Produced by IceTea

Lyrics

Baby I don't wanna feel at all
I don't like the pain inside my body anymore
But without it I wouldn't be here, not at all
So drown me in gas and then watch me engulf

Light it up, light it up, light it up now
Not enough, I don't really give a fuck now
Heart crushed, I'm stuck, I'm so low now
When I die, I know I'ma go down

*auditory agony*

Down bad, yeah that's how I am
But I been in my bag, I don't plan on getting out
I don't understand what this life is all about
20 years no love, I don't think I need it now

So back the fuck up, you can't save me
Fill the cup up, it's gone make me
Act the fuck up, I'm not crazy
"Ken I fucking hate you", we the same because I hate me too

Look at what you made me do
If somebody care then I don't know who
Know it isn't fair what you put me through
I'm too busy in despair, s t f u

*auditory agony*

Baby I don't wanna feel at all
I don't like the pain inside my body anymore
But without it I wouldn't be here, not at all
So drown me in gas and then watch me engulf

Light it up, light it up, light it up now
Not enough, I don't really give a fuck now
Heart crushed, I'm stuck, I'm so low now
When I die, I know I'ma go down

Down bad, yeah that's how I am
But I been in my bag, I don't plan on getting out
I don't understand what this life is all about
20 years no love, I don't think I need it now

So back the fuck up, you can't save me
Fill the cup up, it's gone make me
Act the fuck up, I'm not crazy
"Ken I fucking hate you", we the same because I hate me too

KIFHY!

spotify.

Lyrics

I don't wanna wait, girl I need you now
I just wanna break every time you're not around
Evil in my head so that's why I keep it down
Staying in my bed, I ain't ever going out

I ain't seen the sun in a couple days
My room is a box that I turned into a maze
I be having thoughts that don't ever go away
I don't know a lot but one thing that I know is pain

Yeah I know the kind you do to yourself
Detrimental physical and/or your mental health
I don't wanna talk about what I feel
And that's kinda funny cause I'm making songs to heal

It's only place I can say what I want with no filter
I won't ever leave or give up on what I built here
I don't really see anywhere else I belong
I don't wanna be only just another one

Another mind gone to waste at a job
Another dream down the drain for a cause
That isn't original, only typical
Make you believe what you want only fictional

Feel like I'm violet, invisible
Don't ask how I been, I feel miserable
Happiness only been miniscule
I got a void growing in my skull

*auditory agony*

I don't wanna wait, girl I need you now
I just wanna break every time you're not around
Evil in my head so that's why I keep it down
Staying in my bed, I ain't ever going out

I ain't seen the sun in a couple days
My room is a box that I turned into a maze
I be having thoughts that don't ever go away
I don't know a lot but one thing that I know is pain

Yeah I know the kind you do to yourself
Detrimental physical and/or your mental health
I don't wanna talk about what I feel
And that's kinda funny cause I'm making songs to heal

It's only place I can say what I want with no filter
I won't ever leave or give up on what I built here
I don't really see anywhere else I belong
I don't wanna be only just another one

violet. | Produced by p4ra

Lyrics

I don't wanna hear that
I just wanna tell you
If I could go years back
I would never tell you...

You're all that I needed but I am not what you wanted
Why'd you run away from me? I thought I was important
Everything you did to me and I still never folded
I made one mistake and you made me feel fucking horrid

You're still in my head, I don't wanna let go
I lay in my bed, I just watch the time go
I been losing sleep cause I know you ain't here with me
And I know you don't fucking care at all but why'd you ever leave?

Why'd you ever have to go and leave?
I would wait for you forever, you wouldn't wait for me
Now I'm wondering why you lead me on
I'm done with it, I ain't got no one

You think cause you're gone that I don't keep up with you?
You're so fucking wrong, bitch I could show up to you
I know that I'm sick and I don't wanna get better
You're all that I wanted, I wish you would want it

Don't know where I'm going
Everything is boring
Frander is a poet
I just wanna load it

I don't wanna hear that
I just wanna tell you
If I could go years back
I would never tell you...

You're all that I needed but I am not what you wanted
Why'd you run away from me? I thought I was important
Everything you did to me and I still never folded
I made one mistake and you made me feel fucking horrid

You're still in my head, I don't wanna let go
I lay in my bed, I just watch the time go
I been losing sleep cause I know you ain't here with me
And I know you don't fucking care at all but why'd you ever leave?

dewy. | Produced by ezy

Lyrics

Okay? Bitch, I still don't care, fuck did you think that this was?
It may seem that I do but I don't, never did & I swear
At one point I did but that girl was a bitch, I loved her to the core, I won't do that again
Say that I'm done but I'll do it again and I'll do it again and I'll do it again and I'll do it again

I been stuck in a loop, I been stuck in my head, I don't know what to do
Stuck in a maze, I don't know which way is gonna lead me to hell or lead me to be saved
Used to write I ain't know what to say, I said fuck that, now I'ma let my nuts hang
I don't care about a stream, I don't care about a band, I don't care about a bitch, I don't care about a chain

I don't care how you feel about the shit that I say
I can say I don't care till this song damn end
I don't care about no promo, I don't care about no label, I don't care about no co sign, I don't care about no friend
Care where I'm going, I don't care where I been
Care what I'm doing, I don't care what I did
I don't care what you show me, I care what you hid
You can say that you love me in front of my face but behind all the scenes all that hate could be big

I don't care, holding my breath, think it's love in the air
I was alone, it wasn't nobody there
Did this shit on my own so it kind of confuses me when I see you asking for help
Don't get in your feelings, I don't care how you feel
When I was all in my feelings they ain't ask how I felt

Okay? Bitch, I still don't care, fuck did you think that this was?
It may seem that I do but I don't, never did & I swear
At one point I did but that girl was a bitch, I loved her to the core, I won't do that again
Say that I'm done but I'll do it again and I'll do it again and I'll do it again and I'll do it again

I been stuck in a loop, I been stuck in my head, I don't know what to do
Stuck in a maze, I don't know which way is gonna lead me to hell or lead me to be saved
Used to write I ain't know what to say, I said fuck that, now I'ma let my nuts hang
I don't care about a stream, I don't care about a band, I don't care about a bitch, I don't care about a chain

That girl the reason I don't care, I gave her all of my love, in return I got hurt
I know that life isn't fair but what in the fuck did I do to deserve that hurt
Fuck did I do to deserve this shit? Don't try to hide, I'ma find you bitch
Every wall that you build, I'ma burn that shit
Everything that I felt, you gonna feel that shit

you're gonna feel everything that i felt.

Lyrics

Don't know where I belong anymore
Where do I go from here now?
I ain't got nobody to give me a hand now
I need someone to tell me that it'll be all okay
But nobody wanna talk to me
Did it to myself when I ain't want them talking to me
Gave her all my love, she ain't want it
Thought I was but I guess I'm not important
It'd be smart to move on but I'm a dumbass
Don't care about my future, I just wanna go back

Wanna hold her, need a shoulder
You were supposed to bring me up, you pushed me lower
It's okay though, I forgive you, and I always will cause I miss you
And I hope for the day that you come back
Don't wanna start over again, I want your love back
Staring at my phone, I'm waiting for you to call back
I lost who I was, I know I won't get it all back

Don't know where I belong anymore
Where do I go from here now?
I ain't got nobody to give me a hand now
I need someone to tell me that it'll be all okay
But nobody wanna talk to me
Did it to myself when I ain't want them talking to me
Gave her all my love, she ain't want it
Thought I was but I guess I'm not important
It'd be smart to move on but I'm a dumbass
Don't care about my future, I just wanna go back

it'd be smart to move on but i'm a dumbass.

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heres my different sounds

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Devil You Know

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itching

Lyrics

I might swing fist at all of this
I'm stuck, it's fuck my monument
I'm sick as shit of all of it
I wanna make you feel just how I get

When I'm stuck in the back of my mind
Where no one even looks just to see if it's fine
I feel like a book that ain't got any spine
So when I turn a page, I don't know if it's mine

Love is a drug and I'm fiending
I fucking mean it
Thought she was who I should be with
But that ain't even close to attaining
I don't like this shit, wanna be faded

The fuck is this shit?
I'm not amazing
So fucking pissed
It's fucking amazing
How I could hold all this pain
Until I find the words that can take it away

I'm not a goat, I'm not a legend
I'm nothing special, I'm not eleven
I'm just a ghost, sending a message
This where my head go when I get stressin'

I'm on a road headed to nowhere
Stay out my head, ain't nobody should go there
My body soaked with all the toxic shit
I don't get how anyone could like this

Numbers don't help, I'm stuck in hell
I don't like the shit that I felt
I'm a lost cause, blow my top off
I'm on the edge, think I'ma walk off

I made an album to let go but it ain't work out
I can still feel all the hurt now
I know that I am a mess so no need to point out
All expectations I won't mount

Tell me please, am I really helping?
By talking bout all the pain that I dealt with
I can't see, who I'm affecting
So I appreciate when I get messaged

I'm just a human going through it
I got some thoughts I don't know what to do with
Other than turning it all into music
I don't what I would do if I lose it

This ain't a song, this an attempt
To show myself that I can get a grip if I really try
Because sometimes I feel like
Life ain't worth the time

Thoughts in my mind
That I don't like
I feel like I'm
Running out of time
I can't take another night

endeavor. | Produced by killedmyself

I feel like a god damn waste
God if you're real you can god damn take
My life away cause I god damn hate
The shit that my mind can god damn make
Me feel, sometimes I wanna take three pills
Just to feel like I have free will
Why can't these god damn people just be real
Some days I feel so low, to the point where I just wanna let go
Gun at my head and I might let it blow
Goin' through shit that you don't even know
I'm fuckin' stuck in place full of snow
Been here so long I don't even feel cold
I need another cup of my merlot
I don't have any love left to show

I live in Hell but you never could tell
Cause the way that I hide it is too fuckin' well
Losing my trust in humanity, full of insanity
I don't have a soul to sell
But if I did, I would
Keepin' that shit would honestly do me no good
I rather thrive on this Earth while I can
Than struggle when shit gets to hittin' the fan
I'm a mess stuck inside the body of a man
Need an escape I just might take a xan
Don't judge, you ain't been through the mud
Don't think that I do this for fun
I'm just a fucked up fuck up
Do it yourself, or I'll shut you up
I don't need help cause I never had none
Standing my ground I will no longer run

violet. | Produced by p4ra

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