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real.

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life is pointless (out on all platforms)

Art by @alexseibelorsomething

Lyrics

I don't wanna talk, you want me to open up but I just wanna stop
Stop my heart, stop my breath, don't care which part
As long as it leaves me unable to feel all this pain that I haven't been able
I know this a song but this isn't a fable

Every single word I say real
It won't ever work, I can't heal
Honestly I could but if I did I
Couldn't make the shit I

Pour my heart into when I ain't got no one
I don't know what to do when I can't make no song
I know that I'm great but this shit not fun
You know where I'm at, you don't know where I'm from

I don't wanna talk, you want me to open up but I just wanna stop
Stop my heart, stop my breath, don't care which part
As long as it leaves me unable to feel all this pain that I haven't been able
I know this a song but this isn't a fable

I used to hear as a child, this kid gonna go places
Only place I been since then is Hell and I don't really think I can change it
I don't even know if I deserve it, wake up everyday just feeling worthless
I know nobody is perfect but I don't even feel I have a purpose

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as long as it leaves. | Produced by saint mike

4/2/2020 (maybe?) 

Not the OG cover art

the only difference about this song is the intro. 

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unknxwn. - dont take it. (OG probably) | prod. metlast

Lyrics

If I fell would you catch me?
I want love, you won't let me
Why do I still fight for dreams?
You only exist when I'm sleep

I wanna feel your love, you wanna watch me die
I wanna build up trust, you wanna make me cry
I would of gave it all up just to give us a try
You were just out getting fucked when I wasn't by your side

Why in the fuck did I think I could make you mine?
Everything you say lies
I'ma make songs about you until I make bank
You gonna watch me rise
Thought what we had was something real but it was so fake
You were just in disguise
I used to feel so much love for you, now it's all hate
All of my feelings collide

I don't feel like myself no more
Are you safe for my health? Not sure
I don't like the way I'm not yours
I don't get what this is all for

If I fell would you catch me?
I want love, you won't let me
Why do I still fight for dreams?
You only exist when I'm sleep

If I fell would you catch me?
I want love, you won't let me
Why do I still fight for dreams?
You only exist in my sleep

Why in the fuck did I think I could make you mine?
Everything you say lies
I'ma make songs about you until I make bank
You gonna watch me rise
Thought what we had was something real but it was so fake
You were just in disguise
I used to feel so much love for you, now it's all hate
All of my feelings collide

I don't feel like myself no more
Are you safe for my health? Not sure
I don't like the way I'm not yours
I don't get what this is all for

disguise. | Produced by yeezo x slaying ibis

Lyrics

Write these songs like I got some to say but
When in person ain't got none to say cause
I'm a stupid, broken, anxious
Shell of a man, I don't think that I can

Reach every goal that I had in the plan
I took a turn on the path that I had
So close yet so damn far
How can I feel love with a broken heart?

Coming this far kinda blows my mind
Still sometimes I just wanna hole in mine
Carrying weight with a broken spine
I get so full of hope in a hopeless time

Cause thats all I got to rely on
Where was god when I needed the light on?
I was stuck in lightless place
When he took who I loved to a lifeless space

That was fucking forever ago
But the feeling I felt it won't ever just go
And sometimes I don't think that it's better to cope
I do better at this when I'm hurting the most

I bled for this, I shed for this
Went to heaven and jumped into hell for this
I'm bred for this, was fed for this
Burned every bridge just to care for this

But you won't understand don't even care if you can
I'm so full of myself, I be foolin' myself tryna act like it's cool when I'm crying for help
When I know that it's not but I won't ever admit that
I still feel like I'm lost but I'ma still just pretend that

Everything is a okay, even when I hate everyday
Every waking moment is a moment closer to the day
I'll really find out if all this agony was worth the wait
Or if it didn't even matter at fucking all

I get this urge I should just splatter this fucking wall
With every piece of me that hold these secrets deep beneath
The surface that you see in me these curtains here conceal a beast
That I don't wanna show nobody

stupid. | Produced by raspo

Lyrics

I wanna get lost and never be found
Honestly I'm sick of just being around
One day I'll wake up inside of a bed
But the same day I'll go to sleep in the ground

I got all these feeling I don't talk about
Every time I did lead to someone else just walking out
I'm so fucking scared of what I feel because if I tell the truth
You might see what I see in myself and hate me too

And I don't wanna do that again
I don't ever wanna feel like I did back then
I would rather be numb to it all
That feeling something good just to lose it all

Life ain't what I thought it'd be
Like I thought when I was 16
Felt like I would be so free
That was shallow, now I'm deep

I wanna get lost and never be found
Honestly I'm sick of just being around
One day I'll wake up inside of a bed
But the same day I'll go to sleep in the ground

And on some days I feel like that day could be now
And on some days I feel like I figure it out
But on all days I'm really just keeping it down
So does it even fucking matter if I'm happy?

Cause when I am, I'm not
And everytime I am, I know what I really got going on
Inside my head, some stupid fucking voice telling me I should be dead

shallow. | Produced by greaf

Produced by klimlords

Lyrics

I know what I did was wrong
I don't really care when I'm in that zone
I'd do it again if I had enough reason
Then again there isn't one I need when I'm fiending

Just let me at it
Oh I'm such an addict
Bite marks on my neck from her
Today I'm feeling rabid

I ain't ever fix what I broke
I won't ever miss any bitch that I ghost
Let that table turn, somebody gone learn
I hold on to dead weight like ashes in an urn

Weekend, getting drunk once again
I don't need nobody cause this alcohol my friend
That girl ain't my type if she ain't my wife
Till death do us part, girl we together if alive

I still make these songs bout the past
That's just how cope with every feeling that is bad
I ain't ever fake to myself
Bitch, that's all that matters, don't agree then go to hell

I be sippin', some might say I'm trippin'
Don't care what you call it, might be alcoholic
Thought I was diminished, I ain't ever finished
Every line I'm spittin' make you wanna pause it

I know what I did was wrong
I don't really care when I'm in that zone
I'd do it again if I had enough reason
Then again there isn't one I need when I'm fiending

Just let me at it
Oh I'm such an addict
Bite marks on my neck from her
Today I'm feeling rabid

bitemarks.

Produced by schmooney

@yungblasian

Lyrics

| unknxwn. |

Walk around with a cloud over my head
It's down, I don't wanna see the light
Feelin' down is the only feeling right
I can't heal the wounds inside

My soul, I'm so cold
Where did all the good times go?
I don't even fucking know
And I won't ever really know

All I'm really good at, hurting everybody
Disappointing any one with any ounce about me
That I'll become someone that they
Can say "That guy's headed down the right way"

I ain't headed nowhere but the motherfuckin' freeway
I can feel the devil closing in, I feel a heatwave
All these voices tell me go with them, I need to be saved
That girl broke my heart to go with him, I'm crying please stay

Walk around with a cloud over my head
It's down, I don't wanna see the light
Feelin' down is the only feeling right
I can't heal the wounds inside

My soul, I'm so cold
Where did all the good times go?
I don't even fucking know
And I won't ever really know

| yungblasian |

I dont really know
Where im going
Im impatient 
Im getting wasted
Maybe its my fault
Maybe its not deep
I dont need too much
Just say you need me
Needed it lately
Wanted some company
Telling me one thing
Then change up suddenly 
U know youre hurting me
Ur words are burning me
You dont care at all

| unknxwn. |

Walk around with a cloud over my head
It's down, I don't wanna see the light
Feelin' down is the only feeling right
I can't heal the wounds inside

My soul, I'm so cold
Where did all the good times go?
I don't even fucking know
And I won't ever really know

h347. (feat. yungblasian)

Produced by saint mike

Lyrics

We're worlds apart but I still feel the warmth that's from your love
I see what you could be but you only think bout what you was
I don't like that you don't like the things I like about you girl
From my angle you look like an angel

Being stuck in the past, finding ways to bring it back
Make it last, no stranger
Like a hundred on the dash, I might need to bring it back
Wanna crash my anger
I don't like it when I'm lost, figured out that what I thought
Was safe was danger
Don't wait too long, that change won't be what you want

I can't ever figure where but I know it's fucking there
In the air, I just wanna see it show
I just wanna see it bare, all the colors I don't care
Wanna stare into the pit of that hope
I just wanna soak it in, I ain't ever really had
What it is they say you do
Show yourself, show me what I should of fucking felt

Show me what to feel, show me something fucking real
Show me that this life is not just on repeat till the day I'm still
Show me what you see, show me something to believe
That I'm not just wasting time cause I feel like I'm wasting mine

I don't wanna feel like this, no not ever, not again
I just gotta fucking win this once
Getting sick of getting pissed over shit I shouldn't miss
I won't miss if I point this gun
In the center of the side of the head my brain inside
Don't cry when the shell gets dumped
I can't show you what's inside, so I put it to the side
So I lie and I say there's nothing

Even when I fucking know there's something
Don't really know how to cope so I'm puffing
"If you need me then I'm here" that's touching
"I'll always care cause I love you" you're bluffing

Okay, never mind
Don't come in this head of mine
I thought I was dead inside
But I swear that this pain's alive

We're worlds apart but I still feel the warmth that's from your love
I see what you could be but you only think bout what you was
I don't like that you don't like the things I like about you girl
From my angle you look like an angel

Being stuck in the past, finding ways to bring it back
Make it last, no stranger
Like a hundred on the dash, I might need to bring it back
Wanna crash my anger
I don't like it when I'm lost, figured out that what I thought
Was safe was danger
Don't wait too long, that change won't be what you want

I can't ever figure where but I know it's fucking there
In the air, I just wanna see it show
I just wanna see it bare, all the colors I don't care
Wanna stare into the pit of that hope
I just wanna soak it in, I ain't ever really had
What it is they say you do
Show yourself, show me what I should of fucking felt

danger.

Lyrics

I don't wanna hear that
I just wanna tell you
If I could go years back
I would never tell you...

You're all that I needed but I am not what you wanted
Why'd you run away from me? I thought I was important
Everything you did to me and I still never folded
I made one mistake and you made me feel fucking horrid

You're still in my head, I don't wanna let go
I lay in my bed, I just watch the time go
I been losing sleep cause I know you ain't here with me
And I know you don't fucking care at all but why'd you ever leave?

Why'd you ever have to go and leave?
I would wait for you forever, you wouldn't wait for me
Now I'm wondering why you lead me on
I'm done with it, I ain't got no one

You think cause you're gone that I don't keep up with you?
You're so fucking wrong, bitch I could show up to you
I know that I'm sick and I don't wanna get better
You're all that I wanted, I wish you would want it

Don't know where I'm going
Everything is boring
Frander is a poet
I just wanna load it

I don't wanna hear that
I just wanna tell you
If I could go years back
I would never tell you...

You're all that I needed but I am not what you wanted
Why'd you run away from me? I thought I was important
Everything you did to me and I still never folded
I made one mistake and you made me feel fucking horrid

You're still in my head, I don't wanna let go
I lay in my bed, I just watch the time go
I been losing sleep cause I know you ain't here with me
And I know you don't fucking care at all but why'd you ever leave?

dewy. | Produced by ezy

Produced by septfree x maestrowons

Lyrics

I'm hurt but I don't wanna heal
When I wanted you, all you wanted was him
I'm fucked, I'm stuck on her still
Wish you would say that you wanted me still

I'm hurt, won't heal
Want you but you want him
I'm fucked, I'm still
Stuck on you, what the fuck do I do?

I'm over it, nothing matters at all
I got my back to the wall
How fucking heavy this boulder get? Tired of holdin it
I think I'm ready to fall

Not in love again, I wont do that again
No not in love again, I wont do that
Cause last time I did left a knife in my back
She was the shit, I got treated like crap

I was in bed on my phone tryna call you
But I didn't know you were sittin on laps
I should of known from the way that I found you
That you were a mess and we never could last

I go to sleep kinda pissed
Knowing I'll wake up still stuck in a cycle
Acting like I give a shit
So nobody know I don't care at all about how life go
How fucking worse could it get?
I was broken before, I'll be broken again
I'm fucking stuck in a pit
But you'll never know cause I never vent at all

I never talk and I never will
Cause all of this talk don't make me heal
I wanna stop, I don't wanna live
Ain't nothing in life worth what I feel

Wish I ain't exist
I wish I was never conceived
If wishes were real at all
Then I woulda died when I turned 18

shit song about shit feelings.

gym class (prod. brobak)

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https://soundcloud.com/idstayawaytoo

SLEEP ABOVE THE MOON // FT TWENTYTHREE (PROD. IDSTAYAWAYTOO)

unknxwn  I'm A Mess Again

up on all platforms <3

you keep playin with my heart
youre tearing me apart
saw it comin from the start
the start, the start
and i keep trying to run away
know you need me to stay
dont look at me, dont look at me
dont look at me that way

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Ghost (feat. Ivri)

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Lyrics:
[Hook]
sorry that im not enough
sorry that i just give up 
when the going gets tough
all i ever do is run
sorry that im not enough
im not enough
x2

4 am in my room and im high again
always treading cautious society's a lions den
feelin pain im just wishin that the shit would end
no one listens so im cryin on the internet
wont lie i dont know where should i go
got walls and a roof but this house aint home
rollin up dope ive been outta my zone
im drownin in issues im outta control
tell the reaper to take my life with a scythe quick
whi is the pain the only thing my brain can siphon
ive been on a journey tryna find some enlightment 
and why is death the only concept that gets me excited
so should i stay or should i go thats been on my mind
cause i feel like youll get bored of me ill be waste of time
and thoughts of you leaven been keepin me up at night
tell me we'll be alright 

[Hook]
sorry that im not enough
sorry that i just give up 
when the going gets tough
all i ever do is run
sorry that im not enough
im not enough
x2

Not Enough (prod. Ryini Beats)

Suicide Letter 3 | Follow Instagram @trickjames36

I took this assembly from YouTube, if you want, I can do it myself

1 hour of Russian Doomer music

Not mine
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wcaZcbain2s

Playlist:
00:00 Молчат Дома - Клетка
04:40 Кино - Раньше в твоих глазах
07:02 Chernikovskaya Hata - Владимирский централ
09:27 Молчат Дома - Люди надоели
12:26 Chernikovskaya Hata - Нажми на кнопку
15:58 Молчат Дома - Крыши
18:47 ssshhhiiittt - Корабль
22:33 ssshhhiiittt - Восемь
27:49 Chernikovskaya Hata - Stavlju Na Zero
31:04 Мать Тереза - Память
35:10 Кино - Кукушка

shallow. | Produced by greaf

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