the lie we live.

Lyrics

I fucked up again, that's on me
I feel lost can't find nobody
That could understand my thoughts
I hate my mind, can't turn it off

I don't wanna run but I don't know if I can take this
I am not the one, I got lost in the matrix
Inside not okay but on the outside I can fake it
See my silver cord, I don't want it, I'ma break it

Fly away, I can feel my wings now
Why does every body only want me when I leave out?
I can now be seen by all the things that I can see now
Faces are grotesque, auras of darkness

Where do I go when I'm trapped in the open
By souls that are broken and only are hopeless?
I can't take the weight of my spiritual makeup
I've called God since 2014 and I still feel like he ain't fucking heard me

Where do I go?

Where do I go? I don't fucking know, never really did
When I'm a ghost, I won't fucking know, I won't even exist
I can't even tell now if I really am alive
I been thinking shit like this since I was in grade 5

L O S E & R, I'm a loser
D E P R E & double S, I O N user
My connection with this fucking world is getting looser
My progression in this life is not a thing I'm too sure (x2)

2014.

Lyrics

Losing every part of me I used to try to be a person that you need
But I don't think our needs are in the same basket
I don't like the way I feel, mask it
I don't like the life I live, crash this
Stupid fucking car I'm in, actions
I regret from the past, reaching
For my fucking soul, I don't need it
Out my fucking nose, I been bleeding
All my fucking goals, lost belief in
All these fucking songs, all these fucking years
In a fucking moment, it all disappeared

a moment in time. | Produced by nxku

Lyrics

Don't know what I did so wrong
That would make you fucking think that apart we're better off
Cause it's only been a week and I promise that I'm not
Any better than I was when I thought you were the one

Maybe you can live a life without me
Baby I can't let you live without me
Like I said in twin flame I don't understand why you don't understand
If I can't feel your love then no one can

I can't let this happen but we don't have to go there
Don't tell me you're moving on or you ain't going no where
Promised you would never leave, I won't let you break that
You say I'm the problem well you gone have to face that

Don't say "we should slow down"
I can't let you go now
You've dug way too deep
I won't ever let another get as close as you to me

I wanna know what I did to make you hate me
I wanna know why you thought you had to break me
Don't wanna know where you been as of lately
Because girl, because baby...

Maybe you can live a life without me
Baby I can't let you live without me
Like I said in twin flame I don't understand why you don't understand
If I can't feel your love then no one can

Maybe you can live a life without me
Baby I can't let you live without me
Like I said in twin flame I don't understand why you don't understand
If I can't feel your love then no one can

without me. | Produced by jewelerbeats

unknxwn. - at least i don't feel like this everyday anymore. (prod. Lezter)

Produced by metlast x luffy

Lyrics

What you mean to me, I don't mean to you
You don't feel for me, what I feel for you
I would kill for you, girl I would die for you
Wish I wouldn't every single time I cried for you

Wish I didn't every single time I call to you
You don't care at fucking all bitch, I'm a flaw to you
You don't want nothing to do with me at all do you?
Why the fuck did I ever go and fall for you?

Maybe I won't ever know, maybe I won't ever get
Better than what I am right now, baby girl you heaven sent
Told me that you're here for me but I don't see no evidence
Graveyardwraith, I don't open up I'm reticent

I slept better with the false belief that you had loved me
Always tried my best for you, you made it look so easy
Why do I still call knowing you won't ever answer?
Staring from the window that my bloody hands have shattered

What you mean to me, I don't mean to you
You don't feel for me, what I feel for you
I would kill for you, girl I would die for you
Wish I wouldn't every single time I cried for you

Wish I didn't every single time I call to you
You don't care at fucking all bitch, I'm a flaw to you
You don't want nothing to do with me at all do you?
Why the fuck did I ever go and fall for you?

graveyardwraith.

Produced by R3DQX & discent

Lyrics

A while ago, I said I was gone be better
That was years ago, I still ain't no fucking better
I just learned to hide it in places you won't find it
You just can't get close enough to me to see behind this

Mask that I put on, really think that I'm gone die with it
Cause I just won't take it off cause I get frightened
When you can see me for what I really am inside
I don't like myself so loving me why would you even try?

I know you don't care so you ain't gotta fucking lie
Tread on me careful cause I don't care about my life
I'll take you with me if I choose to end it
You should think twice about fucking with my feelings

Cause I ain't got too many left at all
Can't seem to catch my fucking breath at all
So if you choose to involve yourself at all with me
You should really try to see what I don't want you to see

Girl I ain't really even that great
And I don't wanna ruin your day
So if you choose to stay
I want you to know that the blame won't be on me

Don't want you to say no stupid shit like:
"Should of told me what you were in it for before you fucking broke me"
Cause I know that I did, who I want can't find her
I might be an asshole but I'm not a liar

A while ago, I said I was gone be better
That was years ago, I still ain't no fucking better
I just learned to hide it in places you won't find it
You just can't get close enough to me to see behind this

Mask that I put on, really think that I'm gone die with it
Cause I just won't take it off cause I get frightened
When you can see me for what I really am inside
I don't like myself so loving me why would you even try?

years ago, a while ago.

Baby why you do that?
Tell me what I did bad
I don't wanna move on
I want you to come back

I'll tell you my secrets
Only if you keep it
I been on the deep end
You're my only reason

I don't choose to let go
Sink into the darkness
I don't need no help
No one could ever solve this

Problem that I got inside
My stupid noggin
Don't know how to cope
Throw my fist at where the wall is

I need you but you don't need me anywhere as much
I'd bleed for you, even when you're the one that cuts me deep
I'll fiend for you till the day
I don't awake from the last nights sleep

You were all I lived for
Wish we coulda been more
Ever since the day you left
I can only feel sore

I thought you said you loved me
Why you treat me like I'm nothing?

Do you think it's funny to come back into my life when
I finally get you out of my head and stop inviting?
You think I don't know where you live and who you lie with?
Play with my heart ever again, that's who you'll die with

You think I went too far?
But I ain't took a step yet
You think I'm a lover boy
There's a void inside of my chest

It won't be filled till she fills a fucking casket
I won't be healed while she lives, I'm getting drastic
I thought I told you, I'm not angel
But I know how I can make you see a halo

I need you but you don't need me anywhere as much
I'd bleed for you, even when you're the one that cuts me deep
I'll fiend for you till the day
I don't awake from the last nights sleep

loverboy.

Lyrics

I know you're not around, I know you'll never be
I know I'll never feel that feeling of you next to me
I know I'm better off and we're not meant to be
I wish you knew how much you really fucking meant to me

You look at me, all you see is just an artist
I look at myself and all I see is fucking garbage
I know I ain't perfect but I ain't even worth it
If my life was a window, I would wanna close the curtains

I got something in my chest, I can't really get it out
Baby, you the best, I don't wanna live without
You at fucking all, so please don't ever leave
I ain't wanna fall but that's what you did to me

Yeah that's probably what I'd say if you'd ever fucking answer
Won't even tell me hey, it's been eating like a cancer
What'd I do wrong? I'll never know
I'm all alone, I just wish I could go

I know you're not around, I know you'll never be
I know I'll never feel that feeling of you next to me
I know I'm better off and we're not meant to be
I wish you knew how much you really fucking meant to me

garbage.

Lyrics

I wish I had back my friends, I just wanna turn the time back
Losing another I love, I don't know if I can take that
I replace pain with a drug, mom ask about it, I fake that
One day I'll stop doing pills but until then let me take that

I stay up late watching movies 'cause I just see sleep as a skip to the next day
And every time that I wake up I'm just hoping that I don't succeed to the next day
It's so fucking bad, I'm always angry but I'm never mad
Fucking depressed, I'm not just feeling sad, I wish that my body was inside a bag

I wish that I wasn't awake, I wish it was all just a dream, I wish it was all fucking clear
There's always a read in-between, and I fucking hate it, it sucks
Always asking why I'm not enough
I'd end it all if I could, put a knife into my fucking gut

garbage.

Archive: unknxwn.