Depression

Daily Drops #47

its not a lake, its an ocean.

@arr_eeh


Cuz I'm a narcissist
But optimistic, I'll get better with time
No I don't listen, I'm persistent
Keeping grudges in mind
But I try, and you don't
Guess I lie, cuz you won't
And tell you everything's okay
Even tho we both know
It's no communicating
Every thought that passes me by
Can't get a break, there's no escape
And I'm a wreck but I try
But that light, in your eye
When you tell me we're fine
Do you believe that honestly
Cuz up to me It's goodbye

Maybe It's too late for me
Maybe It's too late for me
Maybe It's too late for me

I tell myself that I cant let go
I tell myself that they're the one
But they made me feel like I got no one
By my side
No one by my side

Oh, I dont feel okay
Okay, okay, okay

Cuz I'm a narcissist
But optimistic, I'll get better with time
No I don't listen, I'm persistent
Keeping grudges in mind
But I try, and you don't
Guess I lie cuz you won't
And tell you everything's okay
Even tho we both know

Maybe It's too late for me
Maybe It's too late for me
Maybe It's too late for me

Oh I dont feel okay
Okay, okay, okay

Narcissist w/ Re:

where the wild things are ft. powfu

k1llm3sl0w (prod. phaseshift)

maelstrom

not_there (prod. barelybreath)

08 [bonus track]

i see the house burn down over nite.
and id relive it all again in another life.. 

lyrics

face me 
the darkness will replace me

/

taste me
im overcooking tryna take heat

/

over done
is this how we are, is it over love

/

im tryna bring light to the things in the dark 
but it seems like it cant get any lower ugh

/

where were u when i called 
7am in the morn.
ran off w/ no notice
i swear i didnt leave those scars..scars

/

wanted its all i wanted x2

/

ik the walls r caving in
we cant b closed we're close to sin
ik the walls r caving in
ik the walls r caving 

/

pouring the gasoline all over the driveway
despite the fact we said we'd b living the right way
pouring whats left of the dark make me sideways 
its burning every edge of my soul in the right way

/

not a thing u could do could unblur in this high state
a fine face 
but no room, yeah no space 
its not much to me if i live well but dont die great

/

im changing, im changing, im changing form
and im changing
im taking off and im spacious
i love it here but i hate it 

/

in this lake i bleed my final form
ur words dont anything to me no more

/

wanted all i wanted was for u to save me
im not sorry, in this one life u cant redo shit

/

i been hella places
but nothing compares to the basics
the simple things in life we take for granted
its so hard to fake it

/

dangerous, but its so dangerous 
in this fucking storm
im taken by the wind
they'll take u in this form

/

theres not much
not much you can do about it 

/
let them take you how u are.
the world will be the same when you're gone.

your former

your-former [bonus track] (empty roads)

sapphire

Lovesick

Where We Started

PHONK DEMON (SPED UP) - Full Album

your touch
feels like planetary devastation 
gaze upon me then proceed to lay waste
we’re a world ending event in the making
lips collide and leave a wreck in our wake

i just need to be in your orbit
lip locked lies but we’re choosing to ignore it
get me high but left you leave me floored it’s 
quite alright i just hope that you enjoyed it
burn my throat
im choking when i breathe you in
lovesickghost, 
you haunt me but i let you in
left you notes
i swear i didn’t mean to
let you know
but fuck, you make me seethrough 

your touch
feels like planetary devastation 
gaze upon me then proceed to lay waste
we’re a world ending event in the making
lips collide and leave a wreck in our wake

your touch
feels like planetary devastation 
gaze upon me then proceed to lay waste
our love would be a catastrophic end to all
but thoughts ignite and i’m alright with the fall

planetary devastation (prod. yung spoiler)

upside/down w/giovanni prod boyfifty

this is a song about dissociating 

produced by fats'e 
soundcloud.com/youngburial 
twitter.com/youngburial 

art by ghostly pixels 
twitter.com/ghostly_pixels

lyrics:
laying alone, i dissociate 
laying alone 

i saw a pictureframe 
and it turned out to be a mirror 
my reflection's so much clearer 
when i'm not aware it's me 

i saw a maple tree 
it was growing in my head 
when everybody else was dead 
and i climbed up it just to see 

i saw myself again 
but i stood outside my being 
i could understand that being 
isn't all there is to be 

i see the future now 
got too distracted by the present 
to remember that my head is 
not a vehicle for fear 

and it's a long way down if you fall 
and it's a long way up if you don't 

and it's a long way down if you fall 
and it's a long way out, so 

i sit in the center 
and i ponder my disinterest 
for it all 

it's a lot easier 
to imagine ending things 
(to imagine ending things) 
when i'm watching myself 
from the third person 
(from the third person) 

it's a lot easier 
to imagine changing things 
(to imagine changing things) 
when i'm watching myself 
from the third person 
(from the third person)

dissociate (prod. fats'e)

download <3

i had it removed because I didn't like it as much as my other songs but its gotten quite popular on spotify so it's back up.

lyrics:
in just a couple months I'll be turning 17,
18s just another year away and im still processing.
I'm still not big yet and my grades havent rised
I kept my hopes low and there's still no still no surprise but
I'll make it somehow 

This is not a song about you this is a song about me instead
I'm tired of writing shitty love songs on a paper that will never get read
I try to sleep comfortably but there's bed bugs on my bed
I wanna make some better songs but I can't find the chords in my head

I told myself that I would fix my overall mentality 
Aprils almost coming soon and the third days just for me
There's peoeple and dreams that all stop me from dying
but all this bullshit just makes me wonder why
I'll make it somehow

This is not a song about you this is a song about me instead
There more you hear the song again you might think that I'm a hypocrite 
but this is just what i'm saying and it all comes from my head
I'd write a lyric here and there but I think I'll stick with this instead

not a song about you

Adonis

Got Me! (feat. Re:)

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planetary devastation (prod. yung spoiler)

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