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Lyrics

Every time I love another it just leaves a pain inside my
Heart that's covered with the clutter, I don't like my emotions
I'm broken, can't cope with anything inside my mind that might remind
Me of all the better times that I can't find in the present that I'm dealt with
It's a far away from Heaven, I don't know if I should reach for help
Or let the hurt just set in

Not where I imagined I would be
Can't talk to the people that I know get me
Say they wanna move on, they wanna get better
I don't think I can if we're not together

I was looking for you so long
You were letting go I tried to hold on
Don't laugh at me for missing what we had
I swear to God I care but you don't see that

I don't know why I can't feel my heart beating in my chest
I don't wanna see you again, you're just like all the rest
Baby I don't wanna sleep in my bed, put me to rest
In the grave is where I think my life would serve me the best

Why can't I not care like you?
Nobody left here, I'm through
I can feel my death near, it's true
I don't wanna die, I just wanna find a friend

i miss you. | Produced by omito

Lyrics

Drunk, stuck, don't give a fuck
I still ain't had me enough
Why so shook? Knew what was up
I never lied about none

I told you I wasn't what
You were still searching to find
You hurt you
I was just taking advantage and passing the time

I'm not even what's close to divine
I lost hope and I never will find
It again, I'm in the shit again, I'm never fitting in, God I know that I'm not getting in
Your heaven, I'm hellbent on my only purpose

You think I'm at the top
But I feel like I'm losing
Life's hard wanna stop
Something in me keep choosing

To fight off these thoughts
That tell me let it off
That tell me that I'm not
Worth everything that I got

That bitch ain't care
Why the fuck should I?
There's some in the air
That makes me wanna die

So why do I fight?
When I think I'm lost?
Maybe because I
Can only fight when lost

Stuck in a cycle, that's how my life go
Honestly think that I'm psycho
Midnight, can't keep my eyes closed
I might need Nyquil, I never like it when I feel

Like I can't sleep cause you'll be in my dreams
Even when you don't care you're the one that I see
In my life for the rest of eternity
Why this love in my chest keep on burning me?

Why the girl that I love keep on hurting me?
Don't know what's wrong with me, everyone always deserting me
God why the fuck did you burden me? Death is an urgency
All my emotions are murkin' me

mercury.

by the graves in the dark
*hold my hand*
i cant see, not even spark
on this land, fall apart

i just played you, im not smart
dripping faucets, hear the bark
from the dogs
in the old mans house

nothing's ever worse than getting high
yeah i said it right
laying down
my gaves been settled there
on my house
in my dreams, i just lay there
every night
i swear it comes back, daily and im 
ripped apart!

you could never tell, 
*that i been there*
yeah i hear all of the stories that ur telling them
everyone whos me, knows that im nothing like that
ur garbage human being, and there's no coming back

i just wanted die, good thing you'd never understand
i know i got too close to it, the days were running thin
outt line
really outta time

running through the trees, yeah im running through the breeze
now its set, im crying help!
no one ever talks now
this shi*s like poetry, im just tryna help myself. 

im just tryna walk my way out of this hell
im just tryna make a name to feed myself
the photos never really cut it, its an act im sorry please
dont just cut me off cause im not rich as i seemed
blood all on  my sheets
you name keeps ringing back amongst the graves, i just need to find some peace, oh well

nothing's ever worse than getting high
yeah i said it right
laying down
my gaves been settled there
on my house
in my dreams, i just lay there
every night
i swear it comes back, daily and im 
ripped apart!

you could never tell, 
*that i been there*
yeah i hear all of the stories that ur telling them
everyone whos me, knows that im nothing like that
ur garbage human being, and there's no coming back

grave 2 (prod. AsharpTheOne)

its super shitty but i didnt care enough to spend time recording or mixing after the 1 takes so it's kinda all over the place and w/ presets LMFAO

wtf im crying cover

Produced by emma

Lyrics

I needa reset
I can't catch my breath
I been on my own for so long
Don't need a friend

I don't like to talk
Write a song bout how I been
I can feel their claws in my skin
When I'm in bed

I see humans walk around that already been dead
I see faces all around that I know just were sent
For me to fall back into a person I don't miss
Body hate my soul and I know my heart hate my head

Fuck it, blow it off, that's your only option
You don't even talk, what's on your chest can not get off it
So I recommend your neck, your head needs to be off it
Will it ever end? Cause I don't know if I can stop it

in my skin.

Produced by septfree

Lyrics

Tryna change is hard
Don't know where to start
It's so many parts
I can't see it all
I turned off my heart
I can't turn it on
I got all this pain
I can't turn it off

Never got no help
I been on my own
Everything I felt
You could never know
I came out my shell
I was vulnerable
You sent me to hell
Now my heart is stone

I be needing help
And I don't ever ask
And I lost all my hope
And I can't get that back
What's the point if I did?
I won't ever have that girl back again
No one could turn on those feelings within
She has that key and she won't unlock it

i turned off my heart.

Lyrics

Wish you knew what you meant but you don't cause
If you did, from my love, you would not run
You wouldn't have left me, you wouldn't have did that
You wouldn't distress me
What I gave to you, you'd give back
You would've came back by now
Did me wrong, you ain't think I would find out?
Old me would've been folding, went and got drunk
'Cause I can't get high now
I really wish I could cry now, but I can't cause my tears all dried out
I'm at a point in my life, I ain't got time to waste
Either do or I don't, I can't try now

Really hurt my heart when you left, I don't know how to deal with this stress
And I'm only just gonna get worse
I don't believe in myself enough to be the best
Don't remind me of what I did, I don't know how to do it again
And I know that I did you wrong but I wish that we could be friends

i'm only gonna get worse, i don't believe in myself enough to be the best.

if i could just erase it all, you know i would
give anything to go back to who i was before
and i cant help but feel like i'm misunderstood
nobody knows what it's like to be me

and i'm sorry darling
i don't know who i am
so how could i be what you need me to be?
my friends wrote me off cause
i'm just a lost cause
and i'll never fix the things broken in me

broken
for a long time
if i have you
then i'm alright
feel i've known you, maybe in a past life
you helped finally make me feel like i'm alive

but what if i cant,
i can't be who
who i need to,
maybe i should leave you
just to save you
but i need you
is it selfish for me just to keep you?

lost cause [wisssery]

this was so fun to make, hope you like it
got a song coming every 1-2 weeks for next month (:
thankful for every listen <3

beat by the insanely talented @illsee
lyrics:

I live among the vermin
will you listen to my song
will you listen to my sermon
will you honor all my wishes cause you know that I've been hurting
will you call me when it’s imminent
I’m terrified it’s certain
I live among the vermin 
will you listen to my song
will you listen to my sermon
will you honor all my wishes cause you know that I've been hurting
will you promise you’ll be with me when I’m pulling back the curtain

I've been up in arms
wondering how I’d tell you
when I wanna be in yours
wish it was that easy
but it’s pulling back and forth
wish I could appease it
but it’s gonna run its course

I'm always down on my luck
not coming out of my rut
I’ll find a beat
that I like
and make some shit on it once
but Imma finish a song don’t care
if I hate it
Imma keep up with this i swear
never disappear

I live among the vermin
will you listen to my song
will you listen to my sermon
will you honor all my wishes cause you know that I've been hurting
will you call me when it’s imminent
I’m terrified it’s certain
I live among the vermin
will you listen to my song
will you listen to my sermon
will you honor all my wishes cause you know that I've been hurting
will you promise you’ll be with me when I’m pulling back the curtain

vermin (maybe)

Headed For Love

You could be my guardian 
You could be my caretaker if ya wanna
You could take my rights away
But you can't can't take my fight away 
If you're gonna

Always making things difficult
Always pulling some stupid shit
Dumb and dumber
Forever fucking with my head 
I don't know how I've put up with it 
Numb and numb'er

But I'm still Devine

You could be my Alabama 
You could be my heartbreaker if ya wanna
You could fly my kite today
"You're so cool" is a thing that I used to say
I'm still gonna.

Maybe not to her but someone new
Baby I am hoping that its you up on my plate.
Patterns emerge clear for all to see
She's just a user forever using me
And now she's late

But I'm still on still on time X 2

i'm only gonna get worse, i don't believe in myself enough to be the best.

Archive: unknxwn.