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@hatefulbeats

Lyrics

I can't let out what I keep inside of my own mind
I can't get out what I got inside this head of mine
So I build it up until I break down
Until I can feel enough to create what I make now

I ain't even did enough to rest so I can't lay down
Everyone I met and thought was real is just a fake now
Or am I fake? I think I'm the face of every single ounce of pain
I hate because it make me break

I don't understand
This is not the plan
Don't know where I am
I got lost inside my thoughts, oh not again

Don't like where I been
All I did was sin
We only begin
Just so we can end, I don't need a friend

I'ma rot all alone and I know that
Went to Hell just to go and get my soul back
Gave it away cause I ain't wanna stay
I ain't wanna be alive to see another day

let out. | Produced by hateful

so long. (unmixed/snippet)

Lyrics

I can't get away from all the shit that I'm on
I went farther than where I was, I should of stopped
I let all of the loops in my head to go on
I met death and I think I'm the one that he wants

OD, that's what I tried when I wanted to die
I see everything I believed then was a lie
Where I breathe, you out of breath when I don't even try
What I see, I would see still even if I was blind

God please send me a sign, I been losing my mind
I need something to show me I'm not out of time
My greed sent me down a path where I couldn't survive
So I fleed but I'll never get away from whats inside

I can't tell if I should give in or fight back now
What's this talent I was given? I got all these mask now
detmer, garrett, unknxwn., qayin, ken is of the past now
Too far to reach back now, can't get back what I had now

addiction.

finally was able to access my old laptop and here are some songs i'd like to share

cyclone.

Produced by november

Lyrics

I don't know where to go
On a lonely road and the things in my head don't feel right
I just want someone to hold, please don't leave me alone
I used to have a heart until she chose to kill mine

I don't know what to do
I don't think it even matters but I still wake up so I still try
Every thing is getting old, I'm getting used to being cold
I'll be stuck in the snow until I kill myself

I need help, everyday I'm stuck in hell
Feeding myself all of these negative thoughts
The heart in my chest isn't more than a prop
Are the songs that make even worth it at all?

I write when I'm down cause I don't like to talk
Is anyone out there that knows what I feel?
Is this all a dream?
Is my life even real?

No matter where I run
I just end up right back where I was
I don't remember when I was strong
They think I am but I know I'm not

I just need someone that won't fall back
When they realize that I'm not intact
The day that I snap it'll be too late
Don't tell me you love me when I'm insane

I don't know where to go
On a lonely road and the things in my head don't feel right
I just want someone to hold, please don't leave me alone
I used to have a heart until she chose to kill mine

I don't know what to do
I don't think it even matters but I still wake up so I still try
Every thing is getting old, I'm getting used to being cold
I'll be stuck in the snow until I kill myself

torn.

Produced by septfree

Lyrics

Thought you were the one, you were just another one
Told you I was there, you told me that we were done
Told you I would stick around like gum under a shoe
But you just got rid of me like gum under a shoe

You ain't want me round, you ain't want me close
Did I let you down? I just wanna know
You just moved away, you ain't even let me know
What the fuck did I do to be treated so cold?

Is it karma? Is it character development?
To hell with this, I don't care what it is
But I can't let go
Cause I get my fix when my heart gets broke

I know that life might not be perfect
I know you weren't either but I thought you were worth it

Thought you were the one, you were just another one
Told you I was there, you told me that we were done
Told you I would stick around like gum under a shoe
But you just got rid of me like gum under a shoe

You ain't want me round, you ain't want me close
Did I let you down? I just wanna know
You just moved away, you ain't even let me know
What the fuck did I do to be treated so cold?

Thought you were the one, you were just another bitch
You told me I was the one, I was just another dick
I wasn't shit to you but just a body
You used me till you were used to me

I'm not Ken, that's who I used to be
A dead man that's who I'm soon to be
I think that's all that I'm meant to be
I'm not alive, I just pretend to be

Only in front of this mic
When I feel like I'm really alive
Did I miss that chance when it was time?
Hope I didn't, I'll fucking end it if I did

I hope I didn't cause I'll fucking end it if I did

closer.

Lyrics

Broke my heart, ran away
Scream I hate you but my feelings don't match what I say
Make my art from my pain
It's a paradox, wanna let it go, but can't
Where she went I can't go, I know that I'm always gonna end up on my own
Tried love, fell apart, I think that there's something evil growing in my heart
Tried to stop it, I can't stop it, my heart's hardened, out of options
I know I should let you go, if your heart get involved don't let her know
Feel like 2019, give me back my soul
But it's 2024, I ain't a kid no more

i say i hate you but my feelings don't match what i say.

Lyrics

I know you're not around, I know you'll never be
I know I'll never feel that feeling of you next to me
I know I'm better off and we're not meant to be
I wish you knew how much you really fucking meant to me

You look at me, all you see is just an artist
I look at myself and all I see is fucking garbage
I know I ain't perfect but I ain't even worth it
If my life was a window, I would wanna close the curtains

I got something in my chest, I can't really get it out
Baby, you the best, I don't wanna live without
You at fucking all, so please don't ever leave
I ain't wanna fall but that's what you did to me

Yeah that's probably what I'd say if you'd ever fucking answer
Won't even tell me hey, it's been eating like a cancer
What'd I do wrong? I'll never know
I'm all alone, I just wish I could go

I know you're not around, I know you'll never be
I know I'll never feel that feeling of you next to me
I know I'm better off and we're not meant to be
I wish you knew how much you really fucking meant to me

garbage.

prod. michael harrison
mix. dexx1sse

txt:

dexx1sse:
шрамы на тебе
они все из-за меня
но тебе
никогда не понять меня
все забудь
забудь от самого начала до конца
как по тебе
нежно проходилось лезвие ножа
забудь до конца

вспомни старые моменты
как гуляли по парку вместе
твоя рука с моей рукой
неразлучимы будто цепи
ты ходила в жару в кофте
что бы скрыть свои побои
задерживалась на работе
ведь не знаешь что ждет дома
но ты же знаешь моя миилая
я не хотел причинить тебе вреда
запертая у батареи
ты ждешь свободы вся в слезах

шрамы на тебе
они все из-за меня
но тебе
никогда не понять меня
все забудь
забудь от самого начала до конца
как по тебе
нежно проходилось лезвие ножа
забудь до конца

zewaka:
я не знаю что мне делать
как перестать причинять боль
у меня в голове проблемы
я хочу еще еще
мои кулаки разбиты об твое милое лицо
но потом сижу и плачу ведь хочу еще еще

я режу себе плоть чтобы забыться о тебе
о той боли что причинял тебе я потому что я сильней
на моих руках смешалась твоя кровь и моя боль
а я беру же в руки нож и я теперь блять твой король

ты только блять моя прислуга - лучше заслужи покой
и если ты блять не согласна жди холодный ножевой 
на цепи сиди тут и думай своей головой 
если будешь непослушной изобью тебя ногой

шрамы шрамы на тебе - они все  из за меня
но тебе же блять тебе никогда не понять меня
все забудь все забудь от начала до конца
как по твоей нежной коже проходилось лезвие ножа

тебе не сбежать блять - изнутри свяжу как цепи
твой заплывший разум забыл какой сегодня день недели
треснутый рассудок не владеет головой
ты теряешь блять себя, ты не знаешь что с тобой

семейные ценности

lyrics:

Disappointing disappointment death I need an appointment
Life is pointless scream into to the mic until I go voiceless
Overthinking situations till I start to hear voices
My music is a medicine I make from the poison

That intoxicates every single part of me
They said it was a phase but it seems like its a part of me
Only way that I escape, is the drugs that take a part of me
Away from me, the sadness goes away but it takes away the heart of me

So its hard for me, to give back all the love that you would offer me
If it didn't hurt my mom, I would off me
Put myself into a coffin where I oughta be
Yeah thats where I rather be

I'm too weak, life is too much, all this fuck stuff
In two weeks, I'll be heldback, school is rough bruh
I'm amounting to the things that they said I'd be
If you asked them to describe me they'd say "dead to me"

I'm dead to me too, so they're right next to me
Fallin' through a void and there aint nobody catching me

unknxwn. - escitalopram

Told you my problems you just replied "damn"
Honestly I do not know where I am
This aint a place I recall calling home
Home is a feeling, that feeling is gone

I don't like people, I stay to myself
Don't lie to my face and say that you can help
I don't like people, I stay to myself
Don't lie to my face and say that you can help

No cure for me so theres no care for me
Call me your friend but you're not there for me
I'll never fit in, theres no "pair" for me
I'll never leave but they don't bear for me

Only thing I ever do is complain
Head overflown with all of this damn pain
Pain is the ocean tie weights to my brain
Stuck in the rain watch me go up in flames

Told you my problems you just replied "damn"
Honestly I do not know where I am
This aint a place I recall calling home
Home is a feeling that feeling is gone

Only thing I ever do is complain
Head overflown with all of this damn pain
Pain is the ocean tie weights to my brain
Stuck in the rain watch me go up in flames

Told you my problems you just replied "damn"
Honestly I do not know where I am
This aint a place I recall calling home
Home is a feeling that feeling is gone

so long. (unmixed/snippet)

Archive: unknxwn.