You play drums on it. 

My brother wanted me to play drums on this as a test, so I did.

When Your Brother Sends You Music.....

I am alone but not lonesome.

The instrumental only version of this fabulous song can be heard at:
https://soundcloud.com/agnosturaelwar/alone-but-not-lonesome


I am alone but not lonesome
I have my music and my dreams
to keep me company
in the world is full of
less lonely opportunities 
ten million choices to get with
a true  love that is not a myth
I must pursue the perfect pick

if you’re alone  but not lonesome
perhaps you’re only stuck between
relationships that grew routine
just practice sessions unforeseen.

You have to kiss a lot of frogs
To separate love’s that are odd
and even though it makes you wince
you just might find your perfect prince
who will leave your soul convinced.

And though I’m not saying it’s me
I’m still a possibility
It’s up to me to make you see
that you and I were meant to be 

Love is a very simple choice
it can’t be claimed without your voice
speaking the three words love employs
which allow two souls to rejoice

and though your nervous cause you know
sometimes it’s spoken by all those
whose true intent is just for sex
love is a tool they use to wreck
the ones they use and who comes next

I offer something less complex
it’s up to you that brave first step
a soft approach that does not press
and if it’s "No" I’ll let it rest
this chance alone has made me blessed

I am alone but not lonesome
I have my music and my dreams
to keep me company
and though you could be
my  latest opportunity
from ten million choices to get with
your  true love that is not a myth
I will  pursue another pick.

That is the long and short of it
but I must say 
you are beautiful
and I’ll be sad to see you go
but what’s best for you 
is all I want to show...

I’ll be alone again but not lonesome
because your interest gave me hope.
and I hope you’ll find someone
that’s worthy of you loving them 
a gift to warm your soul……..
a gift to warm your soul
and make your life more whole.


Beautiful Music Composed & 
Played by Ingvar Tautra-©-2022
Lyrics & Vocals Written & Sung
By- Matthew F. Blowers III-©-2022
At: Art~Whimsically Yours Studio

I Am Alone But Not Lonesome Ingvar Tautra & Matthew F. Blowers (New)

Just a short version of an idea that led to a little song. The track will certainly be expanded 😉
oops, at 2'15" the young lady on the right side of the choir missed her voice. Noticed?  😬 I will invite her again to the recording....alone, in private and in 2 days at the latest the error will be corrected 😅

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i would so like to have a gift
one kind, unique gift
just for me.
to fly, at least to hover
to talk with the animals
embrace the universe
do magic
travel to other times
looking into souls
understanding the world
painting love in colors
always understand...

Fading In The Dark

Signalling Depth

Survive

I Been Set Free,==. Gene Jumper, ( Original ) Steel Guitar, Norm Evans.

i been set free

I Been Set Free,==, Gene Jumper, ( Original )Steel Guitar, Norm Evans

The uncertainty principle

Dressing Down

Happy holidays
A nice short song to end the year with

Burgundian Carol

Idolum

Snowman.m4a

Many unique songs. Try one out and let me know what you think. I will return the favor.


The Hollow-Days Of Addiction.
(A Christmas message for all )

Christmas has come back again
For the third year in a row
And we haven't seen 
our precious son
Ever since he had to go
To jail then off to rehab
Then violating 
two probation's
the court ordered no contact
So we've had no conversations
Cause he'd abused 
his Mom so much
Leaving her soul terrified
and came after me so angrily
Every time that he got high
we both tried in 
every way we could
But then we had to say goodbye....


Christmas on drugs and alcohol 
Was never a good mix
Hanukkah plus cruel addictions
Just brings candle sadly lit
Santa Claus and faith in God
Are not enough to bring a fix
Only he can save himself
No one else can heal his needs
That have made both our hearts bleed
while he spends his hollow days
Struggling to find ways to succeed.


He'll spend another Christmas
In sober living all alone
Far away from both his parents
Knowing that he can't come home
And it cuts us deeply to the bone
Cause our tough love is no fun
But drugs and alcohol have stolen
Our most precious son
Until he proves that he is cured
and his addictions are all done.

So if you too are like our son
Suffering the same afflictions
I hope this poem moves you to flee
Back to the true life 
you've been missing
Because those who 
love you can't survive
Living with the endless friction
Of your lies and thefts 
And thier hopes left swept
Underneath your opposition
Your loved ones all must separate
themselves from your positions
Of your loving highs even as they cry
Over your tragic conditions
Leaving you alone 
while they sit at home
Praying for you and each one wishing
That you will give all that you've lost
Some serious recognition
Before you end up lying 
Under a marble inscription
that leaves them all 
Without your love
Another victim of addiction
so many others just like you 
Have faced Death's Benedictions....



By- Matthew F.Blowers III-(C)-2022
at Art-Whimsically Yours Studio
This poem is dedicated to ny son,
my only child who has been 
through his fault alone absent from
my wife and I for 3 years 
without contact