Lyrics:
they found shade in a melting car
he said "hey babe we probably wont get far"
"you see we've got some missing wheels and the engine is charred"
"and both our phones are dead so they dont know where we are"

sprawled inside a rusty bucket pile of trash
two lovers sat beside to hold eachothers hands
the desert sun was beating down upon the dash
the lovers thought theyd melt, catch fire, turn into ash

he said "hey babe, we could melt together"
when they find our bodies in this hellish weather
we're burnt, to a crisp, we're probably stuck to the leather
they'll say "poor kids, i wouldve raised them better"

the lovers faded quick as they were parched to the bone
the sweat upon their brow the only water they own
she rolled her head to look at him and let out a groan
he said that its okay because together we're home

he looked into her eyes and said "i dont want to leave you"
she said "babe its okay you know that soon we'll be see through"
"we'll be a couple ghosts and play some pranks on a mean dude"
"so never let me go so that i know where to meet you"

"who would know the deserts where we'd meet and then die"
"barely said hello we gotta say our last goodbyes"
"i really hope i see you on the other side"
and then they closed their eyes and drifted off and then died

Melting Car

Melting Car (prod. Idly Blare)

if took my life then nobody would know
the thought of suicide a parasite my mind is home
to the great catastrophe
i dream of ink and try to leave
the trees all fade from green resembling
the way i see everything

sunny days are grey for me
i sit and wait so patiently
the thunder rains as i just rust combust
my luck is usually
nothing but the scraps in mud
there's blood that's flooding through the gates
there's no escape
there is no other place

yeah I'm sick in the head
and I wanna be dead
but my family and friends make it complicated
so I'm sobbing in bed 
with a knife in my hand
in a bad position
cause I can't comprehend 
what the devil had said to me
the night I gave my soul away
so I can feel safe
but I made a damn mistake
I'm so fucking tired
I'm trapped inside a nightmare
my skin burns in the fire
while i scream and pull off my hair
i don't wanna fucking die here
but the devil is a liar
promised me everything and happiness if i just let go

liàn yú (prod. CapsCtrl)

finally was able to access my old laptop and here are some songs i'd like to share

i hope i don't slip.

offbutton(voidrave99)

(GhostBxy)
killed who i was 
all in the name of love
hate what ive become
so that i could have some
drugs
to fuck me up
feel smoke in my lungs
this isn’t who I want to be
this isn’t who I want to be
  
ive been on my own for a minute now
i really need to scream but i cant be loud
taking deep breaths to help calm down
but i wasted each breath trynna figure out
how to get out of this house i built
on top of a grave of someone that i killed

miss who i was
replaced by a face that i hate
why is it the same
wished for some light 
but then i got me some darker days

im beyond saving
my life only equated
to a broken shattered down old battered heart
the one thing i had was torn apart

rip me to pieces like letters in shredders remember november
when you tore me down

killed who i was 
all in the name of love
hate what ive become
so that i could have some
drugs
to fuck me up
feel smoke in my lungs
this isn’t who I want to be
this isn’t who I want to be

(Yungcray)
(I’m sorry bro but I don’t know your lyrics yet)


(GhostBxy)
killed who i was 
all in the name of love
hate what ive become
so that i could have some
drugs
to fuck me up
feel smoke in my lungs
this isn’t who I want to be
this isn’t who I want to be

And That’s All Folks… (w/ yungcray) (prod. Sorrow Bringer)

solitude:

everynight im on the same shit, in the studio n i cant miss
i cant blame nobody for this hole im in
im jus gon keep digging till my brain cave in
its been so long but it feel like yesterday when ts tore me up
pour me up, it aint no liqour in my cup es morton grove
think they tried to warn me
but i never been good at listening to what im told
yes or no, are u rly down for forever, lmk



Empathy:

it’s okay, I got me and my friends we all here
we got opps, bitches watch n they hope we dissappear
she feed her hunger with my tears/that’s why I never cry 
oh my gosh let me guess i bet you’ve never lied
you have, you tell yourself that I’m so terrible 
so you don’t feel as bad for some shit that’s unrepairable
I hope that you’re glad, you seen my sister lose her life 
you couldve got with my friends but had my family in line you chose my brother in law, u must wanna see me fall
oh gosh it’s hard to believe
when you look into my nephews eyes
did you see them grieve
did you tell yourself their mom is looking back at me
and that her brothers back at home 
wondering where i could be
he would snap if he found out
and if he dies that’s alright 
we’ll have something to talk about
yea something relatable
two siblings that are dead 
and their life was never full 
i’m not a fool

Empathy - nvrfull ft. solitude (neverforever)

The Other Side Of The Tracks (p. wraithontheporch)

clarity is theropy prod. dexxtern & yuwa

naut!ous {daquan}

Nutso Thugn - Perfect aim (Prod. Rockyy Thugn)

[+] a list of my tendencies. 
* prod by @sketchmyname *

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[intro:]
i could really tell by how you walk
see it in your face every time that you talk, ouu
i don't wanna lock
all the fucking thoughts in my head
but i don't know what to do if i stop
i do this a lot

[verse: 1]
i do this a lot
smoking on that kush
i think my brain startin to rot, uh
fuck it, oh my god
i do this a lot yeah
baby i'm alone up in my room
can i get top?
please get out my face
i don't mean to blame
but you always talk a lot
and i just wanna get some space
uh fuck it i'm a lame
put that on my name shorty
i don't wanna see you
when i pull up with my gang ya
she think i'm insane

[bridge:]
i'll show you crazy
just look in the mirror lil baby
i know you hate me
gold all in my lip
she think i'm a dick
i'ma take yo bitch
i just tell it how it is

[hook:]
i do this a lot (8x)

[verse: 2]
pulled up in a benz
i don't need no friends
fuck it
you can come and see me
if you really want amense
i don't think so
you biting on my lingo
i'ma spark this blunt right here
for you outside my window
like i do this a lot

i hope i don't slip.

Archive: unknxwn.