BOT SCREAMING ONLY SAYING WHAT REAL WORLD BENT ME TO BE TO BECOME WHAT I DIDNT WANT BUT SOCIATY WANTED IT DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO ONLY LIVING PRAYING DYING A PATHETIC LIFE

i'm running out of words to describe this feeling.

this song is completely non profit

Lyrics

I don't care
You're not there
I can't share
What I learned about here
They might all put me to silence
For trying to show you what's not in your iris

Too bad last time we ain't make up
Couple of habits I take up
I gotta smoke when I wake up
That might just be why my brain fucked

How can I love her but hate her?
Guess that what happen with fake love
But I still wish we ain't break up
I ain't met nobody safer

How I let my heart get so cold?
Why don't I feel alright no more?
Did I go down on the wrong road?
Negative thoughts up in my skull

I ain't always been an asshole
I turned that way from my last hoe
I gave that girly my last hope
I ended up with trashed soul

It was all bad
You made me so sad
I was like who's that?
And you said no one
I got my demon mode on
I'm so done

Too bad last time we ain't make up
Habits I take up, I am so tired of fake love
Sit in my room smoke my vape up
I need a wake up, I needa go get my cake up

Money ain't ever gone break my heart
Like these bitches, most of these hoes be subpar
Wishing ain't gone make yo life less hard
Run up digits, honestly all that we are

We a number to the government
I don't like this, I want none of it
And it's fuck the world, I want under it
Where I'm 6 feet with the underlings

"unknxwn. fuck the politics"
"I ain't here for that, tryna deal with shit"
That's a part of it and you don't notice it
They got you so deep in in what they motives is

Protect yo mind
Protect yo heart
Protect yo soul
And they don't hide
Within the dark
They all so close

It's all a 'cade
It's all so far
From what we know
It's a lie
It's all a part
Of all the show

façade. | Produced by young whack

ON ME! (freestyle) | Produced by klimonglue

finally was able to access my old laptop and here are some songs i'd like to share

desire.

first time i preformed live, so my singing isnt very good. i was very nervous lol. but i hope you enjoy

lyrics:

she thinks im a narcissist
tell me how i am my love
i think you're piece of shit
i can tell you how you are
believe me when i say it, i fell victim to her touch
her soft little hands, like a angel up above

i swear i never felt this way before
for anyone
i dont want to feel this to way towards anyone
but you

she thinks i should live my life
but i still struggle to survive
i think your amazing
she thinks of the ways that i could lie
believe me when i say it, i fell victim to her arms
she held me like no other, but still her felt harmful thorns
i pushed it all aside for the sake of both us
and what did i get in return? nothing but fucking mental burns
tell the audience how the hell u fucked me up

i swear i never felt this way before
for anyone
i dont to feel this way towards to anyone
but you
i still love you
for anyone

mental burns by icantsleeplol (live preformance 5 - 20 - 24)

[Intro: 9TAILS]
Yo (Yo)

[Chorus: 9TAILS]
Shit way too real
Overloaded, I forgot how to feel (Feel)
Mental forcefield of high grade steel
Show me how you work, baby, looking like a meal snack
Girl whatchu wield, weapon defection, you kill me with feels
Cracked (Cracked), open exposed
How you look hot when you fill me with cold (Burr)

[Verse 1: 9TAILS]
Touchin' the toes
Locking the door when I'm packing a bowl
Don't let me go, I'll tell you the facts
When I say I love you, I love you to death (Death)
Look at your breath
Why are we freezing outside in the back
Get in the bed and she biting my ears
Take control of my head and just play with the fear (Fear)
Got her singin', phone ringin', no time for the loved ones
Stone cold like shogun, like Austin
Bad bitch head of Princeton, got a clout hit list
Miss this, I don't really do long distance
Washed up rappers lookin' like dishes
Witness, the birth of a wave
Come with the ammo or you get erased (Erased)

[Chorus: 9TAILS]
Shit way too real
Overloaded, I forgot how to feel
Mental forcefield of high grade steel
Show me how you work, baby, looking like a meal snack (Meal)
Girl whatchu wield, weapon defection, you kill me with feels
Cracked, open exposed
How you look hot when you fill me with cold (Fill me with cold)

[Verse 2: shattered]
She's always chasin' weed
Yeah, she be a fiend
Hope on any dude that says he's got some speed
She gives neck for free after she had told me
I broke her heart in two, I'm bugged and I get through
When I blow up, will I see you again? (See you again)
I knew you bitch, I'd drop that dude giving head (Giving head)
I know that you wish that I would be dead (I would be dead)
But I hope you know that I already bled
Level my brain, I'm so numb
I can't feel a thing, my eyes start to bleed
My heart turns to black, I can't even attack
I can't even believe what you've done to me
Heart palpitations, my room of carnations
The breaking foundation of this creation
Feeling like Goku, now I'm Super Saiyan
Get out my way, I don't care what you're sayin'

[Chorus: 9TAILS]
Shit way too real
Overloaded, I forgot how to feel (Feel)
Mental forcefield of high grade steel
Show me how you work, baby, looking like a meal snack (Meal)
Girl whatchu wield, weapon defection, you kill me with feels
Cracked (Cracked), open exposed
How you look hot when you fill me with cold (Fill me with cold)

9TAILS - vision (ft. shattered)

Lyrics

If you look me in my eyes, you can find out what I am
But don't look me in my eyes cause I know that you won’t understand
Please don't go inside my mind cause you probably won't ever get out
Why you leave me for that guy? Can you tell me what that’s all about?
Can you tell me why you left? Can you tell me why you ain't here?
You can take away all my stress, you can take away all my fear
You can take away all my hurt, you can take away all my doubt
You can take away all my pain, you can save me if I drown
But you ain't do that, you gave me all that back
You gave me so much more, I don't think imma come back

I don't think I can be saved
I don't think I'm really worth anything more than pain
I think I need to be...

I think I need to be put in the dirt
Wanted you bad, now I want you worse
I hurt you last but you hurt me first
I don't care if you’re poison, quench my thirst
You’re lost fire, I'll burn
I’m so tired, won't learn
My lesson, I'm stressing
Can you please read my message?
Can you return my call? Why I'm still in my car?
Tryna find where you are, please don't be too far

i don't care if you're poison just quench my thirst.

Produced by kledyy

Lyrics

I opened up my chest, laid it bare for you
I pulled out my heart, something I never do
I scraped out the pain, every secret, every scar
I was hoping that you’d see me but you always stayed so far

I gave you the pieces, every single one with care
I was hoping that you’d hold them but you just left them there
I poured out my soul, let you see it all
But you never even caught me when I began to fall

I scraped it clean, down to the core
Gave you the love I’d never shown before
But you turned away, left me bleeding out
Now I’m hollow inside and I'm filled with doubt
I gave you my heart, every piece that I could
But you never would love me in the way that I thought that you would

You were the light I reached for in the dark
The warmth that I chased to mend my broken heart
I showed you all of the places I hide
The ghost of my past that I kept deep inside

Now there's nothing left but an empty space
Echoes of a love that time itself won't ever erase

i've scraped my heart clean to give you everything i possibly could.

Lyrics

I wish I had back my friends, I just wanna turn the time back
Losing another I love, I don't know if I can take that
I replace pain with a drug, mom ask about it, I fake that
One day I'll stop doing pills but until then let me take that

I stay up late watching movies 'cause I just see sleep as a skip to the next day
And every time that I wake up I'm just hoping that I don't succeed to the next day
It's so fucking bad, I'm always angry but I'm never mad
Fucking depressed, I'm not just feeling sad, I wish that my body was inside a bag

I wish that I wasn't awake, I wish it was all just a dream, I wish it was all fucking clear
There's always a read in-between, and I fucking hate it, it sucks
Always asking why I'm not enough
I'd end it all if I could, put a knife into my fucking gut

unknxwn. - If I could.

i'd end it all if i could. (2017)

Lyrics

Finna stop doing this music shit, I do not give a shit
Everything I do, I seem to quit
My life is full of shit, world is the toilet
Losing all hope and I don't see no benefit

I'll be a bum for the rest of my life
Please do not tell me that I'll be alright
I've made my choice and I'm not gonna fight
Just cause the sun is out don't mean it's bright

They say that money ain't happiness
But everyone's sad and I bet they wish they were rich
Don't even lie cause you're scraping for change
And I know you think yourself that life is a bitch

I'm 17 and I'm already dead
Why do these thoughts always enter my head?
Fuck everyone and the words that they said
Honestly, I would be better off dead

Depressive habits, the happiness absent
A negative balance I'm fucking invalid
This is my reason, my heart's always freezing
My friend's keep depleting but I'll keep on breathing

Sometimes I feel like I won't though
I have to remind myself that I won't go
Happiness rare like the lotto, fuck it, my motto
My death will be grand, you'll think it's theft auto

Depressive habits, the happiness absent
A negative balance I'm fucking invalid
This is my reason, my heart's always freezing
My friend's keep depleting but I'll keep on breathing

Sometimes I feel like I won't though
I have to remind myself that I won't go
Happiness rare like the lotto, fuck it, my motto
My death will be grand, you'll think it's theft auto

unknxwn. - I don't know what that is

i don't know what that is. (2017)

Lyrics

Why did you have to go leave me alone?
When you were with me it felt like a home
Now I'm just here, all in my tears
I'll never find one like you, that's my fear

You never told me how you really feel
Silence took over and it broke our deal
My heart gets broken and it never heals
I want to forget so I resort to pills

You played along like you actually cared
You couldn't leave me cause you were too scared
All of my problems you just couldn't bare
You used to be here but now you are where?

These words won't explain all the pain that I'm in
Your name only comes up in past tense like back then
It would've been better if we were just friends
I don't wanna go on in a life you're not in

Words won't explain all the pain that I'm in
Your name only comes up in past tense like back then
It would've been better if we were just friends
I don't wanna go on in a life you're not in

Why did you have to go leave me alone?
When you were with me it felt like a home
Now I'm just here, all in my tears
I'll never find one like you, that's my fear

unknxwn. - dead

dead memories. (2017)

Lyrics

Every breathe I take, I get closer to my last one
Every girl I meet, they just left me like the past one
A lover that will last, I don't think I'll ever have one
You're the one that's telling lies, you're calling me the bad one

I don't ever get why people leave, man I'm such a mess
Honestly, I don't want you to leave but I think it's best
Say you're not the samе, I don't believe, you'rе just like the rest
God, take away the pain please, I don't wanna stress

I don't wanna feel all this fucking pain
I don't wanna deal with what I have inside my brain
I don't think I'm normal, I just think that I'm insane
I should pull the plug, I know life is just a game

Always up too late, working on a song
Tryna get too baked, I wanna feel numb
Tik-tok-tik, feeling like a fucking bomb
Now I'm underwater, ain't no air inside my lungs

Every breathe I take, I get closer to my last one
Every girl I meet, they just left me like the past one
A lover that will last, I don't think I'll ever have one
You're the one that's telling lies, you're calling me the bad one

i think it's best. (2017)

Lyrics

I swear that I'm sick and tired of lies, I'm struggling just to get by
Yeah, I can slide on a hard ass beat but that don't change the fact that I just wanna cry
I swear ain't a day that go by where I do not think "I'd be better off if I died"
I tried let all this shit out but it ain't enough words to speak on the shit that's inside

I gotta spit on that 808 just so people can hear what I say cause when I do sad shit, they be like "Damn you rap pretty good but I just can't relate,"
What in the fuck does it take to show me you care? Don't act like you did when I break
The day that I die don't fall for the liе that people werе there cause I swear that they ain't

What do you get when you mix a life that's hard and give it some shit hand cards
And tell it it's gotta go on to live in a world where all he sees is just dark
You get a bomb with a short ass fuse and all that it needs is a spark
So just stay away, cause the day that I do, I swear imma tear all this bullshit apart

I lost my life when you lost yours, and that's not a play on words
I don't wanna change, I like being sad, not really but tryna be happy's absurd
I try to stay home, I don't wanna drive, sometimes I wanna head straight for the curb
This life is a lie, you say that I'm blessed but it don't feel like it ain't shit but a curse

Wish I could drown in all my tears but I'm numb, ain't able to cry
I wish I could face on all my fears and kill them, but honestly, why even try?
Why this girl calling my phone at 2am? Like bitch, you not even mine
Telling me all of your problems, I cannot solve them, don't you know I'm just a guy?

spark! (2019)

ibrwd prod legend

I Choose Violence

one step (feat. Ohuwannabefamousss)

Told you my problems you just replied "damn"
Honestly I do not know where I am
This aint a place I recall calling home
Home is a feeling, that feeling is gone

I don't like people, I stay to myself
Don't lie to my face and say that you can help
I don't like people, I stay to myself
Don't lie to my face and say that you can help

No cure for me so theres no care for me
Call me your friend but you're not there for me
I'll never fit in, theres no "pair" for me
I'll never leave but they don't bear for me

Only thing I ever do is complain
Head overflown with all of this damn pain
Pain is the ocean tie weights to my brain
Stuck in the rain watch me go up in flames

Told you my problems you just replied "damn"
Honestly I do not know where I am
This aint a place I recall calling home
Home is a feeling that feeling is gone

Only thing I ever do is complain
Head overflown with all of this damn pain
Pain is the ocean tie weights to my brain
Stuck in the rain watch me go up in flames

Told you my problems you just replied "damn"
Honestly I do not know where I am
This aint a place I recall calling home
Home is a feeling that feeling is gone

spark! (2019)

Archive: unknxwn.

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