computer shy (xo_willow + nxp cover)

To look in the sky
To look at myself
and what stares back at me 
is nothing else
If I find another corpse
And pop its head

Is it me
I am finding?
Or am I dead?

A gigantic black hole
Comes all over round here
A gigantic black hole
makes the heart so pure
(x2)

death is always such a dream 
that i always seem to dream
(x3)

i see all the things that haunt me

open verse btw if anyone wants to do the rest

beamer boy

*lyrics*
and you try
just to be
a good person

god 
bless our souls
and save me
i’m sorry

save me from this hell
save me from this hell
save me from this hell
save 
me

i’m not perfect
but i wish i was
you never notice when i try
you never notice when i cry
i hope you notice when i die

i never asked to be born so why am i paying the price for your mistakes

leave your shoes by the doorway
leave everything that you didnt say to me
i wanna walk to that forest
and break all the spider webs that you left

your lipstick’s still in my room
and you forgot your jacket too
i am so in love with you
but your not
no your not

leave your shoes by the doorway
leave everything that you didnt say to me
i wanna walk to that forest
and break all the spider webs that you left

leave your shoes by the doorway
leave everything that you didnt say to me
i wanna walk to that forest
and break all the spider webs that you left

i walked by the lake
everybody was staring at me
i looked in that bottle 
by that cemetery

i saw your ghost
i saw your ghost
i saw your ghost
i saw your ghost
i saw your ghost
i saw your ghost
i saw your ghost
i saw your ghost

forest

halo suffocation machine - left standing

we both know loving isn't fun
when you look inside the mirror after days of staying up
and you're missing a few pieces of the lashes you drew on
with your sweater on your back and nothing else that you can claim
stumbling into the shower with like nothing to your name

i cant tell you who you are or who you love or who you trust
i cant change the way you talk no matter how much i may want
losing grip on realism giving into superstition
ive been wishing things were different
but they're not but they're not 

fantasize or dont exist
im examining your pictures im not prettier than this
oh you know you're so much better than me thats the way it is
you can wake me from my slumber with some lying and a kiss 

i know loving isn't easy
i know loving isn't fun
when im screaming at the mirror after days of staying up
tearing knots out of my hair and sewing patches on my lungs
ive been chiseling and scratching at the person ive become

i know im not all that easy
you know im not all that fun
but you still keep me around and tell me everything i want
say im pretty when im crying stick to lying for my trust
im exhausted with these crosses ive been bearing for your love

luving isn.t fun demo¹

nxp / dethtech cover

u say that im too mean to u but i dont even try
u dont like the things i do so go ahead and cry
if u want to go away, go ahead i wont complain

am i wasting ur time?
am i wasting ur time? cuz ur wasting mine

ur wasting my time
ur wasting my time

there u go, there u go again, all i do is sigh
i cant be what u want me to be, i wont even try
u keep on talkin ur gibberish
i think ive just abt had enuff of this

am i wasting ur time?
am i wasting ur time? cuz ur wasting mine

ur wasting my time
ur wasting my time

u say that im too mean to u but i dont even try
u dont like the things i do so go ahead and cry
if u want to go away, go ahead i wont complain

am i wasting ur time?
am i wasting ur time? cuz ur wasting mine

rotting like im CRUSHED

asupercalifragdumppage