just to be cold
Everyone I ever knew, now I don't even know
Everyone that said "I'll always be here" isn't though
I'll leave all music as a note before I go

Load a mag, cock it back, let it go
They always ask "why you sad" I don't know
If I did, don't you think I would do something?
Don't tell me that you care, fucking bitch I know you bluffing

Always used till I'm not, then I'm thrown
I abused every drug I've ever known
I could use just a drink or a smoke
That's just what I say every time I know I don't need to

"Ken, I love you" bitch I don't believe you
See through, I swear everybody just be see through
Need you, baby where you at because I need you
Just like everybody else you'll leave too

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yeah youll leave too baby i dont need you
you acting like the main one, but it aint true
i dont wanna fall in love because it hurts to
i jus wanna crash the car, ill flip my new coupe

i was right i knew youd never stay
you stalk my page, just so that you will be okay
you like seeing me in pain all day
but im happier now im really glad i got away

got away
i been out all day
numbing all the pain

you been gone way too long
so i sing and hit the bong
i said i love you but its hate
guess this always been our fate yeah

i wish that we had never dated

cuts & unknxwn. - cold.

Produced by IOF

@cuts

Lyrics

| unknxwn. |

Spent so long runnin'
Where am I going?
Don't think I'll find out
Cause I think that I'm foldin'

Spent so long wishing
That things were different
So much time wasted
On things I'm never changing

God I been callin'
But you ain't answer
So if and when I fall in
Don't say there was an answer

To all my agonizing pain
Don't think that I'm the one to blame
Is my sole purpose feeling shame?
Cause my souls worthless, I can't change

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No I can't change and I can't breathe
I tried my best, you'd dig your teeth
I was above, you stay beneath
But that's the one you won't believe

You ain't worth the agony
You did it so happily
Fuck me up like I'm to blame
But you are losing your own game

I've been fucked up way before you
Never knew me, didn't try to
Tried to make it work, I did
Try? for u, “may god forbid”

Don't know what that's about
But not everything works out

| cuts & unknxwn. |

Spent so long runnin'
Where am I going?
Don't think I'll find out
Cause I think that I'm foldin'

Spent so long wishing
That things were different
So much time wasted
On things I'm never changing

God I been callin'
But you ain't answer
So if and when I fall in
Don't say there was an answer

cuts & unknxwn. - not everything works out.

Baby why you do that?
Tell me what I did bad
I don't wanna move on
I want you to come back

I'll tell you my secrets
Only if you keep it
I been on the deep end
You're my only reason

I don't choose to let go
Sink into the darkness
I don't need no help
No one could ever solve this

Problem that I got inside
My stupid noggin
Don't know how to cope
Throw my fist at where the wall is

I need you but you don't need me anywhere as much
I'd bleed for you, even when you're the one that cuts me deep
I'll fiend for you till the day
I don't awake from the last nights sleep

You were all I lived for
Wish we coulda been more
Ever since the day you left
I can only feel sore

I thought you said you loved me
Why you treat me like I'm nothing?

Do you think it's funny to come back into my life when
I finally get you out of my head and stop inviting?
You think I don't know where you live and who you lie with?
Play with my heart ever again, that's who you'll die with

You think I went too far?
But I ain't took a step yet
You think I'm a lover boy
There's a void inside of my chest

It won't be filled till she fills a fucking casket
I won't be healed while she lives, I'm getting drastic
I thought I told you, I'm not angel
But I know how I can make you see a halo

I need you but you don't need me anywhere as much
I'd bleed for you, even when you're the one that cuts me deep
I'll fiend for you till the day
I don't awake from the last nights sleep

loverboy.

Produced by sockedbeatz

Lyrics

I know that I'm bound to be forgotten
So please stop hounding me, don't care about it
There's not just one devil on my shoulder, I'm surrounded
She think I'm an angel just because of how I'm sounding

All I know is pain, that's what I'm used to
I won't find myself if I don't lose you
I don't understand why you won't leave me
Can you cause me pain? That's what I'm needing

I don't wanna leave my mark, wanna mark my departure
I don't care if she lied, I don't care if she using me, I'm sad, I lost her
I don't want you, you're not her, shut the fuck up, I don't care
What's in my cup I won't share, I need her back and I swear

I'll get her back cause I can't live without her, she don't understand
What don't I have that another man does? Can you tell me why you ran?
Can you tell me where you are? I'ma find where you stay, I know you ain't far
Out of my mind but I'm in my...out of my mind but I'm in my heart

In my feelings, I can't get out I tried
Girl, just tell me why did you ever lie?

I don't wanna leave my mark, wanna mark my departure
I don't care if she lied, I don't care if she using me, I'm sad, I lost her
I don't want you, you're not her, shut the fuck up, I don't care
What's in my cup I won't share, I need her back and I swear

I'll get her back cause I can't live without her, she don't understand
What don't I have that another man does? Can you tell me why you ran?
Can you tell me where you are? I'ma find where you stay, I know you ain't far
Out of my mind but I'm in my...out of my mind but I'm in my heart

i won't find myself if i don't lose you.

Produced by septfree

Lyrics

Tryna change is hard
Don't know where to start
It's so many parts
I can't see it all
I turned off my heart
I can't turn it on
I got all this pain
I can't turn it off

Never got no help
I been on my own
Everything I felt
You could never know
I came out my shell
I was vulnerable
You sent me to hell
Now my heart is stone

I be needing help
And I don't ever ask
And I lost all my hope
And I can't get that back
What's the point if I did?
I won't ever have that girl back again
No one could turn on those feelings within
She has that key and she won't unlock it

i turned off my heart.

Lyrics

I wish I had back my friends, I just wanna turn the time back
Losing another I love, I don't know if I can take that
I replace pain with a drug, mom ask about it, I fake that
One day I'll stop doing pills but until then let me take that

I stay up late watching movies 'cause I just see sleep as a skip to the next day
And every time that I wake up I'm just hoping that I don't succeed to the next day
It's so fucking bad, I'm always angry but I'm never mad
Fucking depressed, I'm not just feeling sad, I wish that my body was inside a bag

I wish that I wasn't awake, I wish it was all just a dream, I wish it was all fucking clear
There's always a read in-between, and I fucking hate it, it sucks
Always asking why I'm not enough
I'd end it all if I could, put a knife into my fucking gut

unknxwn. - If I could.

i'd end it all if i could. (2017)

Ice in my veins
Knives in my heart
How did I die I dont know where to start

I start to fade
Everything grey
Other than death I dont see any way

You're all controlling and you dont even know
Watch as I freeze as I sleep in the snow

You're all controlling and you dont even know
Watch as I freeze as I sleep in the snow

Bodies everywhere, and I watch em all burn
Thinkin' to myself, "did I take the wrong turn"
I make mistakes and I will never learn
Once I depart I will never return

addiction.

Archive: unknxwn.