deleted track "DEADEND!" by @unknxwn7 (detmer, garrett)
non profit

Lyrics

Lost my mind, I don't know where my head is
I'm not fine, where I go from a dead end?
All the way back where I didn't wanna be?
I can see everyone but they don't see me

This is what it's like to be alone
Crossed the thought I might just be a ghost
Off the edge and into the unknown
I am now where you shouldn't go

The man in the black trench coat tryna get close
I ain't got enough of what I need so it's simple
I'ma trade off what I have for what he got
I'ma end up right up where he stands when we rot

Is it for the better? I don't know
But I lost my heart, why not lose my soul?
I'ma fall apart either way I go
Don't tell me shit, just leave me alone

For so long I been waiting
For someone to come and save me
As of lately that don't seem as if
I might fucking flip

Wade in water to neck
I'm fading, I don't know what's next
I've always been such a mess
I lost control and caused a wreck

DEADEND! (prod. luciid x yeezo)

Produced by jewelerbeats

Lyrics

Leave me alone
I can't breathe with you near me
I was alone
I hope you don't ever need me
When I'm a ghost
On your fear I will be feeding
Won't be satisfied till you can't stop the screaming

Fiending for your love again, baby I can't let you go
I was on your street again but I won't let you know
You left me on seen again for somebody that don't
Know you like I know you, I just want you back at home

Hole what I want inside, on the side of my dome
"Don't", that's what they gone say when care I won't
"Hope, Ken you need to hold on to that" No
So what's the point of anything at all?

Why does every thing that I do feel so wrong?
I ain't feel right on the inside in so long
Reaching out to God but he don't ever call
Every thing gets bad when I'm involved

"Ken I'm here for you" but always on my own
Count on one hand how many I can count on
Darkness all around me feel it in my bones
I can see it tryna get to me from inside of my fucking phone

I just want it to be gone
I can feel it in my soul
Don't know how to put in words
What I put out in these songs

I know it make me feel better
Don't know if that's good
I be sittin' till my head hurt
Just tryna get into it

I'm just tryna get into it
I'm just tryna get into it
But I don't think I can do it

good isn't always.

Lyrics

I get lost in my head so much
Go to sleep, I don't wanna wake up
I should care but I don't give a fuck
When I did it was never enough

I don't know where it all went wrong
Think I shouldn't keep making these songs
As of lately it's been feeling dumb
As of lately I been feeling numb

I know some people like what I do
I know some people couldn't care less
I know part of me like what I do
I know part of me wanna progress

I don't know how much fight I got left
I don't wanna keep chasing a check
And that's not what I doing it for
But I'm just a human, I gotta pay rent

It was cool, I was only a kid
I was living with mom back then
I was making a couple of g's
Buying beats for my songs back then

That was all I was worried about
But I ain't a kid no more
I ain't saying I'm giving it up
I just can't put it all in no more

I get lost in my head so much
Go to sleep, I don't wanna wake up
I should care but I don't give a fuck
When I did it was never enough

I don't know where it all went wrong
Think I shouldn't keep making these songs
As of lately it's been feeling dumb
As of lately I been feeling numb

ain't a kid no more. | Produced by metlast

Lyrics

unknxwn. don't look in that closet the skeletons in
You told me that I was the one but you cheated on me, I wasn't better than him
You should of known not to play with my heart but you tore it apart now I'm sick in the head
Used to wish I was dead and I tried and I still didn't die, now you gone wish that I did

Everything you said to me, everything you did wrong
I'ma give it back to you till you can't get up out of
Your bed like you did to me, I wish you weren't my enemy
Cause I would give it all to you if you would care at all for me

We both know that shit won't ever happen
You don't care, no not even a fraction
What did I do to you?
That could make you ruin something so beautiful

I won't ever make it out this hell and I don't want to
You don't know how fucking hard I fell, girl I want you
Every feeling that you felt, I still feel for you
No matter how ugly you treat me I'll still adore you

unknxwn. don't look in that closet the skeletons in
You told me that I was the one but you cheated on me, I wasn't better than him
You should of known not to play with my heart but you tore it apart now I'm sick in the head
Used to wish I was dead and I tried and I still didn't die, now you gone wish that I did

skeleton! (freestyle) | Produced by JUMEX

Produced by flower x luffysome

Lyrics

You don't know what you did, you don't know what you did to my mind, I'm pissed
But I wish you did, you don't know how I feel, you don't know what I hid
My feelings I'm always in, I always lose, I ain't ever gone win
I lost that girl, I won't find her again, she was my world but she don't care bout that shit

You ain't that girl, I don't care about you bitch
I'll cut you off like I don't care about my wrist
Fuck all these streams, I don't care about no hit
I can make songs, I do not care to vent

I lost all my hope
Say that I care but I know that I don't
Say you'll be there but I know that you won't
Been so many years and I still ain't coped

Been so many years and my heart still broke, wish you would call but we still ain't spoke
Glad that I quit but I still wanna smoke, 3 in the morning and I'm still woke
3 years from now and I'll still be making these sad songs, that's just me
I don't care what you think cause I know what I need, If I ain't have this music would of died at 18

Don't give a fuck about blowing up, sick of this life I been throwing up
I got some pain I been storing up, If it ain't her, I'm ignoring her
If you ain't her then don't call me, if it ain't her voice it don't calm me
Her love's a void and I'm falling, I need to change but I'm stalling

You don't know what you did, you don't know what you did to my mind, I'm pissed
But I wish you did, you don't know how I feel, you don't know what I hid
My feelings I'm always in, I always lose, I ain't ever gone win
I lost that girl, I won't find her again, she was my world but she don't care bout that shit

i need to change but i'm stalling.

Lyrics

Stab me in my heart, look me in my eye
Pull my skin apart, hang me out to dry
I know we won't last but you can tell me lies
Your love's all I ask for but I won't be that guy
Won't call my phone, tell me that you're coming home
Break every bone in my hand, won't let you go
Girl you're all I needed, so why you have to go?
What's the point of breathing if you're not who I hold?

you could break every bone in my hand and i still wouldn't let you go.

Lyrics

Hold me close, don't let go
I love you, don't think you know
'Cause if you did, wouldn't treat me like this
Wouldn't treat me like shit, wouldn't be such a...
Won't call you that, cause you're all I have
Can't push you away, if I did, that'd be bad
Cause then who would I have? I know you treat me bad
I know I deserve better, I don't wanna make you mad
So I won't tell you that, I'll keep it all inside
I'll let it eat at me till maggots crawling out my eyes
Spiders crawling up my spine

itsy bitsy spider.

vanished. (2021)

« MBZ Land » peint un hommage sobre et respectueux à l’émirat d’Abu Dhabi et à son dirigeant. Entre spiritualité, puissance contenue et modernité étincelante, le morceau mêle code, désert et foi. AMS y dépose son regard d’ingénieur errant, fasciné par l’ordre, la lumière et la paix d’un monde discipliné. Un titre introspectif, oriental, empreint de respect et d’équilibre.

MBZ Land

Worse day

Just wanna go back to the days when I wasnt depressed and my life wasnt shit
Cause now all I do is just cry in my bed cause I think about shit that I need to forget
When I wake up I reach straight for the shovel I'm diggin' myself deeper into the pit
Life is a puzzle but the way that we live our life puts you in a place that you dont fit

I'm seeing shit that I wish that I couldent
And I'm doing things that I wish that I wouldent
My feelings are fucked idk how to put it
I keep giving up and I know that I shouldn't
But as of recently I have no care
Don't waste my time I aint got none to spare
Said that you'd be there but now I'm like where
I dont play by the rules because life isnt fair
Used to want friends
Now I just want it to end
No longer wanna pretend
Thought I was making my way out the void
But the whole time I been falling back in
This shit is fucked
Why am I never enough
I can never call the bluff
Summer was straight 
My depression was left
But school came right
And now I feel stuck

Always inside of my bed
Sleeping on positive thoughts that are inside my head
Fighting with feelings that tear me apart that are deep inside my heart insted
You feel alive while throwing out lies but I speak the truth and I feel like I'm dead
I'll say my goodbyes and cut off my ties then open the bottle OD on the meds

Why open up? I don't see why I should
Why try to be happy when I never could
I rather fake my smile and say that I'm good
Than sayin' I'm fuckin' depressed
Sick of the shit I been givin' 
I bouta give up because
Honestly I'm fuckin' pressed
I'm gonna snap if you treat me the same as everyone else
And leave just like the rest
Warning you now not to fuck with the last of my feelings
Cause I'll do some shit I'll regret
Tell me you care whenever you can
Because if don't I'll just sit and forget
The way that I'm livin' my life
I'd honestly be better off playing russian roulette
I dont feel like I should try
I'm down in the dumps and I'm fucking upset

skeleton! (freestyle) | Produced by JUMEX

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