hey there, 
i was kinda back & forth w/ what i wanted to put in the description. 
most of the times, it's some stylized poem, or prose that i dont think anyone reads, let alone 'understands' - maybe u do, idk

a lot has been weighing on me. these days i worry about my health a lot, im zeroing in on trying to get a hold of my chronic illnesses, and while i chase an 'answer' more. it turns grime, rather fast, through it.

being between: a rather treatable but miserable disease, and or, something sinister manifesting in well, the same...but in the nature of it, being terminal...is rather terrifying, i must admit. 

the illness does more than just weigh me down, which i can take, most of the time. but it finally got to what i think, is the worst of it - seeping into others. maybe im just too 'strong' for it.

im no longer planning marriage, let alone have a life partner to tackle the world, let alone...this, with, anymore at least.

that's shot me for a loop, but i think im okay from it. 
this whole, ordeal too. i'll keep telling myself that, until proven otherwise i think.

fatigue is the better parts of me these days, but i powered through into some strength to get a performance i could feel proud of, the other day.

this is 'that' song/performance. and i hope u like it, thank u too, regardless.
keep in touch on insta: @'atimewaiting'
email me in - atimetowait@gmail.com
read some wordy words at https://substack.com/@atimetowait

and go have a good talk w/ yourself. 
check in to it, 'you' - that is.
love ya for it, be well 
<3

-alice

cannot catch anyone

i've uploaded a lot of music i like to keep as a time capsule here
circa. 2016
manic dev w/ a heart
a friend

- - - https://atimetowait.com
- atimetowait@gmail.com

keep it up
xoxo

cannot catch anyone

freya langley