prod secre x tiedforsilver

i dont need a thought process
could do without the options
tell me what to be i feel like nothing but an object
i could be your prospect
you could be my prophet
wheres the road ahead of us gone i think ive lost it lost it

im nauseous
scratch that i meant noxious
fill my body up let it dissolve with all your toxins
i cannot be cautious
sorry im obnoxious
i dont mean to be a pain i dont know how to stop it

what do you want from me
ill try to be
your anchor
indefinitely
ill writhe and seethe
in anger
why are we 
so blind to see
a stranger
as a friend
with good intentions
never

(you and i could try to work it out)
ive spent enough time in my mind to know its not the answer
is there a god in the sky respond to my prayer
maybe i wanted to die i couldnt find my savior

turn me into sumn i cant even look at
stare into a mirror and a stranger is what looks back
8 grams in my book bag
smokin after school to kill the feelings that i hold back

ripped away at my life
got gutted with my own knife
im tired of livin in strife
i thank the demon inside

that caused the place i reside
to wither in front of my eyes
you couldnt keep me alive
no matter how hard you try

i dont need a thought process
could do without the options
tell me what to be i feel like nothing but an object
i could be your prospect
you could be my prophet
wheres the road ahead of us gone i think ive lost it lost it

im nauseous
scratch that i meant noxious
fill my body up let it dissolve with all your toxins
i cannot be cautious
sorry im obnoxious
i dont mean to be a pain i dont know how to stop it

what do you want from me
ill try to be
your anchor
indefinitely
ill writhe and seethe
in anger
why are we 
so blind to see
a stranger
as a friend
with good intentions
never

wha- wha-
want from me
ill try to be
your anchor
indefinitely
ill writhe and seethe
in anger
why are we 
so blind to see
a stranger
as a friend
with good intentions
never

strawberry amnesia

Baby why you do that?
Tell me what I did bad
I don't wanna move on
I want you to come back

I'll tell you my secrets
Only if you keep it
I been on the deep end
You're my only reason

I don't choose to let go
Sink into the darkness
I don't need no help
No one could ever solve this

Problem that I got inside
My stupid noggin
Don't know how to cope
Throw my fist at where the wall is

I need you but you don't need me anywhere as much
I'd bleed for you, even when you're the one that cuts me deep
I'll fiend for you till the day
I don't awake from the last nights sleep

You were all I lived for
Wish we coulda been more
Ever since the day you left
I can only feel sore

I thought you said you loved me
Why you treat me like I'm nothing?

Do you think it's funny to come back into my life when
I finally get you out of my head and stop inviting?
You think I don't know where you live and who you lie with?
Play with my heart ever again, that's who you'll die with

You think I went too far?
But I ain't took a step yet
You think I'm a lover boy
There's a void inside of my chest

It won't be filled till she fills a fucking casket
I won't be healed while she lives, I'm getting drastic
I thought I told you, I'm not angel
But I know how I can make you see a halo

I need you but you don't need me anywhere as much
I'd bleed for you, even when you're the one that cuts me deep
I'll fiend for you till the day
I don't awake from the last nights sleep

loverboy.

Produced by fowni x jaysset

This song powerfully conveys a sense of betrayal, heartbreak, and the transformation of pain into resilience. The imagery of “making wings out of the knives in my back” reflects an attempt to rise above hurt, yet the song remains rooted in a cycle of bitterness, longing, and unresolved emotion. From a faith-based perspective, this song can be reframed as a testimony of letting go of pain and betrayal by entrusting it to God, who offers true healing and freedom.

Turning Pain into Strength:

“I made wings out of the knives in my back.”

This lyric captures a sense of resilience but also implies carrying the burden of pain as a source of strength. True freedom comes not from embracing pain but from surrendering it to God, who transforms it into purpose.

“But those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles.” (Isaiah 40:31)

Entrusting Betrayal to God:

“All you wanted from me was to hurt.”

This reflects the bitterness of betrayal. The Bible encourages us to release those feelings to God and trust Him to bring justice and peace.

“Do not repay anyone evil for evil… Do not take revenge, my dear friends, but leave room for God’s wrath.” (Romans 12:17, 19)

Escaping Toxic Cycles:

“Stuck in a loop, I’m trapped in.”

This line highlights the feeling of being stuck in a pattern of pain and obsession. God offers a way out, breaking the cycles of bitterness and despair.

“So if the Son sets you free, you will be free indeed.” (John 8:36)

Letting Go of the Past:

“Crazy for you but I’m smart enough to know we’ll never get back what we had then.”

Acknowledging the end of a relationship is a step toward moving forward. The Bible reminds us to leave the past behind and look ahead to the new things God is doing.

“Forget the former things; do not dwell on the past. See, I am doing a new thing!” (Isaiah 43:18-19)

Lyrics

You ain't gotta do me like that
Baby girl you're all that I had then
I made wings out the knives in my back
I'll embrace all the pain that I had then

All you wanted from me was to hurt
All you wanted from me was my pain
Everyday you would just make me worse
Somehow that shit made you feel so great

Can you tell me why you acting strange?
Can you tell me why you fucking changed?
Baby, can you just tell me what happened?
Baby, what got in the way?

Crossed the line, I'm obsessed, this ain't passion
I wear my heart on my sleeve like it's fashion
She say she love me but I know it's past tense
Crazy for you but I'm smart enough to know we'll never get back what we had then

That bitch don't care, that bitch cappin'
Her heart's a prison, I'm captive
I turned my pain to a caption
I'm on a sinking ship and I'm the captain

Stuck in a loop, I'm trapped in
I don't know how I got here, what happened?
Showed you my heart
Now you laughing

You ain't gotta do me like that
Baby girl you're all that I had then
I made wings out the knives in my back
I'll embrace all the pain that I had then

All you wanted from me was to hurt
All you wanted from me was my pain
Everyday you would just make me worse
Somehow that shit made you feel so great

Can you tell me why you acting strange?
Can you tell me why you fucking changed?
Baby, can you just tell me what happened?
Baby, what got in the way?

Crossed the line, I'm obsessed, this ain't passion
I wear my heart on my sleeve like it's fashion
She say she love me but I know it's past tense
Crazy for you but I'm smart enough to know we'll never get back what we had then

That bitch don't care, that bitch cappin'
Her heart's a prison, I'm captive
I turned my pain to a caption
I'm on a sinking ship and I'm the captain

i made wings out of the knives in my back.

Lyrics:

telling me to get a bag
when it's all that i've been chasing
set for a whole damn week
i ain't stood on my own in a minute
never sober in the club on sum lsd
been at war with the parasite taking me over
i'll void all the things that i wish i had told her
guess that i'll live and i'll die as a loner
the bugs in my skin found their peace and a home here
feel so damn strange on my own two feet
you need direction
you need a feat?
i do not know why you're talking to me
and she won't hit my phone till she's horny in heat
i hear her voice even deep in the beat
i hear it so clearly inside of my dreams
think i'm imagining things
if you're gonna bluff then i think i'll find somewhere and leave

she's just another fucking enzyme
a girl i should forget i'm
lost inside my own mind
i can't meet a deadline
even when i set mine
hang by river styx my love and we could watch the world die
if you'd like the ether
I wonder if in a few years
She’ll still be stealing my sleep
i wonder if in a few years
i'll still live life on repeat
i wonder if in a few years
you'll be invading my dreams
i wonder if in a few years
you'll fall right back onto me

telling me to get a bag
when it's all that i've been chasing
set for a whole damn week
i ain't stood on my own in a minute
never sober in the club on sum lsd
been at war with the parasite taking me over
i'll void all the things that i wish i had told her
guess that i'll live and i'll die as a loner
the bugs in my skin found their peace and a home here
feel so damn strange on my own two feet
you need direction
you need a feat?
i do not know why you're talking to me
and she won't hit my phone till she's horny in heat
i hear her voice even deep in the beat
i hear it so clearly inside of my dreams
think i'm imagining things
if you're gonna bluff then i think i'll find somewhere and leave

styx

Lyrics

Please don't tell me you gone be there, no you won't
Please don't think that I care cause no I don't
Already tried that way too many times, never works
Every time I'm kind, I just always end up hurt
Please don't tell me you don't love me, yes you do
Please don't think we can't make it work after all that we went through
All these times that I cried, you don't understand
You told me you needed spacе but you needed another man
You can live without mе but I don't know if I can
If it isn't you, I don't think I can love again
What'd I do that made you...
What'd I do that made you never wanna talk again?
Please help me understand
I'm holding on to threads, you're prying off my hands
And you don't know how cold it gets, girl, you don't understand
Every time that I cried
There's something more than just 11 letters between you and I

there's more than 11 letters between us.

Produced by luffysome x noah808

Lyrics

I need you back, whatever he has I seem to lack

Oh, why'd you ever have to leave me hopeless?
Make sure where the bodies go is where nobody notice
I don't wanna be fixed, I got used to being broken
It don't matter how I feel, I don't ever wanna open up

I'm so fucked, you just wanted sex
Baby all I want is love
I'll succumb, I'll become
Anything you ever need and anything you want

Baby I'm not worth it if you not with me, you can hit me
You know I'll forget about it as soon as you kiss me
Don't care what you do to me just don't forget me
I can't let you do all that to me and simply leave me

Bae it ain't that easy, we gone have to both go
Don't go, I need you here with me or I won't cope
I ain't got no need to cope if you just don't go
Moving on is what I need to do but I just won't though

Been in a bad mood ever since I woke up
Lux said I ain't need to write, so I spoke up
With the bogiebois in ATL & we gone smoke up
Love me, hate me, baby I give no fucks

Don't go, please don't go, girl I need you back, I can't let you go
I'm cold, I'm so cold, I ain't got nowhere to go I can call home
She's gone, she won't come back anymore, I guess I'm alone
I know that I should move on but I don't wanna move on

i don't wanna be fixed, i got used to being broken.

Produced by septfree

Lyrics

Look into my eyes, you can see the pain
You can feel my vibe but you can't feel my rage
Baby we ain't gotta talk, I can hear your thoughts
You could never fool me, I can see your heart

Baby you ain't gotta hide, I see what's inside
I can see those demons, come into the light
I know you think I'm alone, you could never know
What I got beside me, what I'm keeping close

Put some metal in my head, bitch I feel like I'm magneto
I heard what they said but it don't matter to me though
All they worried bout is bread but they don't even like wheat though
Why you tryna eat the fruit that you ain't even plant a seed for?

Okay, I see what you are, you just tryna feed
You ain't tryna give but you tryna receive
Niggah I know we allowed but I can't allow
I can't be around you, I see what surrounds you

M, 13-44.

Produced by 2late!

Lyrics

Please don't ask me why all my songs are so sad
Because honestly the answer is that I'm always so sad
And I do not want to talk about that
Ask my mom, always been like that
Every time she wanted me to talk, I would close up
Now I'm an adult and my heart still froze up
For a moment it wasn't, for a moment I felt all the love
For a moment I felt so alive, for a moment I felt like enough
But that's all that it was, was a moment
'Cause that's all gone now and it won't come back
One day I'll be gone and I won't come back
Can you tell me that you love me before it comes to that?

I know that you won't though, baby girl, please don't go
Now I'm just so cold, I don't wanna do this no more
I'm all on my own, please don't tell me you know
What I'm feeling in my chest, I swear to God that you don't

Please don't ask me why all my songs are so sad
Because honestly the answer is ten times much worse than that
All these things I put in the open, I got so much more that's closed in
I got so much more you don't know and so much more you won't know

Please don't ask me why all my songs are so sad
Even though I tell you all this, I won't ever tell you that
I won't ever tell a soul, I tried once but not no more
All they could do was fucking hold me while I cried, that was pitiful

I won't ever let nobody see that again, felt love once, I won't feel it again
Guess it's time to accept that fact cause I tried so hard and it still ain't back
I gave her time and she still ain't back
Act like I'm fine but I'm not intact
Wish I could cry but I can't do that
'Cause I did for so long and I can't go back

Please don't ask me why all my songs are so sad
Because honestly the answer is that I just want you back

please don't ask me why all my songs are sad.

left right right left x LovinnBanzz

2X FUCK IT (PROD. BLUE619)

Ice in my veins
Knives in my heart
How did I die I dont know where to start

I start to fade
Everything grey
Other than death I dont see any way

You're all controlling and you dont even know
Watch as I freeze as I sleep in the snow

You're all controlling and you dont even know
Watch as I freeze as I sleep in the snow

Bodies everywhere, and I watch em all burn
Thinkin' to myself, "did I take the wrong turn"
I make mistakes and I will never learn
Once I depart I will never return

i don't wanna be fixed, i got used to being broken.

unknxwn.

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