Lyrics

Every emotion is giant
I feel like I'm just a jack
No one for me to confide in
So I buy a bottle of jack

I put my pain in this handle
Too much to handle
Wish I was invisible, Randall
But I'm just monster posed as a poet, don't come to this concert

My feelings are showing, I might need to hide again
What's the best place to go hide them in?
Out in the open, let everyone know it
Disguised as a talent they vibin' with

They never ask, they never do, they never will
They just say "ooo, this shit is hard
How do you do that?"
Think it's creative, it's true facts

Everyday I wake up same old, look at me sayin' the same damn shit
Look at me tryna relive a moment again, I haven't changed one bit
I just evolved into more damn shit, I'm still the lame, stupid, broke ass kid
Honestly I wear the same damn fit that I did, I'm still rockin' the same damn kicks

All white vans, all black pants, large black tee with a cut off tag
Promise that I'm not bad, I'm just sad sometimes I don't know how to act
So I act out what I can and sometimes that is the straw that broke the camels back
And that puts me in a bad place, don't enter my mind I don't have space

Every emotion is giant
I feel like I'm just a jack
No one for me to confide in
So I buy a bottle of jack

I put my pain in this handle
Too much to handle
Wish I was invisible, Randall
But I'm just monster posed as a poet, don't come to this concert

My feelings are showing, I might need to hide again
What's the best place to go hide them in?
Out in the open, let everyone know it
Disguised as a talent they vibin' with

They never ask, they never do, they never will
They just say "ooo, this shit is hard
How do you do that?"
Think it's creative, it's true facts

a faint pulse of the life i had.

Lyrics

I can't stop this fucking bullshit
My life is some fucking bullshit
My past was some fucking bullshit
My future some fucking bullshit

My songs are so fucking morbid
Breathing I am fucking bored with
My life might be fucking shortened
I don't think that I'm important

You could never hurt me because I'm my biggest enemy
Everyone deserts me and you don't know what that did to me
You don't wanna know about the shit that I got hid in me
They're dark and they're bad, put my body in a bag

Demons all around, it don't matter where I go
I find solace in the sound and I feel hopeless when I don't
Got fans all over the world but I'm stuck in this fucking room
I can't stop feeling this pain and I don't know what else to do

Am I stuck? Am I fucked? Am I shit out of luck?
Will I burn when I die? Have I lost my fucking mind?
I'ma waste, I'ma burden, I won't ever stop this hurtin'
I can't take what I been holdin', I'm so sick of feelin' hopeless

I can't stop this fucking bullshit
My life is some fucking bullshit
My past was some fucking bullshit
My future some fucking bullshit

My songs are so fucking morbid
Breathing I am fucking bored with
My life might be fucking shortened
Don't think that I'm important

enemy.

Lyrics

Don't know what I did so wrong
That would make you fucking think that apart we're better off
Cause it's only been a week and I promise that I'm not
Any better than I was when I thought you were the one

Maybe you can live a life without me
Baby I can't let you live without me
Like I said in twin flame I don't understand why you don't understand
If I can't feel your love then no one can

I can't let this happen but we don't have to go there
Don't tell me you're moving on or you ain't going no where
Promised you would never leave, I won't let you break that
You say I'm the problem well you gone have to face that

Don't say "we should slow down"
I can't let you go now
You've dug way too deep
I won't ever let another get as close as you to me

I wanna know what I did to make you hate me
I wanna know why you thought you had to break me
Don't wanna know where you been as of lately
Because girl, because baby...

Maybe you can live a life without me
Baby I can't let you live without me
Like I said in twin flame I don't understand why you don't understand
If I can't feel your love then no one can

Maybe you can live a life without me
Baby I can't let you live without me
Like I said in twin flame I don't understand why you don't understand
If I can't feel your love then no one can

without me. | Produced by jewelerbeats

Produced by november

Lyrics

I don't know where to go
On a lonely road and the things in my head don't feel right
I just want someone to hold, please don't leave me alone
I used to have a heart until she chose to kill mine

I don't know what to do
I don't think it even matters but I still wake up so I still try
Every thing is getting old, I'm getting used to being cold
I'll be stuck in the snow until I kill myself

I need help, everyday I'm stuck in hell
Feeding myself all of these negative thoughts
The heart in my chest isn't more than a prop
Are the songs that make even worth it at all?

I write when I'm down cause I don't like to talk
Is anyone out there that knows what I feel?
Is this all a dream?
Is my life even real?

No matter where I run
I just end up right back where I was
I don't remember when I was strong
They think I am but I know I'm not

I just need someone that won't fall back
When they realize that I'm not intact
The day that I snap it'll be too late
Don't tell me you love me when I'm insane

I don't know where to go
On a lonely road and the things in my head don't feel right
I just want someone to hold, please don't leave me alone
I used to have a heart until she chose to kill mine

I don't know what to do
I don't think it even matters but I still wake up so I still try
Every thing is getting old, I'm getting used to being cold
I'll be stuck in the snow until I kill myself

torn.

Lyrics

To no surprise when I woke up you weren't beside me
Wish you'd say I love you even if you do not like me
Girl that's all I need, your validation is all I crave for
Left me with a void but it's okay because without it, wouldn't make more
Of these songs I'm made for, you're my missing puzzle piece
But you don't see that angle
Why you wanna leave girl? I'm sorry but you can't go
I act like I'm better but I'll never fucking change though
FR87, baby, I know I'm unstable
Told her that I love her, what she said back was a fable

It's okay, don't carе, I just want you here
I just need you back, pleasе don't disappear
Baby, please don't let me go, you're all that I know
If I was Superman and you were Kryptonite, I still would hold you close
You're all that I love, I don't care what you become
You don't wanna come back but I don't wanna run

To no surprise when I woke up you weren't beside me
Wish you'd say I love you even if you do not like me
Girl that's all I need, your validation is all I crave for
Left me with a void but it's okay because without it, wouldn't make more
Of songs I'm made for, you're my missing puzzle piece
But you don't see that angle
Why you wanna leave girl? I'm sorry but you can't go
I act like I'm better but I'll never fucking change though
FR87, baby, I know I'm unstable
Told her that I love her, what she said back was a fable

if i was superman and you were kryptonite, i still would hold you close.

Produced by flower x fonkyfake

Lyrics

Holding on to nothing
I don't care, I just needed something
Drugs I'm off and drinking? Stopped it
Had to resort to another option

Don't know where I'll go from here though
I wanna save you but I'm not a hero
I need God, I need a miracle
I don't think my vice is curable

This ain't talent, this is pain embodied
Speaking through my body
I'm not alive, I'm a zombie
Pain is what I eat when hungry

Lost my heart, I won't ever find it
My mind's dark and I won't ever light it
I been battling my demons and I'm tired of the fighting
Fuck ken, detmer's who I can confide in

I don't wanna hide it
Yeah, I kinda like it
I don't wanna fall short
But I might really fall in

God can you forgive me?
For I know not what I do
Will it take away the pain?
If I give it all to you?

this ain't talent, this is pain.

Produced by flower x luffysome

Lyrics

She was my queen, I thought I was her king but she jacked up my heart, I got played like some cards
I don't know why you left, I don't know why you ran, girl you know that I'll find you wherever you are
Did you think we were done? Girl, I'm sam I am, I can have you near, I can have you far
Girl my life won't be better, my life won't be okay
Until the day that I have your heart

She was my queen, I thought I was her king so I trusted her but she fucked me over
I got a void in my chest, it won't be put to rest until her life is fucking over
Girl I'm just playing, I need you alive if you're dead then there isn't a purpose in mine
Either I'm tryna get you or I'm the one with you

Yeah you might feel what I'm sayin', you do not know what I been through
Hold up this wasn't the plan, I don't know what I got myself into
Bitch, why in the fuck is you playin'? You can't get rid of me that simple
Acting like I ain't ever did shit when you know damn well that I did though

Why you gotta be like that? Beat me down, make me so sad
You ain't gotta do all that, can you keep me around? You're all that I have
Baby can you please come back? Who I was before you, I can't go back
They say that hearts don't have bones...how the fuck she broke that?

*auditory agony*

until the day i have your heart.

Produced by luffysome x noah808

Lyrics

I need you back, whatever he has I seem to lack

Oh, why'd you ever have to leave me hopeless?
Make sure where the bodies go is where nobody notice
I don't wanna be fixed, I got used to being broken
It don't matter how I feel, I don't ever wanna open up

I'm so fucked, you just wanted sex
Baby all I want is love
I'll succumb, I'll become
Anything you ever need and anything you want

Baby I'm not worth it if you not with me, you can hit me
You know I'll forget about it as soon as you kiss me
Don't care what you do to me just don't forget me
I can't let you do all that to me and simply leave me

Bae it ain't that easy, we gone have to both go
Don't go, I need you here with me or I won't cope
I ain't got no need to cope if you just don't go
Moving on is what I need to do but I just won't though

Been in a bad mood ever since I woke up
Lux said I ain't need to write, so I spoke up
With the bogiebois in ATL & we gone smoke up
Love me, hate me, baby I give no fucks

Don't go, please don't go, girl I need you back, I can't let you go
I'm cold, I'm so cold, I ain't got nowhere to go I can call home
She's gone, she won't come back anymore, I guess I'm alone
I know that I should move on but I don't wanna move on

i don't wanna be fixed, i got used to being broken.

God's Wrath ( Deluxe )

From: iLY/iLIE 
"She had a ring, I had a vibe. Bad weather love - chaotic, messy, magnetic. Don't blame me, blame the forecast."

Tempestuous 9.10

I feel like a god damn waste
God if you're real you can god damn take
My life away cause I god damn hate
The shit that my mind can god damn make
Me feel, sometimes I wanna take three pills
Just to feel like I have free will
Why can't these god damn people just be real
Some days I feel so low, to the point where I just wanna let go
Gun at my head and I might let it blow
Goin' through shit that you don't even know
I'm fuckin' stuck in place full of snow
Been here so long I don't even feel cold
I need another cup of my merlot
I don't have any love left to show

I live in Hell but you never could tell
Cause the way that I hide it is too fuckin' well
Losing my trust in humanity, full of insanity
I don't have a soul to sell
But if I did, I would
Keepin' that shit would honestly do me no good
I rather thrive on this Earth while I can
Than struggle when shit gets to hittin' the fan
I'm a mess stuck inside the body of a man
Need an escape I just might take a xan
Don't judge, you ain't been through the mud
Don't think that I do this for fun
I'm just a fucked up fuck up
Do it yourself, or I'll shut you up
I don't need help cause I never had none
Standing my ground I will no longer run

i don't wanna be fixed, i got used to being broken.

unknxwn.

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