Have You Seen Me? *prod. auriola*

twenyohthree:

gotta erase my memories
when the habits seem to creep
to me
again
again

so many altitudes of you
since last afternoon

i wonder where you’ve been
i wonder who’ve you seen

and i don’t want to retract my love
but it seems that’s what we’ve done

and i know you weren’t getting enough from me
so you had to find someone

all around the world
got to erase it all

zve:

erase everything from the past just to see
all that we needed was time to rethink 

and it’s not too late
not too grey to stay

and then we fall in
we fall in
we fall in line

call after call
watch our worlds align

with time
you’ll see that this is meant to be

just you and me
always together
we’ll get through the storm
no matter the weather

and i can’t erase it all
erase it all

eraser [ft. zve] (prod. seen)

first time i preformed live, so my singing isnt very good. i was very nervous lol. but i hope you enjoy

lyrics:

she thinks im a narcissist
tell me how i am my love
i think you're piece of shit
i can tell you how you are
believe me when i say it, i fell victim to her touch
her soft little hands, like a angel up above

i swear i never felt this way before
for anyone
i dont want to feel this to way towards anyone
but you

she thinks i should live my life
but i still struggle to survive
i think your amazing
she thinks of the ways that i could lie
believe me when i say it, i fell victim to her arms
she held me like no other, but still her felt harmful thorns
i pushed it all aside for the sake of both us
and what did i get in return? nothing but fucking mental burns
tell the audience how the hell u fucked me up

i swear i never felt this way before
for anyone
i dont to feel this way towards to anyone
but you
i still love you
for anyone

mental burns by icantsleeplol (live preformance 5 - 20 - 24)

lyr


it hurts more than u know
it hurts more than i show
and i care more than u think i do
please dont let me go
im just barely scraping by
im just barely feeling right
i feel u split my mind
this pressure behind my eyes

im trapped up inside a web
of ur creation , i take my breath
i cant say if its the meds or
maybe im just out my head
dont have the will to get out of bed
most days, is it the end
for me, i think its best
if i see closure in my death

cut me off
or i pass on
cuz i drank too much 
but i dont think enough 
feed me more
water my corpse
with a whisky sour
or a pack of coors

give me the sermon again
maybe ill read into it
im shaking at night and im hearing things
sounds a bit like electricity

it hurts more than u know
it hurts more than i show
and i care more than u think i do
please dont let me go
im just barely scraping by
im just barely feeling right
i feel u split my mind
this pressure behind my eyes

please.

i gotta stop the emotion 
its getting hard just to focus
drowning my problems in various
pills from a shrink that im not really close with
torture in silence the beautiful melody 
said thats what holds me the closest
punish my body for being a headcase to people i thought id grow old with
i try my hardest but it doesnt matter when everyone tries to belittle me
im not the smartest but ive learned my lesson ill tell you how ive really seen some things
given an option ive tried all but one think its coming on time for that final thing
wandering thoughts of my life flash inside of my head i hope they could remember me
im letting them down know this isnt my year
i hate all of the shit that ive went through
therapy sessions that dont really matter
they wont understand why i left you
its getting harder to keep my sobriety 
fighting yet i tried to tell you
nothing could stop me from feeling the pain and the burden the way i was meant to
changing my life and my habits didnt switch up a thing i still feel more than less
i dont mean to pry no i dont mean to bother i guess ill just stick to the meds
remember the pain that i felt back in hell coughing blood with a tube in chest
i dont wanna feel me wish that it killed me
dont wanna write out this mess

headcase (neverforever)

Lyrics

I swear that I'm sick and tired of lies, I'm struggling just to get by
Yeah, I can slide on a hard ass beat but that don't change the fact that I just wanna cry
I swear ain't a day that go by where I do not think "I'd be better off if I died"
I tried let all this shit out but it ain't enough words to speak on the shit that's inside

I gotta spit on that 808 just so people can hear what I say cause when I do sad shit, they be like "Damn you rap pretty good but I just can't relate,"
What in the fuck does it take to show me you care? Don't act like you did when I break
The day that I die don't fall for the liе that people werе there cause I swear that they ain't

What do you get when you mix a life that's hard and give it some shit hand cards
And tell it it's gotta go on to live in a world where all he sees is just dark
You get a bomb with a short ass fuse and all that it needs is a spark
So just stay away, cause the day that I do, I swear imma tear all this bullshit apart

I lost my life when you lost yours, and that's not a play on words
I don't wanna change, I like being sad, not really but tryna be happy's absurd
I try to stay home, I don't wanna drive, sometimes I wanna head straight for the curb
This life is a lie, you say that I'm blessed but it don't feel like it ain't shit but a curse

Wish I could drown in all my tears but I'm numb, ain't able to cry
I wish I could face on all my fears and kill them, but honestly, why even try?
Why this girl calling my phone at 2am? Like bitch, you not even mine
Telling me all of your problems, I cannot solve them, don't you know I'm just a guy?

spark! (2019)

can you really blame me? [+love matt]

follow me home

Follow me <3

idgaf (w/ voka) [prod. beenthroughshit]

Im always fucking talking like im on some
It just anxiety and being on my lonesome 
It’s just i struggle everyday just to wake up
Pop pills in the night just to feel numb 

Yeah im feeling like im static 
Im not moving 
Im dramatic 
Im so sorry for my movement 
I’ve been feeling asthmatic 

Yeah
 eyes shade and i look right past
No mercy when i hit that glass

Im always fucking talking like im on some
It just anxiety and being on my lonesome 
It’s just i struggle everyday just to wake up
Pop pills in the night just to feel numb 

Im always fucking talking like im on some
It just anxiety and being on my lonesome 
It’s just i struggle everyday just to wake up
Pop pills in the night just to feel numb 

Just to keep it in my chest imma tell you i’m okay 
I don’t mean worry you so imma stay away 
Cause i don’t have a grasp of anything 
Socially distant i guess what im saying is

Im always fucking talking im on some
It’s just a fake im so distant with my life yuh
It’s just i cry every night like a fuck up
Pop pills every night hope to never wake up 

Im always fucking talking like im on some
It just anxiety and being on my lonesome 
It’s just i struggle everyday just to wake up
Pop pills in the night just to feel numb 
 
I pop pills in the night
Hope it make me feel right
No matter how i do it 
I just dont feel right 
Pills in the night
Hope it make me feel right
No matter how i do it i dont feel right


I guess im just gloomy 
And i have no passion
Heart on my sleeve 
But i lack all reason 
Every girl i had ran open season 
Clouds above my head 
Give a fuck im steaming 

Im always fucking talking like im on some
It just anxiety and being on my lonesome 
It’s just i struggle everyday just to wake up
Pop pills in the night just to feel numb

spark! (2019)

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