prod. fendi444 (@fendi444)
mixed by LXXIV (@adam-vancsoyk)

lyrics:
hate it when you say that you wanna stay
you should go away cuz i’m not okay
got a lot of pain that i don’t display
i just always say that i am okay x2

cuz i do not wanna deal with all your shit
you’re abusive as fuck and you’ll never admit
that you used me for attention so i guess it all makes sense
why you’re acting like a fucking whore in front of all my friends x2

wait
i can’t call them my friends
cuz they’re low tier faggots and they always defend 
you cuz you act like a victim you don’t make sense 

we both know what you did to me so i put an end
to it all
oh did i offend
see you fall
cutting all my friends
i recalled
had to make amends
you just stalled

hate it when you say that you wanna stay
you should go away cuz i’m not okay
got a lot of pain that i don’t display
i just always say that i am okay x2

cuz i do not wanna deal with all your shit
you’re abusive as fuck and you’ll never admit
that you used me for attention so i guess it all makes sense
why you’re acting like a fucking whore in front of all my friends x2

ok [prod. fendi444]

prod. fendi444
mixed by LXXIV

i've struggled many long years with ocd. i've dealt with every subtype from harm ocd to existential ocd. i am better now but this song was made while panicking at 3am a year ago. i hope you find comfort in this song if you suffer from ocd.

lyrics:
i don’t know what to do 
tortured by ocd 
these thoughts are flowing right through 
my mind cant disagree
and i’m so worried i’m screwed irrationality
i try to cope but ensue
i tried out therapy

nothing changes nothing’s right
should i face it should i hide
nothing changes nothing’s right
should i face it should i hide

scared i might kill myself why’s this happening
and i’m obsessed bout crazy shit like reverse gravity
and yeah it feels like hell it’s so saddening
feel like i’m not in control i feel crazy stop attacking me

i got scary thoughts based around eternity
and i try to stop but my mind is hurting me
and i’m up at night panicking bout certainty
so i try to fight through my day while burdening

thoughts coming in they inside of my head bitch
stop coming in i don’t wanna be dead bitch
don’t wanna kill wish i could get some leverage
don’t gimme pills hanging on by a thread bitch

thoughts coming in they inside of my head bitch
stop coming in i don’t wanna be dead bitch
don’t wanna kill wish i could get some leverage
don’t gimme pills hanging on by a thread bitch

i don’t know what to do 
tortured by ocd 
these thoughts are flowing right through 
my mind cant disagree
and i’m so worried i’m screwed irrationality
i try to cope but ensue
i tried out therapy

nothing changes nothing’s right
should i face it should i hide
nothing changes nothing’s right
should i face it should i hide

OCD [prod. fendi444]

prod. vinnie
mixed by me

lyrics:
yeah you faggots always talking hard but you ain’t out here throwing hands
bitches all up on me yeah they tryna make me throw some bands
flip the cutter cut your fuckin head off like the taliban
flip the cutter cut your fuckin head off like the taliban

got your fucking addy pussy you boutta get swatted
all i care about is money flipping on narcotics
haven’t taken meds in like a year bitch i forgot it
haven’t taken meds in like a year bitch i forgot it

got your fucking addy pussy you boutta get swatted
all i care about is money flipping on narcotics
haven’t taken meds in like a year bitch i forgot it
haven’t taken meds in like a year bitch i forgot it

yesterday i pulled out my shotty and aimed at my muhfucking face
when i put it to my body i realized that i made a stupid fucking mistake
i’m such a fool because i almost killed myself without unleashing my muhfucking hate
walk in a school and i pull out the ar bitch i’m boutta shoot up this dumb fucking place

okay like bitch
yeah you faggots got me pissed
why the fuck do you exist
never lack pricks on my list
never lack slits on my wrist

interrupt your fucking lesson
pulling out my smith and wesson
ima send your ass to heaven
class is no longer in session

walk down the halls while i’m shooting my friends
double tap all you continue my cleanse
shot my math teacher she dropped all her pens

murderous tendencies are my best traits
all of you pussies are copy and paste
now i’m famous in the united states

you shouldn’t have bullied me fuckers you shouldn’t have failed me
none of you faggots were scared of me until i started assailing
bullets collided into her and that hoe she started exhaling
putting the gun in my mouth so the police cannot fucking jail me

yeah you faggots always talking hard but you ain’t out here throwing hands
bitches all up on me yeah they tryna make me throw some bands
flip the cutter cut your fuckin head off like the taliban
flip the cutter cut your fuckin head off like the taliban

got your fucking addy pussy you boutta get swatted
all i care about is money flipping on narcotics
haven’t taken meds in like a year bitch i forgot it
haven’t taken meds in like a year bitch i forgot it

ACTIVE SHOOTER [PROD. VINNIE]

art by @vvfangsvv on insta

lyrics:
suicidal thoughts inside my brain bitch
pierce my fucking mental with a bullet from my stainless
i just wanna leave i’ll run away from all the fakes bitch
slice my body slowly i don’t want it to be painless

bitch i’m so mentally ill and i fucking hate my life i just wanna die
bitch i’m so mentally ill and i fucking hate my life i just wanna die

i’m a fucking pussy cuz i never tried out suicide
please don’t ever fuck with me i’ll have you faggots crucified
ima cut your hand off but i guess i’ll let you choose a side
pull up with a shotty ima shoot if you don’t move aside

*satanic curses*

death inside my head
death inside my mind
i don't have a reason but i think it all the time
i don't wanna kill myself i wanna be alive
actually i'm scared as hell i really wanna die

i have thoughts of killing myself like every day
mental illness feeling like hell please go away
i have thoughts of killing myself like every day
mental illness feeling like hell please go away

russian roulette with my bitch ima kill myself on purpose that way you live
been suicidal since six why the fuck do you think that i have fucks to give

*satanic curses*

MENTAL ILLNESS

ft @vomitchainsaw prod. @voidkys

(xyrn)
HANGING BITCHES AFTER I SHOOT THEM DEAD
THAT BITCH WOULDNT STFU NOW HE SEEIN RED
OH MY GOD BITCH
THROW YOUR BODY IN THE FUCKING GARBAGE
WALKING AROUND W MY AUTOMATIC
FUCKBOYS, THEY DONT WANT NO STATIC
CUTTING UP HIS BODY
I DONT REALLY CARE BOUT ANYBODY
FAGGOT GOT HATCHET STUCK IN HIS HEAD
BITCH I NEED HELP
BITCH IM SLOWLY KILLING MYSELF FUCK MY HEALTH
BULLET PASS RIGHT THROUGH YOUR CHEST HEY
FAGGOT GOT HATCHET STUCK IN HIS HEAD
BITCH I NEED HELP
BITCH IM SLOWLY KILLING MYSELF FUCK MY HEALTH
BULLET PASS RIGHT THROUGH YOUR CHEST HEY
YEAH, GET THE FUCKING BITCH I JUST WANT HIM TO DIE

(chainsaw)
We’re on your ass bruh
We got your coordinates
I’ma break your jaw bone
And I am recording it 

Stop making music bruh
your shit is ass man
Catch 2 bodies bitch
I need a bigger trash can

Bitches know me from Iraq 
To France 
Bitches wanna date me
They don’t get a fuckin chance

Say cheese bitch
You’re gonna fucking die
I Got a razor blade
Cut my name into her thigh

(xyrn)
HANGING BITCHES AFTER I SHOOT THEM DEAD
THAT BITCH WOULDNT STFU NOW HE SEEIN RED
OH MY GOD BITCH
THROW YOUR BODY IN THE FUCKING GARBAGE
WALKING AROUND W MY AUTOMATIC
FUCKBOYS, THEY DONT WANT NO STATIC

HANGING BITCHES w/ VOMITCHAINSAW [PROD. V O i D]

i been so sick of these ppl they dead now
i just been fillin my cup everyone round me has left now
we are not one in the same
i think im losing my brain
you should just stay in your lane
you dont know shit about pain
fuck all this ima jump off the cliff n ill land in the dirt
gas in the lanterns they throw at my feet and there watchin me burn
dance around bullets they marked for my death n im watchin them curve
i just wanna laugh at these ppl they funny they never gone learn
what
ten miles up catch a 4 issa problem
i aint giving up gotta put me inna coffin
stone cold heart ion know when i lost it\
what
gotta hunnid thoughts in my mind i cant stop it
hide from everything i can hear when they walkin
he a lil bitch i can hear when he talkin
i been so sick of these ppl they dead now
i just been fillin my cup everyone round me has left now
we are not one in the same
i think im losing my brain
you should just stay in your lane
you dont know shit about pain
devil money how im walkin in 
take some for me for your skin
keep my drugs im trafficking
say my name im asking nice
one shot dead 2 paradise
take my ice im wasting life
sew my eyes like caroline
i been so sick of these ppl they dead now
i just been fillin my cup everyone round me has left now
we are not one in the same
i think im losing my brain
you should just stay in your lane
you dont know shit about pain

CORALINE 🧟🧟 [amyotrophy]

blood draw / pop goes the bandit (prod. ecksem)

i hate music .. The world is a Fuck !

mixed by @1myojin

skimmers [prod. ogswin] (vnxbys mixx)

mixed by @purpoll

LYRICS:
Local pussies always talking shit they are not bout that
Say they toting weapons but I highly fucking doubt that
Lose our minds because of money how do we allow that
Blinded from the true facts of life we always cloud that

I don’t really ever have too many fucks to give
Break my trust again and I will not ever forgive
Sitting in my room I turn my chair leg to a shiv
Sorry but I do not think I really wanna live

Stay for me, I just need you to x4

Walking in the rain thinking what you’d do without me
I’ve been seeing lots of possible enemies in the alley
I was thinking I was spotted so I went inside of rally’s
Seen a couple dudes behind me bitch it might be my finale

Ima hurt you I don’t got a virtue
Why the fuck this system gotta make me have a curfew
Bitch I fucking heard you I’m who you refer to
If you do not like me then you better fucking learn to

cuz I hate myself I wanna rake the wealth
i don’t not like myself you fucking bitch
cuz I always ache like hell I do not take shit well
i do not like myself you fucking bitch

fed up to my core I might just kick the fucking bucket now
been through this before I might as well just go say fuck it now
talking like you are somebody acting like a puppet now
all this shit I’m dropping is so heavy so it plummet down

stay for me I just need you to
stay for me I just need you to
stay for me I just need you to 
stay for me

STAY [PROD. MUTRU]

prod. xaid
cover art by me and @lxmej

lyrics:

[citrate]
better hold me back i’m not alive
all i do is think bout all the times i wanna die
dopamine receptors always on that overdrive
every single day something happens i’m not fine x2

yesterday i was gunning guys down
mess with me fucker you’ll be tied down
that’s the blade cutting you a size down
test your fate come and have you lie down

i find weird ways to always doubt
my mind cannot find a way out
i grind until i become a drought
i’m blind to my senses in and out

yuh i hate it when they all glance
dilated up in a trance
i made it all with my hands
i’m hated by my own friends

if he saw me out here he’d attack me
looking right behind me cuz he passed me
running up that shit just like a track meet
all this dirty money got me tax free

better hold me back i’m not alive
all i do is think bout all the times i wanna die
dopamine receptors always on that overdrive
every single day something happens i’m not fine x2

not alive [prod. xaid]

prod. mutru & st. napster
mixed by lxxiv @adam-vanscoyk
art by me and ryuzu @ryuzusdeath

lyrics:
[citrate]
put a blade to my veins
i’m too fucking pussy wanna end all the pain
throwing shade playing games
all i want is pussy and she wants my remains

boutta make my ruger go pop although despite this
every single shooter i rock with gonna like this
boutta make my ruger go pop although despite this
every single shooter i rock with gonna like this aye

i’m attracted to thots
fucked up my life i’m distracted by thoughts
she said i’m fine it’s so sweet how she spots
giving me signs she might reach for my crotch

grab all the cash from the bag on my waist and then slash fucking gash leave a rash on my face and then pass me the gas i can trash it with lace
i just smash and then pass always passing on dates 

like fuck you i don’t want you
i don’t wanna fuck you cuz i want to
i just kinda fuck you cuz you want to
but why do i fuck you if i don’t want to

i don’t even know why i do these things i insist
doing all this sketchy shit you’re losing my interest
i’m so fucking tired of when i’m rudely dismissed
i’m so fucking done yeah all these bitches got me pissed aye

put a blade to my veins
i’m too fucking pussy wanna end all the pain
throwing shade playing games
all i want is pussy and she wants my remains

boutta make my ruger go pop although despite this
every single shooter i rock with gonna like this
boutta make my ruger go pop although despite this
every single shooter i rock with gonna like this aye

not alive [prod. xaid]

citrate

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