Lyrics:

i could kill a fucking heart expressing how i felt
solitary with these thoughts is an existential hell
i'm only visiting i won't be here for long
preach good decisions while i rip another hit out of this bong
i can see right past ur face into ur mind 
if i send this fucking message i swear it's suicide  
i'll ask you every single option that i have
to make it right
and then in desperation complete the cycle and the questline

so what i'm just a monster with a mop
earning 12.50 an hour 9-5 upon the dot
it's me the janitor you know so very well
i just vented every thought of mine through songs to break my shell
and i
haven't made those in a week
and i'm getting so scared that this could be the end of my
career and it worsens my fear 
so i contemplate
all of the things that i'll never find
days turn to weeks
then to months then to years
could this project ever get done in time
pushed it back twice 
and the rush is a lie
n i'm sitting here stuck on a fucking line
i was a sight seer
i spent the night here
hang on a lease
while i ruin my teeth
and make sense of some things that should never rhyme

and i

and i hide my fucking feelings 
from my friends
and raise my walls
they can see a couple cracks
but they've not seen a thing at all
cement breaks
it's tempting
to breakdown
and lay waste

janitor pt. II

02classic.m4a(kxxdo)

unprepared (michael harrison)

lyrics 

I was in love with u 
but what was that u saying 
'coz im fucked up it's over 
and u just look like satan

was it just the sex
was it just the head
was it what was left of all my fucking flesh

u told me to stop
i'm going full throttle
u got all this dirt on my name
and u throwing the bottle

sometimes hard for me to wake
so I gotta wake and bake
I can't be the one to save u now
i'm not good with fake love

fucked my image but thats not enough
left my body in acid for a month
I don't love u baby it's just the drugs
I don't love u baby it's just ur body

I know that my soul was there to take
and it just fucking kills me when ur sorry
'coz I know u don't really feel that way 
I feel like i'm soon to take a bath thats bloody

in those first days..
in those first few days I look back and i'm ok

'coz thats not how I thought it'd be 
I told her she was my queen
she told me I was her king
but now our kingdoms dust & leaves

thought i'd set the perfect scene
but now I'm coming out clean
all I wanted u to be
was just happy in these sheets

first those whispers then those screams
hollow body, yes
sit aside my bones for u so u can chew on the flesh

dust & leaves (hollowprpl)

prod @yunnygoldz

LYRICS
ripped jeans, same dreams
i aint finna stop til i rest in peace
black ricks, black fit
black like the ash when i tap my spliff
Whatchu mean, i scheme
If i stop dropping just forget about me
Gaslit, gold glasses
Blospar bible lemme talk my shit

Swag wizard, cast a spell n change the time
If you stare into the mirror, nothings what youll fucking find
cause our consciousness, gets lost in it
X-ing out like twitter and now rocket ships 
lungs m losing oxygen
im pocketing, everything around me in my mental capacity, 
Every1 who challenge gonna end up dying tragically
Rappin at my pc casually
Ima 1 of 1 honestly there's no matching me
i'm the majesty 

John D. Rockefeller i got bills all in my pocket
I got charge like a usb to plug n socket
I got energy, blospar on another wave, mental supremacy
No need to hate im not tryna make more enemies

lemme talk my shit [prod. yunny goldz]

COMFORT

shoutout @notmorgn 4 existing <333

i'll regret it till im gone
but next time when you're leaving
make sure my hearts not beating
make sure my hearts not beating
make sure that im not breathing
make sure that im not breathing
make sure that im not breathing.

fingers crossed when i say that im sober
2 o clock and my nights not over
crooked thoughts tucked inside a folder
ima let em out until i feel like im better

she lied to me again
said that she was only goin out with her friends
i was writing love songs when i got a text
god that really fucked up my head 

what do you want from me
ill try to be your anchor 
indefinitely
ill writhe and seethe in anger
why are we
so blind to see a stranger
as a friend with good intentions
never

and i messed up
tryna be the one that you
let your anger out upon

i was blinded
vowed to silence
pointless arguments that i never couldve won

i'll regret it till im gone
but next time when you're leaving
make sure my hearts not beating
make sure my hearts not beating
make sure that im not breathing
make sure that im not breathing
make sure that im not breathing.

fingers crossed when i say that im sober
2 o clock and my nights not over
crooked thoughts tucked inside a folder
ima let em out until i feel like im better

she lied to me again
said that she was only goin out with her friends
i was writing love songs when i got a text
god that really fucked up my head

fingers crossed

fingers crossed (notmorgn)

(kaiso)
Alright, I don’t wanna be up all night
This time, I don’t wanna see time pass by
You really think that I don’t see that look in your eyes
I see you watching me
I wish you could love me again
No, I don’t want nobody else
I wish you could love me again
I wish you could love me again
I wish you could love me again

I see the way you look and girl it’s crooked and you know it’s wrong
If you won’t tell me how you feel then how the fuck are we gonna get out from this mess
This hazardous place that turned me into a crooked bandit
I died and went through the Lazarus
What if I came back to life just for you

(yungcray)
What a fucking mess we made
This will never be the same
I’ve been looking back on our love
It fucking hurts the pain
keeps on getting worse
Live inside a curse
Spinning on my words
I don’t even drink though
Yeah it hasn’t felt the same since
I’m not strong enough to face this
Blood is pouring out from open wounds, but fuck it 
I dont got that much to lose
What a fucking mess we made
This will never be the same
I’ve been looking back on our love
It fucking hurts the pain
keeps on getting worse
Live inside a curse
Spinning on my words
I don’t even drink though

(kaiso)
Alright, I don’t wanna be up all night
This time, I don’t wanna see time pass by
You really think that I don’t see that look in your eyes
I see you watching me
I wish you could love me again
No, I don’t want nobody else
I wish you could love me again
I wish you could love me again
I wish you could love me again

love me again w/ yungcray (hollowprpl)

ive had enough
i gave you many chances but
you lie and lie
you're "miss understood"
you say you're sorry
but that means nothing
no oh

ive had enough
i gave you many chances but
you lie and lie
you're "miss understood"
you say you're sorry
but that means nothing
no oh

yeah
you fucked me over again i
swear that this was the last time
i brought you flowers and sunlight
while you fucked another guy

i wanna kill myself but it aint good for my health
settled down for you, an embodiment of hell
hate the way youd say you change
you're still the same as yesterday
at the end i went insane
and you're the only one to blame

yeah ive got too much shit stuck up inside my head
i dont want to care about the things you did
i was taught to almost always forgive
but i dont think i can do that for this this

i hate that i still fuckin love you
after all you that put me through
you ripped me in two, i didnt assume
that you would hurt me
i never knew you

ive had enough
i gave you many chances but
you lie and lie
you're "miss understood"
you say you're sorry
but that means nothing
no oh

ive had enough
i gave you many chances but
you lie and lie
you're "miss understood"
you say you're sorry
but that means nothing
no oh

Miss Understood (ushanka boy)

this what my songs sound like before i actually record them

LY2TM. (rough)

Archive: unknxwn.