YOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!! THIS IS SO FUCKING GOOOOD

this song helped me get through the worst time of my life .

'into the wind' produced by heylog

lyrics:
on my last little bit of breath
will i make it to the final stretch
but the wind has something for me instead
bones break and every single muscle group
feels torn apart, skin is turning blue
and i cannot comprehend on what hurts
seems like i did a little bit too much
pushing my limits way too far above
way too far above
the wind before winter is like getting punched
and i ain't got any spit left under my tongue
under my tongue
the wind blows on a tuesday
do you think we'll make it, what do you say
i've been away from home now for a few days
and it got to living like i'm in a new age
standing in the wind, i know it's cold out
2 somethin the morning, it's a ghost town
conscious telling me i should probably go now
cause as soon as the wind stops there ain't no sound

this ain't nothing light and nothing small or subtle breeze
just shows how much force the wind can put resist on me
run i'm almost there, i'm so so close, aheads the fin
head down, forward movement, running straight into the wind
into the wind, into the wind

spotify

into the wind

Guitar by Kazba
Mixed by @decksmusic
Mastered by @anxietyxattacks

LYRICS
Somehow can’t believe I let you take this from me
Cut down on my own
But I won’t concede
I’m better off now
Believe it or not
I can be who I want without you

You made me hate who I was
Yeah I felt bad about it
For the first time in my life
Visions clouded by doubt
How will I make it now
After losing you
In a world so cruel

(decks)
I said I'd make it back
Two hundred foot collapse
You’ll never get it
When I left I thought we’d stay intact
But if it breathes on its own
Could you see what you know
Its a breeze from your home
I remember
To forgive is an art
And I don’t care for your heart
That's why the ties we had made are severed
I see your losses are sore
Bleeding out on the floor
And I'm okay
No it wasn’t forever

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Believe It (or Not) w/ decks [Prod. w/ Kazba]

Trying to stay sane
but life is killing me
can't smile without faking
gory imagery 

I miss myself just as much
as mom and dad do 
I'm a zombie
would kill myself and 
be pissed if u mourned me
 
feeling sick again
abusing myself again
smile as my blood drips
I really am disgusting

my body turns cold
as knife digs into bone
I'm feeling exposed
I kinda like it

When I'm like this
my knees cave in hard	 
I fall down
SHIT
music fucking my ears
I'm feeling 
NAUSEOUS 

my blood clots, racing to not reopen
I tear apart old scars
now they open
six years ago I learned I was broken
still I'm hardly coping

as the time goes on
these feelings won't quit
waiting for the dawn
but the sun stays stagnant 
under the stars
cuffed and chained
and I like the dark
but I'm going insane

oh I'm going insane
but I like the pain
blood running down my legs


When I'm like this
my knees cave in hard	 
I fall down
SHIT
music fucking my ears
I'm feeling 
NAUSEOUS 

yeah I'm dying
screaming so loud
on some fucked shit
crying but u can't hear a sound
I tend to hide it

Look in the mirror and I see someone else
dragged down to hell
like a zombie I am starved & I'm bruised
oh I abuse

SH!T (prod. WXRST)

Romeo & Juliet

i cant miss u </3

.
.

u can call it what u want
i call it what ur missin
ur crying in his arms
alone yeah whats the difference
its tearing me apart
cuz i know how ur feeling
i know the nights are hard
the days are nothing different

i cant think about u anymore
passed out in the bathroom on the floor
u forgot me while u were rushing out the door
said im not allowed to miss u anymore
miss u anymore

u dont think about me anymore
blood all on ur hands
heart on the floor
maybe u just miss me when ur bored
but im not allowed to miss u anymore 
miss u anymore 

u can call it what u want
i call it what ur missin
ur crying in his arms
alone yeah whats the difference
its tearing me apart
cuz i know how ur feeling
i know the nights are hard
the days are nothing different

i cant think about u anymore
passed out in the bathroom on the floor
u forgot me while u were rushing out the door
said im not allowed to miss u anymore
miss u anymore
.
.

<3

-emo fruits aka damn this song reminds me of things

I CANT MISS U (prod. carmspace)

Outsiders

Produced by Xzaviar
Mixed by @decksmusic
Mastered by @anxietyxattacks
Art by BunillaBunz

LYRICS

My Bad (Prod. Xzaviar)

Opened my eyes
it was December
My heart's full in ways it was never
Before December 

Your lips close in on mine, you feel like heaven
(you look like heaven)
your hands they rest in mine until our blood's numb

(Baby open up your eyes)
Open your eyes 
Boy I've missed you 
I'm sorry for the years I didn't kiss you

H-E-A-V-E-N
That's how you got me feeling
You know I want you baby
I'll always be your lady

How'd you stay patient for like forever?
I couldn't even wait after December

Opened my eyes
it was December
My heart's full in ways it was never
Before December

december sun (prod. PartyAtTheMoonTower)

https://linktr.ee/P33_fyb

Mixed by yours truly and Mastered by my dude Ari!

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* https://linktr.ee/AriVegaMusic

Shout out sorrow bringer the GOAT producer!!

* twitter.com/sorrow_bringer
* www.instagram.com/sorrow_bringer/
* https://soundcloud.com/sorrow_bringer
* traktrain.com/sorrow_bringer
* www.youtube.com/channel/UCtk0rtkTTpOGqnIX9W68vIQ

DEAD TO M33 (prod. sorrow bringer)

Collaboration between @nickisgonenow & @baby_blade 
Mixed: Reed
Mastered: Reed
Produced: NICKISGONENOW 
Written: Reedkun and bAbYbLaDe 

LYRICS:

Chorus: Reedkun

Tonight’s the night I feel like crying
You told me everything is okay
You’re there for me when I feel like dying
Your love is forever 

Verse: bAbYbLaDe

I know you feel like dying 
Makes me feel like crying 
 I wrote you letter to you
Things will get better soon  

I know what you’ve been through 
I been through fucking hell too 
If you only knew 
how I feel about you

You would know that what I’m saying 
Is the fucking truth aint playing 
all these feelings im displaying 
I aint leaving i am staying

Chorus: Reedkun 

Tonight’s the night I feel like crying
You told me everything is okay
You’re there for me when I feel like dying
Your love is forever 

Verse: bAbYbLaDe 

my love for you is eternal 
my love for you isnt so normal
you make me feel like im insane
you live rent free inside my brain 

i see you crying in the rain 
choking while you drown in pain 
im just hoping that you see me 
im just praying that you love me 

You would know that what I’m saying 
Is the fucking truth aint playing 
all these feelings im displaying 
I aint leaving i am staying


Chorus: Reedkun

Tonight’s the night I feel like crying
You told me everything is okay
You’re there for me when I feel like dying
Your love is forever

✨REEDKUN✨TONIGHT W/BABYBLADE [PROD.NICKISGONENOW]

Ari Vega ☁️

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