hey there, 
i was kinda back & forth w/ what i wanted to put in the description. 
most of the times, it's some stylized poem, or prose that i dont think anyone reads, let alone 'understands' - maybe u do, idk

a lot has been weighing on me. these days i worry about my health a lot, im zeroing in on trying to get a hold of my chronic illnesses, and while i chase an 'answer' more. it turns grime, rather fast, through it.

being between: a rather treatable but miserable disease, and or, something sinister manifesting in well, the same...but in the nature of it, being terminal...is rather terrifying, i must admit. 

the illness does more than just weigh me down, which i can take, most of the time. but it finally got to what i think, is the worst of it - seeping into others. maybe im just too 'strong' for it.

im no longer planning marriage, let alone have a life partner to tackle the world, let alone...this, with, anymore at least.

that's shot me for a loop, but i think im okay from it. 
this whole, ordeal too. i'll keep telling myself that, until proven otherwise i think.

fatigue is the better parts of me these days, but i powered through into some strength to get a performance i could feel proud of, the other day.

this is 'that' song/performance. and i hope u like it, thank u too, regardless.
keep in touch on insta: @'atimewaiting'
email me in - atimetowait@gmail.com
read some wordy words at https://substack.com/@atimetowait

and go have a good talk w/ yourself. 
check in to it, 'you' - that is.
love ya for it, be well 
<3

-alice

cannot catch anyone

22//Swansea R&B Artist//ijdk ~ August 8th

This is the safest you will ever be
I've seen it, and it's worse than you think

Hi, my name is noel. The music you'll find here ranges somewhere under ambient somehow. But I mainly produce drum and bass

*ALL SONGS I MAKE ARE FINISHED, I am just trying to preserve my SoundCloud hours and I lack the creativity to make them longer*

All of my music is free for download via Bandcamp and SoundCloud, but I will be putting more options for downloading soon, if you have any issues DM me. 

For business, inquiries check me out here, my Twitter, or my email, and I will try to contact you as fast as I can.
nfschneidermusic@gmail.com

i've uploaded a lot of music i like to keep as a time capsule here
circa. 2016
manic dev w/ a heart
a friend

- - - https://atimetowait.com
- atimetowait@gmail.com

keep it up
xoxo

cannot catch anyone

freya langley