#us #wip
credits:
@haveonlyonechance
@ogpichu

intro from love is war 

[hook]
is it my fault
if u dont care anymore
shes making me blush
and i just stare at the floor
knew it was coming felt it in my core
asked u if u still like me u said not anymore
2x

[verse]
you said i would be hard to forget
you knew a different me, way back then
i cant take back things i said
but i still remember the day that we met
i put my life into you
it was all for nothing
i put my time into you
wish i got away with something

bridge from kaguya as well :P

hook repeat yup

spotify

my fault (tenoji)

leave me aside w/ angelicxmei (diligence)

prod @ddertbag

lyrics

i lost again ig u just live and learn
i'll play pretend while everything will just burn
but everytime i try it doesn't go so well
so i just gotta hide (it's hard to reach for some help)

do i really have to know wanna stay where im at
can't reach where i wanna go ig im always last
nothing else to do so im wasting all my time 
i can't let it go cannot get it off my mind

scared of what's to come so i just sit back in the background 
scared of messing up so it just almost never works out
does it really matter, nothing feels the same
still i can't remember, can't recall my name

i've been stuck don't feel like going outside my comfort
i have no one else there is no help yea to be offered
slowly losing to myself im having these delusions
it just felt so real yea i fell for the illusion

#LiveAndLearn (ddertbag)

amv - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xchqg7hgWwg

@domerrz
@owtiss
@1yeezo

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1/4 <3

prod me :DD
additional guitar by yeezo

[@domerrz]
thats the way im feeling now 
go to sleep wake up w dry eyes
told myself I wouldnt cry
with whats left nothings going right
need u out my sight
but i still wanna know whats on ur mind
just because im wrong doesnt make u right
and all the words u said left some pain behind

[@owtiss]
i just wanna sort my feelings out
im tired of hearing the same old lines
wonder what i can do now
wonder if i can make this right
never got to say goodbye is it over
yk i was always terrified of growing older
i remember times u would cry on my shoulder
it gets hard to breath as the weather gets colder

dry eyes w/ owtiss

@mental

(in the abyss, the darkness x2)

trynna fall into a dream
but i cnt close my eyes ><
wht does it rlly mean
when i just wanna cry?
cn i cry inside ur arms?
it makes me feel alright...
cn u hold me in ur arms
until i feel alright?

maybe i jus think
abt it way too long :/
chewing all these pills
till my jaw hurts all night long
nd do i make a difference?
i cant tell at all
will i make it thru
when i was meant to fall?

in the abyss, the darkness...
where i was meant to fall, where i was meant to fall
in the abyss, the darkness...
with my back against the wall, theres no where else to fall
in the abyss, the darkness...
maybe its where i belong, its where i belong
in the abyss, the darkness...
nd ill still remember everything, even when im gone

(in the abyss, the darkness)
(cn u hear me on this song?
hear me on this song?)
(in the abyss, the darkness)
(ive been crying all night long,
crying all night long)

x2

still thinking (mental)

@ihateukidu <33

oh oh (time cant fix this broken heart)
oh oh (why cant we just restart)

im getting tired of covering up my lies
they just dont know how i feel inside
and everyday its getting harder to try
and you know i just dont wanna let go
to what we had you know its getting hard to let go
it makes me sad but i guess i have to move on

and inside i just feel feel so hurt
time wont heal, time cannot fix my heart
nighttime wish upon a star
and inside i just feel feel so hurt
time wont heal, why cant i just restart
time cant fix this broken heart

oh oh (time cant fix this broken heart)
oh oh (why cant we just restart)

you knew what you mean to me
and when i close my eyes i swear its you i see, wait
w-w-who knew that you would leave
my heart is torn into pieces no i cant believe, it
cant trust no one
im done
done believing your lies
wont give my love
my love
keep my feelings all inside

and inside i just feel feel so hurt
time wont heal, time cannot fix my heart
nighttime wish upon a star
and inside i just feel feel so hurt
time wont heal, why cant i just restart
time cant fix this broken heart

oh oh (time cant fix this broken heart)
oh oh (why cant we just restart)

patience (kyoa)

@owtiss
prod @owtiss again!!!

this song is based on the trauma a really good friend of mine went through recently so this song means a lot to the 2 of us. i hope you like it! :)

everything u said u never meant
idk where the truth begins and the lies end
do what you want and u play with my heart
and i think im enough
but it feels like im not
and everything u said u never meant
idk where the truth begins and the lies end
do what you want and u play with my heart
and i think im enough
but it feels like im not

it was never ur decision to make
u just wanted to leave while ur ahead
and now my head is a mess
and i just dont understand
whats going on in ur head?
u never cared in the end...

and now my bed is so quiet
and im so pissed
i cant be perfect
ive been so nautious
i know u know this
why dont u own it?
u were just posing
and u cant be honest

i dont wna hear ur piss poor excuses
had an opportunity to bruise me, u used it
its always more trauma waiting when i break thru it
i gave everything and all i am to u is "amusing"
ive had enough..

made this song in 4 hours from 4am to 8am on 9/15/2024
also the end bit sounds like castle crashers and i thought it was funny lol

quiet (me)

HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!
@resolve1k

@victxrw
would you take it back if you had another chance 
"would you be upset if i found another man"
did you do it all to hurt me?
was that the plan?
cuz i feel like you cursed me
and in my head 
staring a the ceiling, something has to change
something has to move, need to rearrange 
dont know what's the difference between love and pain
maybe its no different its just all the same

@arid
i dont wanna change for you 
leave it all behind
over again its corrupting my mind
tell me im insane
then ill lose my brain
do it everytime you would call my name 
i know everytime that i wasnt aware
i know everytime you would look and stare 
in my face, i dont wanna talk like it wasn't erased
i dont want to stop i keep losing my place

@k4rson
i know you hate me, i know its all my fault
i swear im changing, you didnt change at all
when i dont see you, i go through withdrawls
just to get another chance, you know i would risk it all
i would do it all again, howd we let it fall?
girl im a fucking mess, you dont wanna see me at all
just get out of my head, miss those nights when we would call
was it something that i said?
i know its all my fault, i know its all my fault.

another chance - victxrw + arid + karson (inno)

i got a spotify now!!

prod. @bothhappyandsad @seoulisms 
ty wallflower for awsom beat :D

send biteki some love for the amv

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you say you dont mind
baby, if i fuck it up
(you) gotta promise you wont hate me 
till tomorrow, tell me love
i dont need anything else
cos you’re already who i love
dont let me stay by myself
cos ive been all outta luck

yeah im whispering my heart out
you dont know all that i go through
to reach you till i black out
and i come back to my senses
see these fucking faces
they welcome back my self doubt again

why wont i make sense
now ur tryna frame me
i wont take the blame baby
you js lit a flame yeah
girl what do you mean yeah 
what are we to be 
if we aint one and the same

love (wallflower, seoul)

also made this one today, lmk if you like :)