Lyrics
You're not what I want, I'm sorry I told you were when I knew that you weren't
I thought I could care just enough then maybe it'd work but it just took a turn
But love isn't easy, you can't make it happen, said it before but I still haven't learned
There's a lot I could say, if it's not through a song I don't know how to put all these thoughts into words

That's why I cave, that's why I break, that's why I feel like I'll never escape
I can't get it out, it's stuck like a splinter
I'm keeping it down but my patience is thinner
I'm breaking, this voice in my head I can't take it, echos though my body I'm shaking
And everyone says I'm amazing

But I know that's a lie cause if I was I wouldn't make these fucking songs
Maybe their amazed at just the fact I make these fucking songs
I'm only on this path I think is right cause life so fucking wrong
Chest is feeling tight, I might just snap and then I'm fucking gone

Hold on, come close, don't let me go
So dumb, can't cope, wrote my own name in a death note

Told that girl she was my last hope, said "okay" and she still lied so
I won't trust no bitch, they gone switch
I'ma deal with it making myself so rich
I won't help anyone that hasn't stayed around when I was crashing
I'ma do wrong cause it feel right
Make my ego reach unseen heights
Fuck if I'll regret it, I'm making you regret it
I'm leaving a scar make sure you won't forget it
I'm fucked, I know
You won't stay, just go
I lost all my hope
Can't trust no fucking hoe
Even if, they'll say it ain't so
I'ma make this whole damn house blow
Try to fuck with me, you fucked up
You don't think I'll leave you fucked up
"That ain't right" don't care, shut the fuck up
I been told my whole life I'm stuck up
I'ma stick in this pain right in you
Make you feel everything I went through
You gone know what the fuck I been through
I don't really give a fuck, I been through

death note, last hope. (prod. capsctrl)

Lyrics

I got a million problems
Fuck bout a million followers
That shit won't help me with solving 'em
All of my thoughts I get lost in 'em

Don't know where I am, don't know where to go
The man that I am is not one I know
Can't figure it out, don't know why I'm cold
You hearing this now but this shit is old (x2)

Because when it's new and I'm feeling the weight of the things that I write, I don't wanna be judged
What do I do? I'm not healing the pain that I hate and I hide
Am I really enough? I never know and it scares me, I wish that I had the answers
I got this pain and it tears me, can't run away from the cancer

What I had made a mess of it, I know it's evident
I'm just a demon, don't tell me I'm heaven sent
I know the reaper is my only medicine
I don't like people, I know that I'm reticent

I cannot get out the loop till I'm dead again
I should of known you would leave me on read again
They at the door, I'm unsure if I let 'em in
If pain was a sport, I'm a letterman

Voices inside of my mind
Scream when I know I can't keep it inside
We had a flame, I can't keep it alive
Screaming your name until I don't like mine

Until I don't like myself, I can't look in the mirror
This message can't get any clearer
I'm just a mess, I'm a quitter, I'm so fucking bitter
I know that I'll never be with her

1M. | Produced by sorrow bringer

Lyrics

75526, I been too sick
Fuck a lifeline, true shit I'ma lose it
I am not fine, clueless what to do with all this fucking pain?
I'ma put it in the music

I am not high but I'm off my rocker
She say "hi" but I might just have to block her
I cannot fallback to the fuck shit
I don't wanna talk, please stfu bitch

I don't like my mind
I get so blind by all of the things that it tells me
I feel not alright but it's alright
Because on and on I'll carry

Nobody knows what I keep on the low
I'ma hide it forever, it never can show
Cause I do not think, you would accept me
If you could see all the things that affect me

Say you would but you cannot be sure
You would not feel the same if the shame all was yours
You don't know and you never will
I had a soul now I never will

I'm a fucked up piece of shit, I'm not decent
I cannot go up, I'ma descend
I am not enough, I know I'm not
I'm gone fuck shit up until I rot

Until I hit that grave I'm always gone fuck up anything in my favor
Fuck it, I just wanna get paper
Fell in love too fast now I hate her

Baby I don't know why you attached
I'm a fucked up excuse of a man
I got feelings that I'll never get back
Get back, I might leave you in the past

Went south and it all went bad
I'm fucked, why am I so sad?
Any game I play, I'ma end up last
I don't wanna stay, skip life like class

75526. | Produced by Fantom

deleted track "​i’m not evil." by @unknxwn7 (detmer, garrett)
non profit

Lyrics

I wanna watch the sky fall down
I'm running out of options now
I think I wanna cock it now
I think I wanna stop it now

Cause I can't keep on doing this
I'm sorry but I'm through with it
I feel like I'm losing it
But I know what to do with this

Write it all out, scream along
This a journal, not a song
On this journey all alone
I just wanna break my phone

I keep seeing shit that I just tend to hate
Anger I been fiending it, without it I can't make
Now I'm on the edge, I might jump into the lake
I can't get out of my head, I don't wanna even think

I wanna watch the sky fall down
I'm running out of options now
I think I wanna cock it now
I think I wanna stop it now

Why the fuck do I feel this?
How the fuck do I heal this?
Everyone in my mentions
Telling me that I kill shit

I wish that shit was me
I don't wanna deal with me
God a sign I need to see
I don't know if I can be

Who I need to, I don't mean to
Come off like this, I'm not evil
I am only just a human, just like you
That's going through it

Tryna figure out what I should figure out
Nothing even matters, we all end up in the ground

I wanna watch the sky fall down
I'm running out of options now
I think I wanna cock it now
I think I wanna stop it now

Cause I can't keep on doing this
I'm sorry but I'm through with it
I feel like I'm losing it
But I know what to do with this

Write it all out, scream along
This a journal, not a song
On this journey all alone
I just wanna break my phone

​i’m not evil. (prod. puhf)

Lyrics

Every emotion is giant
I feel like I'm just a jack
No one for me to confide in
So I buy a bottle of jack

I put my pain in this handle
Too much to handle
Wish I was invisible, Randall
But I'm just monster posed as a poet, don't come to this concert

My feelings are showing, I might need to hide again
What's the best place to go hide them in?
Out in the open, let everyone know it
Disguised as a talent they vibin' with

They never ask, they never do, they never will
They just say "ooo, this shit is hard
How do you do that?"
Think it's creative, it's true facts

Everyday I wake up same old, look at me sayin' the same damn shit
Look at me tryna relive a moment again, I haven't changed one bit
I just evolved into more damn shit, I'm still the lame, stupid, broke ass kid
Honestly I wear the same damn fit that I did, I'm still rockin' the same damn kicks

All white vans, all black pants, large black tee with a cut off tag
Promise that I'm not bad, I'm just sad sometimes I don't know how to act
So I act out what I can and sometimes that is the straw that broke the camels back
And that puts me in a bad place, don't enter my mind I don't have space

Every emotion is giant
I feel like I'm just a jack
No one for me to confide in
So I buy a bottle of jack

I put my pain in this handle
Too much to handle
Wish I was invisible, Randall
But I'm just monster posed as a poet, don't come to this concert

My feelings are showing, I might need to hide again
What's the best place to go hide them in?
Out in the open, let everyone know it
Disguised as a talent they vibin' with

They never ask, they never do, they never will
They just say "ooo, this shit is hard
How do you do that?"
Think it's creative, it's true facts

a faint pulse of the life i had.

Lyrics

Okay? Bitch, I still don't care, fuck did you think that this was?
It may seem that I do but I don't, never did & I swear
At one point I did but that girl was a bitch, I loved her to the core, I won't do that again
Say that I'm done but I'll do it again and I'll do it again and I'll do it again and I'll do it again

I been stuck in a loop, I been stuck in my head, I don't know what to do
Stuck in a maze, I don't know which way is gonna lead me to hell or lead me to be saved
Used to write I ain't know what to say, I said fuck that, now I'ma let my nuts hang
I don't care about a stream, I don't care about a band, I don't care about a bitch, I don't care about a chain

I don't care how you feel about the shit that I say
I can say I don't care till this song damn end
I don't care about no promo, I don't care about no label, I don't care about no co sign, I don't care about no friend
Care where I'm going, I don't care where I been
Care what I'm doing, I don't care what I did
I don't care what you show me, I care what you hid
You can say that you love me in front of my face but behind all the scenes all that hate could be big

I don't care, holding my breath, think it's love in the air
I was alone, it wasn't nobody there
Did this shit on my own so it kind of confuses me when I see you asking for help
Don't get in your feelings, I don't care how you feel
When I was all in my feelings they ain't ask how I felt

Okay? Bitch, I still don't care, fuck did you think that this was?
It may seem that I do but I don't, never did & I swear
At one point I did but that girl was a bitch, I loved her to the core, I won't do that again
Say that I'm done but I'll do it again and I'll do it again and I'll do it again and I'll do it again

I been stuck in a loop, I been stuck in my head, I don't know what to do
Stuck in a maze, I don't know which way is gonna lead me to hell or lead me to be saved
Used to write I ain't know what to say, I said fuck that, now I'ma let my nuts hang
I don't care about a stream, I don't care about a band, I don't care about a bitch, I don't care about a chain

That girl the reason I don't care, I gave her all of my love, in return I got hurt
I know that life isn't fair but what in the fuck did I do to deserve that hurt
Fuck did I do to deserve this shit? Don't try to hide, I'ma find you bitch
Every wall that you build, I'ma burn that shit
Everything that I felt, you gonna feel that shit

you're gonna feel everything that i felt.

Lyrics

To no surprise when I woke up you weren't beside me
Wish you'd say I love you even if you do not like me
Girl that's all I need, your validation is all I crave for
Left me with a void but it's okay because without it, wouldn't make more
Of these songs I'm made for, you're my missing puzzle piece
But you don't see that angle
Why you wanna leave girl? I'm sorry but you can't go
I act like I'm better but I'll never fucking change though
FR87, baby, I know I'm unstable
Told her that I love her, what she said back was a fable

It's okay, don't carе, I just want you here
I just need you back, pleasе don't disappear
Baby, please don't let me go, you're all that I know
If I was Superman and you were Kryptonite, I still would hold you close
You're all that I love, I don't care what you become
You don't wanna come back but I don't wanna run

To no surprise when I woke up you weren't beside me
Wish you'd say I love you even if you do not like me
Girl that's all I need, your validation is all I crave for
Left me with a void but it's okay because without it, wouldn't make more
Of songs I'm made for, you're my missing puzzle piece
But you don't see that angle
Why you wanna leave girl? I'm sorry but you can't go
I act like I'm better but I'll never fucking change though
FR87, baby, I know I'm unstable
Told her that I love her, what she said back was a fable

if i was superman and you were kryptonite, i still would hold you close.

Produced by flower x luffysome

Lyrics

Oh no, where in the fuck do I go now?
Don't know, my heart is broken and cold now
I'm so over it, this shit is old now
You really think I would care if you like me? I don't even like myself now

Say what I feel, feel what I say
Wanted to die but I didn't wanna wait
Swear that I tried but I guess that it wasn't my fate
Shit I guess there's a lot more I can take

I guess I got some more pain to experience
Love is the cure and I'm sick of experiments
I ran away and it lead me back here again
But I bet that I won't give into that damn fear again

Holding on with broken arms
Lost, don't know how far I've gone
Every time I call you, you ignore it
Really thought that I was more important

But I guess I'm not and that's okay
Cause I know you'll be back one day
If you're wondering why I'm so certain
Cause she has to be or this shit wasn't worth it at all

Ask me if I care then, I don't, not at all
Every time I get a call
I look at the number to see if she callin' me back
If it's not then I'm turning it off

Turning it off, don't wanna talk
Headed to hell but I don't wanna stop
I wanna feel but I turned off my heart
I can't turn it back on, I don't know where to start

She told me, "Ken, I hate you"
I told that dumb bitch thank you
I do not know why she thought that would hurt me
Pain is all that I'm able to understand

I'm misunderstood
FR87, unstable
9 out of 10 won't understand that
But I swear that you real if able

love is the cure and i'm sick of experiments.

Prod. Septfree 

Lyrics~

I been tryna hold it back but I’m breaking
Waiting for the day the reaper fuckin takes me
Bitch I’m nothing you can’t fuckin save me 
Don’t say that you love me
If you fucking hate me

My emotions, they’re always mistaking
Deep inside my ocean, is where I’ll be fading
Where’d you go bitch what happened to staying?
I can’t fucking cope with, 
Scars that I would make bleed 

My walls cave in
Baby I can’t take this 
Lately you been changing 
Baby make it make sense 
I been patient 
My hearts fuckin aching 
Sick of fuckin faking 
Baby girl I hate this

All alone, there’s no one I know
I’m finding a home, but got no where to go
I’m In the cold, blood drips in snow
Pains all I hold, can’t take no mo

I’ve been tryna hold it back but I’m breakin’ 
I can’t do this on my own 
Anymore I can’t take it
They just hear these songs and 
They think that I’m amazin’
They don’t know the real me
They don’t know I’m fakin’ 

You tell me you love me but I 
Don’t know what you’re thinkin’
Happiness is fleeting
I’m tired of chasin’
I’m still bleeding 
Baby I can taste it 
You don’t need me 
Baby girl I hate it 

Used to wake up think bout getting faded 
Don't tell me what I mean to you
I don’t care you can save it
I don’t want your love 
It’s more than that baby I crave it
You’re the only one that can help me
Girl you’re my haven 

I’ve been tryna hold it back but I’m breakin’ 
I can’t do this on my own 
Anymore I can’t take it
They just hear these songs and 
They think that I’m amazin’
They don’t know the real me
They don’t know I’m fakin’

beneath the surface ft. unknxwn.

Wish I had died when I was young
Wish we were alive when we were all just cavemen
I wish the reflection was the only way I saw myself, 
only distorted by ripples in running water. 
Now I open up my phone and my self image is fucked. 
Well fuck I might as well just die. 

We’ll never own a home 
They want us to work until we die 
Why don’t you Open up your eyes 
This is all by design 

I will pay my rent 
I will cry to sleep 
I get up from bed 
And work endlessly 
When I go to sleep 
I dream what could be
Hairy monkey man
Swinging from a tree
I will fling my shit
At politicians

Return to Cave

Damian goin hard w Detmer😈 

Lyrics~

Feelin like I’m fuckin lost
If I took my life would you care when I’m gone?
I try to write out what I feel in a song 
But whenever it’s on, who sings along?
I feel like I’m so fucking lonely
Nobody knows me
Does anyone here give a damn?
I don’t know what the fuck broke me
They say find a coping
Im reaching for help, theres no hand

All of my demons 
Know all of my weaknesses
They keep on creepin in
Shit is so frequent and 
I keep believing them 
Saying I’m weak as shit
I’m just a piece of shit
Constantly seeking bliss

At the end of the day, i won’t find it
At night I debate, should I keep tryin
Life’s full of pain, death stop hidin
I’m going insane, don’t know where my mind went

Falling apart more and more every day
Im just a memory, soon to fade

Whats my purpose? I only feel worthless 
What in the fuck, have I been cursed with 
I always wonder if im just a burden
I don’t know but I am sick of the hurtin 
Inside i am nervous but calm on the surface 
I know im a fuck up but nobodies perfect

Who can save me, I don’t know
Im slowly breaking, im so cold
I’ve got scars that I cant show
The darks where i will, die alone


Sober me woke up the demons in me
I'm fucked up without a drug, a cup, a pill to cut
I'm numb inside, don't feel the love
Red in my eyes, I feel the rush
I'll beat a fucking mountain with my hands until it falls to dust

We need a new fucking song
Why ain't you rapping about what is wrong?
I swear it's okay if think you're alone
Cause you got us, you don't need no one

You get plays, you don't need that love
The shit you say makes me feel loved
But I can't go to sleep and hold my stats
If I went big, I'd break my plaques

Cause all of the time that I spend talking bout all the shit in my life
I could change my life
I always miss where I been my mind is not right
Honestly I don't see why try
I hate the place that I'm in, shit I could die right now
I can't say when but I just know when I'm 6 in, that you'll forget

So don't come at me talking about what I have
And everything that I could gain
Cause I swear to god if I could get love in place of my dreams
I'd wake right away

But at the same time sometimes I'd trade my soul for cash
I like to say I'm a pretty good person but honestly it just depends on how bad
The place I'm in is, I'm not as mended as I may seem to be
I just got good at pretending, I'm really sickened, you shouldn't cling to me

I can switch face in a minute, I might get wicked, if I see need to be
You might just think I'm a misfit dumb fuck dimwit but you ain't seen the beast

if i was superman and you were kryptonite, i still would hold you close.

Archive: unknxwn.