I can't fight that urge it always comes back
I just flick on the light for a nightcap
I don't know myself no more
No I can't turn back
Feel the venom in my veins
Energy Trap

Couldn't see that
Wouldn't want to be that way
Said I'm doing alright but it's all cap
Sick of giving my life
Pleasure feedback
I don't need that
But I need that

I can't fight that urge it always come back
I just flick on the light for a nightcap
I don't know myself no more
No I can't turn back
Feel the venom in my veins
Energy Trap

Wasting my life until my skin turns grey
When you're 10 feet under the ground
Just know that nothing will change
Focus on what matters
In the end it ends the same
Writing your own chapters in this story
Life's a game

Energy Trap [abysshund]

New single featuring Lxst Boy

-lyrics-
I always told myself 
That I feel too much
But here lately I don't feel enough
I could blame you 
Or everybody else
But we both know that won't help
So I'm just tryna to pull myself back together
No I'm just tryna to pull myself back together

I keep treating life like a drinking game
Baby just to feel something
Now I'm way too many shots deep
And I still feel nothing
Tryna fill this hole inside of my chest
Drowning any memories left
You say that I'm not trying
But baby I'm trying my best

Feeling bulletproof
Off of this 80 proof
Yeah another couple sips
Till i'm not hating you
I'm buzzing off of the memories
Of me and you
Intoxicated by the taste
Of the deja vu
I tried oh I tried
Everything it's all on me
I feel alright like honestly
Another night I'm pouring hennessy
I don't wanna run run run
Darling I'm so done done done
I don't wanna fight you tonight
Yeah you know I hate to
See you cry but im
I'm trying my best
I'm trying my best

I keep treating life like a drinking game
Baby just to feel something
Now I'm way too many shots deep
And I still feel nothing
Tryna fill this hole inside of my chest
Drowning any memories left
You say that I'm not trying
But baby I'm trying my best
———
prod. king theta
mix by killing art x lxst boy
master by kanashi

Drinking Game (feat. Lxst Boy) [prod. King Theta]

beat prod by: cxrter x milojensen
written and performed by: popularreject 
mixed and mastered by: popularreject
lyrics:

Choppa in this bit(ch) 
64 
like Nintendo 
Talkin bout the clip
Cuz it came 
With extendo’s
…
I remember takin benzos 
Cut off all the fake friends
I don’t wish 
I kept those 

Darkness 
In the dark bitch 
Where my heart is 
…
Cuz I’m heartless

In the car it’s
Push to start this 
Would sound hard if
…
I restarted 

We’re getting older now 
Still stuck in this haunted house
I’m sick of screaming baby 
You can’t fucking calm me down
Bitch what’s funny now. 
Bitch what’s funny now? 
I’m sick of screaming baby 
You can’t fucking calm me down

Xanny
Molly 
Nissan 
Audi
…
Play her like Atari 

Xanny 
Molly 
Nissan
Audi 
…
Sorry I’m not sorry

Choppa in this bit(ch) 
64 
like Nintendo 
Talkin bout the clip
Cuz it came 
With extendo’s
…
I remember takin benzos 
Cut off all the fake friends
I don’t wish 
I kept those 

Choppa in this bit(ch) 
64 
like Nintendo 
Talkin bout the clip
Cuz it came 
With extendo’s
…
I remember takin benzos 
Cut off all the fake friends
I don’t wish 
I kept those 

Darkness 
In the dark bitch 
Where my heart is 
…
Cuz I’m heartless

In the car it’s
Push to start this 
Would sound hard if
…
I restarted 

Xanny
Molly 
Nissan 
Audi
…
Play her like Atari 

Xanny 
Molly 
Nissan
Audi 
…
Sorry I’m not sorry

Choppa in this bit(ch) 
64 
like Nintendo 
Talkin bout the clip
Cuz it came 
With extendo’s
…
I remember takin benzos 
Cut off all the fake friends
I don’t wish 
I kept those

nintendo (p. cxrter x milojensen)

truth's
finally stepping out
i can see it now
you were never down

to be mine, again
and my heart it aches
sit and stare
at my own blank face

ill never forget the times that we shared together
i made it through hell and back
with you by my side, it all felt fine
again

it turns out that you were a liar
this friend, was never a friend, all i ever did, was hold you back
from you
really wanted instead!

ill miss ur family and miss your friends
ill miss the nights we spent together again
then again, then again, then again, it all went!

back to my mind set of being an a hole
i know i didnt treat you right you said that its my fault
ill find someone whos willing just to take bits of blame
cause clearly you thought you were perfect, not an ounce of shame in ur blood

and yeah it was fun
oh yeah it was fun
those 2 years were fun.

Life Is Tough Without You Pt.2 (prod. idly blare)

out on all platforms, @screwyounick 's page

get me w/zway & screwyounick(brody)

why did you do that, im hurt so i fled
i just wanted to see you again
now the city it hurts, i would try once again
im laying alone, you're the one in my head

i don't want see you to fret
i don't wanna see you dead
i just wanted to be friends now
why are you inside my head?

the pain you left me and stress
keep messing up my days now
ima alone now
you say im silly yeah when i freak out 
its the same

you don't remember my name
im kicking and crying got stories to say
im out late in the night with my friends till its day
im tryna be okay
i want you here to stay
i know apologies will fade now its over

 why'd you break my heart like that
sticking in the knife, now im crying, its the end
pacing back and fourth i had someone to talk again
but your sick inside the head you left me out here in the end

wait a sec
I'm way too gone
i need someone
my heart is alone
*ohh, ohhh ohh*

I don't want see you to fret
I don't wanna see you dead
i just wanted to be friends now
why are you inside my head?

the pain you left me and stress
keep messing up my days now
ima alone now
you say I'm silly yeah when i freak out 
its the same

you don't remember my name
I'm kicking and crying got stories to say
I'm out late in the night with my friends till its day
I'm tryna be okay
I want you here to stay
I know apologies will fade now its over

kicking and crying (prod. AsharpTheOne)

your touch
feels like planetary devastation 
gaze upon me then proceed to lay waste
we’re a world ending event in the making
lips collide and leave a wreck in our wake

i just need to be in your orbit
lip locked lies but we’re choosing to ignore it
get me high but left you leave me floored it’s 
quite alright i just hope that you enjoyed it
burn my throat
im choking when i breathe you in
lovesickghost, 
you haunt me but i let you in
left you notes
i swear i didn’t mean to
let you know
but fuck, you make me seethrough 

your touch
feels like planetary devastation 
gaze upon me then proceed to lay waste
we’re a world ending event in the making
lips collide and leave a wreck in our wake

your touch
feels like planetary devastation 
gaze upon me then proceed to lay waste
our love would be a catastrophic end to all
but thoughts ignite and i’m alright with the fall

planetary devastation (prod. yung spoiler)

prod. 1juhiss x woahsxda
@breckenford

aye
i dont know shit, maybe thats on ledbetter
give me one chance to get away to better weather
sick of staying up all my life,
give me one chance to make things right!
I DONT KNOW SHIT, MAYBE THATS ON LEDBETTER,
GIVE ME ONE CHANCE TO GET AWAY FUCKIN' BETTER WEATHER!
shit gets tough, but i dont mind!
aye, if you in asheville, imma let yo body dry
(g-g-give me one chance to~)

welcome to asheville! it'll give a body high ❤♡
these keys so loud, and they funny, they aint even mine! xP
yeah im bugging off the pack but im alright..
yeah im rubbing off the PAIN but i DONT MIND! x(
REMEMBER DAYS WHEN I HAD JACK SHIT TOO CLEARLY
I WAS PLAYING MINECRAFT & DIDNT KNOW THAT LIFE WAS BAD
I STILL DONT KNOW WHAT I HAVE, I STILL DONT KNOW WHO I AM
I STILL DONT KNOW WHAT I HAVE, i still dont know who i am.. ;c

aye
i dont know shit, maybe thats on ledbetter
give me one chance to get away to 
(get away to)
staying up all my life,
＞﹏＜give me one chance to make things right＞﹏＜
I DONT KNOW SHIT, MAYBE THATS ON LEDBETTER,
GIVE ME ONE CHANCE TO GET AWAY FUCKIN' BETTER WEATHER!
shit gets tough, but i dont mind!
aye, if you in asheville, imma let yo body dry
(g-g-give me one chance to~)

[FøRD:]
let your body drop
then we can hear it hit the floor
had a lot of love but then you treated me so poor
so poorly like every damn day you ignore me
come to Greenville 
get ya brain spilled 
i don’t even know anything else real
some hardships over with but idek how to feel
864 my area code but I don’t wanna be here
gimme a chance like just one more year

lemme show em all my songs watch they jaw drop
but they like brodie you don’t even really talk a lot
but when I’m in my room alone I can speak my thoughts
right into a microphone and then I get applause 

like stand up
hand gun 
keep a nine on me at night know I keep it clutched
pockets flood
i don’t need nobody else to keep me loved

planetary devastation (prod. yung spoiler)

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