Lyrics

I don't feel alive, I don't think my mind is mine
Every time I feel the tears, I'd rather die than fucking cry
It ain't worth it, I'm so fucking nervous
I don't wanna live my life if all I'll feel is worthless

If I fall will you catch me?
Wanna call but I know you hate you met me
I'm addicted, your love's deadly
I would drop it all for you, you won't let me

I'm so fucked, I can't hold on
No love, not from no one
If they do I won't fucking let 'em
What to do? I don't know I ain't fucking better

Shut the fuck up, I don't wanna hear that
I don't like the pain but I do when I feel that
I don't wanna stay with you and you fear that
But it ain't my problem

All of yours I can't solve 'em
Numbers in my phone I don't call 'em
All of my emotions, I wall 'em
If it break I'ma snap, I don't really give a fuck

Gave her everything and lost her, I am not enough
I feel every pain I felt when I was growing up
Did wrong every single time
That I opened up or tried

I'd cut out my eyes
Just to never see the light
I can't hide inside forever
I'm not ken, I'm fucking detmer

I don't feel alive, I don't think my mind is mine
Every time I feel the tears, I'd rather die than fucking cry
It ain't worth it, I'm so fucking nervous
I don't wanna live my life if all I'll feel is worthless (x2)

no one. | Produced by kubsy

(unknxwn.) 
Don't know where I went wrong
Been tryna figure it out all night long
What do I do? How do I leave?
What hurts me the most is the fact that it's me

I'm what I hate, I know I'm fake
Been trying my best to learn a new way
Evil is rooted down deep in my core
If I lose it, I'd lose it, don't know what to do when

All is okay when I wake with no pain
I been hurt for so long when I'm not, I'm just grey
Look to the sky, don't know why I'm alive
Spill my heart on my art cause I can't even cry

I just wanna go away, I don't even wanna try now
I don't wanna see a face, think I might just rip my fucking eyes out
I don't wanna hear your words, they won't ever really work
They don't ever fucking heal me, shut the fuck up you don't feel me

Shut the fuck up, you don't know
All the bad stuff that I hold
In a part of my brain I won't show
To another other than me

I wish that I could though
But I know that I can't
Don't tell me that I can

(cuts)

i know im a mess and im far from the best
but i cannot change cos i feel so deranged
i know that you hate when i say im no good
i promise that i try but i wish that i could

be the person that you miss the most
that persons dead, now im just a damn ghost
you want one thats happy, not fucking depressed
but im just a human, mediocre at best

i wish i was perfect you see its impossible 
ive been so broken you cant feel responsible 

i did all of the things you would ask me to
i ask for one thing now it’s all about you
im always the bad guy that’s just how it seems
but you were projecting your mistakes onto me

you say that you hate me and you want me dead
you have no remorse and i don’t think you’ll dread
im crying and pleading while it points at my head
i didnt think it was grave but the guns in your hand

i just wanna go away w/ unknxwn. (itb)

Lyrics

I wanna get lost and never be found
Honestly I'm sick of just being around
One day I'll wake up inside of a bed
But the same day I'll go to sleep in the ground

I got all these feeling I don't talk about
Every time I did lead to someone else just walking out
I'm so fucking scared of what I feel because if I tell the truth
You might see what I see in myself and hate me too

And I don't wanna do that again
I don't ever wanna feel like I did back then
I would rather be numb to it all
That feeling something good just to lose it all

Life ain't what I thought it'd be
Like I thought when I was 16
Felt like I would be so free
That was shallow, now I'm deep

I wanna get lost and never be found
Honestly I'm sick of just being around
One day I'll wake up inside of a bed
But the same day I'll go to sleep in the ground

And on some days I feel like that day could be now
And on some days I feel like I figure it out
But on all days I'm really just keeping it down
So does it even fucking matter if I'm happy?

Cause when I am, I'm not
And everytime I am, I know what I really got going on
Inside my head, some stupid fucking voice telling me I should be dead

shallow. | Produced by greaf

Produced by septfree x maestrowons

Lyrics

Head's on fire, heart's on ice
Liar liar in your eyes
I see right through your disguise
But I don't care no I don't care

Want it bad so do me wrong
Knife in my back, it feel like love
All I had won't ever come
Into my life again, really miss my friends

Miss those times
Where I ain't think like this
Cause now I've crossed that line
Where I won't ever feel better again

Sit with my head in my hands
Remember when I wanted bands
I wish I could give it back
Replace it with what I had

I sold my soul for a moment of pride
Never again will I trade off what's mine
I rather struggle while feeling alive
Than to feel like I'm numb cause of money in my bank

Think 'bout that for a second
I was selfish and I regret it
There was so much I could've done
All I did though was dig myself a deep hole

Now it's raining, now it's pouring
But I'm treading, one day I'll get over this
I been waiting for a moment
Where I'm saved but it's not coming

cws've.

Produced by sorrow bringer

@cuts

Lyrics

| unknxwn. |

I don't wanna fall in love again just to be cold
Everyone I ever knew, now I don't even know
Everyone that said "I'll always be here" isn't though
I'll leave all music as a note before I go

Load a mag, cock it back, let it go
They always ask "why you sad" I don't know
If I did, don't you think I would do something?
Don't tell me that you care, fucking bitch I know you bluffing

Always used till I'm not, then I'm thrown
I abused every drug I've ever known
I could use just a drink or a smoke
That's just what I say every time I know I don't need to

"Ken, I love you" bitch I don't believe you
See through, I swear everybody just be see through
Need you, baby where you at because I need you
Just like everybody else you'll leave too

| cuts |

yeah youll leave too baby i dont need you
you acting like the main one, but it aint true
i dont wanna fall in love because it hurts to
i jus wanna crash the car, ill flip my new coupe

i was right i knew youd never stay
you stalk my page, just so that you will be okay
you like seeing me in pain all day
but im happier now im really glad i got away

got away
i been out all day
numbing all the pain

you been gone way too long
so i sing and hit the bong
i said i love you but its hate
guess this always been our fate yeah

i wish that we had never dated

cuts & unknxwn. - cold.

Baby why you do that?
Tell me what I did bad
I don't wanna move on
I want you to come back

I'll tell you my secrets
Only if you keep it
I been on the deep end
You're my only reason

I don't choose to let go
Sink into the darkness
I don't need no help
No one could ever solve this

Problem that I got inside
My stupid noggin
Don't know how to cope
Throw my fist at where the wall is

I need you but you don't need me anywhere as much
I'd bleed for you, even when you're the one that cuts me deep
I'll fiend for you till the day
I don't awake from the last nights sleep

You were all I lived for
Wish we coulda been more
Ever since the day you left
I can only feel sore

I thought you said you loved me
Why you treat me like I'm nothing?

Do you think it's funny to come back into my life when
I finally get you out of my head and stop inviting?
You think I don't know where you live and who you lie with?
Play with my heart ever again, that's who you'll die with

You think I went too far?
But I ain't took a step yet
You think I'm a lover boy
There's a void inside of my chest

It won't be filled till she fills a fucking casket
I won't be healed while she lives, I'm getting drastic
I thought I told you, I'm not angel
But I know how I can make you see a halo

I need you but you don't need me anywhere as much
I'd bleed for you, even when you're the one that cuts me deep
I'll fiend for you till the day
I don't awake from the last nights sleep

loverboy.

Lyrics

Don't know where I belong anymore
Where do I go from here now?
I ain't got nobody to give me a hand now
I need someone to tell me that it'll be all okay
But nobody wanna talk to me
Did it to myself when I ain't want them talking to me
Gave her all my love, she ain't want it
Thought I was but I guess I'm not important
It'd be smart to move on but I'm a dumbass
Don't care about my future, I just wanna go back

Wanna hold her, need a shoulder
You were supposed to bring me up, you pushed me lower
It's okay though, I forgive you, and I always will cause I miss you
And I hope for the day that you come back
Don't wanna start over again, I want your love back
Staring at my phone, I'm waiting for you to call back
I lost who I was, I know I won't get it all back

Don't know where I belong anymore
Where do I go from here now?
I ain't got nobody to give me a hand now
I need someone to tell me that it'll be all okay
But nobody wanna talk to me
Did it to myself when I ain't want them talking to me
Gave her all my love, she ain't want it
Thought I was but I guess I'm not important
It'd be smart to move on but I'm a dumbass
Don't care about my future, I just wanna go back

it'd be smart to move on but i'm a dumbass.

Lyrics

I wish I had back my friends, I just wanna turn the time back
Losing another I love, I don't know if I can take that
I replace pain with a drug, mom ask about it, I fake that
One day I'll stop doing pills but until then let me take that

I stay up late watching movies 'cause I just see sleep as a skip to the next day
And every time that I wake up I'm just hoping that I don't succeed to the next day
It's so fucking bad, I'm always angry but I'm never mad
Fucking depressed, I'm not just feeling sad, I wish that my body was inside a bag

I wish that I wasn't awake, I wish it was all just a dream, I wish it was all fucking clear
There's always a read in-between, and I fucking hate it, it sucks
Always asking why I'm not enough
I'd end it all if I could, put a knife into my fucking gut

unknxwn. - If I could.

i'd end it all if i could. (2017)

Lyrics

I'm not an evil person but I've got some evil curses
Why God do I feel worthless? Honestly, I might deserve this
'Cause sometimes I don't play the victim
Broken pages in a book, I ripped them
Arrows shooting at your back, I sent them
All the hurtful things I said, I meant them
Sometimes I wanna go away, sometimes I like the noise
Sometimes I feel the hate, sometimes I feel the joy
Why can't I hold myself down? I guess if I could, I'd be dead by now
I would allow myself to drown

shallow. | Produced by greaf

Archive: unknxwn.