production: me & soma (@prodsoma)
mixing & mastering: me

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lyrics:

[intro]
feel alone n helpless
i paved this road w/ no end
tired of playing pretend
just wanna get out this mess

i’m not okay, i confess
these last few months, i’ve been stressed
i just have so much regrets
i just have so much regrets

[verse]
i’ve only had myself to get through all of this, it’s hell.
it’s lonely when the ones u used to know have said farewell
bleeding out, my eyes r open
can’t see, all my senses broken 
i wish that i wasn’t so hopeless
i wish that i wasn’t so hopeless

[chorus]
nobody even knows it, but i’m tired
i can feel killin all of my desire
doesn’t help when all my “friends” don’t even bother
not a thing that i can try to make me calmer
i’m drowning in emotions down beneath 
i’m grinding all my teeth
it’s getting hard to breathe, so...

tell me, was it a waste?
dug six feet down, no escape.
feels like i just got replaced
by someone better than me
if i left w/o a trace, no one would ponder
this path i’m going down, don’t even wanna 
staying silent cuz i don’t want any drama
heart is bleeding on the floor, guess that’s just karma 

[verse]
i tried my hardest just to be there for y’all
gave every person my all
but u still let me just fall 
u stare and laugh at me when i’m at my low 
don’t have to say it, ik
all that u do, yeah it shows
that i’m not welcome here
that u don’t even care
act like i’m unaware
a sight i cannot bear
i tried my best, i swear
heart on my sleeve, i wear [s/o rod wave]
just left me in despair
u never were a friend

[chorus]

apathetic (avit + soma)

atelophobia (ft. tigerstar) [p. crona]

lyrics :

She had everything
You always tryna get up
In my head no wonder why
You fixing all the damage

You wonder why is over
It's hard to control you don't know
Yourself enough to worry about it

When you go
I was staying the same lane
Before tomorrow
Can i leave all the same pain

All i know
She's a devil's daughter
Always come and go
She just don't wanna bother
And i can't be afraid
Tell you that i don't know nothing
It's all in your arm 
And you forget it all

All i know
She's a devil's daughter
Always come and go
She just don't wanna bother
And i can't be afraid
Tell you that i don't know nothing
It's all in your arm
And you forget it all

You must go around
Let's settle down a moment
There so many hours i wasted on
You gon fall for it
Try too hard to get your feelings out
To the rain and it fallin away

When you go
I was staying the same lane
Before tomorrow
Can i leave all the same pain

All i know
She's a devil's daughter
Always come and go
She just don't wanna bother
And i can't be afraid
Tell you that i don't know nothing
It's all in your arm 
And you forget it all

All i know
She's a devil's daughter
Always come and go
She just don't wanna bother
And i can't be afraid
Tell you that i don't know nothing
It's all in your arm
And you forget it all

All i know
She's a devil's daughter
Always come and go
She just don't wanna bother
And i can't be afraid
Tell you that i don't know nothing
It's all in your arm
And you forget it all

devil's daughter

prod by @silphyn
vocals by @silphyn, @ruevi, @b_murph, @luvkurtis, @funeral, @vito2300, @daywxtch, @heroinediaries

(silphyn)

it's time to pay off debts
why you so mad? you lose, blame yourself
it's getting hot, but revenge is sweetest when it's served up cold
on my side
you crossed the line
just come, stop wasting my time
snakes are crawling through the spine

saw traps that you set
and i feel corruption, it starts from the head
get out of my way,
i'll make bleed you so bad
get out my way, get out
get out my way

(oh), one step, close to...
death to every player
so now pulse is mute
(oh), we'r not the same
you know, right?
was this place so quiet?

(ruevi)

next time you gon' fall
don't take me with you
i don't wanna beg
but i wanna kill you
and i don't give fuck
if your boyfriend hates you
too many fucks
you ran out of business

all these fuckers
waiting
for the next track
im not sorry for the wait
i just logged in
and yeah this scene is getting lame
with every second
and i can count on my fingers how many ballin'

yeah its shit
and i don't say
that im the best but at least i don't decay
we're not the same
you stuck in ways

I'll make you bleed
my love don't wait

(b murph)

(don’t wait)

can you please just keep it quiet you talk too much
i heard you whisper in my ear, saying “you’re a loser”
she said she love me baby I know that you’re a slut
she all up on me she a power abuser

but I ain’t backing down
she tryna fuck me, baby I could go 100 rounds
insane that’s the reason that they’re tryna hunt me down
let me drown, let me go
let me drown
fuck me now, hold me close
(hold me close, hold me close)

let me drown
fuck me now, hold me close
let me drown
fuck me now, HOLD ME CLOSE

(kurtis)

i dont give a fuck about it
keep on takin im an addict
im too high she wanna fuck yeah
so lets go at it

call me up 4 the plug
get whatever you would want
run it over me n my girl
we gonna take it all

i been stayin too long
cant feel my face now
she been tryna get me alone
inside her place now

tellin me that im the best
tryna get me for the rest
gotta go you know that i aint neva
comin fuckin back

why the fuck she still on my mind?
i fuckin hate that
girl you know that i been workin on dyin
cause i aint stayin

sick and tired livin life all the same
pains rackin in the money
bitch i been goin insane
aint gonna make it out

(funeral)

at first sight i might lose my mind
so wrong i can't go if it's right
i've gone so deep i can't tell
i sleep wake up, i'm in hell
at first sight i might lose my mind
so wrong i can't go if it's right
i've gone so deep i can't tell
i sleep wake up, i'm in hell

(vito)

memories in my brain I can't get to
you shouldn't take that blame it's not on you
meet me inside when the rain comes
cover your eyes let your makeup run
we were tuned in just because
too bad you found what you don't need
bullet's got a name i'm thinking
i could find escape from the regret
i showed you my pain my weakness
you shot me a gaze I'm speechless

(daywatch)

knives
i'm trying to get over it
my soul is inside a pit
die for what you love, that’s what I've been taught
i feel like a pawn until I throw a punch
wake up at 3am alarmed
you'll desert me
i just want to leave this town, my god
is that way too much to ask?

(heroine diaries)

i can't breathe
tell me that it's over, I can't function sober
i don't think I know ya (I don't think I know ya)
i've been gettin' no luck, feel like I get no love
you know that I fuckin' care
cross my heart you know I swear
i've been state to state again, you know that I be everywhere
xanax bars to keep me calm
they hear my pain then sing along
i knew you was with don't you tell me that I'm fuckin' wrong

asylum w/ ruevi, b murph, kurtis, funeral, vito, daywatch, heroine diaries

lyrics :

you don't have to leave me out
just follow her path and go
there's no one to stop you out there exept you
find the rest and i will help you find the truth
can't go fix the time we cannot let you through
so long

i know everything you want
if i left you gon be sorry
you have better things than nobody but you

my time i've waste is gone
you tryna hide your stories
and everything you've done
because your action speaks louder than your words

don't go

until you're wide awake
woke up in hollow places
it's better safe than sorry

and everything is gone
and now you're own your own
that place has saved your soul
let you be there i don't expect you to return
don't settle down to talk
there's so much more you wanted
can't let the past go and the things you can't control

oh why won't you let me be
this place can barely breath

i'll let you be okay
and nothing feels the same
it's not your final path to find peace
don't you close the door again
this is not your final path to find peace
there's nothing to justify your mistakes

know everything i know everything
know everything i know everything

leave you dead on the open doors
greed can't help you be something more
see through threads like i did before

first time i know should have leave you dead
then reset tryna find a chance to live again
you deserve your own downfall
and hit rock bottom you taste the pain too hard
and let it stuck in your brain

keep that close and you don't follow
my sins keep calling it keep stalking me home
dancing just to keep the pain growing
shine bright red to seek help don't show it

you're stucking inside and tryna be somebody else
put that aside and all the trophies on your shelf
i refuse to die cause i've been doing this for hell
buried alive only your name is on the graveyard
too hard to quit and i move on
showed up to your funeral with my suit on
the tears gon drown me

and now the heaven is crying
we know that you're lying
you'll still be shine like a diamond
in the rough and i'll find it
you think that you're good on your own
if she knows that i escaped from your reality

oh i know everything

find peace find truce
shouldn't have belong in this youth no
living a life in illusion
passing away in confusion
it's all i got for you to stay
i'll say it out let me demonstrate
does it happened to be complicated
modulated
learn to take new routes
heading in south
finding a ways to getting out of the same old ways i know
but i won't take anything
it's my way i'm following
the right way they tell me things

and now the heaven is crying
we know that you're lying
you'll still be shine like a diamond
in the rough and i'll find it

oh the heaven is crying
we know that you're lying
you'll still be shine like a diamond
in the rough and i'll find it

keep that close follow
my sins keep calling it keep stalking me home
dancing just to keep the pain growing
shine bright red to seek help don't show it

prod. mucisian & heavnsnt

(Intro - heavnsnt)

Now I'm really afloat, I'm bout to get it started
I'm branching out my patterns, And get my own apartment
Don't care about the short term, Just put care in this Journey
I know I'm not okay, But the music just consumes me

I did this to myself
I did this to myself
I did this to myself
I did this to my-

(Verse - heavnsnt)

I had to fight for it all
There was one night I would fall
I had to push down the walls
To make the buzzing thoughts stop

I had to breathe thru it all
What was your name? Don't recall
I had to make through the call
to manifest the windfall

(Hook - heavnsnt)

Beehive, with a pot of gold
I got it struck so sweet, turning honey to mold
Gotta keep on pushing, cos I'm over the road
I've been making beats like a Granulation Honeycomb

Beehive, with a pot of gold
Got it struck so sweet, turn that honey to mold
Been Buzzin off make my own shit, it's what I'm used to
When I create with my DAW got a different preview

(Verse - heavnsnt)

afloat, I'm bout to get it started
I'm branching out my patterns, And get my own apartment
Don't care about the short term, Just put care in this Journey
I know I'm not okay, But the music just consumes me

I did this to myself
I did this to myself
I did this to myself
I did this to my-

(Verse - mucisian)
Man down, don't be coming 'round I'm exhausted
Hit me up with messages and then get no responses
If you just had a sense that was common, you'd find out
You're not the girl that I wanted

I don't think she understands me
And I don't think it's real it can't be
But I won't pay the cost this time
Don't tell anybody you're a friend of mine

(Outro - heavnsnt, mucisian)

Beehive, with a pot of gold
I got it struck so sweet, turning honey to mold
Gotta keep on pushing, cos I'm over the road
I've been making beats like a Granulation Honeycomb

Beehive, with a pot of gold
Got it struck so sweet, turn that honey to mold
Been Buzzin off make my own shit, it's what I'm used to
When I create with my DAW got a different preview

beehive (w/ mucisian)

Daisy's Limerence

Produced By Arys Vance

Lyrics :

Lately I don't keep up whatchu doin' daily
Couple months I haven't seen you baby
You wanna take a ride on a Mercedes

And I just wanna go back down
If all that doesn't work then I'ma go my route
Can barely hold it off don't wanan go five rounds
And tired up in places you wanted the truth

Who knew that you're the devil in disguise
I bottle up my feelings, I don't want you to hurt me
I tell you I'm alright
I don't need it the most
I'm good on my own

Lately I don't keep up whatchu doin' daily
Couple months I haven't seen you baby
You wanna take a ride on a Mercedes
I'm not the only one who going crazy
Said I don't need anyone to save me
I'm glad that you did tryna erase me
Tangled up in your heart I've been facin'

I don't wanna deal with it anymore
Blacked out drunk then I'm lying on the floor
Mess it all up like I did it all before
Playing hard to get so you wouldn't be ignorin'
Can you buy that trust say
"Hello nice to meet ya"
Don't care if I leave you too soon
I don't want it fair if I did mess up that last time
Whatchu say?
Tell you that I'm boring
Well, maybe I don't have to do it like you, oh my
I do anything that you ask for I'll try my best to

Save it, I don't keep up whatchu doin' daily
Couple months I haven't seen you baby
You wanna take a ride on a Mercedes
I'm not the only one who going crazy
Said I don't need anyone to save me
I'm glad that you did tryna erase me
Tangled up in your heart I've been facin'

Lately I don't keep up whatchu doin' daily
Couple months I haven't seen you baby

I'm not the only one who going crazy
Said I don't need anyone to save me
I'm glad that you did tryna erase me
Tangled up in your heart I've been facin'

Lately I don't keep up whatchu doin' daily
Couple months I haven't seen you baby
You wanna take a ride on a Mercedes
I'm not the only one who going crazy
Said I don't need anyone to save me
I'm glad that you did tryna erase me
Tangled up in your heart I've been facin'

Daisy

cold, cold

lyrics :

we were lost inside a forest
as we're trying to hide
from the monsters outside
keep an eye

i'll stay awake until morning
we try our hardest to survive
in the shelter but it's not that strong

so we stay inside of a treehouse
we played a song and start to dance
you feel safe in my arms as we rest
till the nights go down
when the moonlight keeps going roundabout
you hold on to my hands and i said

if you see the stars
we're dancing slowly into the dark
we'll never know who shatters my broken heart
i'll remember when we're too far apart
how far have we go?

i've never seen a true romance
it was just lust and chasing feelings
that don't last forever who knows
if that's how it is then that's no way to go
we don't need all that just to live and we know

you're my only one who i trust
my loyalty stays true to death
we were flying through the clouds
and parachute down
we're safe and sound
can you feel the lights are all around the house?
cause' we've been closer was it meant to be?

if you see the stars
we're dancing slowly into the dark
we'll never know who shatters my broken heart
i'll remember when we're too far apart
how far have we go?

treehouse

mozart - extendo

Tell me do you love me good or bad and ugly
Thats the shit that bugs me
I can see its nothing 
Keep the truth above me

I got racks up in my pocket baby that I’m trying to spend i had purple in my soda way before it was a trend she got murder on her mind the way she fucking with my head
Thats why I dont trust a soul i just keep it to myself


Push to start and then I floor it might take a trip to florence pop another senzu bean imma hit up korin

They trying to find me like im dory and im stuck inside like cory and my belt from salvatore yeah time to change the story

You say you gon slide where you at cause im outside
They always talkin all this shit like they been wit it i had to leave my past alone but i still stand on business 

Feel like lil uzi when im on its been like 20 minutes
And i know my exes did me wrong but they still wont admit it thats why i feel so distant thats why im always missing i cant look back into the past i guess you shouldve listened

now

arys vance