i don't wanna leave my bed.

the lie we live.

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Lyrics
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They can hardly even recognize
Piercings tattoos, my new disguise
Muttering what happened to the other guy
Thing is that they finally saw the real side
They couldn't handle that
You've changed and we want you back
I guess it didn't go to plan
But when will it ever have

Now they see me and I'm glowing
Take a picture when you're with me save the moment
Outfit dripping and my wrists frozen
I was nothing as a kid and now I own it
Surrounded by nitpick pricks that see me growing
Flex this you rich bitch I'm on my own shit
I'm talking hit me up when I've been on the road shit
And you gonna say that you knew me but you ain't know shit
I've been on my own shit, see me and I'm glowing

I'll keep screaming 'till my chest hurt
But they never even needed to say I'm lesser
I can tell from the way that they act
Cut me outta plans, leave me in the past
I'm the only one doing something that they can't
Surmount against the odds when the odds stay stacked
Difference how they treat me signing CDs like graffiti
'Cause you can't ignore me when I'm on your TV

Now they see me and I'm glowing
Take a picture when you're with me save the moment
Outfit dripping and my wrists frozen
I was nothing as a kid and now I own it
Surrounded by nitpick pricks that see me growing
Flex this you rich bitch I'm on my own shit
I'm talking hit me up when I've been on the road shit
And you gonna say that you knew me but you ain't know shit
I've been on my own shit, see me and I'm glowing

Glowing [Prod. JohnnyFriend]

finally was able to access my old laptop and here are some songs i'd like to share

out of reach.

i do.

i hope i don't slip.

unknxwn. - at least i don't feel like this everyday anymore. (prod. Lezter)

lyrics:

comin up quick again
cuz i took too much
never see u again my friend
u burned out the clutch

trying to back out my driveway
did i say too much?
sorry if i hurt u
i just get in my head a bunch

it’s only life
it’s only life

so i fucked up again
and i cut myself
i can’t even find the words now that could tell

i’m drugged up again
and i found my hell
crawl back up to the earth’s surface just to die again

it’s only life
it’s only life

it’s only life
(i still fuck up all the time without u)
it’s only life
(i still fuck up all the time without u)
it’s only life
(i still fuck up all the time without u)
it’s only life
(i still fuck up all the time without u)

without u (citizen flip)

Produced by IOF

Lyrics

I don't wanna run
But you don't wanna come back
You're the only one
That I would ever come back to

So hold me closer
I say I need closure
But I won't ever close up
That door in case you show up

You think I'm okay but
I won't be okay cause
I know you're not with me
And I just keep pretending

That one day you'll come back
But that won't ever happen
Why the fuck this happen?
I wish I could go back in

I don't know what I need but I want you
Who you want I wish I could be but I'm not
Dude what the fuck did I ever do to deserve this?
All I ever needed was you but I'm worthless

I said I don't know what I need but I...
Who you want I wish I could be but I'm...
Dude what the fuck did I ever do...
All I ever needed was just you

I don't wanna run
But you don't wanna come back
You're the only one
That I would ever come back to

So hold me closer
I say I need closure
But I won't ever close up
That door in case you show up

i don't wanna run.

Lyrics

Finna stop doing this music shit, I do not give a shit
Everything I do, I seem to quit
My life is full of shit, world is the toilet
Losing all hope and I don't see no benefit

I'll be a bum for the rest of my life
Please do not tell me that I'll be alright
I've made my choice and I'm not gonna fight
Just cause the sun is out don't mean it's bright

They say that money ain't happiness
But everyone's sad and I bet they wish they were rich
Don't even lie cause you're scraping for change
And I know you think yourself that life is a bitch

I'm 17 and I'm already dead
Why do these thoughts always enter my head?
Fuck everyone and the words that they said
Honestly, I would be better off dead

Depressive habits, the happiness absent
A negative balance I'm fucking invalid
This is my reason, my heart's always freezing
My friend's keep depleting but I'll keep on breathing

Sometimes I feel like I won't though
I have to remind myself that I won't go
Happiness rare like the lotto, fuck it, my motto
My death will be grand, you'll think it's theft auto

Depressive habits, the happiness absent
A negative balance I'm fucking invalid
This is my reason, my heart's always freezing
My friend's keep depleting but I'll keep on breathing

Sometimes I feel like I won't though
I have to remind myself that I won't go
Happiness rare like the lotto, fuck it, my motto
My death will be grand, you'll think it's theft auto

i hope i don't slip.

Archive: unknxwn.