yo this track is dope af fr, can you check me out

Bro, you really out did yourself on this track. Gonna be bumpin this for a while. This song got that energy. 

this song reminds me of citrate you guys should do a collab

prod. sapphirekill @sapphirekill
mixed by LXXIV @adam-vanscoyk

lyrics:

[citrate]
my life isn’t going well i’m always filled with panic
i just wanna live my life i cannot stand it
turned into a living hell i cannot fucking manage
i just wanna live my life i cannot stand it

i went to the hospital and i asked for something
anything to give my mind repair from damage
gave me meds to stop it all now i feel like nothing
i just wanna live my life i cannot stand it

i just take it till i’m numb
then i take it till i’m numb x17

bitch i’m trapped in my head
my dad came in i can’t map what he said
when will it stop i’m so wrapped up in dread
when i wake up i stay wrapped up in bed

i can’t focus
mind is broken
tried so many times i’m hopeless x2

feeling so dissociated
i don’t have a sense of self i really fucking hate it
all these years of constant worry don’t know how i made it
negative emotions coming in i can’t evade it

i need some help so i hit up my friends
they never answer so i sit and pretend
like everything’s okay fuck don’t think they’re my friends
fuck it imma go ahead and down my pills again

then i take it till i’m numb x18

numb [prod. sapphirekill]

prod. fendi444 (@fendi444)
mixed by LXXIV (@adam-vancsoyk)

lyrics:
hate it when you say that you wanna stay
you should go away cuz i’m not okay
got a lot of pain that i don’t display
i just always say that i am okay x2

cuz i do not wanna deal with all your shit
you’re abusive as fuck and you’ll never admit
that you used me for attention so i guess it all makes sense
why you’re acting like a fucking whore in front of all my friends x2

wait
i can’t call them my friends
cuz they’re low tier faggots and they always defend 
you cuz you act like a victim you don’t make sense 

we both know what you did to me so i put an end
to it all
oh did i offend
see you fall
cutting all my friends
i recalled
had to make amends
you just stalled

hate it when you say that you wanna stay
you should go away cuz i’m not okay
got a lot of pain that i don’t display
i just always say that i am okay x2

cuz i do not wanna deal with all your shit
you’re abusive as fuck and you’ll never admit
that you used me for attention so i guess it all makes sense
why you’re acting like a fucking whore in front of all my friends x2

ok [prod. fendi444]

prod. fendi444 (@fendi444)
mixed by LXXIV (@adam-vanscoyk)

lyrics:
i don’t even know who is real
all of you confuse me i don’t know how to feel
and i should know who is real
guess that you can see i need to go and fucking heal

what’s the point of loving me then hitting me
at this point you probably should get rid of me
i’m destroyed you cheated are you kidding me
in a void defeated please don’t pity me

from the first time to the last time go away now
i know you want me right back i can’t stay now
tryna heal but you stabbed my back i’m afraid now
i can’t feel cuz trauma i’m trapped in my brain now

fuck me over act like everything’s fine
fuck me slower scratch my nails on your spine
i’m becoming sober and it’s harder to find
any fucking closure get the fuck out my mind

fucking took it all and then you stabbed me in the back
i’m so shook i’ll fall into another fucking trap
why are you obsessed with making me feel so damn bad
why are you obsessed with me you know you make me sad

yeah
yeah
i'm so fucked i’m pulling right apart like yeah 
yeah
yeah
cut a fuckin hole inside my heart like yeah

i don’t even know who is real
all of you confuse me i don’t know how to feel
and i should know who is real
guess that you can see i need to go and fucking heal

what’s the point of loving me then hitting me
at this point you probably should get rid of me
i’m destroyed you cheated are you kidding me
in a void defeated please don’t pity me

from the first time to the last time go away now
i know you want me right back i can’t stay now
tryna heal but you stabbed my back i’m afraid now
i can’t feel cuz trauma i’m trapped in my brain now

trauma [prod. fendi444]

prod. fendi444
mixed by LXXIV

i've struggled many long years with ocd. i've dealt with every subtype from harm ocd to existential ocd. i am better now but this song was made while panicking at 3am a year ago. i hope you find comfort in this song if you suffer from ocd.

lyrics:
i don’t know what to do 
tortured by ocd 
these thoughts are flowing right through 
my mind cant disagree
and i’m so worried i’m screwed irrationality
i try to cope but ensue
i tried out therapy

nothing changes nothing’s right
should i face it should i hide
nothing changes nothing’s right
should i face it should i hide

scared i might kill myself why’s this happening
and i’m obsessed bout crazy shit like reverse gravity
and yeah it feels like hell it’s so saddening
feel like i’m not in control i feel crazy stop attacking me

i got scary thoughts based around eternity
and i try to stop but my mind is hurting me
and i’m up at night panicking bout certainty
so i try to fight through my day while burdening

thoughts coming in they inside of my head bitch
stop coming in i don’t wanna be dead bitch
don’t wanna kill wish i could get some leverage
don’t gimme pills hanging on by a thread bitch

thoughts coming in they inside of my head bitch
stop coming in i don’t wanna be dead bitch
don’t wanna kill wish i could get some leverage
don’t gimme pills hanging on by a thread bitch

i don’t know what to do 
tortured by ocd 
these thoughts are flowing right through 
my mind cant disagree
and i’m so worried i’m screwed irrationality
i try to cope but ensue
i tried out therapy

nothing changes nothing’s right
should i face it should i hide
nothing changes nothing’s right
should i face it should i hide

OCD [prod. fendi444]

wtf [prod. copiya]

cutter [prod. triplesixdelete]

prod. raccoonz (@prodraccoonz)
mixed by LXXIV(@adam-vanscoyk)
cover art by cyberlight (@icyb3rlight)

lyrics:

[citrate]
until death does it’s part i’m gonna fake it
always act like they hard but they mistaken
take numbers off his card and then i’m vacant
until death does it‘s part i’m gonna fake it x2

emotions are screwed i can’t get you out my head
i’m so done with you you’re the reason that i bled
i always loved you but you always caused me dread
you fucked up my mood now i’m prolly better dead

better dead put a fucking bullet up inside my fucking head
better dead better dead not no birthday bullshit but i wish we never met

i don’t know my way
you don’t know my way
why am i this way
why am i this way

i wish i could change
you want me in pain
what you gonna gain
what you gonna gain

and i’m boutta pull up get out and go inside her home
but she only want me for clout her body ima roam
yeah she horny pulling it out and now she givin dome
and she got it all in her mouth just like a peristome

i don’t want no more fucking love
you caused one not to fucking trust
push my wants straight to fucking shove
all i want is some fucking lust

until death does it’s part i’m gonna fake it
always act like they hard but they mistaken
take numbers off his card and then i’m vacant
until death does it‘s part i’m gonna fake it x2

death [prod. raccoonz]

prod. mutru & st. napster
mixed by lxxiv @adam-vanscoyk
art by me and ryuzu @ryuzusdeath

lyrics:
[citrate]
put a blade to my veins
i’m too fucking pussy wanna end all the pain
throwing shade playing games
all i want is pussy and she wants my remains

boutta make my ruger go pop although despite this
every single shooter i rock with gonna like this
boutta make my ruger go pop although despite this
every single shooter i rock with gonna like this aye

i’m attracted to thots
fucked up my life i’m distracted by thoughts
she said i’m fine it’s so sweet how she spots
giving me signs she might reach for my crotch

grab all the cash from the bag on my waist and then slash fucking gash leave a rash on my face and then pass me the gas i can trash it with lace
i just smash and then pass always passing on dates 

like fuck you i don’t want you
i don’t wanna fuck you cuz i want to
i just kinda fuck you cuz you want to
but why do i fuck you if i don’t want to

i don’t even know why i do these things i insist
doing all this sketchy shit you’re losing my interest
i’m so fucking tired of when i’m rudely dismissed
i’m so fucking done yeah all these bitches got me pissed aye

put a blade to my veins
i’m too fucking pussy wanna end all the pain
throwing shade playing games
all i want is pussy and she wants my remains

boutta make my ruger go pop although despite this
every single shooter i rock with gonna like this
boutta make my ruger go pop although despite this
every single shooter i rock with gonna like this aye

pain [prod. mutru & st. napster]

prod. mutru
mixed by LXXIV @adam-vanscoyk

lyrics: 
she said that she love me but she do not really love me
you must think i’m fucking stupid you think i’m a dummy
talking like you got somewhere you’re only here because me
all the shit you tried to do to me it was so scummy

take some scissors and i shove em in my eyes
so i can’t ever see you with other guys
oh wait it already happened no surprise
scared to be alone i see it in your eyes

why you toxic why you act like i got time
bitch you lost it but you do not even matter
why you toxic why attack my fucking mind
bitch you lost it but i’m used to being shattered


i’m so fucking done bitch there’s blood all on my hands color red is dousing on my pants
i’m not having fun bitch i’m stuck inside a trance all my friends are drowning in my rants

talking like this i don’t think you care though
you know i’m pissed outlook is so narrow
it’s a crisis that you can’t repair no
take a minus out my life prepare hoe

fuck outta my life fuck outta my sight don’t want you no
not making it right by taking my light girl that’s so low x2

she said that she love me but she do not really love me
you must think i’m fucking stupid you think i’m a dummy
talking like you got somewhere you’re only here because me
all the shit you tried to do to me it was so scummy

take some scissors and i shove em in my eyes
so i can’t ever see you with other guys
oh wait it already happened no surprise
scared to be alone i see it in your eyes

hate [prod. mutru]

prod. ingram11 @ingram11mac
mixed by LXXIV @adam-vanscoyk

lyrics:

fucking end it all hope that i lose my life
cut into my wall broken by useless lies x2

always harm myself just for comfort
i am not myself let me suffer x2

always wanna die
filled up with despair
if i ever die please don’t act like you were there

cuz you’re not so fuck off x4

lose control and act pathetic you lost me cuz you’re crazy
don’t fake that shit and beg for sympathy
then you scroll look for a message that makes me look crazy
you make me sick stop with all your pity

i’m so stressed i’m not okay i’m a mess i might decay
can’t suppress all of my rage can’t express i’ve been betrayed

now i have a lack of trust
never lacking in disgust
bitch i’m passing through the dust
got a massive need for lust

fucking end it all hope that i lose my life
cut into my wall broken by useless lies x2

always harm myself just for comfort
i am not myself let me suffer x2

lies [prod. ingram11]

prod. @fendi444
mixed by me

lyrics:

[citrate]
you can see us posted up we're always wearing black
try to run up on us bitch you’re gonna meet my mac
pulling up and hopping out you’re boutta get attacked
pull it in and push it out it’s how we get our racks

all my shooters posted bitch you’re boutta die
posted boutta lose your life
posted bitch you’re boutta die
posted boutta lose your life

why do they all tell me that i’m fucking crazy
i don’t even know if i am crazy
lately i’ve been feeling hella hazy
cuz everybody acting fucking shady

why am i so sad
why am i so sad
bitches always 
try to make me mad
try to make me mad
bitches always
like what they don’t have
like what they don’t have
bitches always
try to make me sad
try to make me sad

fuck it ima stay up in my lane all alone
i don’t fucking want you so stop calling my phone
i don’t wanna hear from you i stay on my own
all this pussy i run through is stalling my tone

you can see us posted up we're always wearing black
try to run up on us bitch you’re gonna meet my mac
pulling up and hopping out you’re boutta get attacked
pull it in and push it out it’s how we get our racks

all my shooters posted bitch you’re boutta die
posted boutta lose your life
posted bitch you’re boutta die
posted boutta lose your life

death [prod. raccoonz]

citrate

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