i been scarred so bad
like i’m fallin at the skatepark 
and i stopped doing shit 
in my room i’m makin art 
lost my dad 
playin catch w my mom now
i land tricks
i still walk w my head down

banging on my line but i don’t want it take a step back 
needa find a way i’ll break my arms to get my leg back 
i’m crying everyday 
think i lied i’m not like that

i think i get it 
i won’t fight back 
u don’t like that 
i think i’d hate on me too if i was like u 
i would hate me too
i would give it all away if i could jus stay 
1 more night & 1 more day 
but it’s never enough
i’m not enough, anyway

i'm not like that (+michaelwarren)

i hate it here, but if u support me i love u sm.
v v v
i dont see my worth
i dont really see my worth
tell me what my worth is
tell me what my worth is
tell me what my worth is, baby im just clueless
mom said "look how far that you've come"
but frankly ion see no one 
when i look inside the mirror, shit i just wanna run
cause i aint proud of who i am or what ive become
might as well throw my whole life away
try to get better 
but my souls fucking tethered
and im always fuckin caught up 
in the god damn weather
needa get a job 
but my phones always vibrating
people hit my line 
for some good fuckin vibrations
mom said "look how far that you've come"
but frankly ion see no one 
when i look inside the mirror, shit i just wanna run
cause i aint proud of who i am or what ive become
might as well throw my whole life away 
emptychest <3
try to get better 
but my souls fucking tethered
and im always fuckin caught up 
in the god damn weather
needa get a job 
but my phones always vibrating
people hit my line 
for some good fuckin vibrations
(needa get a job but i..)
(always hit my line for me..)
(ur fine for me..)
well i dont..
i dont see my worth
i dont really see my worth
tell me what my worth is
tell me what my worth..
tell me what my worth is, baby im just clueless
mom said "look how far that you've come"
but frankly ion see no one 
when i look inside the mirror, shit i just wanna run
cause i aint proud of who i am or what ive become
might as well throw my whole life away
try to get better 
but my souls fucking tethered
and im always fuckin caught up 
in the god damn weather
needa get a job 
but my phones always vibrating
people hit my line 
for some good fuckin vibrations
mom said "look how far that you've come"
but frankly ion see no one 
when i look inside the mirror, shit i just wanna run
cause i aint proud of who i am or what ive become
might as well throw my whole life away..


it hurts so much to be here <3

what ive become (noxiousnights x jolst)

@qawikamri

Lyrics:-
Wait, turn around and let me see that pretty dress
But I can't seem to take my eyes off of your face
Got me hypnotized with the way you smiled at me
Im so obsessed with the dimples on your face
Oh pretty face

When I kiss you I get caffeine in my blood
That's why I can't sleep, in the night I dream about you
And the things I wanna do with you

Baby, we can call in sick
We can watch some shows in the dark on Netflix
Maybe maybe, we could share a blanket
I could hold you in my arms til we fall asleep

I'm jealous of the sun cos it gets to kiss you
You know I hate the heat but I guess I miss you
I’d do anything just to be beside you
I hope I’ll be the one cos I’m falling for you 

Wait, turn around and let me see that pretty dress
But I can't seem to take my eyes off of your face
Got me hypnotized with the way you smiled at me
Im so obsessed with the dimples on your face
Oh pretty face

When you walk into the party
I got butterflies in my tummy
Nobody looks as good as you
You make me nervous yea it’s true

Date me, date me, I see you & me
We can drown our sorrows in the pool, we skinny dip
I miss you miss you, really wanna kiss you
Everyday I’m wishing that I wake up next to you

Wait, turn around and let me see that pretty dress
But I can't seem to take my eyes off of your face
Got me hypnotized with the way you smiled at me
Im so obsessed with the dimples on your face
Oh pretty face

obsessed with the dimples on your face

MELATONIN (PROD NOAHMADETHISS)

missing the laugh at the beginning idk why

Spotify

WHAT DO YOU NEED

spent a day in the city (in the city)
boys on the street near the park just singing (just singing)
made a little money i just made regrets (just fell through)
told you i was sorry cause i'm not there yet (i could take it still)
drinking on the train, looking back so dumb
sorry means a little when it's said so much (We don't feel the same things yet)
sleep as a concept, i don't really act out (We don't feel the same)
drugs in a backpack, probably like a band now, i just

try not to overstate it
all been so complicated
day turns to night, just breaking
light on my body aching
lay down in foreign places
noticing what it's taking
i wake up slowly in the black
i thought i'd learn to hate it

follow lights down the coast
in the dreams that you had
i just got in the way
fuck i think i'm slipping back
i start to decay from the waist down
face it, we could never fix what we break now
holding the exit in my hand
fuck i think i'm slipping back

holding on a feeling i might die soon
cause i met everybody that i want to
and maybe did a little that i'm proud of
but man this head's just so hard to get out of
holding onto mornings with the old you
fucking catatonic in my old room
and i hope you don't blame yourself cause baby
it's not like someone else could ever save me

try not to overstate it
all been so complicated
day turns to night, just breaking
light on my body aching
lay down in foreign places
noticing what it's taking
i wake up slowly in the black
i thought i'd learn to hate it

Bay Harbour

sit back relax
let it all go to waste
you try your best
some things dont ever change
i cant believe i let it slip from in front of me
sometimes the better things in life r sitting in ya face

and its hard to follow you right now
but i try my best to hold it down
either way it goes im walking thru the fye 
hell and back im wit ya baby yea its jus u n i
oh its jus u n i 
but its ok wen im in ur arms
cuz its jus u n i
its not hard to tell my right from wrongs
wen its jus u n i
oh i get it bb tell me y u been different lately o yea
and i keep to myself yea i stay in my lane
ion fuck wit no lames na

but im goin insane like kurt i might blow my brain
too bad i got more to say ima talk my pain
oh i hate the look on ur face
ima do this at my own pace
i gave u ever part u cud take
now theres not much u cud break

and its hard to follow you right now
but i try my best to hold it down
either way it goes im walking thru the fye 
hell and back im wit ya baby yea its jus u n i
oh its jus u n i 
but its ok wen im in ur arms
cuz its jus u n i
its not hard to tell my right from wrongs
wen its jus u n i
oh i get it bb tell me y u been different lately o yea
and i keep to myself yea i stay in my lane
ion fuck wit no lames na

i'm not like that (+michaelwarren)

ashby